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getosprettyboy · 15 days

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Line Without A Hook

Pairing : Takashi Mitsuya x Reader

Tags : love confessions, pinning, fluff

Summary : Takashi Mitsuya has his first major crush on you and tries to confess to you.

A/N : hope you enjoy this XD

Takashi Mitsuya has a crush on you and dammit is he mad about it. He can't do anything without remembering their face, their laugh, and their oh so gorgeous soul. He starts to turn red just at the memory of them. He is quite sure that all of this is probably their fault.

It's 100% their fault.

Why did they have to be beautiful? Why did they have to have a melodious laugh? A smile that could light the whole world, they were so kind, compassionate and empathetic to all. You were so perfect.

How could you fall in love with a boy like him? He couldn't give you what you deserved. All he could offer you was his heart, mind and soul, but was it enough? You deserved the world, the moon and the stars themselves

He still remembers the day he first saw you. Mikey introduced you to the gang and added you to Mitsuya's division. You were such a social butterfly, getting to know everyone and everyone liking you back, he thought how could a kind faced person be in a gang but when he saw you fight you were ruthless, your fists and kicks were strong and he meant like really strong.

After the fight ended you went to Mitsuya to check on him. Later you even nursed him at his home and met his sisters who loved you. He remembers how you so carefully nursed him.

"Your knuckles are badly bruised Mitsuya-kun." You softly spoke.

"Ouch!" Mitsuya exclaimed, taking his hand backward.

"C'mon give me your hand, are they really hurting that much?"

"Yes."

"Aww poor baby.” You coo.

“Why don’t you kiss the pain away?” He said jokingly, grinning

You took his hand.and brought it to your lips and softly kissed each of his knuckles. You looked at him with a grin on your face while his cheeks were tinted pink.

“There. Better?”

Mitsuya looked away from you, “Yes.”

You laughed at his behaviour, poor boy was blushing just by a kiss.

That moment for some reason really got into his brain and he kept thinking about it from time to time.

He has no idea if you like him or not but confessing to you is worth a try, But here’s the thing, he tried to confess to you, multiple times, but each time he did try to tell you about his feelings his plans got spoiled by one way or another.

Like this one time both of you were going on a bike ride with no destination in mind. His body felt hot with your hands around his waist. You both reached a scenic overlook, it was soon going to be dark and the sky was painted a beautiful orange with darkness sweeping close and you could see stars starting to appear, everything was quiet and peaceful.

“This is the perfect time.” He thought.

“Y/N, I need to tell you something.”

“Yes?” You looked at him with eyes that twinkled like the stars.

“Umm… This has been on my mind for quite some time and I wanted to-”

“Well, if it isn’t the 2nd division captain, Takashi Mitsuya from the Tokyo Manji Gang.” Some guy said. Behind him were six more people.

“Oh fuck.” Mitsuya thought.

And that’s how Mitsuya got interrupted while confessing his feelings for you and got roped into a fight with a gang which he has ever heard the name of before.

Another time was when you and Mitsuya were in his house and you were playing with Mana and Luna when Mana went to her room to show you something and Luna went along with her sister. Mitsuya saw this as another opportunity to tell you about his feelings.

“So Y/N-” He was interrupted by a scream coming from his sisters’ room. They both got up to see what was going on. When they reached the room they saw that the blankets had fallen over Luna. Mitsuya took a breath of relief that nothing bad had happened to them but damn did he miss his opportunity.

One time he took you out for coffee and you agreed but when he was about to confess Mikey came into the shop with Draken and after so rudely interrupting Mikey had the audacity to ask him “Why the long face Mitsuya?”

Being disheartened he exited the cafe, maybe he’s not the one he thought. After walking some distance he heard his name being called. He looked back to see you running up to him.

“Can we go somewhere a bit secluded?” You asked him and he agreed.

You both walked till you both reached a park near your house. Both of you sat on the swings. You took a deep breath and spoke.

