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A disturbing rant about a paticular tweet TW: Suicide

So on my front page when I hopped on Twitter (I use it sometimes but not a lot), I happened to stumble on this tweet which translates to "I'm gonna die"

...but the worst part are the comments.

Sure a lot of them are a bit genuine but the problem is IT DOESN'T EVEN LOOK ENTIRELY LIKE THEY'RE CONCERNED OR FREAKED OUT! For those of you who feel like you're about to commit suicide at any moment or have depression, DON'T! I went through a similar phase where I wanted to kms because of f**king mental health issues. If you have a mental problem or feel like you need to die, call the hotline (US) at 988. Idk about the rest of the world how it is for suicide crises phone numbers but if you're overseas, I suggest contacting your country's hotline or whatever it may be idk.

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Shitpost status

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100 Subscriber Special

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So some things has happened this month

You may have noticed I wasn't on Tumblr lately, well that's because the truth is, I've been sick this week and I guess you could say I'm a redditor now? Anyways so thankfully the grandma issue is over and eventually my problems with me feeling ill lately will be over too at the end of this week. 100 sub special will be tomorrow. By tomorrow I should be done thinking of what to do for it and work on it all day.

UPDATE 04/20/2024: Wasn't able to do it today because I should today be well again from being sick. I'll reschedule it again to tomorrow.

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I'm taking a Hiatus

So, there's been a lot of stress happening irl for my mother. Recently (without going into detail), my grandmother is going to be put in a nursery home and a due to some pretty tough s**t I got to help my mother on cuz of this situation, I'm going to be offline. I'll be back later this month and probably post on occasions on Reddit and take a break from YT.

UPDATE: I change my mind. Though while the events are true, they'll be some moments where I won't be online for a bit. I will resume posting like normal again.

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Self-Made Copypasta (cuz I'm bored and haven't been productive)

Yes, I am bisexual. I like to kiss guys and girls and transgenders while being transfeminine/non-binary. I like anime femboys and anime girls equally. And if I had to, I would suck a d**k. I mean, just think about it. You're living the very dream you like right? Yaoi, Yuri, you name it! Become gay today!

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Lack of Motivation

For the past 3 months, I've not been motivated mostly due to random thoughts that distract me making me want to do something else than be focused on my planned projects. I'm not even sure how to even put a temporary stop to it. This is the main reason btw for why I've been slow on uploading videos on my channel. What do I do? If anyone could give me a suggestion on what I could do to fix this problem, that would be a bit helpful.

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I never knew this until now

But apparently you can change color of text and bold it or whatever.

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The Character as promised I would reveal. I don't have the best art style so apologies if it's got a bit of bad proportions.

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Is...part of my lifes role just to suffer hearing about god while in a normal conversation?

TL;DR: I'm tired of my mom's Bible conspiracy theories and how it has to do with the damn world. Offer me suggestions on what I should do other than coming out of the closet or s**t that has to do with religion.

Whenever I talk with my parent, she throws things into the conversations me and her have about religious stuff and I don't just mean that, I mean she takes it to the point where it's associated with the damn universe. Seriously, what is the point of bringing it up to me anymore if I just felt like this apocalyptic event is never going to happen? I seriously hate being in the closet and the thing is if I even do so at the slightest, I'll just get called a "satanist" or a "pagan" just because I'm atheist and part of the LGBTQ+ community. I even found out it was all this supernatural "this happened because bible" s**t they keep saying is all a damn internet hoax especially before then as well. I also think no one really saw Jesus either so be it.

I removed a paragraph I was going to add because I don't want to get specific about it (for IRL reasons I do not wish to disclose). I'll just put it for short though. I'm 21, am on the ASD scale, can't get a job for various reasons, thinks I have anxiety and depression, is tired of hearing Christian conspiracies in my life. And no I'm not trying to sound biased towards Christians, I just wished the conspiracy theory s**t is just shut up from my life. It'll help treat my mental health some.

If you want to offer me suggestions on what I should do (that does not mean me being with god and reading a book following its rules), that would be helpful. I just wanted to get this out of the way because it's just depressing.

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So, I'm changing my gender again.

Background: Back before I was 18, I originally was male and was formerly under heavy Christian indoctrination. 2020 (the year I turned 18) is when things started to take a turn about my confidence about how I identify. I wasn't sure what I was, so I identified as Non-Binary at first and eventually became Transgender a few months later into 2021.

So here we are 3 years later, I now feel like I'm not just Transfeminine, but Bigender. What this basically is is you're 2 genders that can differ time to time or you're both genders at the same time. For my case, I lean towards Transfeminine and Non-Binary. This is the 3rd time I've had to change my identity and my pronouns will still be She/Her/They/Them. Also I'm Bisexual as a side note.

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Status

I was once a DeviantArt user, now I'm a Redditor who comments frequently and will eventually shitpost there.

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Official Discord Server

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Why do I have so much anxiety about having my age in my bio……..

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Kind of debating again

I know I said I was going to do art and I'm trying to stick to that and speaking of art, I am planning on releasing a mascot for the Gachame brand. Her name will be Ga-Chan (が～ちゃん) not to be confused with the "Ga-Chan!" sfx in mangas. On the other hand, I am planning to be a game developer and before you ask "Are you going to be a independent game developer?" soon. Rn I'm working on scripting for my own Roblox game before I can get to the step of coding for a game which will take months to even achieve from scratch.

If you have any suggestions on what I should rather do, feel free to reply.

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Bruh

Don't you just get sick and tired of your parents saying pornography is illegal even though it isn't? I know I am because I feel like being born into a Conservative family was a mistake. If anything those people that my mom mentions getting jailed is people who possessed or distributed CP, not 18+ pornography. Idc anymore I'm eventually just gonna move out anyways and I know it but I think I won't but I will eventually. I should've already moved out anyways. Btw, I don't watch that perverted stuff anyways.

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