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Inside every person there’s a person you don’t know.

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dear mom

Mom,

With my birth,

Came the death 

The death of you're youth

Please come back.

The girl

I used to know isnt 

The woman

You are now,  You're cold. Distant, hateful

You're dreams,

Have they been destroyed?

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my friends,

they are so done

every one of them

but me,

ive been abused today, hit, screamed at

ive been destoryed, raped, threatened

but no,

their so done with everything else

i cant speak

i have no room

their to done for me. 

they have no energy.

writting this makes me feel like a pick me but i cant write it anywhere else. who am i. what am i doing. whats the point f exsisting anymore. im so alone and everyone hates me. there so done. there so tired of evryone. they rant to me but they have no dea abt what happens when i leave them. they dont care. there so done.

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on another note:

you need to learn to love what's good for you.

i don't mean a partner or a job or school.

i mean getting out of bed, drinking water, eating an apple, brushing your hair, going outside, and everything else that seems so hard to do but feels so good once you've done it.

it's amazing what you (body + mind) are capable of. never underestimate yourself. fuel yourself with beautiful art and lovely friends and fresh air and nourishing meals. fuel yourself with loving movement and care and self love.

its hard at first, i know, but eventually you will learn to love these small things and they wont be as hard.

it wont stay this hard, i promise.

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i feel so tiny in his arms. dainty and breakable. i like how small i feel against him. i want to be even smaller

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just took some pics. the body looked okay this morning.

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my mona lisa 

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yes

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“why abby is better than ellie”

i know everyones gonna hate me for this one but i had to write it for an english assigiment so hear me out 

Aurgumentive essay: The last of us part 2 Why Abby is superior to Ellie

Does living in a post-apocalyptic zombie world give you an excuse to be a bad person? Ellie Williams is not a moral person and should not be idolized or romanticized. Contrary to widespread belief, the protagonist in The Last of us part 2 is Abby Anderson, the killer of Joel Miller.  

The last of us is a video game set in the year 2033. The world is destroyed and decaying around them. The zombie apoloyse started with a mushroom virus called cordyceps. Cordyceps is a parasitic fungal brain infection, that can be transmitted through spores or bites. The first game follows our main character Ellie Willaims and Joel miller. Joel is a smuggler who takes things from one place to another. His job this time is to smuggle a little girl. This girl's name is Ellie, Ellie is immune to the infection. Joel must smuggle Ellie into the firefly's so they can make an antidote to the infection. The firefly's is a group of scientists and others who later disbanded. Joel has done horrible things to ensure his survival; he is hardened. Joel and Ellie form a daughter father relasonship on the way across the country to the fireflies. When Ellie gets to the firefly's lab Joel learns that to cure the infection theyd must kill Ellie. This added information destroys Joel. HE must do something. He kills 10 to 20 humans to get to Ellie. When he walks in the lead, the doctor tells Joel that he will not let him take Ellie. Joel then kills the lead doctor which we later lean that was Abbys father. Ellie was the only cure for humanity.  

This brings us to the second game. Joel did not come home one night, and Ellie went to search for them. Ellie gets to them first where she is forced to wanted Joel to get beaten to death with a golfclub by Abby and the rest of the Washington liberation front. Abby spares Ellies life and then leaves. Ellie is heartbroken and the second game is set in motion. Ellie revenge. One of the main reasons as to why Ellie is not a person is because she left her family for a revenge plot. All evidence seen in the video by UNPARALLEL Gaming. Dina, her girlfriend, with a newborn baby Jj is living with Ellie outside the city in a beautiful farmhouse. Ellie has Left Dina in shambles multiple times, but Dina lets her back in. Dina needs Ellie and moreover Ellie needs Dina to feel human. Ellie is consumed with rage. It is late one night. Jj is asleep and so is Dina. Ellie is paking a bag; she is planning to sneak to sneak out and leaving Dina and her baby without telling her. Dinna wakes up and tells Ellie, “Come back to bed, we’ll talk in the morning.” Dina is upset and confused as to why Ellie would leave in the middle of the night without telling her. Ellie replies in a cold voice, “I have to finish it.” Dina flinches at the coldness of Ellies voice. Ellie must kill aby. Ellie tells Dina she cannot sleep or eat. Her survivor's guilt is too strong. Ellie tells Dina that she loves her. Dina replies, “I love you... stay” the look in Dinas eyes is utterly heart wrenching. Dinas eyes are begging and pledging for the love of her life to stay with her. Dina did not deserve this. “We have a family” she says, “Shes (Abby) doesn't get to be more important than that” Ellie does not respond. She just stares emotionlessly. Ellies silence kills Dina. Dina says “I'm not gonna do this again” tears start to stream down her face. “that's your choice” Ellie replays. Dina turns her back and her face crumbles with despair. She cannot stop the tears; she just lets them come. You can see the evident heart break on her face. Dina has saved Ellies' life. Physically and emotionally. Dina picked Ellie up when Joel died. She made sure she had food, and she was safe. Dina helped her get back into being okay again. Dina gave Ellie all her love and time and how did Ellie repay Dinas love? By turning her back on her. Ellie did not deserve someone like Dina. Ellie left Dina heartbroken with a baby, alone in a zombie apolyse. This is significant because Abby would never do that. Abby gave everything she had to her friends. She never let her revenge get in the way of her friends. Was Abby cold? Yes. But who would not be when their father, the only man in the world that could cure the infection, and all her group was brutely murdered. Abbys group was her family. She would do anything for them.

