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She loved you like she was running out of time. Like the world was ending, and she wanted to leave fingerprints on your soul before it did. She never did anything halfway – she laughed with her whole body, kissed like she was writing poetry with her mouth, cried like she was trying to drown the hurt before it drowned her first.

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When someone loves you, it doesn’t feel like a question you’re too scared to ask – it feels like an answer you already know.

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This isn’t just a blog. It’s my younger self whispering her dreams, my present self facing her demons, and my future self finding her way. It’s every version of me—hurting, healing, growing—existing in one place, one timeline. This isn’t just a blog. This is my voice leaving its mark while I’m still here.

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Do I still remember you? Yes, I do. Every time the 21st of the month rolls around, every birthday you celebrate, whenever I pass that little cafe you loved, and even when I scroll through my camera roll. You’re there in every memory, even on those quiet, lonely nights when sleep finally finds me.

It’s funny how the smallest moments can bring you back, reminding me that you once lit up my world. And while these memories sometimes make my heart ache, they also make me smile, knowing that you’re still part of who I am.

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I needed to let go, because the more I held on, the more it got clearer — that I wasn’t the one you wanted, I just happened to be there.

You didn’t need me, I was just convenient for you to use.

You didn’t care for me. I was just being stringed along.

You didn’t love me. You were just bearing with me.

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You Are Not Everyone’s Cup of Tea, and That’s Okay

There’s a unique kind of freedom in realizing that you don’t have to be loved or understood by everyone. In a world that constantly pushes us to fit in, to be liked, and to meet expectations, it’s easy to feel like something is wrong with us when we don’t. But here’s the truth: you were not made to be everyone’s favorite, and you don’t have to be.

Not everyone will appreciate your quirks, your passions, or the way you express yourself — and that’s perfectly okay. You are not here to mold yourself into a version that pleases others. You are here to be authentic, raw, and unapologetically you.

Don’t water yourself down just because someone can’t handle your full flavor.

There will be people who criticize you, misunderstand you, or walk away. It’s not because you lack something; it’s because you are not their taste. But remember, someone else out there will savor every part of who you are. Those are the people who matter.

You are not for everyone, and you were never meant to be

You are allowed to be a masterpiece for some and a mystery to others. 

The world doesn’t need another copy. It needs people who are brave enough to stand in their truth, even if that truth isn’t always welcomed with open arms. Your worth does not decrease because someone else fails to see it. It shines regardless, steady and unwavering.

So, stop shrinking to fit into spaces that were never meant for you. Stop apologizing for being different. Be bold. Be unyielding. Be the version of yourself that feels most alive. Because the right people — the ones who see your value — will find you, and they will never ask you to be anything less.

Some will love you, some won’t. But the most important love you’ll ever receive is the love you give to yourself. 

You are not everyone’s cup of tea, and that’s more than okay — it’s a blessing.

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Sounds

I will never love you in silence

Because my devotion needs to be heard

I might whisper sweet nothings in your ears

But I will moan your name out loud in delicious surrender

I will speak to you in hushed tones at times

Because sometimes you need the serene calmness

I might communicate through touch and actions

But my affections ring through every vibration

I will never hold back on how much I care

Because I love you with all of me, raw and bare

I might be asleep and dreaming at this moment

But I assure you, even then, i do love you loudly

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"And I'm over it, I'm over it. I promise I'm over it. But it still hurts sometimes."

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Paano mo makikita ang tamang tao para sayo kung minamahal at umaasa ka sa maling tao na akala mo siya na ang para sayo?

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HUWAG MO NANG PANGHAWAKAN MGA PANGAKONG UMPISA PA LAMANG SINIRA NA NIYA NUNG ARAW NA BINITAWAN KA NA NIYA

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When you're crying because of stress, it turns into crying over family, crying over my past, crying over losing my person, crying over the fact that they'll leave me eventually, crying about my body and crying about my life

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"Paint me with the greases on your hands... Mould me into the goddess you want me to be... Embrace me as if your life depended on it... Consume me as if I'm the most exquisite morsel you ever tasted... But most of all, love me as if I'm the only person who made you understand the meaning of the word..."

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hey, i hope you know that there's an undeniable beauty in your approach to life's challenges. despite all the ups and downs life throws, you handle each day with grace and strength. you navigate rough waters with an unwavering spirit— inspiring and admirable. but what i admire about you is how you turn those tough moments into opportunities to grow. instead of letting them bring you down, you use them to push yourself forward like a true champ. you've got this incredible knack for finding the silver lining, even in the darkest clouds.

and hey, your journey doesn't just inspire people around you — it lifts others too. your resilience and positivity are like a ray of sunshine on a cloudy day. so keep shining bright — every hurdle you overcome only makes you stronger, and i have no doubt you'll keep rising above whatever challenges come your way.

— a gentle reminder j.a

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Don't take anything for granted because God will take it from you

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Mahalin mo siya kahit sa mga araw na mahirap siyang intindihin. Lalo sa mga araw na mahirap siya mahalin.

Rewind

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Kung ako ang papipiliin, IKAW ang pipiliin kong mahalin kahit sa kabilang buhay

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Go find out the answers to all your what if’s. It’s okay to make mistakes, it wont matter years from now.