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What are your lax recommendations? I NEED to stop vomiting because it is ruining my throat and until I am down to my goal weight I am purging everything I’m eating. So if anyone has annnny suggestions, PLEASE SHARE!! 🙏
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You said you are 19 but you are getting engaged?
Posted I was getting engaged soon and needed some tips to lose more weight fast and was not expecting this question 😂 I’m 20 now, but yeah im getting engaged. I feel like that’s not that young but I guess it depends on the person
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I broke 180 lbs 🗣️‼️😍
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So pissed rn. I’ve been basically starving myself for 3 weeks and have gone to the gym almost everyday and haven’t lost any weight. WHAT AM I DOING WRONG??? 😭
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Using old photos of myself as thinspo is my favorite 😍
If I can get that skinny once, then I can do it again but BETTER

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I NEED tips on how to lose as much weight as possible!! My boyfriend is proposing to me this summer and I need to be smaller. I’m currently 184 lbs, I want to get as low as possible. I’m willing to do anything!! I have about 3 months till he proposes. ANY tips would be so so appreciated 🥺
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The woman you keep: a poem for the “ruined.”
My mother says I am hard to love.
She says “a task only for one sent from above”
But what does she mean by this?
She does not mean I am one boys don’t want to kiss
for she knows boys have kissed me without asking for much.
She does not mean I am someone no one will touch.
She would say I am touched too much and now used up.
She would say I am ruined too many have drank from my cup.
If she knows I am kissed, touched, and used then by her “hard to love statement” I am confused.
Well, by this she means I am not like my sister
I do not say “yes please” or call a man “Mister”
I am not quiet, gentle, or meek
and a nice Christian man I will never seek
She means I am loud and never agree
She thinks because of this it will only ever be “me”…
Never “us”, never “them”. She thinks I will be alone.
A man could never love a girl with a mind of her own.
She would claim my biggest problem is that I am “hostile”
To be a lovable girl is to be docile.
I am the girl that boys “practice” on
they test me out and then they are gone
A man could never love me in this wretched state.
They would surely leave if they found out I was late
because no one wants a Family with the practice girls.
I am their swine, they are searching for pearls.
My Mother is right
And that is a claim I do not take light.
I am easy to touch, I am funny, even sweet
I do not lack a brain, my teachers called me “a treat.”
I have never once been called “slut”, “whore”, or cheap,
but I am the girl that you use, not the woman you keep.
#poetry#original poem#poets on tumblr#writers on tumblr#women#poetic#womanhood#girlhood#situationships#religious trauma#mommy issues#unlovable#im unloveable#sexuality#loss of virginity#sibling trauma#sister#comparison#god i wish i was someone worth commiting to
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You ask a man for commitment and he starts telling you he feels sick
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Man, these are whole new lows I'm reaching right now
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Does anyone else get worried that your sugar free soda is actually packaged wrong and it’s actually the normal calorie-full soda 🥤😭
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