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Period.

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You can now support me on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/sashakatz 

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St. Patricks Cathedral, 2016. 

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love haiku

Love is a bright flame

If you light the candle you

Can watch it all burn

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Brick

My dreams betray me

as I wake up with

bricks on my chest. 

As if a Monday

isn’t the personification of 

dread. 

Too much touch

in my head, 

Reality slips in.

Breath, feckless at best. 

Free me, Marcella

Bring the golden phoenix

to sweep me into being. 

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This is unreal. I have never seen anything so moving. I have never seen such happy performers. I fucking wept. This is a glimpse into the pure ethereal.

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Two cup kinda morning.

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Black Velvet

My dad gave me an old oak desk today.

Inside the top drawer I found a pack of

Black Velvet Smooth Writing V-5

Pencils,

Formulated lead, available in 5 degrees.

Black. Velvet.

That sounds like a

FUCKING Pencil.

My sorrow-- its 2018

And I, Childless,

Have no pencil sharpener.

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Fern Foot.

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Womb

My womb is preparing to shed. 

Womb is a better word than U-T-E-R-U-S. 

This is divine, to me, 

Being a person with a womb. 

Having a womb feels very defining,

Yet I do not feel defined, and I do not feel the need to assign definitions. 

Gender is a spectrum

and I don’t know if I care where I fall...

do I?

Also,

can’t anyone partake in the Divine Feminine? Womb or not?

Also,

can’t anyone partake in the Divine Masculine?

Also, 

Infinity lies in between and all around. 

One is not more powerful than the other. 

We are all, Infinite. 

All I know, is my womb wants to bleed,

So I came home to worship it. 

I am divine. 

She is divine. 

He is divine. 

They are divine. 

We are divine. 

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Bleed

Calm and Chaos are two sides

to the same coin. 

Sometimes my period feels like crashing waves

of violent chaos -- like the universe bleeds with me. 

Other times it feels like an opportunity, 

to tap into the center, the source of the universe -- who bleeds with  me. 

Calm and Chaos

both readily available,

sometimes, a choice. 

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Selves

I know I have lived before. 

I can feel my selves. 

I can feel the once was

and has been. 

I can feel the Men I loved, 

the Woman I was. 

The Women I loved. 

The Men I was. 

  I spent one life, 

alone, 

in a city of a million. 

I died in a very dark and cold canyon. 

 But all of our first deaths are a falling. 

I was once the wind, 

guarding a ancient mountain tundra. 

Here I am, having all these lifes,

 trying to rest in between. 

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“We all die in obscurity on Tumblr, and I prefer it. 

Twitter vs Tumblr

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Faerie Homes in CO

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Tides

S, 

Maybe you are bi-polar

Maybe you are a human

who ebbs and flows with 

emotions

with

situations. 

You are okay, even if you are bi-polar. 

It, Bi-Polar, Life...

it will all happen again. 

Just like November. 

You will survive it, every time. 

You will get better at it, every time. 

Be gentle. 

I love you. 

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Red Clover

From the Soulflower Plant Spirit Oracle Deck: 

Red Clover helps support a sense of clarity, individuality, and self-awareness in the midst of our chaotic, and often negative world. She is a calm and steady presence, helping you to remain balanced and to think and act from your center of truth, despite whatever may be taking place around you.