“Mitsuya, I don’t really know how to say this but I like you, like really really like you. You are smart, funny and a wonderful person. You also are so beautiful. I like you so much, you mean a lot to me. So is it possible if we could possibly start dating?” You asked, your voice unsure as your leg fidgeted.

He looked at you with eyes wide open. He has been trying to confess for nearly two months and you did it in one go.

“Are you joking?!’ Mitsuya exclaimed.

You looked down with a visible frown on your face. “I knew you didn’t like me. Well, it was worth a try.” You got up and started walking towards your house.

Mitsuya runs towards to catch up to you because he can’t believe that the person of his dreams just confessed to him. He grabbed you by the wrist and made you turn towards him.

“I like you too Y/N L/N.”

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getosprettyboy · 15 days

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Let Me Into Your Heart

Pairing : Remus Lupin x reader

Tags : nothing but fluff, drunk guy tries to get handsy.

Summary : Remus has been ignoring you for a while and you are going to find out why.

A/N : Sorry I deleted this, it didn't feel cute enough.

Dividers by cafekitsune.

It’s been 3 weeks and Remus has been ignoring you with all his might. It is extremely frustrating for you to deal with him like this.

First, it started with him not replying to you back a greeting you sent towards him. Then he would sit far away from you in the great hall and now whenever he sees you he runs towards the other direction. When you try to confront him he comes up with an excuse of how he is late for a class or something.

So you started sending him letters, and he replied to none of them. It was infuriating.

You almost gave up on him but then you remembered the memorable and fun times with him and how much you loved those moments together.

Like that one time in the common room…

❦

It was just the two of you in the common room with a vinyl record player playing some David Bowie songs to which you would occasionally bob your head while tracing the scars on his arms.

Suddenly you looked at Remus. The way his face would shine from the fire and how beautiful his scars looked on him. He isn’t fond of his scars and hates them but you think his scars form a beautiful pattern like constellations.

Remus saw you looking at him and spoke, careful not to break the peaceful atmosphere.

“What?”

“You have a pretty face Lupin.”

Remus flushed at your compliment and tried hiding his blush by deflecting the compliment.

“There is nothing really special about it.”

“There is. You have scars which I could trace to form constellations on and eyes as deep as the ocean and I fear if I look too deep into your eyes I might drown in them and might never be able to come back for air and that will be fine because I would rather die in those pools of water then never see your face again.

Remus just looked at you lovingly and asked, “Why do you like my scars so much?”

“Because they are a part of you and I love each and every single part of you Remus, even the ones you would call ugly. I will love them forever and always.”

“You’re acting like you’re in love with me,” Remus said half-jokingly.

“Maybe I am.”

Remus choked on the air with wide eyes.

“I’m joking silly,” You said as you lightly shoved him.

Remus nervously chuckled. It’s not like he is in love with you.

“Are you in love with me?” You asked with mischief glinting in your eyes.

“Who would fall in love with you?” Remus retorted.

“Oh my gosh, Remus, Shut up!” You said as you punched him in the arm.

“Ow.”

“It was well deserved.”

“Indeed.”

You both laughed at each other's antics when suddenly you stood up.

“Oh my gosh! Remus, Starman!!!”

Remus listened to the music carefully and you were right Starman by David Bowie was playing on the vinyl player.

You increased the volume and started singing the lyrics.

There’s a Starman

waiting in the sky

He’d like to come and meet us but he thinks he’d blow our minds

There’s a Starman

waiting in the sky

He’s told us not to blow it cus he knows it’s all worthwhile he told me

Let the children lose it

Let the children use it

Let all the children boogie

You stretched out your hand towards him and asked, “Remus John Lupin, may I please have this dance with you?”

“No.”

“Oh, come on now,” You whined.

“I don’t dance.”

“Oh yes, you do!”

You pulled him up and held both of his hands and swayed to the music.

Don't tell your poppa or he’ll get us locked up in fright

There’s a Starman

waiting in the sky

He’d like to come and meet us but he thinks he’d blow our minds

There’s a Starman

waiting in the sky

He’s told us not to blow it cus he knows it’s all worthwhile he told me

You both screamed the song at the top of your lungs. You both had never felt more alive.

❦

That was your favourite memory with him, unfortunately, that was the last conversation you had with him because, from the next day forwards, he ignored you and didn’t even give you a reason for it.

You have been trying to talk to him but he wouldn’t listen to you.

A few days later your birthday arrived and you were a pretty popular person because of your good looks and good grades. You were also very nice so people liked you and knew you. So it was no surprise when more than the people you invited came to your birthday party. Even Remus came. You did give him an invite through James but you didn’t think he would actually show up.

You were greeting your multitude of guests when you saw Remus approaching you.

“Happy birthday Y/N,” Remus said handing you your gift.

“Thank you, Remus, how are you?” You asked.

“I’m good, you?”

“I’m great."

"Are you sure because you haven’t been talking to-”

“I think I heard Sirius calling me, I gotta go bye.” He quickly said running away from you.

You saw him rushing into the crowd of people to get away from you and it hurt to know that he didn’t want to be in our company.

“Enjoy the party.” You murmured with a frown.

❦

Remus pushed towards the crowd of people and saw Sirius flirting with a girl with long brown hair but suddenly a girl came out of nowhere and started shouting at them. The angry asked Sirius something to which Sirius with wide eyes shook his head and she took the other girl’s arm and dragged her off somewhere.

Remus then approached Sirius.

“What was that all about?” Remus asked.

“The angry girl was the girl’s girlfriend,” Sirius replied.

“You really are a homewrecker.”

“I didn’t know!!! What about you?!”

“What about me?”

“Did you tell Y/N how you feel about her?”

“What are you talking about.”

“Moony, I see how you look at her, in fact, we all do.”

“I don’t know what you are talking about.”

“Oh my- Just take this.” He hands Remus a shot of fire whiskey. “And don’t come back until you confess to her.”

Remus looked at him dully.

“Come on, Moony you can do it.”

“Fine.” Remus drank the shot and walked to where he last saw you.

He wasn’t actually going to confess to you, he was going back to his room and was going to read a nice book and go to sleep. If he wanted to confess to you he would’ve probably done it at the beginning of the semester but the fear of rejection took over. That’s why he has been ignoring you. He thinks if he stays away from you for a while he will lose feeling for you, which is unfortunately not working.

As he was heading to the boy's dormitory he saw a guy leaning on you a little too close while you were looking uncomfortable. His hand was slowly snaking around your waist as he got closer. You put a hand between your faces and said no but the guy wouldn't budge and kept getting close to you.

Remus saw red. He walked long paces towards you both and as you saw him relief washed over you.

“Hey, hands off her,” Remus said as he pushed the guy extra hard just so he could come to his senses. He looked very drunk and could barely stand up.

“Move. I and the pretty lady were having a conversation over here.” He slurred his words together.

“I don’t think so. So I’ll ask you politely, kindly fuck off."

Remus took your arm and led you to a more secluded place with the music echoing through the walls.

You sat down on the floor with your hands hugging your knees with later Remus following you and sitting beside you.

“Are you ok?” Remus asked.

“Why do you suddenly care?” You asked back.

“I've always cared for you Y/N,” Remus replied.

“Then why have you been ignoring me?” You retorted.

“I have my reasons.”

“What are they?’

“I can't tell you that.”

“Remus please tell me I want to know if you still even want to be my friend!”

“I do want to be your friend, I really do.”

“Then what is it? you won't talk to me, you won't reply to my letters what is it just tell me!”

“I-”

“Just spit it out!!”

“Because I like you. I really really like you.”

Silence.

He shouldn’t have said it. Remus really shouldn’t have said it. It was all Sirius’ fault for giving him the liquid courage and making him confess to you. Oh how he hated himself right now, now all he did was wait for you to laugh and make fun of him.

“Are you kidding me?! Are you stupid or something? why didn't you tell me?”

“So I wouldn't get rejected,” Remus replied quietly.

“Are you dense or something you fucking idiot?!”

“If you do not like me just tell me why you have to yell?” Remus replied a bit annoyed by your tone.

“I like you too you daft giraffe.”

“That's new, wait what?” Remus looked at you surprised.

“I've been giving you hints since the start of the semester. I've been flirting with you, I’ve been gifting you stuff, I've been sitting next to you at every chance I got I even shared my goddamn food with you!”

“I thought you were being friendly.”

“You bloody twat.” You shouted at him as you hit him on his arm.

“Ow.”

“It was well deserved.”

"Indeed."

“So.. you wanna kiss,” Remus asked with a warm smile on his face.

“Is that really a question?"

You grabbed his collar and pulled him in for the kiss. It was a sweet and sensual kiss with no hurry in it. You both savoured the kiss like it was your last. As soon as you both pulled away from the kiss, you laughed at him.

“What?” He asked smiling at you.

“You’re really dumb you know that.”

“That’s why you love me.”

“Oh, shut up.”

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getosprettyboy · 15 days

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Thornes Without Roses

Pairing : Loki x Reader

Tags : sh, angst, hurt/comfort, just be warned

Summary : Loki reacts to your sh.

A/N : Hope you like it?

You know you shouldn’t do this. You know how wrong this is. You know that this is the least helpful thing to do to yourself. But it’s not that you’re doing this for attention.

No.

You just feel like you deserve this. You deserve the pain, you deserve to bleed, that’s what you tell yourself.

The last couple of days has been really hard on you. A failed mission with two casualties led you to get yelled at by the relatives of the victims which led you into self-loathing which then led to you thinking how big of a disappointment you are and such a heavy burden to carry. Before this, you were already feeling low due to your depression coming back with all these negative thoughts to make you want to jump off a building.

This isn’t something new as you have been dealing with these feelings as a kid and you are used to it now. The thing you shouldn’t be used to is how you deal with these emotions. You know these aren't the best coping mechanisms but it is all you have.

You go towards your desk and grab a sharpener, you also grab a screwdriver to take out the blade. You haven’t done this in a year because you promised yourself to never go down this path ever again but here you are.

You go to the bathroom towards the sink and look at yourself in the mirror. You wondered, when did things get so bad?

You held your am in front of you and dug the blade in your skin and drew a line. You watched as the skin then started to bleed. You choked on a sob and then drew more lines with the blade until you started sobbing.

Why were you like this?

Why did you have to be such a burden on your friends?

Why couldn’t you just stay happy?

What is wrong with you?

These thoughts swarmed your head as you sat on the toilet and put your head on your hands and sobbed. You sobbed about how you were incapable of love and how you were probably better off dead.

You kept on doing this for a month. Cutting yourself almost every day and hiding those wounds by wearing sweaters, jackets, or anything to hide the cuts made by you. Maybe your sadness was reflecting on your face and how you behaved because you started eating less, and got more reckless during missions which would lead you to be yelled at by one of your friends. You knew they meant well but you couldn’t bother yourself to listen to them. They even started asking questions.

“Are you alright [Y/N]?”

“Do you want to talk?”

“You know we are always there for you.”

“You know we love you right?”

Your least favourite was when you were asked - “Why are you wearing full sleeves in the middle of June?”

You hated these questions in general.

One day you were feeling extremely low and overwhelmed and thought of cutting yourself. You went to your room and took your sharpener and went to the bathroom and took off your sweatshirt and began to cut yourself.

As soon as you started to cut yourself there was a knock on your bathroom door.

“[Y/N], are you there?”

