#mahalin

[escafeism]

Mahalin mo siya kahit sa mga araw na mahirap siyang intindihin. Lalo sa mga araw na mahirap siya mahalin.

Rewind

[cairaleighexe]

sketch of my tav Mahalin (he/they/she) <3

[maykatha]

a speck of dust. thats what we are all, arent we? a speck of dust that holds so much. that speaks so little about what really envelopes us. about what really resides in our bodies. we are all just a speck of dust, arent we? but arent we all holds so much, just like any other universe? arent we all just a culmination of thousands of tiny bits of life? a body filled with blood, tears, sweat, love, and lust. kindness, selfishness, goodness, sweet dreams, scary nights, and longing layers? arent we all just a cumulation of highs and lows, hurts and joy, light and ill-lit rooms that doom us. a push of pull of tragedy and trauma, push and pull of such emotions we hardly ever actuate—and if we did, we are slowly consumed by guilt and shame. a speck of dust. ha! a speck of fucking dust. just a speck of dust, and yet we are all begging to be held right and tight. to be loved so dearly that one can hear thy hearts near, it is beating just for me. just for me. just a speck of dust that is mesmerized by the dusk, often amazed by its ever-changing, uncertain beauty. always in awe by it all. a speck of dust that questions the feeling of being collated to such dusk. such dusk that is never the same, ever-evolving, multitude of colors, rises and falls. and yet! still loved. still seen. still felt. still exists in every phase of your life. still exists in every place of you. can you, my little sweet lover, my beloved bastard, see this dust as dusk?

just a speck of dust, no? yes i am just a speck of dust. just all here, all along. all over you, all over you.

—emmanuel.

[jillianwarts]

self-awareness is recognizing you’re being used as a rebound. crazy is still proceeding with the situation for the plot and for the enjoyment of your friends. 🙅🏻‍♀️

[sncrly0urs]

I was convinced Xavier was the sub type, oh how wrong I was when I saw his card in Veiled Whispers.

[apopcornkernel]

GUYS I FIGURED OUT HOW TO CLICK ON POSTS TO VIEW THE ORIGINAL POST/DESIRED RB

instead of clicking the blog url

you have to click the DATE beneath the blog url

(crying, this is so fucking stupid, tumblr why are you like this)

[princessxii-blog-blog]

This wasn't for the best. This was only for yourself. Pero sana nga worth it, wala naman din akong hiling dati pa kundi kasiyahan mo ngayon.

[burning-sin]

Ang kawalan ng kapanatagan ay palaging ugat ng lahat ng kabiguan.

Sa kay tagal kong nakatapak dito sa mundong ito ay isa lang nais kong ipahiwatig—hindi lahat ng bagay ay umaayon sa iyo. Maaari itong maging sa anumang aspeto: ang iyong hinihintay na true love / ang pangarap mong trabaho na alam mong hindi ka mahihirapan / ang swerte na alam mong nakalaan sa iba ngunit patuloy ka pa ring umaasa na sana sa susunod na araw, sa susunod na linggo, sa susunod na buwan, ay maibigay rin sa iyo ang swerte na karapat-dapat sa iyo. Ngunit, wala namang masama sa mangarap, hindi ba?

Sa kay tagal kong nakatapak dito sa mundong ito ay ang tangi kong naririnig galing sa bibig nila ay ang mga pangungusap na sana ay hindi ko na lang nalaman—umabot sa puntong sana’y hindi nalang ako natutong makinig. Ang daming inaasahan. Kulang ng oras. Kung uulitin ko man ang aking buhay ay gagawin ko ang lahat ng aking makakaya upang makamit ang mga inaasahan nila galing sa akin. Subalit isang munting bata lang ako, naliligaw sa kung anong dapat sundin. Ako lamang si Valhayle. Nakakapagod. Nakakainip. Nakakawalang gana.

Valhayle, walang patutunguhan.

[yourssunshineanddaisies]

If I cry a thousand tears, would you wipe it for me? If I walk a hundred thousand miles, would you follow me? If I fail a million times, would you help me up?

[cairaleighexe]

well?

[selenisvorldsblok]

MUTLULUK NEREDE ?

İnsanoğlu mutluluğu hep hor kullanıyormuş.

Hep şikayetçi hep bıkkınmış.

Bir gün melekler, mutluluğu saklamaya karar vermişler.

Saklayalım, zor bulsunlar.

Zor buldukları için belki kıymetini bilirler diyerek başlamışlar tartışmaya.

Sorun büyükmüş.

Mutluluğu saklamak kolay değilmiş çünkü.

Kimisi “Everest’in tepesine saklayalım”,

Kimisi “Atlas Okyanusunun dibine” demiş.

Taç Mahalin kubbesi,

Mekke sokakları,

İtalyan sofrası,

Bir hastanenin yeni doğan odası,

Dondurma külahı,

Sigara paketi,

Lale bahçesi…

Pek çok yer düşünmüşler ama hiçbiri yeterince zor gelmemiş.

Derken meleklerden biri “İÇLERİNE SAKLAYALIM” demiş.

“Kimsenin aklına gelmez içine bakmak”

İşte o gün bugündür mutluluk insanın kendi içinde saklıymış.

Dilerim herkes içindeki mutluğu bir an önce bulur.

[jillianwarts]

sudden desire to be loved

[princington]

Ikaw pa rin ang pipiliin kong mahalin

Sa susunod na habang-buhay

You're still the one I'd choose to love

In the next lifetime

[apopcornkernel]

thinking about how this fuckass government pushed back the school year to accommodate international schedules and is now having to suspend classes bc of how damned HOT it is

[hypocrisssy]

Kapag talaga nanggaling ka sa toxic and unexpressive relationship tapos bigla kang mapupunta sa relationship na may sobra sobrang assurance, mapapasabi ka talaga ng "This doesn't feel right." Eh paano, nasanay ka sa toxic, nasanay kang nagooverthink. Mapapaisip ka na lang na parang may mali, pero ang totoo ito pala yung tama. Kasi ganito ka pala talaga dapat itrato, ganito ka pala talaga dapat mahalin. Unfortunately, you just settled for less sa mga past relationships mo, kaya ayan hindi ka sanay na minamahal ka ng tama.