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tristan dugray with baby fever

STOOOOOOOP PLEASE PLEASE KEEP GOING

no bc we've already established a LOT about Tristin. he's dedicated. obsessivley so, even. once he HAS you he doesn't get jealous in a petty way as much as in a puffing out his chest birds acting eccentric to defend their turf way. when he gets jealous the pda goes in FULL SWING. he is so shameless and has just a little sprinkle winkle of bull energy. so you would think that his baby fever comes from this obsessive lovey dovey I want everyone to look at you and know you're mine place right???????? not quite. like it does but not till later. Tristin's baby fever is soul crushingly gut punchingly triggered by watching you interact with a little kid. Chilton is a k-12 school, so this probably started late in your senior year. there was some little kid who was new and got horribly lost and ended up in the high school building instead of the kindergarten building. you and Tristin saw her hiding behind a bench and you stopped to help her. Tristin stood nearby, watching the way you crouched down and introduced yourself in a gentle voice, the softness of your demenor to not scare her. you told her you get lost all the time, and it's normal for a new school to feel scary until you get used to it. you smooth her hair and tell her chilton is really fun and the other kids are nice. you tell her how great the cafeteria is and how cool the junglegym is at recess. you offer to help her find her kindergarten room, and Tristin watches with wide eyes and changing brain chemistry as you scoop up this adorable little kid wearing a backpack as big as she is and walk over to him.

"This is my friend Tristin. Tristin, this is Lilly. Do you wanna walk with us to the kindergarten building?"

Lilly tries to say hi but hides shyly as you chuckle. Tristin walks with you two all the way across campus as you two show Lilly all the cool statues and portraits, all the old trophys and class photos along the way. Tristin works his magic, charming giggles and smiles out of Lilly as you two turn a terrible first day into a pretty good one. You each hold one of her hands and swing her along as you finally reach the kindergarten building, smiling and giggling right along with her until she's safely dropped off at her kindergarten room. Mrs. Benning, the teacher, thanks both of you profusely. Before you part ways, you give Lilly a hug and high five for good luck. Mrs. Benning sends ahead a note so neither of you get in trouble for missing class, and I swear to god, Tristin does not stop thinking about it for weeks.

Flash forward a couple years, Tristin is almost out of college and ready to step into the marketing department of the family business, just like his parents and grandparents planned. One day he gets a call from his dad, telling him that his cousin Honor's baby shower is coming up soon, giving him the details of when to be there and what to bring, but he kind of stops listening after that. Honor's having a baby? like, his cousin Honor? the one that's not too much older than you and him? he stares at you sitting on the floor in front of a mirror, doing your makeup and wearing one of his shirts with the coffee he made you at your side, and suddenly he can't stop thinking about a little toddler that looks just like the both of you running over and sitting in your lap while you do your makeup. calling you mama, shaking a rattle or whatever toddlers play with, wearing those little pajamas with the feet on them... and now it's all he can think about. he knows his dad and grandpa have had his life planned out for him since before he was born, he always knew the timeline was graduate, marriage, kids, take over the family business and he really never had like... a resentful "I hate my destiny" phase with it. Up until high school he was very much in the "oh that's years away that doesn't have anything to do with me and my life yet" mindset. then he met you. and now, standing in the doorway of your shared bedroom in your shared apartment watching you get ready, Tristin is overcome with desire. he wants you. he wants a life with you, he wants to hear you say that he's the father of your child. he wants an unbreakable, irreversable bond of every possible kind with you. chemical, social, legal, eveything. he wants to cuff you, to lock you in. he wants to sleep at night knowing that your and his babies, toddlers, kids, are sleeping soundly in their cozy rooms right down the hall, that you get to sleep next to your husband Tristin, the father of your children Tristin. he wants to hear people call you Mrs. Dugray, wants to bump up his old man to a grandpa, prove to his dad how a dad should treat his children. he wants to break the godforsaken generation cycle that always seems to come with the generational wealth, and raise your kids to be loved and happy and secure. and in that moment, he speedran through all the stages of baby fever to stage 4 extreme terminal the baby fever is baby fevering kinda baby fever. god help you, the (surprisingly short) span of time between now and when you get pregnant???? he's going to be more insufferable than ever.

