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it hurts to know that those memories are the only things left of us

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the love I felt for you was higher than my self respect

but the pain you awakened in me was even higher than what you meant to me

that's why I left

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I dream about you two every Tuesday night,

a striking heartache comes every time.

How much love have I killed for a little pride?

And how many more friends do I have to lose to learn compromise?

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so many films about the death of love

yet not even one about the end of friendship

they say love comes and go

but I thought "love" was just for lovers

so I didn't know...

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you showed me colorful gardens

full of roses and sunflowers,

I showed you how quickly the sky darken,

full of tears and thundershowers

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I write your name in the sand,

in my skin,

in my notebook.

I search your face in the clouds,

in a crowded room,

in an instagram tag

I tell you that I love you with my poetry,

with my actions,

with my stare.

I always tell you a thousand things

but I can never really explain

how much you mean to me.

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when your killer admits the crime

and you can feel the regret deep down his eyes

painful dejavu are running in your mind

exploding heart, I feel alive again

[heartpetal]

Time goes on, as you do as well, while I'm still here, watching our movie again.

I watched "our movie" tonight,

for the first time and with no one by my side,

I still call it ours but I mean it by a total different meaning now...

It's the movie that brought us closer just to make me understand you were never mine,

The movie you asked me to watch together but never showed up at.

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For the first time, and I really mean it, rather than spending time being scared of its passage, I want to concentrate on living it, savoring every moment, leaving room for every emotion and appreciating the signs of time, because they are proof that I am alive.

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always thirsty for attention as if it were alcohol,

when a person's world no longer revolves around you

you fall

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By your narrative I got dazed and for you I changed my shape, just to adapt to this humorous fate I got blood under my nails.

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I wish I was your lover,

hands wrapped with each other,

waking up with you in hangover

with your kisses all over.

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When you got out,

out of my life,

all my lucky stars

were shining bright.

(Brighter than the sparks

I once saw in your eyes).

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All the stars falls at the end of their life, so why am I down? Have I already expired?

[heartpetal]

You can let it out little girl,

you can cry a river

and hate how unfair life is.

You can also tell your friends,

in the end they'd still love you, okay?

You can scream, run and hide

but time will forever pass by.

Like a candle flame,

fragile but still dangerous,

remind yourself nothing is certain.

As long as the fire hasn't stopped

you can still do anything.

So kiss your scars, lick your bleeding wounds,

braid your own hair and make your bed.

Accept your past but don’t let it run your future,

acknowledge your present and then stand up for yourself.

[heartpetal]

I'm In love with your brain,

your shining eyes

and your angelic face

I'm Basil Hallward and Sybil Vane,

I look at you in adoration,

you're my Dorian Gray

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I feel like a comet,

luminous and tormented.

I'm in an infinite fall

or in an infinite flow?