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mdni lowkey but not that serious

house md reality. having a craving for a certain robert chase. i want to look at his adorable face. i want him to be a part of me as we merge into one, existing and breathing the same air. i want to squish his beautiful yet cute face. i want him to be physically apart of me and within the confines of my arms at all times. i want to stare in awe at his beauty and gold locks. i want to have passionate love with him sharing apart of our souls with each other as we become dependent on each other, feeling what the other feels at a spiritual level.

the duality of man. i love him so much.

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MANIFESTATION UPDATE:

dream body

JUST LOST 5KG!!!

did nothing guys i promise. no working out, no change in diet, actually it got worse. i haven’t been this low in years so im happy even though to some people it’s not major

school

we have exams and so far it’s been quite easy and i haven’t been stressing even though they’re major sooo…

i haven’t been putting in much effort in general and just say a couple affirmations so i’m quite happy with myself

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past tense isn’t my fav so i think im gonna do present cus it clicks more in my head

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IT WORKED!!! MAYBE NOT LAST WEEK BUT THIS TIME IT DID!!!!

MCLAREN P1-P2 PRAYER CIRCLE

EVERYONES INVITED

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didn’t fully work but hey they still got that P1 !!!

MCLAREN P1-P2 PRAYER CIRCLE

EVERYONES INVITED

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MCLAREN P1-P2 PRAYER CIRCLE

EVERYONES INVITED

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guys… used affirmations to make me lucky and things go my way and i actually think it isssss but i have to update tomorrow for a final confirmation.

soooo stay tuned xoxo 💋

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no guillotine could take away the head that i would give him

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what’s your main drs everyoneee??

mines the vampire diaries rn because it’s so found family core and everyone is insanely attractive and the main reason is that there’s magic duhhh.

i don’t know who my s/o is for sure so i’m feeling it out. i’m deciding on klaus, rebekah(she’s so pretty. im so gay for her), kol, enzo or kai(im definitely going for kai at some point tho). or maybe ill go for multiple 😛 my reality, my rules! tho obviously no sibling stuff cus im not elena 😟

my other main is h20 i think. its winter here so who doesn’t want the sun out, in cute outfits, in the 2000s and MERMAIDS‼️‼️ my s/o for this is rafe cameron tho not with all his characteristics (like the whole serial killer thing). i’m also making myself rich in this so it’s also a rich dr(though all of them are like that).

obviously i always go back to my hogwarts one and ofc there’s my supernatural one but i kinda need a break from crazy and going to a reality where shit is always going down is not a break(which is kind of ironic with a tvd dr)

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ik this sounds a bit crazy but does anyone lowkey think placebos is law of assumption because u assume u had the medicine so when u feel better it’s due to loa and thinking it’s true in the 4d so it becomes true in 3d.

i’m not a scientist or anything i’m just taking bio so thats why im interested

does this count as scientific proof?

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so shifting tonight cus i got mock exams and i really can’t be here mentally for this

making it so that one day here is a week there

WE’RE ALL SHIFTING YALL

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just casually manifested school to end early because i really didn’t want to go to school. it ended with three lessons to go.

at first i thought my affirming didn’t work cus i was manifesting for this to happen the day before but then i realised it worked because people were talking about it ending early the next day and i wasn’t aware.

also manifested a double lesson to be interrupted so that it could only be one instead. i imagined it to be interrupted because the teacher had to do something urgent like go to a different lass to observe or something. But that would still mean that we would just get a substitute and still ‘have’ to do work.

SO imagine my surprise when at the EXACT time the second class started, and when i mean exact i’m literally talking the same minute, the fire alarm went off. so this meant that we didn’t have to do work at all(not the real fire alarm it was just a test). this meant that we came back to class with literally 5 minutes left so i didn’t do any work😚

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Dismissed Manifestations

wtf just realised i manifested something without realising.

technically that isn’t true.

