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My First ESSA!!!

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After getting the results from the poll I made yesterday, it was clear Julien is well liked!

I decided that I would cave and finally bring him home with me, and when I went to Walmart to pick him up, there was only one of him left! I was so happy I almost cried, I got so worried he would be out stock 😭❤️

I made him an ESSA tag from a base I found here on Tumblr! I will tag the OG creator who is very talented :))

This is him!!

I love him so much already!! He’s so soft and perfectly weighted!!! I might post some outings with him too :>

@heliosynchronisity thank you so much for the amazing template!!!

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Weighted Plushies !!!

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I really love weighted plushies since they help with my anxiety, especially on the road or in public spaces. I have one weighted plushie, a polar bear I named Graffini, the only problem with it is that an ex friend gave him to me and I have very upsetting ties with those memories, so holding him brings back those memories, even though I try to differentiate the plush between the person since the plushie did nothing wrong

I’ve been looking into different weighted plushies and I have found a couple that I would love to add to my collection and I thought I would share!

Also if anyone has any suggestions on weighted plushies please comment or tell me!! (Just a disclaimer I’m allergic to lavender so unfortunately most weighted plushies are scented, if there are unscented ones that would be great!!)

‼️Poll at the bottom of post‼️

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1. Hugs and Cuddles Calmings German Shepard who I want to name Julien!

I found him in Walmart one day and I picked him up and he was so soft!! I loved how he was the perfect weight and he is so cuddly! I was thinking of making him my first ESSA, I even found a sage green collar for him! I couldn’t bring him home because I didn’t have enough money, but I’m hoping to get him soon!

(the next few are gonna be primarily hug a lumps because they are so cute and soft!!)

2. Hug A Lump Triceratops who I want to name Sammie

3. Hug A Lump Hippo who I want to name Mixie or Muffin

4. Hug A Lump Goat who I want to name Wheat or Basil

5. Finally, this weighted Goose plush! I don’t know what brand he is but I want to name him Jeoffery

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I’m obviously not going to buy them all right away, I don’t have that kind of money and I think my parents would kill me if I spent all of my money on plushies (even though I’ll probably do that when I live alone ngl 😭) but I do like planning for future plushie plans! Let me know which one you guys like best :D

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Well it looks like I’ll be posting about them soon!! Probably later today :D thank you guys!!

Lil fun fact about me :>

I am a plushie collector! I love them so much and I've thought about doing a lil series of posts where I introduce them to you guys!

Plushies have always been how I heal my inner child, and I carry at least one with me everywhere, and in all of my DR's I have specific plushies from here because I couldn't see myself without them :>

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Lil fun fact about me :>

I am a plushie collector! I love them so much and I've thought about doing a lil series of posts where I introduce them to you guys!

Plushies have always been how I heal my inner child, and I carry at least one with me everywhere, and in all of my DR's I have specific plushies from here because I couldn't see myself without them :>

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If I had to explain how loops feel like, these photos are the best to show what I mean

no I will not go further with this

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Make Up Your Mind/Catch Me I'm Falling - Next To Normal (Original London Cast Recording)

I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO THESE FUCKING HARMONIES FOR A WEEK STRAIGHT OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

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Hear me out- but make it shifting

GUYS!

I am obsessed with hear me outs cuz they are so silly, so I thought it would be fun to make my own take on it

Instead of people, objects, etc, what is your desired reality hear me out?

I am talking OUTLANDISH, INSANE, or just bullshit realities that you wanna shift to for no reason

Here are a few of mine!

Final destination (I love found family, okay??)

After an apocalypse

The underworld, but specifically from Beetlejuice (I wanna see what's behind those doors >:}

The backrooms (Ikea style) I am obsessed with escape rooms, so I wanna do the ultimate one lmao

I can't wait to see what you guys have >:}

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@marygih ‼️‼️‼️

my friends r so talented. rb if ur friends are talented

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Mother’s Day in our loop ⏳❤️💐

As you all know, Miss P is not only our Ymbryne but also our devoted adopted mother, she loves us as her own and therefore when Mother’s Day comes around, we do everything in our power to make her feel loved and relaxed

We start the preparations at least a week in advance, having “secret” meetings after day classes in the library, where we talk about what we want to do and who has which job