Abby is better than Ellie for multiple reasons. But the one to harp one is abbys humanity. As seen in the video published by nocotber. Abby spares Ellies life twice. Ellie comes after Abby, harassing her and murdering all her friends. AT the theater when Ellie is searching for Abby, she comes across Ellies friends. Ellie murders abbys dog, ex-boyfriend, her pregnant friend, and a few others. Ellie does not hesitate or even ask them about where Abby may be or who they are. She just kills. Ellie is a coldblooded killer. Abby is heartbroken but still never goes after or Trys to kill Ellie. Abby also saves levs and yaras life. Abby betrays her whole group to save a 12-year-old boy and his sister from the scars. The scars are a cult who believe in gutting people and hanging their bodies on display. Abby betrays the WLF to save these two kids from a religious cult. She says it is to lift her guilt. Which means Abby feels guilty about killing Joel. It shows she has humanity whereas Ellie is shown to be so far into revenge that a part of the game shows her running through tunnels while repeating “Abby” under her breathe while she is searching for Abby. Ellie is an unhinged, unmoral, and mentally unattractive person. For lack of better words Ellie is insane.

Some would say Abby is a horrible person because she murdered Joel so disrespectfully. Joel is a very loved person and the game sets up 15 hours of close contact with him and his personality. Part two sets up flashbacks of Ellie and Joel at museums. It is beautiful. It truly shows their humanity and how much they genuinely loved each other. Joel did everything for Ellie. Joel murdered and tortured people for her well-being. Joel was all Ellie had for a long time. Then Ellie had to watch Joel die. The game does an amazing job at setting up an intense bond between the player and the characters. You begin to love Ellie and Joels relsonship. Most people do not see Ellie faults because they spend hours of their life basking in her trauma and validating her and Joels murderous ways. A As Joel you have the option to sneak around and not kill people but sometimes you do not and are forced to. In the second game while you play as Ellie, you are forced to kill 15 people, you can choose to kill the rest. Ellie is murderous. In the first game the least amount of people who can kill is 31. He is a serial killer. He murdered 358 infected people. These people are wrong though. The fact that they do not try to look at everything though abbys perspective is the main issue. Abby killed the murder of her father. Her father was the only one who could save humanity. All of humanity. The only man that could make the world “right” again. Abby has 2 chances to kill Ellie and she did not. Abby had the opportunity to help others and she did. Abby portrayed a strong unfeminine looking body on a woman which is not showed a lot in the media. Abby is not a bad Person. She did not do anything that you would not do if you were in her situation.

Abby is superior to Ellie because Ellie is an immoral person and should not be Romanized. Not only is Ellie a coldblooded killer she is also incapable of returning love. While Abby would drop everything for the ones she loves. After reading this paper you should rethink your Romanized version of Ellie and see her who she is, someone broken, someone incapable of forgiveness, someone who will never change, And a toxic person. You should learn to forgive Abby for killing your favorite character and learn to love her just as you loved Joel.  

Druckmann, Neil, director. Last Of Us 2 Ellie Dina Breakup Scene Ellie Leaves Dina to Find Abby Dina Leaves Ellie She Is Broken. Youtube, UNPARALLEL Gaming, 25 July 2020, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=544iOKfkG4U. Accessed 27 Oct. 2022.  

Druckmann, Neil, director. The Lat of Us Part 2. The Death of Abby's Friends - The Last of Us Part 2 (2020), Noctober, 27 June 2022, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Uygib0PKuo&feature=share&utm_source=EJGixIgBCJiu2KjB4oSJEQ. Accessed 27 Oct. 2022.

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CHARACTER TROPES in The Last Of Us Part II (insp)