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I think I had someone say I actually had Autism and was vulnerable to conspiracies? I don't really mind this weird troll too much, but I would like to confirm to everyone;

I am diagnosed with Autism. And I am diagnosed with UDD. I don't post my whole life and experience on Tumblr.com, only the ones I feel comfortable enough to post. Thank you.

I hope this helps someone understand that what I post is not all of my experience, and the same is for others here too. Don't assume the whole story is on here! And I don't associate with conspiracy bullshit like "The el1tes wanna control the world!!" I just have some trauma that I identify as RAMCOA. It was kinda boring in comparison to what c0nspiracy guys talk about tbh. So I guess I'm saying don't assume! Thank you.

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Hello, I have somehow found my way back onto tumblr. Nice to see you all again. I've been gone for a long time, but let's see if I'll start posting again.

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tbh with you guys im tired of the ramcoa tag being 99% posts about radqueers

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I've never had a piece of art resonate with me so much

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If I had a cutie mark like in my little pony it would be a social worker going "tsk tsk tsk" like a fucking ace attorney character because god damn has the healthcare system been fighting me all my life

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Sorry for not posting for so long. We've been dealing with a lot, school and such. I've seen some writing and artwork on ramcoa, and we might do that as well to cope. I'm sorry if I sound a bit strange, I'm really not meant to be talking here. I'll introduce myself in a bit. - Hyperbolic

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TW TBMC PROGRAM AND INJURY

Fuck fuck fuck. 8:00pm accidentally ripped off a bit of our scars while he was taking a shower. I feel like people don't understand that ANY program can be dangerous, even things that seem normal.

-Train Station

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Man there really is something annoying about having the only psych ward near you be a cult you went to and having every time you go to the ER have the social worker say "You should go there! it's not that bad in the adolescent!" WDYM WHY DOES EVERYONE AT THE HOSPITAL GOTTA SIMP FOR THIS SPECIFIC PSYCH WARD

- Carp and Dogdog

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hc-did culture is being told you’re delusional through all of your life

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"believe all survivors" until theyre victims of cult abuse, ritual abuse, trafficking, orchestrated medical abuse, etc huh

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9/11?

We have some awkward names to be honest. It's not on purpose of course, it's just kind of how we turned out in the end, I'm sorry.

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Today I have started being bullied by my fellow classmates. I'm going to assume it is because of 9/11's seriousness and need to ask permission for everything. I'm sad we can't seem to fit in with everyone even when we try. I wish I could be normal again. Are we even meant to be in society?

- Sip/Dogdog

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In the small car bus thing I go into school. Unfortunately the driver has his notifications up really high so everytime he gets a message my hand either goes up or my entire body twitches, sometimes both. Not good.

- Not Sure

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It's insane how many drugs they put into me because of that simple "misdiagnosis". Clozapine, Caplyta, Latuda, and many others I can't remember because of my shredded memory. Who knows what's going on in my body at this point. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective in the hospital because of my strange behavior and "delusions of having multiple identities" and violent thoughts. Heh. I wonder what that's from, eh? Guess you thought I was too much of a freak to have OCD.

My body has turned into something I don't want. What is going on in me? What happened to me with these drugs?

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Some vent art of our experiences. Hope it's not too bad.

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heheh I like that it's cute!

We are obsessed with the silly I'm sorry

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MENTION OF PROGRAM

School and RAMCOA do NOT go together very well. How do you expect me to go from a mental hospital cult to "yeah okay sure your classmate half triggered an omega program and seriously endangered you but you do need to complete your math homework" like I'm not sure how I'm supposed to do this I'm a bit concerned for my future tbh