I will be writing more about how insufferable and nightmare and evil /pos tristin is with baby fever just not in this ask cause it's getting too long. send me more excuses to talk about this.

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delighted to be able to announce that curiostiy ch 8 is up now on my patreon and dropping here 5/16/24!!!!

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ahhh screaming screaming screaming. i'm the anon who requested the Magnus Chase thing and I thought there was like a zero percent chance you would ACTUALLY DO IT! I love it so so much omg you have added so much to my daydreams

YOOOOOOOOOOOO BABES!!!!! I'm so glad you like it!!!!!! fr though you are Magnus's precious lil punk heart hippie looks gf who teaches his crusty ass /affectionate to do shawl twirls and make daisy chains. you are nothing short of a breath of fresh air to him and he is so viscerally and fundimentally obsessed with you he doesn't even notice it. you're just part of every moment, every thought in a way that feels so organic and natural that losing you would feel like losing a limb or something.

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god fucking dam it your magnus chase headcanons permanently altered my brain chemistry. what do you think he'd be like with a gf who died in the 70s who still wears flowy shirts with super deep v-necks and flared jeans and big hair and blue eyeshadow and plays queen and fleetwood mac etc.?

AAAAAAAAAAAH this is so cute. I don't usually do magnus chase asks since I haven't read the whole series but I feel like I can characterise Magnus well enough and this ask is SO cute so yes aboslutely. this is what he sees when he looks at you /hj. just soft big hair covered in flowers always doing shawl twirls covered in enough turqoise to get into stevie nicks's house (no questions asked)

magnus... he can't keep his eyes off you. like actually. you have his attention 24/7, anytime you look at him he's just... admiring you. he's lost on most of your media references and slang, but he's here for it. he dances around with you to fleetwood mack and donna summer. he lets you braid flowers into his hair and watches the way the shimmer in your eyeshadow catches the light. everything about you is so... flowy. you are hands down his comfort person. anytime he's stressed he just listens to one of your records you're always playing and he can feel the edge of all his problems falling away. he loves when you lay in his lap, cozy sunlight making you both glow. you ramble to him about the 70s, what your life was like, about how your parents just didn't understand you and what you believe in. then you tell him your takes that your parents thought were sooooo crazy and wild were "women should have rights, racism is bad, gay people should be allowed to exist in peace" and he realizes how far humanity has come and how far we have to go. more importantly, you're heart skips a beat when he agrees with you wholeheartedly. and like, dying wasn't great. it kind of sucked. but if it means you get to meet magnus and spend eternity together... you wouldn't change a thing. everything he does makes any lingering regrets about your time on earth just... fade away. you like that feeling, and magnus likes how he feels around you just as much.

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Okay fine... I just finished watching my life with the Walter boys.... (with the most reluctant sigh imaginable)... I could fix Cole.....

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I don't know if your requests are open but if they are could you like write something with Leo Valdez and a child of Aphrodite who's like really athletic and badass like into martial arts, plays american football and everything like what would that be like?

YES. It's giving the end of mean girls where regina joins the lacrosse team. you're drop dead gorgeous and can judo flip better than Annabeth. Leo will be foaming at themouth from the minute he sees you, but when he watches you body slam someone and sprint across the field to score a touchdown in the game of pickup football you joined with some of the other campers????? he's dead. he's actually losing his mind. bc he's never seen someone as gorgeous as you AND simultaneously fearless????? it's hard to describe but I've noticed a lot of times you can tell when an actor is trying to be pretty to a point where it's sacrificing the integrity of their performance. and granted a lot of that boils down to toxic patriarchal standards so it's not their fault, but it's so rare to find someone so intrinsically connected to their inner beauty, their divine energy that shines through from the inside out. and you have not only mastered holding your divine energy and confidence in a death grip, but you've found a way to blend it in tandem with your ambition, your ability commit to anything you set your mind to and give it your all. Leo has truly never seen anyone like you, and in that moment of tackling Travis Stoll to the ground and covering yourself in grass stains before jumping up and cheering with your teammates, you've singlehandedly ruined any other love interests for Leo. No one can hold a candle to you. Just by existing, you set the standard too high.

