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Me after predicting that Eren will save everyone 🤡🤡🤡

Watching AoT experience

Started watching Attack on Titan, already stressed bc they went through the wall in 2 episode and ate like 10000 people?!?

My prediction at this point for future self to compare: they will break through the next wall but Eren will somehow save everyone since he seems to be very obsessed with that. (kinda hoping it will not end this way bc it would be lil boring)

Also not so sure about it bc my brother said: good luck with that 🧐

Biggest question atp: what’s up with Eren’s dad? Dude seems lil unhinged

For now it seems a little predictable, don’t know what will happen next as I don’t really know anything about the show apart from my brother’s: “watch it” and “good luck with that” 🫡

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Yup

stole from twitter

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I am currently on a trip in Korea and in desperate need of some entertainment during my train rides. (I need constant over stimulation or else I might think about my life and that would definitely end in disaster so I don’t want to take any chances). I can’t get into anything since ending AoT.

So I thought maybe I should read AoT manga?

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Currently reading Crimson Rivers, and I honestly love it but I never thought my emotional constipation, would cause an issue with reading. Like I genuinely get an ick when they are particularly vulnerable with each other, soft etc. bc I can’t handle it 🫢 I’m like: oh please, no one actually reacts like that when someone in their environment is struggling, this is ridiculous.

And then I think that maybe I should talk about it in therapy 🫥

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Okay so I finished Attack on Titan but even though it is now forever engraved in my heart I need something new to watch.

I wanted to watch One Piece, but it has like 1000 episodes and I have work and,you know, life so it seems to much.

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Me in my first predictions on AoT 🤡

What a fool I was.

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I was going through AoT tags, since I am no longer afraid of spoilers (I possess knowledge I wish could be forgotten) and when I tell you some of you are freaks 👀💀😆

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Watching AoT experience pt 19

Update: I can see Eren’s point, but it could be the fact that I am in a really bad mood.

It is VERY disturbing, that on one side we have all humanity and on the other we have my angry boy and his genocide and I am confused which side I’m on 💀

I am rewatching last few episodes and for obvious reasons I will not justify genocide, but I will say that a lot of people would die anyway. They really said: kill or be killed.

Conclusion: Honestly I think humanity should think on themselves. I’m tired.

Also: I don’t think I will ever get over the head scene.

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Watching AoT experience pt 18

What a delightful anime.

I really thought I was watching a fairytale about fighting big naked guys and now I am left with the question of whether humans are capable of change and redemption or if we are doomed to an endless cycle of violence, fear and the pursuit of power.

I am a real ray of sunshine after the finale 💀

I imagine it is a pleasure to spent time in my company today.

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Watching AoT experience pt 17

Yeah well. I finished. I spent last 2 episodes in silence 😶 and I was on verge of throwing up most of the time.

I am now forever fucked up from this.

It was definitely an experience. Gut wrenching, bone chilling and thought provoking, but still. I loved it. Had the time of my life, which makes me consider going back to therapy.

Oh my angry boy Eren. Ngl your story was truly horrifying to watch.

When I tell you, head scene had me gasping. I was like: oh my 🫢

Mikasa 😬 I take back what I said, she was absolutely able to do what needed to be done. Consider me ashamed.

Hange my beloved. You died as you lived, brave and a little insane. Love you forever 🫶🏼 also: atp why am I even surprised my favourite character died?

Armin’s scream when Mikasa brought my angry boy’s head to him was heart breaking.

Levi “This Is What We Did With The Hearts You Gave” Ackerman 🥹🫶🏼

Idk now, I am still confused and a little shocked.

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Well, she certainly did one thing that was not connected to saving Eren 🫢😨

Watching AoT experience pt 10

I’m sorry, I have nothing to say apart from “dear god, Mikasa is insufferable. Not only her single personality trait is Eren, but one of the 5 words she actually speaks is also Eren. (Apart from “You want fair? Tough shit. Time's wasted. Pick your side, Christa. Eren... or the bitch I'm gonna kill?” that was actually cool. I want more of that). I feel like she lets him get away with anything and doesn’t have a single thought in her mind, just “Eren”.

Please tell me it will change, I feel like she has such a potential 😫 I want her to do at least one thing that is not connected to saving Eren 🤦🏻‍♀️

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Apparently it could get worse 🙂

Last 2 episodes of Attack on Titan 🫡 I guess it can’t get much worse than it is now. So I remain optimistic one last time 💀

Please Armin and Hange be safe 🤞🏽 also: Levi, Connie and Jean.

Eren my angry boy I’m sorry but genocide was not it. Sorry for all that made you this way but you have to go I think. (Still kinda hope there is some redemption for him)

Wish me luck 🫶🏼🫡🤍

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Last 2 episodes of Attack on Titan 🫡 I guess it can’t get much worse than it is now. So I remain optimistic one last time 💀

Please Armin and Hange be safe 🤞🏽 also: Levi, Connie and Jean.

Eren my angry boy I’m sorry but genocide was not it. Sorry for all that made you this way but you have to go I think. (Still kinda hope there is some redemption for him)

Wish me luck 🫶🏼🫡🤍

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Me to Eren in season 4.

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I am watching AoT season 4 and I my only wish at this point is to be locked in the basement for a month without any contact with humanity 🙂

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Lord have mercy on me. How did we get here. For fucks sake, Eren, genocide? Really? That is your answer to the horrifying cycle of hatred and violence?

I would pay for his therapy but now I have to pay for my own.

Eren for the love of gods, please see the light and don’t break my heart 😫🤞🏽

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Wait… oh no. Eren? 😨

Eren for the love of gods, please see the light and don’t break my heart 😫🤞🏽