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This fanfic was made while I was a little bit sick. It looks like a serie but is more like something I'm writing because of boredome. Anyway, enjoy it and see you around, nurses!

The quirkless' diary- The villain, the Hero and the bitch bridemade. Part 1

The wedding of your friend is today and as a quirkless person, you can't use any power, except for the power of money, so you take a cab which will make you arrive a little bit late to the ceremony, but who cares you can't run, you look like the most fabulous bitch with that wine color dress, your high heels and your make up which make you take 2 hours of your morning life.

However, the luck goddess is not with you today, because while you're waiting in the traffic in the main street, yells of fear can be hear outside. A villian was attacking the city. 

"Damn it! There's traffic" Those are your only words. 

You're sick of this shit! Every time was the same.

If some villain attack the city, you have to work extra hours or your favorite food places were closed definitely  and now you can't go to your friend's wedding , because some random guy with powers wants to break  all, however you can't do anything about it and decide to scroll one more time your FB page and stalk your ex.

The riot goes where you are.

The driver leave the taxi with you inside. All the cars in front of you begin to get up from the ground and fall again. The people in the cars next to the cab and behind it start to leave their vehicles, your response is slow and you fall with the taxi which now is upside down.

You're in a really awkard position, your legs are near your head, but no bones broken. You complain loud about it.

"God damn it!  My dress is torn!"

Oh, darling. You shouldn't have yelled, because in that instant the villain was near the taxi and hear your scream.  He's behind you. His twisted yellow smile and black eyes are shinning, because now he can use you to fight back with the heroes.

You're trying to get out of the car but it's too late, his hand is over you. With one hit he get you out of the cab and you can see him with more detail.

He looks like and old man with a bad wash bear and awful yellow teeth. He has four hands and legs as lager as a spider and  strong enough to break apart and elephant.

You're in one of his hands grabbing you and that gross you.

"HEY OLD MAN! GET ME DOWN, YOU PROBLABLY HAVEN'T WASH YOUR HANDS IN DAYS, SO LET ME DOWN, GOD DAMN IT!"

"SHUP UP! DON'T YOU GET YOUR POSITION?! YOU'RE GIGANTIUM'S HOSTAGE, NOW AND IF I WANT I CAN KILL YOU! BAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"

You look at him with really annoyed look. 

"DON'T THREW ME THAT SHIT! IF YOU 'RE GONNA KILL ME, KILL ME NOW. I RAHTER BE DEATH THAN LOOK LIKE A PIECE OF GARBAGE ON MY FRIEND'S WEDDING, SO DO IT, YOU OLD TRASH BAG!"

The villain never imagined you could say something like that. He thought you will beg for your life, not for taking your live. 

Suddenly five heroes appear. Among them there are three young ones, one with a face which looks like he's smelling shit all day, an emotionless bicolor guy and one with brocoli hair. The other two are a tall old geezer with a weird fire beard and a hansome one with wings but who looks like a player.

The villain feels cornered but he has you as his triumph card, so he raises you in the air anf begins to yell.

"You can't attack me! If you do, she's gonna die!"

All the heroes back down with thethreat. 

The villain has a crooked smile on his face in sign of victory. However, one of the heroes freezes his feet making him lose balance and realase him from the grip.

The brocoli head saved you while you are falling. The smilling face starts to fight againts him, but a little mistake in their plans make the villain release from the ice and threw away to the other heroes with only one move.

Again, you're falling but the villain grabs you and threatens the heroes again.

"BUAHAHAHAHA! YOU CAN'T CATCH ME AND SAVE HER AT THE SAME TIME, YOU FOOLS!"

The same scene repeat again.

The heroes back down, the bicolor guy attacks again, but this time cover the villan's rigth side. The villain lose balance and you are falling, nervertheless the one who saves you is the wing man with looks of a playboy.

"Calm down darling! Now you are saved in my arms!"

You look disgusted with that phrase and he noticed it but he let it pass.

Again the stupid old geezer, aka, the villan reales himself  from the ice and grabs you and the wing man. His grip is getting harder your and he's mad and starts to yell again.

"YOU STUPID HEROES! YOU ENDEVOR! YOU CAN'T, USE YOUR FIRE AND THOSE NEWBIES CAN'T DO A THING. NOW I HAVE TWO HOSTAGES! BAHAHAHA!"