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okay, pretty odd request and i completely understand if you do not feel comfortable writing it; you can totally scrap it! so i just got my wisdom teeth removed and i am pretty miserable about it. i was kind of wondering how our favourite boy leo might react. i feel like, as repair boy, he would be pretty bummed to not be able to just fix it right away, y’know? thank you so much, whether you feel comfortable writing for this prompt or not, i love your work and you are literally my favourite writer for leo💋

awww babes!!!!!!! I got my wisdom teeth out like maybe a year ago???? ish???? while it did suck it wasn't quite as bad as I thought it would be so I TOTALLY understand both how much it sucks and the i feel like shit Leo cravings.

okay okay so first of all Leo would not leave your side for a minute. he is so sweet and attentive and gentle with you while your coming back from anesthesia like a motherfucking walking lime green flag. like this. if he's still in college at MIT or wherever he's collecting diplomas like pokemon he will not HESITATE to ditch all classes that day to take care of you with or without his school's permission. if you cry on anesthesia like I do he will be SO FUCKING TENDER with you. he gets every possible caring for someone hack from his mom and from the internet and every resource possible to make sure you're happy and pain free and comfy. He brings you ice packs for your cheeks with tongs so he doesn't accidentally melt them with his hands (it did happen once. you both laughed so hard.) and he always makes sure you eat enough yogurt so your antibiotics don't mess up your stomach. he stays close to you, helps take care of your hair and skin, watches cartoons and movies with you. if you like having your nails done, he will SO give you mani pedis. even if you normally get acrylics or gel or whatever, seeing the slightly messy, sparkly matching nail polish in your favorite colors Leo tenderly and carefully put on your nails and toes makes you so happy every time you see it. he pets your head and peppers you with kisses and tells you how brave you were in a soft voice. he gets you a "conradulations on letting them steal your teeth" basket full of plushies and juice and intricate little coloring pages and crossword puzzles and stuff to keep you busy. He plays cozy video games with you and builds the most insane shit for you in animal crossing. you post it online and some people speculate that he hacked or modded the game to do that but nope. Leo simply loves you to the point of invention. If your swelling or pain is real bad and you're also a demigod he'll check with Will (aka the entire demisquad's informal PCP) how much ambrosia or nectar to give you to help you heal quickly and take the edge off. He holds your hands while you take little walks around your house or apartment a few times a day, like your recovery instructions say to. he makes you what he affectionatley referres to as "gourmet baby food", aka soups and soft pates and purees that taste better than most solid food. he relays all get well soon messages from your friends, including how percy joked that getting your wisdom teeth out means annabeth has less competition for the title of group brain cell wielder. your kitty Jackjack curls up on your lap as soon as Leo initially brings you back from the dentist and doesn't leave your side for a minute. every selfie you and Leo send the group chat has Jackjack curled up on your chest, purring and drooling contently. You have no idea how Leo makes something like pulling teeth feel like a spa vacation, but he makes everything into such a warm, cozy, happy experience. but you guess that when you love someone as much as you and Leo love each other, it's not too surprising.

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You need to come on line so we can give you boooooppppssss!!!!!

I relinquish myself to the boops.

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(Also, from the same post wondering about series/books/movies) Which characters have you currently been "obsessing" over?

YES ABSOLUTELY!!!!!

Most recently and noticeably has been Lord Tewkesbury from the Enola Holmes movies. Screaming sobbing fainting onto my little fainting couch.

Other pieces of media I've been enjoying are the book "the metamorphosis" by Franz Kafka, the book "the mask" by Dean Koontz, the show house MD, the album fever dream by palaye Royale, and 19th century concept playlists on YouTube like these ones. Also basically all of chris flemings comedy, especially wug, sick jan, tom cruise theory, and the lemon donut tiktok.

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Hiii! I'm interested in knowing: you write for a lot of characters, and I've seen you talk about them in your blog (like Ethan, in one of your most recent posts). Could you say which shows/books/movies they are from?

