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Min/maxing every second of what is supposed to be a chill and relaxing game is the more real experience. Sdv is so stressful for me because if you forget one thing you have to wait a whole year for the opportunity to fix it.

I'm the worst bc I see people being like "I make 1.5M a season with my 8 year farm" and my ass thinks "lol, you ain't producing shit" like HUH 💀 If there's one game to chill and do anything at the pace you want is Stardew Valley dude, what is my brain even on.

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hi. just a reminder

you’re not invisible. not just a pair of hands.

you’re a whole person.

maybe they don't or won't see you but that doesn’t mean you aren't there.

love, someone who knows what it’s like to disappear

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The uprising is beginning

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What do you even post on tumblr???

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i've decided i'm going to do a weekly stream on twitch what day of the week might be best

i cant do weekends or wednesdays

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ADHDing RIGHT NOW

for context she's a younger para at my hs who im close to

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Ah yes, the celebrities of Tumblr:

 • Vaguely Eldritch Pink Goop

 • The Dream Person (that has a tiny pan and a huge dog)

 • Knockoff Kid’s Toy That Threatens Everyone

 • Jeff Who Is Funny No Matter What He Says

 • Firefox

 • OSHA

 • A Famous And Respected Author For Some Fucking Reason

 • The Young Version Of The Mentor Of A Movie Adaptation Of A Doctor Seuss Book

 • A depressed skeleton from a very meta indie RPG 

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There was that @pukicho guy from tumblr but he was a 700ft tall beast harassing some small Turkish town and the government couldn't do anything about it, but then Disney sent drones to vaporize the monster because of copyright laws.

I woke up and had to google if Disney owns Pokémon.

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in tumblr culture the "unemployed" were reveared as a sort of poet/warrior class.

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happy Thursday the 20th

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my nightmares tw

i keep having nightmares about relapsing into sh, i dont really know how to deal with it. 

id have to look at my calendar but i think im six months clean now?? its been tough and it seems to only be getting harder in different ways. 

my depressive episodes are less frequent (maybe thanks to my medication) but theyre harder to deal with. cutting was my copping mechanism and now since im trying to stay clean, i feel so lost...

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Anytime i see a bunch of pride flags i have to restrain myself from saying "where mexico" bc i doubt anyone will know I'm referencing this

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I think itd be really funny if the Reddit refugees just started tagging with subreddits and posting as if they were on Reddit

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when i was post op after top surgery i had a good friend there with me to help recover. but the nurse didnt get the memo and when i woke up she was like “ok i’m gonna go get your girlfriend and bring her in to see you!” and i remember being so zonked on anesthesia and so disoriented i just laid there thinking wow…… all that an they’re bringing me a girlfriend too this place is amazing