emmathatonekid

[emmathatonekid]

Something to post

[emmathatonekid]

How it going y'all so I think I have some medical problems and I don't know what to do anymore so I just sit here and pretend that I don't have them and I'll continue to post on here obviously about my life and other problems but in real life I'll ignore all my problems

[emmathatonekid]

Im so tired I think I'll kill myself if the pain doesn't go away it been hurting for 30 fucking minutes I have also crying for 30 minutes oh my God I just want the pain to end so bad I want to die so bad if it takes away my pain I will gladly die just for the pain to go away

[emmathatonekid]

Guys the pain is back and it's in the same leg again I over did it my family can't cook so I do all the cooking in the family but I'm trying to teach my sister how to cook so I can rest more and she can know important skill in life but now I'm stuck in my bad again for like 4 days again day 1 has passed only 3 More days and I'm home free y'all

I hope you guys never have a problems in your life as you live i hope you are happy what you have in life (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)

[emmathatonekid]

also now that i know i have week bones now i can't stand and cook as much anymore or stand up much ether my legs will hurt if i do for to long

[emmathatonekid]

just found out i have week bones and thats why my legs are hurting all the time my dad had it too but his dead now so... yeah i better start taking care of myself more now if i don't want to be like him

[emmathatonekid]

I'm sacred that I'm dying and shit what if this is symptom to bigger problem... I know I'm not dying I'm just scared is all...

[emmathatonekid]

So you know about the leg pain I've posting on here about...? Will... My leg is literally not moving like every time I move it and it hurts so bad I can't walk I've been bed bound all day when I do need to move somewhere and go to the bathroom I go in my chair that has wheels and I move around in it to go to bathroom y'all

And I've been having the specific pain in the specific leg for weeks now it's now only getting worse

Y'all I'm so sacred I've cried like 4 times to day and I don't cry very often I'm so fucking sacred and exhausted my leg is making me so tired I don't want to go to bed but I can't sleep because of pain

What do I do.

[emmathatonekid]

Almost thought about killing myself today don't worry my sister and mom kept me grounded today

Sometimes days are hard and that's ok.

I hope for anyone who see this are doing ok I know I'm not doing all that good recently but I hope your day was better than mine. <3

[emmathatonekid]

I hate that I'm always on the edge of passing out or fainting because of my low blood sugar

[emmathatonekid]

I hate sounds of strap shoes and or anything with Velcro it makes me want to kill everyone and myself I literally get phantom pain every time I hear Velcro straps

I can feel my bones and my teeth hurting and my ers oh god my ears

They feel so painful

When I hear Velcro straps I want to scratch my teeth off so bad and cut though skin on my face

I want to rip my ears off so I can never hear it again.

[emmathatonekid]

I hate it when I'm on my period I have no control of my blood sugar at all during my period

I found out that my period makes my hypoglycemia worse recently

Which is just great.

[emmathatonekid]

Sometimes my legs ache so bad I can't sleep it's like someone put my period cramps in my legs

I have to wait sometimes for the pain to go away

Sometimes I don't even sleep because of the pain

[emmathatonekid]

SHE THE REASON WHY I COULDN'T BUY ANY SEED'S-

[emmathatonekid]

it's 4:46 AM

yall i can't see shit

[emmathatonekid]

Sometimes I be sleeping dead ass in a deep sleep y'know and suddenly my sleep problem kicks in and all of a sudden I can hear everyone thats around me talking but I can't wake up or move at all

And my sister Wil be telling me something about what happened when I was sleeping and I'm aways like "yeah I know it's crazy right"

My sister: "how the fuck did you know that was like when you were sleeping?!"

Me: "yeah I heard you guys in my sleep y'know?"

My sister: thaTS NOT NORMAL EMM-

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[emmathatonekid]

I know that I'm tired when my arms and legs ache 🙂