so i’ve been wanting to manifest my sp to make moves and actually interact with me and my db and df

then i saw a post in passing about how manifesting small things shows that manifesting is true

i also made a post about that

i was like hmm i should do that since i’ve been losing faith

so i was like hmm i really want some fries rn but then realised ugh that’s not possible since there’s food at home (smh🤦‍♀️ im my own limiting belief)

so i kinda forgot about it just expecting to eat the food at home. then nearly 7 hours later my sister told me that the food was finished. i was like oh ok ill just find something to eat.

my other sister(who also hasn’t eaten) came up to me and hour later and said there’s nothing at home.

so what did we do? ask my sister to order food

GUESS WHO JUST ORDERES FRIES!!!!

this made me realise that manifesting is not immediate and can happen even if the thought was in passing and if u want it so bad.

i thought of having fries once and here i am having it‼️‼️‼️

ignore incorrect grammar pls i didn’t read it

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MCLAREN WINNNNNNNNN

I PRAYED FOR DAYS LIKE THIS

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WTF WTF WTF OMG JUST CASUALLY TALKING TO MY SISTER AND SHE SAID MY CHEEKBONES ARE MORE PRONOUNCED AND MY FACE IS LESS PUDGY AGHHHHHH SHE ALSO SAID THAT MY EYES ARE A LITTLE SMALLER OMG. THIS IS CRAZY

for the past two days i’ve been serious manifesting for df and db and this is the first time someone has told me i actually have physical changes. usually all i’ve manifested was small things like not being late and stuff

AGGHHHH

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manifested not coming late to school 💋💋💋

i came a minute late but they would literally 100% send me away to the late line and i would get a detention. so on the walk there i manifested that time literally fits my need because its just a concept so it fits my desires. i also said i wont be late to school because ill finesse my way into getting into school without trouble. i repeated these multiple times in like five minutes.

AND DID!!! PERIOD!!!

i saw the line and checked my phone and i was late so i kinda doubted my affirmations. so i was gonna walk around the teacher (who was at the end of the line and would tell me to go to the late line). so as i was about to go the the line the teacher, who is so strict and i’ve never seen him bend the rules, SAID JUST GO IN.

I DIDNT GET A DETENTION AND WAS ALLOWED IN WITHOUT A DETENTION WHICH IS LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE

in conclusion i think this links to my last post because im so confident right now.

hope this isn’t confusing if it is please just ask me anything

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MANIFESTATION THINK PIECE

omg this week was such a good week when it came to manifesting and in such small ways but they made such an impact on my day/week!! This made me start to think about how we(at least some people) view manifesting/loa.

i feel like people think that small manifestations aren’t different to what people classify as big ones(df, db, shifting) because they’re just as easy as one other. All you have to do is believe, persist and it would come true.

HOWEVER

I want you to look at manifesting through the perspective as someone who has never had this big manifestation but obviously wants it badly(which i think was all of us at least at one point past or present).

To me at least, and others i believe, those big manifestations are something we have been wanting to have for a while and as time goes on it seems like it’s less achievable because if we could have anything we want wouldn’t we already have what we want?

so as time goes there’s less belief in either loa or are own abilities in achieving our manifestations.

But those small manifestations that happen on a random day solidify the belief in loa and our abilities.

For example, just this week i manifested for my exams to be easy and for me to have good grades and in small ways this became true. i didn’t know we had exams till the day before, i came into class and the same test(different paper) last time was so hard but this time i did it with near ease.

Another really important exam was done by another class therefore i was able to get the questions and study those specifically, doing well on the exam compared to if i didn’t have it which would mean i would have to study a whole year and a half of content in one afternoon. I also had a really important exam that same day as the other one and was given a formula sheet i didn’t know we would get and without it i would have nearly failed a whole section.

(i want to make it clear that although i view these as small manifestations others may not and that’s absolutely fine. when i mean big manifestations i mean life changing ones, these exams are important but im not suddenly a millionaire)

ANYWAYS

carrying on as to what i’m saying. these daily small manifestations that you do to alter your day reinforces your belief in your abilities and loa meaning that those desires that you think are ‘not possible’ become more in reach. you can do these tiny things so those big ones aren’t impossible.

YOU CAN DO IT EVERYONE

YOU’RE IN CONTROL AS TO HOW YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE

i have all that i desire

i have all that i want

my ko-fi

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