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I doubt you check this anymore.. I just needed to say it and if it doesn’t reach you - that’s fine - it was said.

I miss you.

who is this?

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Thank you for being you. I appreciate your openness and share in your struggles.

you're welcome and thank you. i'll always be open and real about the things i've been through, the wrongs i have done as well as endured along with my success'. i'll always be real.

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That’s why I’m in no condition to ever let a nigga think I’m gonna hold him down, cause if this was to happen to me my brothers would be at your door I’m talking every time they see you they going beat yo ass until you give me all my money back and it wasn’t ever a loan but now it is.

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self-love. I feel like that’s something I will forever struggle with but it’s also something I’ve gotten much better at doing. I’ve struggled with something I know a lot of us has struggled with and that’s loving you, how you look, how you sound, etc. we all have those insecurities that gnaw at us. things we want to change. I won’t say it’s easy, which I know some of y’all know, but it’s definitely possible. from hating how I looked, to letting comments people made bother me - to now loving every inch of my body and not giving a rats ass to what anyone else may think. there’s such a huge sense of relief and power? yeah, power ; when you stop valuing the opinions of others that aren’t important or letting comments get under my skin. I’ve sat in front of the mirror many days, still do sometimes, and remind myself to love myself. to love my eyes, my nose, my wild hair and my skin with all it’s scars and issues lol. I won’t keep on bc I don’t wanna ramble on here. I tend to do that lol, but in these pictures I felt the growth, the comfort and confidence I’ve built. for the first time, I actually felt sexy. I may be taking my time down this road but I’m proud of the little that’s been done so far. for those who support me along the way and cheer me on, thank you.

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ash before you pass tha' shit.

IG: elilbit_

📸: @hvrdem

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oh man, guys i can't wait to show y'all the pictures we took this week! this shoot was super fun and I cant wait to show y'all!! I'm so exciiiiited! stay tuned because they're so much more things in the works!

slow and steady, but I'm coming for my spot regardless.

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Okay but like you're really hot

okay, but like, you're really sweet 😭 thaaank you.

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let's have a picnic at an abandoned amusement park.

Abandoned Amusement Parks

1. Prypyat Theme Park, Pryp’yat, Ukraine - This park was scheduled to open for the first time on May 1, 1986, but these operations were cancelled on April 26, when the Chernobyl disaster occurred just a few kilometers away. Since the disaster, moss levels within the park have been measured up to 25,000 µSv/h, among the highest levels of radiation in all of Pripyat.

2. Six Flags, New Orleans, LA - This park has been abandoned since Hurricane Katrina hit on August 29, 2005.

3. Spree Park, Berlin, Germany - After closing, officials announced the park was insolvent. With debts at a level of €11,000,000 remaining, the area has since fallen into disrepair. The owner has since been sentenced to seven years in jail for attempting to smuggle 180 kg of cocaine with a value of £14 million from Peru to Germany in the masts of the Fliegender Teppich (Flying Carpet) ride.

4. Nara Dreamland, Japan - This theme park near Nara, Japan opened in 1961 and closed on August 31, 2006 as a result of falling attendance.

5. Camelot Theme Park, Chorley, England - Knights Leisure announced the closure of this park on 4 November 2012, blaming poor summer weather and competing events for a decline in visitor numbers.

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“All I’d wanted to be when I grew up was yours.”

— Eireann Corrigan, You Remind Me Of You: A Poetry Memoir (via minuty)

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“Te quiero, te quiero cerca, en mi cama. Justo a mi lado, abrazándome fuerte, hablando de cualquier cosa, besos suaves entre pensamientos. Nuestros ojos cansados tratando de mantener contacto mientras luchan con el cansancio y el sueño.”

— Escritor de sueños

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u think i’m CUTE?! send me $3000

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lil chinita muñeqa.

- hope everyone's doing good and feeling as good as I do today!

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d a y d r e a m i n'

-- hey, guys! just your friendly tumblrhood ghost ♡ gonna try to be active for more than just a week! drop some questions, confess your dreams or feel free to just vent to me.

love, peace and hairgrease c: