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Heyyyy guys

You know these days I feel this ultra strong urge to study....study until I complete all the tough books.. Till my mind runs faster than my hands and... The only thing I dream about is lipid metabolism

Weird right?

But I don't have the damn time.

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Wind mills are wind milling.

Today was tiring.

Exhausting.

Learned some things about me.

Things I want to change..

Cried a little 🤏 ( ok a lot)

But yeah we grow as a person with each experience.

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Looks like a bulb in the sky .

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Yeahhhhhhhh

I did amazing in my 🖤 exams

It feels so good when your hardwork pays offf.

I am motivated to do more work. Better.

I want to learn painting, and I want to read more books

I want to wake up early, take care of my health.

Yeah these are my goals.

To be better. To be amazing. To be myself.

Note 📝- the picture above is taken from Pinterest 🐣. I will try to find the artist and tag themmmm

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Life feels like dream.

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World feels great when you get good grades

I finally got good grades in Anatomy test..

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I don't know if you can see Orion’s Belt, but yeah, I enjoyed looking up at a clear sky full of stars. ⭐

My exams are finally ending tomorrow, and believe me, this week was exhausting. But I’ve learned so much—about people, about myself, and, of course, about my professors. 🙄 Sigh.

I need a break, but at the same time, I want to start again—this time with full focus and consistency. And with a little tough self-love. The kind where you push yourself to study for your future self while making a cup of coffee for your present self. Maintaining a balance. Like sleeping early so your future self can enjoy the sunrise, while also giving your present self the rest it desperately needs.

Wish me luck 🍀🤞.

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*My, my, time flies..." – Enya.*

I don't know how many people will relate to this. But sometimes I get very happy. Very excited and let things around me fall apart.

I enjoy not caring about my unorganized desk, my test or anything important in general.

I loose control.

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Sometimes I want to throw my physiology books out of window.

But then sometimes I want to keep reading it like a never ending fascinating tale.

Respiratory physiology gives me mix feeling to be honest

I like spending time with physio.. I adore this hate and love relationship 😌

Here is mine mandatory nature 🌿🍃 photos from my evening walk.

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World feels more beautiful after a good study session.

I have a test tomorrow and I gotta study a lot more STiLL

Anatomy is never ending saga. But I kinda like it too.

Let's just hope I don't fuck it up.

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Every time I open Twitter, I leave angry, hopeless, and frustrated. The ignorance and arrogance of people drain me, making it hard to focus on studying.

I hate feeling helpless, like I can't change anything. The world is a cruel place.

Maybe praying would help me feel better. But right now, I just can't study.

I am not "religious" Person. But it feels nice knowing someone will take care of the mess.

I mean what a uni student can do other than studying and wishing to make world a better place.

I love tumblr. It's such a wholesome place. I am new here but I am liking it.

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Time is running out, and I'm getting tired of trying to catch up.

My exams are near, and my anxiety is skyrocketing.

But I'm trying to stay calm and study as much as I can.

My nature walks are helping me too.

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Thank God that I am able to study for my exams.

Thank You, God, for making me healthy enough to stress about physiology test...

I have been following the_last_him on Instagram for a long time now. He is a warrior, suffering from one of the greatest maladies—cancer. Lately, he has been struggling. I am sure he will win, but please show him some love and pray for him.

People like him motivate me to study and to keep doing what I am doing.

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I need to get on track again .

I think I lost the plot and went on a side quest.

Let's go...

Back to the work. 👀🍂

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Yesterday was my birthday, and it started off pretty badly. I stayed in bed until late afternoon, and the only thing I managed to do was take a bath. But then I decided to shake off my mood, get up, and do something. I even asked God for help—even though I’m not religious—and things actually got much better.

I don’t know how to explain it, but it feels like, just like my parents, God doesn’t like seeing me sad. And when I genuinely ask for help, it somehow comes.

Anyway, back to the point—I didn’t start studying until midnight. I could have just slept, skipped today’s test, or not cared about how well I did. But my test anxiety kicked in, so I studied for three hours. And now, I’m still in bed… still studying. 🌼🌼🌼

🦋🤍🤍🤎

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29 january, 2025.

The hardest part is not studying

It's to start studying

And making sure keep on studying.

I don't know if that make sense but i enjoy studying when I am in flow.

I have to go through a lot of mental gymnastics just to make myself sit on study table. And it's even harder to start again after taking a break or after some unwanted disruption.

Butttt u gotta keep going.

🍂🍁

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Luckily I did some work done and I felt satisfied in a long time .

As much I hate studying.. A good study session really does make feel good.