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Sived and You

We were walking together, not knowing where exactly to go, but the wind caressed us like a child pulling us to a place we already know. You may have visited it for a hundred times, but I always felt visiting it for the first time. I was mesmerized by the view of the beach. So do you, even your mind was that time out to reach. You may be occupied but I knew for sure the place soothed you a…

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Just Don't Do it

There will be times your positivity will just be shattered by negativity of others. No matter how many times you try to be calm, but other’s raging storms will sooner or later disturb your calmness as well. It’s a domino effect. You break down, I break down, then I break down others. It’s not bad if you want somebody to talk to, but at least know how to control your tone, your facial…

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I heard the sound but it didn't bother me, was I starting to ignore or to have no care at all, or I was just really tired for today's chores.

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I had been using GCash since 2018. Then I kinda stumble on one of their features that you could actually plant a tree thru them. So yah, this is already my third tree. It always feels like an achievement "for real", whenever I there's the opportunity that I could already plant a tree after months of earning points thru transactions done in GCash. Kudos! to GCash for this. May all other company offers such of this kind in order to save our Nature. Let's go being nature-ly green lovers 🌱🌿💚

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Family is Forever and Love

They're one of my strengths, my supporters, my reasons to keep on going in life. Forever grateful for having them. I always pray that God would continue to protect, guide and love them.

Wishing everyone a Happy New Year, from my family to yours 🎉🎆💕

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Happy Happy NEW YEAR Earthlings! 🎉🎆💕

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One hour and a few minutes with you, enough but not enough. I am missing you and I wanted to see you again. Just like one of T.Swift's songs, "I was enchanted to meet you."

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Our One-day Escapade from Our Homes

This is just a thumbnail of my sister’s vlog. Watch our adventure through this link: https://youtu.be/_rx9WxPGHqs LIKE and SUBSCRIBE! It was indeed a sunny day. I liked how they’d created this spot for the visitors. And oh, they also do have seats for couples. Our visit to this farm was a refresh/restart. Most of us, being in the midst of the pandemic situation, are in an anxiety-related…

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Just a reminder guys ❤️👍🏻

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Being in a relationship should not be difficult. It should be easy because both of you made a commitment. Neither one should not make each other feel like he/she has to choose — the relationship or the others (either family, friends, career, etc.)

Both are supportive as well as both make sure that no one is feeling unease or questions their relationship that they currently have.

Your relationship should be a home, not a battlefield. You find your partner as your best friend, your confidant, your family — again your home.

I hope that kind of relationship finds you, not you finding it. I assure you, it will come unexpectedly. So be patient and be ready for it.

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Much is too much 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

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📸 09.25.2020. I'll never forget how you made me happy that day. And I love how you still make me feel it until now. So I'll always keep the colors and the real pictures of it. 🌷❤️ #reminiscing

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If we were desperate of to have something, remember He was also desperate to have us to call upon Him. ☺️

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Whatever situation you are in, always seek Him ❤️

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Nakakalungkot kasi when you no longer have any choice, you simply end to go to things you never wanted to.

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Would you go back to the place that emotionally and mentally hurt you or not?

I said no, does it mean it is pride already?

Lately, my mama and my sister were trying to convince me to go back working at my first job. Since I had my papa currently working to that company, I am guaranteed to land a job opportunity at once.

I am currently having difficulty looking for a job due to the pandemic situation. Most of the jobs are on Metro Manila, and job opportunities here in my hometown are rare for my profession. Still, I prefer to stay in hometown and wait for an opportunity to less the risk, same as being with my family. Thus, my mama and sister were convincing me regarding going back to my first job since it is still in the area of my hometown.

I had my reasons why I never wanted to go back to that place:

I experienced a deep depression when I worked there, the place became one of the triggers for my mental illness

I wasn't really that motivated nor enjoying nor happy -- I just simply went to work just for money

Criticisms, not just from the your customers, but also from the employees of the different department of that company

Lack of manpower -- forced for a position you never wanted to, took all the responsibilities and fully blamed as well

Salary, hidden charges, unreliable system for inventory

Lastly, their idea of sales over professional service -- I wasn't able to fulfill my role as a professional, I don't even felt as a pharmacist at all.

To make it short, I wasn't happy at my first job, to the point that I blamed my father for forcing me to work there first. (Which is until now and will always regret that I had said those to my papa) No wonder, he wasn't convincing me to work again at his company. I could also remember I would always cry after every shifts, and asked myself, what kind of horror place I entered.

Although I am still thankful with the experiences it had given me, the skills I was able to develop to, and also had given me ideas to choose the right jobs to enter to.

So tell me, was it really my pride? Or am I being choosy, since we are in the midst of pandemic?