The broccoli head is calming down the one with the shitty face. He looks mad, like he wants to drestroy this old man but he can't , because of you and the wing man.

You really don't want to be in that situation, so you remember your " ex's gift" which is on your pockets. Yeah, your dress has pockets.

 Like you can, you realease your hand and with a lot of effort, your hand arrives where your pocket is. Yes, there it is.

While you're struggling to look for the gift, the villain brings you closer to his face and starts to talk loud.

"Let's look what  I have here. I coulnd't see you well a moment ago, but your quite the cuttie, maybe I  should have fun with you while the heroes see!"

The villain smiles and lick your face. The impotence can look on the heroes' faces. All were still, the blond shitty guy screaming while the villain is laughing hard and looking their faces, that's your oportunity, he has a blind spot.

Your hand moves as fast as it can from your pocket activating quickly the electricity system of the tazer put him on his nake making him convulse untill he is stunned, realeasing you and the wing man from the villan's hands.

The wing man catchs you in the air while the other three boys and the big foot with fire beard end with the villain.

"Hahahaha! Well done, pretty girl! I own you one. If you ever need help, don't dout and ask me"

"...Yeah, yeah..Now put me down!"

The following half hour the police is asking about the details for their inform and you want to explode because you missed the ceremony, however you can make it for the reception. The wing man dude was still in the place answering questions for the press.

You  grab your purse and phone from the taxi, fix your dress and your make up, the best you can and walk to reach the wing man's back and talk with him.

"Hey, wing man dude! Your offer is still up?"

"Oh, pretty girl! Yes, I can do you the favor and I'm not a wing man dude, my hero name is Hawks, don't forget it, sweetie!"

"Yeah...whatever wing man. I need a ride a you're my only option...so let's go"

He look at you perplex with your answer, he smirks a little bit and with flirty eyes looks at you. 

"Sorry, sweetie, but I’m working with Endevor and I can't leave all the work" 

You are upset, the veins on your forehead are showing at this point. Your temper wasn't as short as now. All begins after your break up with your ex and this situation was the perfect example why your temper become short. 

Your nosetrils are getting bigger as your eyes and the aura around you starts to feel demoniatic and Hawks can sense it. 

"I'm not asking, you own me a favor, so take me to the church"  

Hawks feels intimidated... And kinda of excited with your foul mood even Endevor turns his back at him and pretends ignore him. 

"... Alright, sweetie let me take you to the church" 

In some weird attemp of make you feel a little bit happy or shy, he twinks his eye and smile at you. 

You only roll your eyes. 

"Just shup up and take me" 

Hawks carry you as a princess in his arms and whisper on your ear. 

"At your orders, my sweet princess" 

He wants you to feel shy or embarrassed, however that doesn't work with you. His only achivement is that you look at him with a disgusting gaze. 

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Hello! It's been a while... Anyway, I'm working in some projects and it's taking mi ore than I thougth, but I promised to post again as soon as I can.

Today I just came to let my brain rest about my feeling and my thougths.

These past few days have been good but at the same kida hard.

The last time where I fell in love with someone was around 8 years ago. I was rejected and I was fine, the good bye with this person was awkard but not in a bad term. After that, I began to work and it was hard for me to find time for school, job and my daily activities, so the topic love was out of my mind. I kept working and suffering with my low pay check, a big depression, mobing and problems at home which made think less in love and more in a way to get out of there.

I took my time, my mom lend me her shoulder. I got a better and my current job, I've spent 4 years healing myself about my selfsteem, my body, my emotions and my broken self. The path has been hard, however I have learned a lot.

Now I'm taking therapy to know myself better and heal, nevertheless I have a problem, I'm in love.

I love and hate this feeling, because it's overwhelming. I feel good but at the same time I know where this love is gonna end, in a frustration feeling which will make me never fall in love again. This is a one sided love and it hurts because it's not the first time I have unrequired love. I had a tone and the persons who came to me and say "I like you", weren't my type and I wasn't wrong because most of them have different ideals from mine.

I've been feeling anxiety because I don't know what I'm gonna fo with these feelings. I thougth that "anger" was the only feeling I can't control from many reasons and now, "love" has become the most chaotic feeling I have to deal with.

I know where this feeling is gonna end and that scares me.