Yes absolutely babes!! I always tag the character and their source material in my tags to make it easier to find, so in the Ethan drabble, the other tags were dance academy, dance academy x reader etc, so in this case Ethan is from a (FANTASTIC) show called dance academy. More examples:

Leo Valdez is from heroes of Olympus, Jay is from descendants, Logan Huntzberger is from gilmore girls etc, so whatever tag isn't the characters name is what their source material is (which will hopefully make it easy to find stuff and look up characters lol)

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You are the GOD of writing yearning. It’s always so palpable and I’m always left blushing. Romantic or Sexual, it doesn’t matter. You’re literally in my top 5 favorite tumblr blogs.

AWWWWWW BABES!!!!!!!!!!!! WAILING SCREAMING SOBBING!!!!!!!! <3333333

Listen Tewkesbury is my current brain rot (stage 5 and chronic) and he is the god of experiencing yearning!!!!!! Match made in heaven!!!!!!!! perfect opportunity to drop some Tewkes yearning for you quotes!!!!

pov tewkes and you finally end up in a heated love confession bc he's been waking up in a cold sweat at night craving your touch and your adorable obliviousness is finally about to make him fuckin snap

"I wish they would retract my status as an eligible bachelor in the society pages, but I more so wish that you would be the one to rescind that title for me."

"There is nowhere far enough for you to run that could remove you from my thoughts, an there is no length too great that I should not follow."

"You plague my mind. You consume my every thought. Every moment, waking and asleep, I ache for you."

"I am coming unone, I am unraveling at the mere thought of you! Each moment I spend in your presence is another moment spent wishing for you to consume my very being!"

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oh my gosh- i also love dance academy! i was wondering your thoughts on ethan karamakov as a bf? thank you!

OH FUCKING BOY. First of all, yes. Season 1 Ethan is very different from seasons 2 and 3 Ethan bc he actually had a shit load of character development. In general though, Ethan has had a lot of practice at getting girls to fall for him. like a lot. like a nauseating amount /j but there are two things that really set you apart from his past flings. first of all, you didn't start out as friends with Kat, Ethan met you on his own terms. second, you really didn't fall for a lot of his games like other girls have. similarly to Logan Huntzberger, he's surprised when you treat your relationship as casually as he does. he's intrigued even. but what really gets Ethan to wake the fuck up and realize what a catch you are, how much he likes you and wants to hold onto you, is when he realizes that you're seeing other people too. he sees some guy from third year that he doesn't really know that well chatting you up, touching your arm and making you laugh. and he does not like it. not one bit. so when you show up to workshop the dance he's been choreographing as promised Ethan simply cannot focus on the steps or what a perfect choice you are. he thinks he can keep it together, but he's already letting his feelings slip out when you're warming up.

"So, you and Darren, huh?"

he thinks it sounds casual enough, but you see right through him (which is one of the reasons you're so perfect for him) so of course you just laugh.

"Ethan Karamakov," you chuckle, looking up at him, "are you jealous?"

he gets all blustery and denies it, but by the time you're done going over the choreo he's insisting you both stop seeing other people, and planning a proper date to take you out on this weekend, and the rest is history. and let me tell you, even though this is his first proper relationship, Ethan falls hard and fast for you. he gets so invested in you, in being the best boyfriend he possibly can. He really, really wants to do a good job, and it shows. what Ethan starts to realize what he loves so much about you is that you really don't scare easy. you're such a stable, consistent presence in his life, and it's something that means more to him than he can even describe. he gets so scared that Natasha or his dad will scare you off, but not even his... interesting family can do that. and full disclosure, Kat will probably not like you much at first, only because she doesn't want to fall into the pattern of getting attached to one of Ethan's girlfriends then having them leave when he acts like an asshole. but once she sees that Ethan is actually trying, that he's trying to be a better boyfriend, better brother, better person, when Kat sees that it looks like you're actually around to stay and not going flake at the first sign of trouble???? Congradulations, you now have both of the Karamakov siblings attached to you at the hip. Kat will periodically requisition you for much needed spur of the moment girl's days/shopping sprees (usually when her mom flakes), so now it's Ethan's turn to find out what it feels like to be stood up for a date. you barely have time to explain when Kat takes your phone out of your hand.

"uh yeah, Ethan? there's a sale so I'm stealing your girlfriend - who is waaaay out of your league, by the way-"

"Okay, thanks for that, Kat."