It was Loki. Shit! Why did he have to come at a time like this?!

“Fuck!”

“[Y/N]?” Loki asked cautiously.

“One minute!!!” You said in a panic.

You tried to hide everything. You put a band-aid on your wound and hid the sharpener in the medicine box. You flushed the toilet to seem you were busy and came out of the bathroom with a smile on your face.

“Hey! Loki, what brings you here?” You asked.

“Well I just wanted to talk about something.” He said.

“What is this something?” You asked.

“It’s about you [Y/N], you seem very down lately. Are you alright?”

“Pfft! I’m totally fine. I don’t know why everyone is asking me that.”

“If you say so.” He looked down and his eye caught your bare arm.

Shit! Shit! Shit! You forgot to wear your sweatshirt.

You tried hiding your non-dominant hand but Loki already saw it.

“Show me your arm.” He demanded, you looked into his eyes and there was a half-hearted glare.

“It’s nothing. I promise.” You said but your voice reached deaf ears. You were panicking, your heart rate increasing. Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit! Why was this happening? Why today of all days? Your vision was beginning to blur from your tears.

“[Y/N] I’m going to ask you this one last time. What happened? To. Your. Arm?” He asked firmly.

You couldn’t take it anymore, the dam broke and you were now crying. Holding your head in your hands in shame. You felt shame, guilt, and sadness. You broke down into your arms.

“I’m sorry. I’m so so so sorry Loki. Please don’t be angry at me. I'm so sorry. I didn’t mean for this to happen. Loki I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry Loki. Please, please don’t be mad.” You cried. You cried and cried and cried in your hands not wanting to look at Loki because he might be looking at you with fury in his eyes or disgusted with you or something worse that you don’t want to imagine.

The last thing you expected was a hug from him. You stood there shocked at his reaction, you silently just stood there confused until you started crying again.

This felt so much better. His embrace was so warm. You felt a ray of sunshine finally blooming in you as he held you tight as you sobbed in his arms.

He guided you towards the bed and made you sit beside him while he comforted you.

“Shhh, it’s ok. Let it all out. I’m here, it’s ok [Y/N] I’m here, I’m here, it’s alright.”

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry Loki. I don’t mean to be such a burden. I’m sorry” You said while violently sobbing.

“[Y/N] stop apologising. I am not angry” He said calmly.

“What I am is concerned about your well-being. I know the last few weeks have been harsh on you, but that doesn’t mean you would do this to yourself. You are better than this and you are not a burden to me in my life nor in anyone else’s life but what you are is a blessing in human form and especially to me, You are like the sun shining brightly in my darkest of days, you mean the whole world to me [Y/N] and I mean it whole-heartedly. Do you understand what I am saying [Y/N]?”

You nodded weakly.

There was a pause, and then Loki continued. “I’m sorry if I ever made you feel that you can’t open up to me but I promise that I won’t judge you and promise to make you feel safe and comfortable with me.”

Your heart warmed up at his words. Maybe you should’ve gone to Loki or a therapist for help instead of doing this. But you couldn’t do anything else because you felt that you would be burdening your friends by doing so but after hearing Loki maybe that isn’t the case.

You could feel more tears in your eyes. You couldn’t help it. Nobody has said something like that to you. You’ve been doing this since you were fourteen and you sure as hell weren’t going to stop but maybe you’re going to try to stop doing this.

Your cries had subdued to hiccups and you were just processing what he said.

“Thank you… Loki. I really appreciate you saying that.”

“You’re welcome, and I meant all of that so whenever you feel like doing that to yourself just call for me and I will distract you from it,” Loki said sincerely.

“Thank you.” That’s all that you could say. Those were just two words but he knew how sincere you were about it.

You both stayed like that. Loki held you tight in his embrace and you rested your head on his chest as you both lay down on the bed. His heartbeat slowly lulls you to sleep and after so many sleepless nights you had the best sleep.

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