[hellomynudebrain]

I'm falling in love with the idea of someone instead of that someone . I haven't learned 🙃🙄

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Jaehee - Setting The Mood

𝒜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝑒𝒶𝓇𝒸𝒽 𝒻𝑜𝓇 ℳ𝓇. ℋ.. ℛ𝒾𝓃𝑔𝒶𝓂𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 ℋ𝒶𝓃, ℐ 𝓊𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝒻 “𝓂𝑜𝑜𝒹𝒷𝑜𝒶𝓇𝒹𝓈” 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇. ℐ 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑜𝓌𝓃, 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓉, ℐ 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑒𝓍𝒸𝒾𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓎𝑜𝓊. ℐ 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉, ℳ𝒞.

ℐ'𝓂 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑜𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊'𝒹 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒? ℐ 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒾𝓇𝒸𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈.

Join Jaehee and the rest of the Mysme Circus crew. Create your moodboard and amaze the performers of this amazing show~

If you’d like to create one please read more about the event here: SETTING THE MOOD - A Mysme Circus Event!!

We can’t wait to see what you create, MC!

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Minty Friday (Vxreader)

Hello nurses! This fic it's a colab with @lytholia check her art, and from a special event with @mysme-rbb

Enjoy it!!!

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Another friday afternoon in the spring

The trees has colorful flowers, the weather is getting warmer and the city is crazy as ever; the only place to relax from that riot is the park. And there's you, who is running behind your 99 pounds bobtail dog, because why not, you decided to bought him a new collar which was more fragil than the last one and broke on the middle of the park. So yes, you're running behind him with the most unconfortable pair of shoes and almost out of breath.

"Rosco, stop!" You screamed for all over the park while the people dodge you and Rosco.

Rosco was running as a horse and making to the other dogs bark, making the children scream and some old people cursing you because you can keep him calm.

The race is getting tired, you can't keep with the pace of Rosco and the shoes are killing you. Suddenly, Rosco stop on a bench and jump on the person who is sitting on the bench.

You're so embarrased from the way Rosco is behaving what make you run faster and apologize to the person.

Once near the unknown person, you see Rosco licking the strager's face. You rush to him and taking Rosco off from him and face him.

"I'm really sorry. My dog is not agressive but I hope he didn't hurt you" Blushing for the bad moment you had, you avert your eyes from him a second, however you can see him briefly. A handsome man with fine features, pale skin, mint hair and mint eyes which where cover with a pair of sunglasses, make you fall in love of him at first sight.

" He didn't cause any problem. In fact, he made my day really interesting. I've never seen a dog so cheerful as him" He giggles and caress Rosco.

"Thank you for been comprehensive. I always try to be careful with him but...today...today wasn't the day...Is there a way to repay you for this?"

"Don't mind it. He made my day..." He sigh and get up from the bench. "Anyway, take care of him, it was nice to meet you" He turned his back to you and kneeled in front of a black bag.

You are disappointed, because you wanted to talk with a bit more, nevertheless you take Rosco and turn your back as well. However just a few steps, you hear something fall on the grass. You turn your back and see the mint hair man trying to pick up a camara aquipment from the grass, he looks frustrated and sad, you couldn’t take it and go back to where he is and kneel before him.

"Are you sure you don't need something as repayment for what Rosco did?" You ask while you help him to pick all the camara stuff.

"... No... Well.. .If you can help me with this.. I'll be really greatful..."

"Yes, I'll help you. Just let me tie Rosco. I don't want to more repays to do"

He smile at you and you feel how the love arrow stab in your heart.

You tie Rosco as you can to the bench with the broken collar and help the beautiful stranger to arm his camara equipment with a warm and pleasant silence, like him and you were a couple.

Once you finish, the time to leave comes. You don't want to go, but you don't want bother him, besides he looks like a professional, maybe your talk wouldn't help him to concentrate. You walk through the bench and untie Rosco who was sleeping until you get near. You are hesitating and making more difficult to undo the knot only to gain more time, time to spend just a more with him. Your clumsy way to keep you there was a success, because the mint hair man calls you back.

"... Umh.. If I don't bother you... May you stay a bit more to help me? Just in case I mess up again, of course."

Your eyes fill with sparks and cheerful smile where evidente on your face.

"Yes, of course!"

You sit on the bench and look him work, focusing his camara on the beautiful view of the park.

The silence is present, but again not in an awkard way, but in a confortable one.

The mesmerazing view of him, keep you quite and Rosco calm, however, he decide to talk.

"I apologize for asking you to help me..."

"No, I have to be the one asking for an apology"

"... Hahaha... This is an apology festival."

You giggle, but a doubt comes to your mind and without thinking you talk in a loud voice.

"But if you're a professional, why do want my help?"

"... I'm a photographer... But lately my sight is not how it was... And the last time I came here. I saw this beautiful view and some how I got the need to take a photo of it...before my eyesight can't let me continue"

"Oh god! Is there's a way to help you to revcover it?"

"... Yes, a friend offered me to get a surgery... However, this is a punishment sent by God since I couldn’t keep my promise with an special person..." He turned her back to you and for a moment.

Your heart broke a little when you heard what he said, and it broke a little more when his sunglasses go down and let you see his eyes, a lonsome minty eyes, full of regret, nostalgia and with no hope in life .

How such adorable creature has to suffer like this? Those were your thoughts.

"... I don't know what happened but you should forgive yourself for whatever you did...You have the right to redeem yourself as any other human being!"

He turn his back and face you with a bitter sweet smile, a smile between disconfort and happiness.

"I wonder if I deserve such a thing as reedem. A sinner like me doesn't deserve it, not after I became a beautiful being into a different one"

"But you do!" You screamed and continue after an awkard silence. "You do deserve it! I think it's the better way to pay for your sins If you did something terrible, try to mend things and do good deeds until the day you die. On the contrary, suffering all alone and pity yourself and that person won't change anything!"

He look at you with a surprise look, what makes you regret immediately all you said.

" I'm so sorry...I didn't mean to offend you... But... "

He begins to laugh.

" Hahahahahaha... I never thougth that I get to know someone as direct as my best friend... Don't mind it, this is a point of view I've never thougth before, thank you... I'll think about it..."

The rest of the afternoon was calm and you spent a talking with him more, but about stuff not relate with the first conversation.

After a while, you and him say good bye to each other, however, the fairy tale ended, because the silly you, never asked his phone or at least his name.

The next few days, you spent your afternoons to look for him in the park a pathetic intend to meet again with him.

Saturday, you waited on the same bench with the hope he'd come to the same place or find him walking on the road, but your waiting was in vain.

Sunday, you have a family meal and between the talk and the no ending questions of your family, you came too late at the park.

Monday, the weather was against you that day, since it was raining in the city, but that didn't matter to you. You took a cape coat and boots, you cover Rosco, put him a cape coat too, and went out directly to the park, running on the muddy floor, your flustered heart and a Rosco getting fun with the puddles, were hanging to the hope of finally find him, even in the heavy rain, but he wasn't there.

Tuesday, rushing out from your work. Running out of the bulding bumping with each person that walked near you, sweating and running to arrive to your aparment. You take off your heels, fixed your messy hair and make up because of the race you made and grabbing the dog leash and bring Rosco with you. You were sure to arrive at time and find him on the same place and the same hour, but you could only found a cute elders douple fedding some pigeons on the bench. Sad, you took Rosco and walked out of the park.

Wednesday. Your jerky boss, gave you so much work, so much of it, however that doesn't matter to you and with some help of some cups of cofee (six because you need the caffeine), the speed with you finished the work was you personal record, however you finished on time. You did the same you did on sunday, but with the help of the coffee you could swear you arrived faster, just in time to maybe meet him, but God was messing with you. An elder man who was walking in front of you, collapse and had a heart attack. You assited him and some people too. When the paramedics came, it was late, but you hope wasn't broken (you never learn, don't you?) . Runnin again to the same bench, you could only see an empty space.

Thursday. You are tired from work and from the hectic week you had. You feel so frustrated, at this point, look for him was a madness and the logic told you it was, but your lingering feelings fot the boy with sad eyes, the urge to see him, hug him and tell him that everything was fine was stronger, just the enough amount to make you run and look for him. But not today, because you logic won, and you're felling sad while hugging Rosco sitting on the floor of your livingroom. Just today, you logic won and your heart is broken.

Friday. You get up was usual, go to work, get mad on your jerky boss and finish your day as always. You feel discouraged, your hands feel heavy to open the door of you aparment, but somehow you do it. Open the door, throw away your shoes and bag on the entrance, walk in a zombie way, to finally throw youself on the bed. You closed your eyes and hold the tears, but Rosco is not reading the mood, and with a happy tail move and wiht his dog leash on her mouth, he scratchs your hand and lick you face. You only look at him.

"I'm only a chaperon and a food giver to you,Rosco? " He wags his tail and look to you as an answer (Yes, you are human. Now, let's go to the park)

With a really bad mood, you enter in the park. The world didn't change, but you feel like it did. The way you walk is reluctant, only to satisfy Rosco.

You are getting near the same bench you found him, but the hope of finding him is dead. A tear is about to get out from your eye, but Rosco again, won't let you get down, because a squirrel show off on the road, and Rosco loves to chase them.

Yes, you fly when Rosco begins to chase the squirrel, you are running againt your will tryin to stop Rosco but he's stronger. The squirrel run faster as Rosco do. You close your eyes, and from nowhere something stops Rosco from the race.

Your eyes begin to open slowly, only seeing a minty stain in front of you.

"I think we should stop to meet in these circunstances" The man you were lookin all the week is here, in front of you giggle anda playing with Rosco.

Your feelings are all over the overwhelming, the right amount to make you inner voice come out.

"I thought we won't never meet again..." Your mounth spoke while a the tear you were holding finally comes.

The mint hair guy panic and with a really concerned look gets near you.

"Are you ok? Did you get hurt? Where did you feel pain?" His gloomy side disappeard for a second which made you laugh. No matter if the feelings you have creep him, you want to be honest.

"No, I'm fine...I was just... happy to see you again after...I spent most of the week trying to find you, but my tries were in vain, I felt frustrated and sad...but now that you are here...I feel happy, because I like you..."

The silence after you confession is long and you don't dare to look him in the eyes, bu when you do it. You are shocked. The minty man was red as tomato and is covering his face with embarrassment .

He sigh and look you at your eyes.

"...You weren't the only one...After you left I felt funny and the feeling was a bother, because about you said and what made me feel....so....ehem...I decided to look for you and discover why I feel like that...but all the week I have bad luck."

You eyes get bigger with every word he said.

"Saturday, my friend invited me to drink some wine, but he drank more than I thought and when I arrived to the park, you weren't here. On sunday, my camara broke when I was trying to take a photo and I went to the tecnician but he delayed and when finally I could go out, it was really late and park was closed. On monday, I came before the rain got me soaked and got me sick for the last three days. I tried to go out but everytimea bodyguard of my friend got me in bed again."

You laugh again, because it was stupid how many times you wanted to meet but you couldn't. Suddenly, the sadness go away. Suddenly, both of you begin to feel bold and get near to each other. He put his hand on your cheek and caress it while clening your tears from hapiness and sadness.

You feel his breath getting close to you, you body react by itsefl and close the eyes. A little peck on your lips is where you want to focus. Your arms as if they have a mind on their own cross on his neck making the kiss a little bit passionate, and his body is not against it, because his hand pull you face closer to his. The time stops.

Both of you look at each other and with a enchanted gaze and blushed cheeks you manage to open your mouth.

"...What was you name?"

"....hahahaha...Jihyun"

And he kiss you again.

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Applications Are Open

If I could have an image forever playing in my mind, it’d be your smile – as pure and full of life, as innocent and hopeful as yours can ever be. 

When we decided to take on this adventure our dream was to spread laughter and joy. Seeing as to how successful we’ve been, it’s an honor to extend an invitation to everyone who’d like to join our team. 

 There’s one thing we ask, for you to share a smile with whoever may carry a sad face, to share a word of comfort to those who their hearts are heavy. We ask that you’re ready to make every one who attends our show experience the magic and joy only a performance like ours can deliver. 

 –V 

Cirque Du Mystique would love to officially open applications for their crew!! If you like the circus and obviously love the Mysme babes, you’re more than welcome to fill out and application!! 

Before you apply, here’s a few reminders:

Cirque du Mystique will include both the circus and the carnival.

In this AU, Rika and Saeran are well and part of the RFA.

In-game MCs will be used for any fic/art with an MC –this means MC 1-5 only.

Only those 18 and above can apply for the NSFW zine. Pieces that include the elixir (drugs) will be placed in the NSFW zine.

