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Heard there was a masc shortage, had to do my part and join the ranks 🫡

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Her lips drive me wild💋

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Thoughts that enter when the room goes dark

Couldn't get off to sleep very well last night, I kept thinking crazy thoughts and remembering bad things. I was thinking about my best friend being sexually assaulted when we were 18. I think about how its my fault because I left her alone, I think about how I couldn't help her and how shortly after we fell out with each other. I didn't realise at the time that she was acting out and taking her anger out on me. I should have put our petty arguments aside and just sat with her and told her I was there for her. I feel deep regret and shame, I wish I could tell her how sorry I am but I couldn't bare to bring it up with her considering we've never talked about it since. It's heartbreaking. When my darkest thoughts enter my mind this is one that comes up often.

Whenever really bad things come into my mind I try very quickly to move away from them so I try really hard to think of something happy. I started to think about my first closest friend I ever had in primary school. We were literally glued together everyone in the school knew it was us two, you can't have one without the other. It was beautiful and I've not had anything quite the same since. She protected me and made me feel so safe, I always knew that if things got bad at home I would run to her. We hid behind a wall once at school and kissed, the teacher caught us and told us off but it didn't feel wrong, we were so close that nothing was off limits to us. We had one sexual experience that I can remember but we didn't think it was 'real' we just wanted to know what it felt like so we said that if we were only doing it out of curiosity then didn't count.

But of course thinking about this relationship leads to thinking about its end, I thought about the birthday party that she didn't turn up to, I knew something was wrong as soon as she was late, she was never late. When there was a knock at the door. I felt relief until I got there and it was her dad saying she couldn't come to the party. I saw her terrified face through the open window of her dad's car that was all packed up. Everything was like slow motion then, as I walked to the car knowing what was happening even though it hadn't been said. I reached my hand in through the window and held hers looking into her teary eyes knowing life wouldn't be the same again. I think my heart broke into a thousand pieces that day.

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You taste perfect on my lips 👅

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Heavy metal dyke sits on floor of tattoo shop

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Her fingers on my back 🫦🔥 @j.prince

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