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[dzaisun]

a printer error is an attempt from god to get you to kill yourself but you must be stronger and you must must must beat the printer to death with a large object like object

[dzaisun]

I hope that I’m not just a mutual to you, but also a blurred recollection of an icon and an entrely misremembered url

[dzaisun]

tumblr is social media for people who don't exist

[dzaisun]

love books. because it’s like what if something happened

[dzaisun]

Apollo watches hour long YouTube video essays and makes his own pt 2

Anyway more on Apollo's 7 hour long video essay on folk medicine, I mentioned 2 scenes in it involving his sons and well.

TLDR Apollo got stung by bees. Godly bees so he can't just magically heal himself. Aristaios apologises with honey tea and a plate of cookies. (he probably made a tifw post later that day telling the story of how his dad got attacked by his bees).

Ascelpius is woken up 10 mins after he goes to sleep at 3:45am bleary eyed to have a zoom call with his 'manically inspired' dad. He's got a glass of water, cause of course you have to have a glass of water at 3:45 am. Apollo is too excited and forgot that even gods have to sleep.

The original 'Apollo is really into Youtube video essays and makes his own 7 hour long one on folk medicine' post btw!

[dzaisun]

sometimes i think nobody will read anything that i write but then sometimes i remember that i’m also someone worth being. worthy of writing, reading, loving what i write to not only share to the world but to myself. to embrace the out of touched world that i immerse myself in, to embrace the words that slip out of my heart and into the blank sheet of papers that would’ve been wasted away hadn’t i not written what i wrote. and i simply think that’s amazing and worthwhile. something worthy without anyone or anything praising it, something can test the time and make it out alone.

worrying about the result isn’t important, it’s truly the process.

[dzaisun]

aight so you wanna sit under a willow tree and read classics to me as i gently fall in love with you?

[dzaisun]

𝐻𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒪𝒻 𝒢𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘳𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘰𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘣𝘺 𝘥𝘻𝘢𝘪𝘴𝘶𝘯

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62873737

.・゜゜・　　・゜゜・．.・゜゜・　　・゜゜・．

𝙹𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝙷𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛, 𝚊 𝚝𝚢𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚐𝚘𝚕𝚍, 𝚍𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚗𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎. 𝙷𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛, 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝙴𝚛𝚒𝚌 𝙼𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚠𝚜, 𝚠𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚑𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚊𝚜𝚖 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚜 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚕𝚢. 𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚟𝚊𝚕𝚞𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚍𝚛𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚟𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚜𝚑 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚎. 𝙱𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚒𝚍𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚠𝚊𝚛.

۵♡۵ ⋅. .⋅ ۵♡۵ ⋅.꘎♡━━━━━♡꘎ ۵♡۵ .⋅ .⋅۵♡۵ .⋅ ♡۵

Quote from Chapter 1: “𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 ��𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒅 𝑱𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒏. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒔𝒖𝒏𝒏𝒚; 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒕 𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒔, 𝒊𝒕 𝒑𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔. 𝑩𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒔, 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒏 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒆, 𝒏𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕.”

[dzaisun]

my dream as a fanfic writer is for one day, one of my fics to be someones comfort fic. like the fic that they reread when they don't feel good and want to be happy. i want my words to comfort someone one day

[dzaisun]

NOTICE: As more and more fanfic writers are using generative AI for their works (you uncreative dweebs), I hereby swear on everything I hold dear that I have not and will NEVER use generative AI in ANY of my written work. Everything I post will be organically and creatively my own.

[dzaisun]

[dzaisun]

Beautiful Boy—by dzaisun

𝐁𝐨𝐲 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐧 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐝𝐳𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐨𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧. 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐗 𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐂𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: “𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐰𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐲—𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫, 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞’𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐀𝐃𝐇𝐃, 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐬 “𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲.” 𝐃𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚, 𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐲 𝐣𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲, 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐝𝐠𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐇𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞, 𝐚𝐬 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝. 𝐇𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐚𝐬 𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐜’𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐯𝐮𝐥𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤’𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐧 𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩, 𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐬, 𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐤, 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐡.” ˏˋ°•*⁀➷

https://archiveofourown.org/works/59315524

[dzaisun]

Beautiful Boy—by dzaisun

𝐁𝐨𝐲 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐧 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐝𝐳𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐨𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧. 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐗 𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐂𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: “𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐰𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐲—𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫, 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞’𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐀𝐃𝐇𝐃, 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐬 “𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲.” 𝐃𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐠𝐦𝐚, 𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐲 𝐣𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲, 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐝𝐠𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐇𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞, 𝐚𝐬 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝. 𝐇𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐚𝐬 𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐜’𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐯𝐮𝐥𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤’𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐧 𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩, 𝐄𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐬, 𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐤, 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐠����𝐡.” ˏˋ°•*⁀➷

https://archiveofourown.org/works/59315524

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"The Siren" by John William Waterhouse, 1900

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The Penitent Magdalen, oil on canvas, detail (1640)

Georges de La Tour

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