The full preparations are the night before, after loop reset we all go back to our respective bedrooms and wait an hour, then we get to work

of course Miss P isn’t stupid, she knows that we are up and doing things, but she knows how much it means to us so she pretends like she has no clue

for preparations, this is what we normally do:

Fiona will go to the gardens and make a table centerpiece of a Peregrine falcon holding a pocket watch in the beak out of a small bush, and then she makes flower streamers(dark purple Gladiolus, they’re her favorite) that Olive hangs on the ceilings. Hugh’s bees gather pollen and make sure all the flowers are well pollinated and smell fresh

In the kitchen, Bronwyn, Claire, and Emma are baking Miss P’s favorite desserts, which include Tiramisu, Honey Rum cake, and Black Forest cake

Horace and myself are busy upstairs in my sewing room, I had sneakily gotten Miss P’s measurements and had been working on a new outfit just for Mother’s Day, she gets a new one each year (here is the design for this years Mother’s Day, picture it with this color palette)

Enoch is working on the cleaning, well he makes his homunculi do most of the work but he still does take part! Surprisingly for such a messy kid, Enoch is quite good at keeping spaces clean (well, besides his own room of course)

Millard is in the library, preparing the Tales of the Peculiar stories that he plans to read, it’s tradition that we wake Miss P up in bed and give her breakfast while Mill reads to us all

once we finish our hard work, we creep back to bed and wait for sunrise where Miss P coincidentally gets into bed (she rarely sleeps at night, as is the ymbryne duty of watching over her wards) but she will still sit in bed and wait for us to sneak in and “surprise” her

We greet her with pancakes and fresh berries, courtesy of Fiona and Emma. Olive and Claire will jump up on her bed and cuddle into her arms while we all gather around her as Millard reads the Tales. Once breakfast is over, we give her our cards and homemade gifts, a pendent, an embroidered handkerchief, her dress. She wouldn’t ever show it but a small tear always falls

We’d then take her around the house to see what we made and then take her for a walk around the beach

After we’d have a lovely picnic in the garden, Millard, Hugh and Enoch would play soccer while the girls and I would sit and braid Miss P’s long peppered hair

We’d end the day with a campfire before reset, and she would tell us old ghost stories that she heard from when she was a little girl

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I have never related to a post more than now :[

Like I NEED my wings back, I use them for EVERYTHING in my MPHFPC DR

like I would wrap myself up in them when I was cold in the morning, I would carry my friends and take flights at night, just the feeling of my feathers ground me, but without them I feel so trapped

don’t even get me started on the feeling of freedom; being able to fly and feel the wind whip against my face

in my CR I can barely walk in a straight line without tripping(I have a condition where my left leg turns inward when I walk, so I stumble a lot and have to wear specific foot wear to walk straight), my wings made me balanced and I feel so confident with them, yet here I feel foreign and bare

It’s like a phantom limb to me, I instinctively reach for my wings to mindlessly stroke my feathers, or when I’m cold while waiting for the bus all I want is to wrap up in them

ugh I miss it so much :[ I’m so happy I can shift 😭🫶

It's like I can physically feel my wings and horns even tho they aren't here in this reality. It hurts so bad, I can't wait to get there. I niw understand Maleficent's pain when she lost her wings, but with me it's that I can't get them even tho I'm trying so hard :"(

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The Voided Lovers

The voided lovers Must never be seen. They cannot dance in the light of day, And the moon will not grace them with her gleam.

They may only embrace on the darkest of nights, They may only whisper sweet nothings in a crowd. They may only stroll hand in hand through forgotten streets, Where not even the lamplights dare to look down.

They will never feel the warmth on their lover’s skin, Only the cold acidity the wind provides. Yet embrace they do— Through the dark and glacial nights.

They make cathedrals of alleyways, Temples of whispered breath. Where every glance is sacred, And every touch defies death.

They are sunless, Moonless, Rid of light— Yet their love is never tuneless.

Their love is their dance, Their love is their light, Their love is the warmth On the cold winter’s night.

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Old English Version:

The voided lovers, cursed by fate, Must dwell in shadows, lone and late. They dare not dance 'neath sunlit skies, Nor bask where moonlight softly lies.

Their trysts are veiled in sable gloom, Their voices hushed, as though a tomb Had sealed their vows in silence deep— Where not e'en gaslight dares to creep.