🎨Artist Application Form

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MysMe Reverse Big Bang

＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ Formally Announcing the 2021 Mystic Messenger Reverse Big Bang! ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊

Welcome! We see you’ve received our ~Mystic Invitation~ to the next big RFA event! This is a little different than our usual charity party. You see, while the RFA may be known by the coordinators, such as the famous actor ZEN or the photographer V, we have an amazing talent pool among our very own MCs as well! And we feel it’s high time to showcase their skills and give them the recognition they deserve! 

Introducing… The Mystic Messenger Reverse Big Bang! 

What is a Reverse Big Bang? In short, it’s a fandom event to bring artists and writers together to catalyze a massive boom of content! Artists will create works that writers can write a story to accompany. At the end of the event, there will be a story for every piece of art contributed! 

Still curious or still have questions? Check out our MysMe RBB FAQ Here and our Linktree Here!

The RBB Schedule

Artist Sign-Ups Open: February 19

Artist Sign-Ups Close: March 4

Writer Sign-Ups Open: March 6

Writer Sign-Ups Close: March 19

Pairs Announced: March 22

Check-In 1: March 29 - 25% Done

Check-In 2: April 5 - 50% Done

Final Check-In: April 12

Post-Dates: April 16 - April 23

I’m interested! What can I do now?

Check out our Discord server! This is by no means a requirement but the whole purpose is to bring the fandom together! Even if you don’t plan to participate as an artist or writer, you are encouraged to join! [Discord]

Spread the word! Reblog this post to let everyone know!

Check out our Twitter [Twitter], our Instagram [Instagram] and please feel free to follow and help us spread the word!

More details to come: Mod Introductions, Artist Sign-Ups, and Writer Sign-Ups!

＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ We hope you’ll enjoy these Mystic Messages ˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊

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Mysme Circus Zine Interest Check

Ladies and gentlemen! Come one, come all and feast your eyes on the most magnificent event of the season! 

Satisfy your inner child and wonder at our collection of oddities and marvels! Be dazzled with mystifying magic and glorious spectacles! Have your fortune told and who knows –you might find the other half of your soul~ 

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This is out my usuals post, but I have to write about it.

Long time ago, when I was a little girl, one of my uncles( the husband of one of my mom's sisters) abused of me. I have this vague idea around when it started, it was at the age of 4 or 5 and was until 9 years old that all that stop.

My mind blocked those memories untill I turned 14 or 15, maybe because lots of things were happening at home at that time. Those memories came to me with a awful chills on my back.

After a while, I told my parents about it. Both of them only ignored it.

I went with that weight a long after that, maybe around 6 or 7 years. I told about it to some friends, and they asked for forgiveness when thay did jokes about abuse and they didn't know about my own circunstances. But after that, I promised myself to keep it only for me. Wrong!

Lots of things happened after that, a deep depression, the clear machismo from my dad to me and the indiference of my brother yo my own mental health.

Whatever, I still had a little bit of that linger feeling. Everytime I remembered my abuse, chills on my back came to me with a little companies, the guilt and the disgust.

A year ago, I told my mom about it. She told me that I should've forgotten that and move on with my life, obviously I couldn’t. I hated when I told to my family and they only ignored me or lessen my pain.

Again, I tried to swallow it, two strikes Espinosa.

After that, one day my mom came drunk. She kind of suspects of my lil'bro's father, because he might abused of my lil'bro but since he's autist, it's hard for him to tell us. My mom felt bad about it and she cried for me and my brother, she belived me, maybe for a second, but she did. She didn't lessen my pain for once. I felt confussed, tho.

Time has passed since then, and I’m currently on therapy. I discovered a few things that maybe affect me more than I thougth.

I'm a chubby woman, that has been using her own over weight to protect herself from the violence on the streets, spoiler, it didn't worked, because even with my weight I've suffered violence on the streets.

Even if I understand my own situation, sometimes I can't help to feel guilty and disgust with those memories. I know it's not my fault, but I can't help it sometimes.

And, What I came to this? Well, first it to tell you to be brave and scream the name of that person who hurted you. Second, hear the children, belive in them when something like this happen. And third, when you hear about a story like mine, give your hand to that people, listen , believe, you might change the life of someone. Maybe we can't change our past, but we can relief our pain.

That's all, I had to write. Thank you and have a happy long live! ✌️ 😊

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Paths (Jumin X reader) Part#24 Final chapter

Hello, nurses! Finally, it took me ages, but the final chapter is here! Yay!