"anyway, you'll get her back later! bye-"

And under other circumstances sure, it would suck to be canceled on last minute, but it actually makes Ethan really happy when those days do happen. knowing that Kat is getting to spend time with someone who's both a positive influence AND is somewhat stable gives him a lot of peace of mind. besides, if Kat approves of you, he knows there must be something... real between you. and something real like that doesn't come around too often. he knows from experience.

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The playlist and to decode it

You hadn't known Lord Tewkesbury for long before he started with the flowers. You were headed somewhere with him and passed by an apple tree when he reached up and plucked off a sprig of blossoms, handing them to you. You smiled, accepting them, and continued on your way. Then the yellow pansies and yellow marquerile delivered to you with a quickly scrawled note in his elegant handwriting, explaining how the Lords meeting ran terribly late, but he's on his way to you now. And only a few days later, you received a bouquet full of big fat wild roses, along with another note detailing how painfully boring this meeting has been, and how thoughts of you are a guiding light in this stuffy, suffocating tunnel he's in, and requests you to write him back about anything on your mind, anything at all. He just needs to hear from you.

He asked you to the ball with red tulips, and you couldn't fight the sense that there was much more that lay unsaid between you. At the ball held at his family home, Tewkesbury spends the whole night looking for you. The moment he spots you his face lights up, and he immediately pulls you in to waltz, dance cards be damned. Passing by a centerpiece, he pulls out a few daisies and red carnations, carefully and gently tucking them into your hair as he twirls you around the room, close enough to feel the heat radiating off each other. The music ends and he doesn't let go. His hand rests intimately on your back, holding you close to him, and he can't help but drift his face closer to yours, breath fanning over your face, noses nearly bumping. He aches for you. Then someone requests to dance with him next and you're leaving to get some air before he can protest.

You enter the first empty room you can find, heart pounding, lungs burning in your firmly laced corset. You have no idea what just happened, why you feel this way, how only Tewkesbury can take the breath from your lungs by moving his hand on your back just so. You have to calm down. You're not used to such intense, palpable feelings, much less sharing them so viscerally with someone. You pick up a book, hoping for a distraction, and flip through the pages. All are filled with illustrations of flowers and plants and their meanings. You let out a breathy chuckle. Of course Tewkesbury would have botany books hidden away everywhere. You chuckle a little until your eyes land on a beautiful illustration of red carnations, just like the ones he tucked in your hair, and glance at the translation.

My heart aches for you.

Your eyes widen, heart speeding up again as you look at the words. You can't possibly justify it as a coincidence, Tewkesbury knows too much about flowers for this to be an accident. A mistranslation. That must be it, a simple typo. You cross the room, skimming the bookshelf for other books on the meaning of flowers. You flip through them, one after another until each meaning stares back at you, synonymous with the last.

My heart aches for you.

My heart aches for you.

My heart aches for you.

You close the book slowly, realization sinking in. Tewkesbury has left you a very clear message. He has been the whole time. He's been telling you since that very first flower.

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AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! I HAVE JUST FINISHED THE SECOND MOVIE!!!!! *BEGGING* FOR TEWKSBURY ASKS!!!!!!!!

Forced to watch Enola Holmes because of this motherfucker right here.

This is going to go so poorly for me!!!!!!!!!!! Boy oh boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Almost done with the first movie and wow this is so much worse than I thought!!!!!!!!!! The way he looked when Enola hugged him?????????? Oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!

Forced to watch Enola Holmes because of this motherfucker right here.

This is going to go so poorly for me!!!!!!!!!!! Boy oh boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Forced to watch Enola Holmes because of this motherfucker right here.

This is going to go so poorly for me!!!!!!!!!!! Boy oh boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Hellooo! How are you <3 ? I'm just going to ask if "Curiosity is a wonderful thing" discontinued:( ? Been really enjoying it so far and I love how wonderfully written it is ^^

Hi babes!! No worries, curiosity is NOT discontinued!!

I have the entire thing outlined, I'm just writing it more sporadically so I don't burn out again lol

You can totally dm me or send me an ask off anon so I can add you to the tag list too if you want!! I AM SO GLAD YOU LIKE IT!!!!! I've really been enjoying writing it and I pinky promise more juicy drama ben x bunny content is coming very soon!!!!