The world, austere and cruelly drawn, Would scorn the touch their hands have known. So chill the wind, so sharp the air— Yet still they linger, pale and bare.

They fashion cathedrals from alleyways, Altars of breath, in spectral haze. Each glance a hymn, each touch defied The death that stalks where love must hide.

They are sunless, Moonless, Forsaken by flame— Yet hearts unlit bear passion's name.

Their love is their lantern, Their solace, their plight, Their warmth in the shivering Grasp of the night.

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This is a poem I wrote while bored and thinking of some of my friends from my DR's and OC's

I've been really getting into rewriting my poetry into old English because I think it makes it more romantic and melancholic

Let me know your thoughts on it!

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This looks so much like a loop I have been to, I believe it was Miss Storks from the 1900's

She had taken in peculiar children with disabilities and peculiars that aged forward and could not take care of themselves, she is a lovely woman

Honestly, it is one of the sweetest loops I have gone to, I was sent by Miss Peregrine to escort a young girl to join the loop, I believe her name was Abigail, I don't remember her peculiarity exactly but I do remember it being very self-destructive, she was always in a hazmat suit

Abandoned House in Central Georgia

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EEEK!!! Gonna do this with my DRself >:}

MPHFPC OC card

feel free to use folks!! just dun forget to credit me @hazelnotleon <33

gonna do this with my peculiar oc (when i remember to 🫠)

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I realized I never posted about the rest of my OC loop, so I'll get to that soon! Life has been pretty crazy recently so I apologize for the inconsistency of posting 😭 🙏 

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Based off of your mphfpc dr , what do you think everyone’s Hogwarts house would be?

Eeek!!! I love this question! Thank you for asking :D

Miss Peregrine - most definitely a Ravenclaw (most ymbrynes are, or Hufflepuff)

Bentham - Ravenclaw

Caul - Slytherin

Jacob - Gryffindor

Ricky - Slytherin

Noor - Gryffindor

Lilly - Hufflepuff

Millard - Ravenclaw

Emma - Gryffindor

Enoch - Slytherin

Horace - Ravenclaw

Claire - Hufflepuff

Olive - Hufflepuff

Bronwyn - Hufflepuff

Sharon - Slytherin

Addison - Ravenclaw

Eleanor (myself) - Hufflepuff

These are the main people who came to mind but if you have any specific people you would want to know I'd be happy to answer!

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Lil fun fact about my CR

So!

I am a lead singer and guitarist in a band, we are called Vessels of Rebirth. We have 5 members, including myself, and currently we have learned two songs and starting two more

I have just finished my first draft for our first original song and I wanted to share the lyrics and if you guys have any ideas or criticism I'd love to hear it!

**PLEASE DO NOT COPY OR TAKE MY LYRICS**

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The song is called Pennies for the Dead -

Verse 1: I’ve asked myself the age-old question, Is it really worth the fight? They sell you chains and call them choices, Bleed you dry beneath the lights.

If you find yourself contented Cherish these words like dust— Work hard, smile, and don’t complain, When they leave you out to rust.

They build their castles out of marrow, Line their pockets with our bones. Sing us lullabies of virtue, While they carve our names to stone—

Chorus: So tell me—was it worth it? Did you find what you were looking for? Tell me—did you earn it? Or just steal it from the poor? Take my body, take my spirit, Drain me ‘til there’s nothing left, A poor man’s poison Is just another penny for the dead

Verse 2: I watched the years slip through my fingers, Like wages never meant to stay. They built a throne from our surrender, We built their kingdoms, brick by grave

You’ve turned my hands to iron shackles Worn my bones down to gears Though you may feast upon my labor You’ll die choking on my screams

Chorus: So tell me—was it worth it? Did you find what you were looking for? Tell me—did you earn it? Or just steal it from the poor? Take my body, take my spirit, Drain me ‘til there’s nothing left, A poor man’s poison Is just another penny for the dead

Bridge: Tell me now—was it worth it? You stand alone atop your grave. Built your kingdom out of corpses, Now there’s no one left to save.

All the hands that fed your empire, Now they rise with bloodstained teeth. You can beg, you can bargain— But the dead don’t grant relief.

Final: If you are to listen to one last thing dear Promise your heart’s desire For if you follow the iron road You’re doomed to a pit of fire

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