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IT TOOK MORE THAN A MONTH but finally, the full prescription was ready as of this morning - and I've now taken my first dose of testosterone!

I wound up making myself incredibly nervous (because of course I did), and was fully trembling when I was starting the process of setting up the needles and syringe, and had to force myself to calm down quite a bit.

In a weird way, the process of drawing up the fluid into the syringe itself wound up taking a bit longer than I'd thought (both because of the viscosity of the liquid [it's quite thick] and the fact that there was a big scary bubble in it that I wanted to get the heck out of there first) - but this turned out to be just what I needed to focus on, instead of the idea of a needle about to go into me, and it weirdly helped me calm down quite a fair bit.

Although every video I looked up reassured the audience that "it's okay if there are a few small bubbles in the syringe," I took my time and made sure that there was absolutely zero air in the syringe (to the point of pressing a bead of the solution from the needle), and was almost fully calm by the time I had the injector needle ready to go.

The injection itself was almost entirely painless - I barely felt the needle go in, and most of the discomfort came as I withdrew the needle and let go of the pinched skin. The site is still a little sore, but from what I understand, that's fairly normal; there's no redness or swelling that I can see, no raised temperature, or anything like that.

I feel a touch woozy, but I honestly think that's a combination of a) me waking up way earlier than I'd meant to, b) me working myself into an anxious mess leading up to the injection, and c) me not having really eaten anything since very very early this morning.

I'm planning to call the clinic in the morning (as they're closed today), and I'll ask them if I should put in a request for a refill this early out - if only because of the delays that happened with this first round, so as to hopefully keep things steady and consistent from here on out.~

For now, I'm going to see about getting something to eat, and hopefully that'll take care of this weird wooziness I'm feeling.

GENDER STATUS: TRANSIN'

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FORGIVEN LUST

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OOC: Shitposts again.  (Audio from tiktok)

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Please consider helping if you can

I'm raising money for Needing help paying rent and making (link: http://bills.Im) bills.Im Sorry i don't ask for help like this. But I am in a very bad spot right now Please consider helping if you have the means or even a repost.Thank you so much https://www.gofundme.com/manage/needing-help-paying-rent-and-making-bills

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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH  you are all beautiful and need to be seen and appreciated !! Dont let anyone tell you otherwise!

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HAPPY PRIDE [2019]

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Also: don’t stigmatize HIV+ individuals because they all have different circumstances and might’ve  gotten the virus from a variety of sources (sex, occupational, birth, blood transfusions in other countries). 

HIV-related stigma remains a huge barrier to preventing HIV, and is linked to a low level of people testing for HIV. 

The bad news is that Trump is cutting America’s spending on HIV year after year.  He has taken steps to weaken the Affordable Care Act since coming to power.

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FURSONA UPDOOT! Bunny corgi! with flower fluff!

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Some oldies!

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GREETINGS!!

hey friends just a heads up i do post more often on my Instagram and twitter. if you want to feel free to shoot me a follow over there ♥♥♥ https://www.instagram.com/disjunctioned/ https://twitter.com/DisJunctioneD

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Quintin the Quit-bugging-me-minfilia S’aira the... ... ... .. *Sucks in air* somehow-forgets-to-breathe Elden the Exiled Rynwulf  the Rowdy  Mjolnir the Majestic

@keiortem i don’t know many that weren't already taged!! *flails*

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so this is what im thinking for my hrothgar!. im so excited for the benchmark!

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Spring Time

My monster baby's Spring Form! He also finally has an official name! Uda which means to howl in welsh.  Basic Info: -Stunning scream. -Visual charm -soul sucking 2nd head on his tailbone -Head change with the seasons -Fashionista, Prefers 1800' and female styles. -Vine tails

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In Night Blooms the Spider Lily

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DIAMOND WEBS OF THE FLOWERS

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as a Fat, LGBT+ with ADHD i cant NOT repost....

I’m just going to leave this here…

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Happy valentines day

My OC iris Lei