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Something that's been frustrating me lately is certain communities chalking everything up to programming, including normal DID symptoms. Acting differently between parts, amnesia, and parts being triggered by different stimuli is an extremely normal DID experience and is not an inherent sign you're programmed.

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The original post was written by an endo "system", so I'm rewriting it in my own words as well as with more detailed information.

So, what is HC-DID?

HC-DID is not an official or medically accurate term. The descriptor was made by the "system community" as a label for systems that have gone through RAMCOA/OEA abuse, which has influenced the infrastructure of the Dissociative Disorder.

"Trans-RAMCOA" "systems" or people that identify with said label are invalid and appropriating/romanticising RAMCOA/OEA survivor's trauma. If you identify as "Trans-RAMCOA" please leave this blog, this blog is not for you.

RAMCOA covers multiple trauma types. Not every RAMCOA survivor has a Dissociative Disorder. And from known studies, there is no reliable proof that a singular RAMCOA experience can cause DID/OSDD/UDD. Any type of severe prolonged abuse (including RAMCOA/OEA) can cause DID/OSDD/UDD to form.

Some experiences may include:

RA: Ritual Abuse. Some may interpret this as religious abuse revolving around cults; although, the more accurate interpretation is derived from ritualized abuse. This encompasses any abuse that has set time intervals or sequence of times done.

MC: Mind Control. This includes anything from TBMC, DBMC, HBMC, ITBC to BMC. This is the bending of one's psyche without their consent.

OA: Organized Abuse. This is abuse done by more than one perpetrator; including abuse methods used by an unethical facilities, organizations, companies, schools, prisons, and similar.

OEA: Organized Extreme Abuse. This is also abuse done by a group, however, the entire group is aware of the harm being done. This would include trafficking rings, gangs, mafias, cartels, cults, criminal groups or organizations and kidnapping schemes.

RAMCOA does not always mean programming! Programming falls under the MC part of RAMCOA.

Resources:

Organisedabuse.com (https://www.organisedabuse.com/)

ISSTD RAMCOA (https://news.isst-d.org/ritual-abuse-mind-control-and-organized-abuse-examining-our-history-and-looking-forward/)

FPP Ritual Abuse (https://www.firstpersonplural.org.uk/ritual-abuse/definition-of-ritual-abuse/)

KinHost Ritual Abuse (https://kinhost.org/Main/RitualAbuse)

Wordpress RAMCOA (https://ramcoa.wordpress.com/)

Organized Abuse Support (https://organizedabuse.support/)

Child Abuse Hotline: 1-800-422-4453

Childwellfare Support (https://www.childwelfare.gov/how-report-child-abuse-and-neglect/)

Trafficking Hotline: 1-888-373-7888

Please comment any other resources you may know.

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I second this. I understand realizing something is adding up when learning about RAMCOA. However, simply being grounded by a parent or having to be isolated for an hour or two on it's own is, respectfully, not RAMCOA and definitely not OEA. The only case I can think of that would make since is if during that punishment time you were programmed or involved in a cult ritual. Otherwise, it shouldn't be applied. Using RAMCOA/OEA labels without looking into it and researching is disrespectful. Questioning RAMCOA/OEA because you found possible traces of it is one thing, claiming it is another.

one of the endogenic systems i knew claimed they had HC-DID and experienced ramcoa/oea within the span of 2 days of learning what it was (this is somebody with a history of doing this for a variety of things, i watched them collect npd then hpd then aspd like pokemon cards all within days of learning what they were)

and when we were talking to them they chose to tell me about some of the trauma that made them consider they had gone through ramcoa/oea it was that they were forced to stay inside at recess. what

like from what i know of ramcoa/oea it's totally possible that that could have been a screen memory but with this person's specific history of claiming new trauma and mental disorders after knowing of their existence for 48 hours... the endo thing aside i always assumed they were in denial about their trauma but theres a limit when you start saying you think you went thru ramcoa/oea💀 like please at that point the ONLY way you could use the term endogenic would be to distinguish specific alters who split for reasons other than directly from trauma and at that point it'd be more helpful just to assign alter roles

That's so fucking disrespectful.

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The worst sin they ever committed was making us believe it never happened at all.

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Screaming and clawing at the walls of my cranium. For I know that I'll never speak a word against them without bile rising in my throat and the world turning as if I'm the axis. You took an entire year of my childhood. And for that, I hope you rot as I did in that god forsaken "therapy" room.

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I'm still in shock

(#N +#Thea)

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Intro Post

Our name is Eight. We go by They/Them/Theirs/Themselves.

Welcome to Evanescence of Remembering Cherubic Eight (or ERC8).

We are an OA and TBMC survivor, and thus also programmed. We experienced this in childhood. We are an advocate for RAMCOA survivors around the world.

We are a psychology student and heavily believe that programming tools and methods can be used to deprogram harmful RAMCOA programs and reprogram for the system's safety health.

Disclaimers

This blog may contain triggering content for those with RAMCOA trauma. This blog my be exponentially triggering for victims of the same organization as us. We are still slowly unraveling our trauma and we may be very slow to post, as talking about our RAMCOA causes physical symptoms.

We are strictly here to raise awareness and bring attention to RAMCOA issues, as well as provide support to victims of RAMCOA. We are not here to idealise or romanticise RAMCOA.

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