Thank you for the nurses who read this story. I couldn’t finish it earlier because lots of thing happened between. My job, my chores, some family problems, a lapsus of depression and more. I don’t want to give more details about it, but we did it. We finished this journey together. 

Enjoy the last chapter! 

Since the proposal in the party, the efforts of Eve, Jumin and May to control the media were a little bit wasted. Because between the guests you invited were celebrities which atrack paparazzis and  the media. The scandal was inevitable, but not all the efforts were wasted, because most of the tittles on the magazines, tabloids and gossip programs where "The misterious cinderella of the C&R prince" 

Most of the articules only focus on the proposal night and Jumin, they wrote just a few data, like your workplace and that you were foreigner, nothing else. Your workplace became a mess, your boss saw you like a potential client and started to treat you as a V.I.P. worker which you hate. Some people began to talk behind your back, more than before, but you knew how to deal with that and more. The ban of sharing the bed was still on the table. 

You could spend the rest of the afternoon watching a movie on the private theatre or spending the evening reading next to Jumin, but when was the time to go to bed, he ran and locked his bedroom. 

With the pass of the months, the news about your engagement were banished and the gossip about you and Jumin in magazines, tv programs and tabloids limited to only an article or none, problably  "The triple alliance" , that's how you refer to Jumin, Eve and May, had to do with it.

The wedding was organized by  Jaehee, Eve and Ali, except for MC, because her pregnancy was really advanced. However, they were really excited about it. The RFA's  girls  felt in debt with you since the party. You became their good friend. 

The day of the wedding has been prepared, the dress, the reception, the groom, the security was prepared by Eve, Zen was the singer of your wedding.

Inside the rooms of a church,you were in front of a mirror, wearing a replica from the wedding you burnt in Jumin's villa, your hair style was a vintage one, the make up was light but you had red liptick to make it more dramatic. 

You felt divine. 

A pair of eyes peep from the door behind you, it was Jumin in a white tuxedo, elegant and handsome. You couldn't belive he was about to become your husband.

"Love, you look beautiful."

You blushed with his remark while he looked at you with mesmerised eyes, but that day was not full of sweets and marshmallow, because someone was behind Jumin's back. 

A hair color you knew better than anyone, those pair of eyes which made you cry, that smile which you dreamed to see again. It was Jihyun.

"Love, I know he's the last person you want to see this day, but he wants to talk with you." 

The person you cried until you fell asleep was in front of you, as if nothing had happened. He entered in the room, like he was an outsider in all of this, you were angry, but even so, you had to talk with him.

"Yes, sure"

Jumin felt like the world tumbled with your answer, he felt that if he left you alone with Jihyun. He'll never see you again, but he could see in your eyes, your real feelings, so he calmed himself and left the room.

"...Hey! Hi!" Jihyun spoke first to you in an awkard manner.

"...yeah...Hi! How have you been?!"

"Fine, thank you for asking....Wow, this is a wedding...hehehe..."

"Yeah...How it's your wife?"

"Oh!...She's good, she's been improving a lot, we are moving in a few days to Alaska"

"That's great!"

You felt how awkard the air was inside the room. However, this was your opportunity to say good bye to the person who was a big part of your life, and finally wish him luck.

"Hey, do you want to take a seat?" You asked him politely.

"Yes, sure.."

"Jihyun look..." You mumbled.

"Why don't we escape from this wedding and live together in far away place?" He asked out of nowhere. 

"What?...No! Wait, I don't want to go back with you. You have a wife that you chose to be with and I'm going to marry your best friend who I love with all my heart!"

"...Ah, yes...you're right..."

"Yes!"

"I love you, tho. No matter who you are the rest of your life and no matter who I'm going to be the rest of my life. I will always love you" He spoke desperately.

"Jihyun *sign*... I'm going to tell you this once and only once. So listen, I loved you, more than anyone I have ever loved in my life, but you hurted me like anyone ever have done in my life. Our relationship was one of the best things that happened in my life, but also the most painful one. You chose the guilt over love, I chose love. I wish you the best  luck and be happy!" 

Your eyes were watering when you said those words to Jihyun, he was crying. He finally could see you in a wedding dress, but the groom wasn't him. You were his soulmate, but you found the love of your life. 

"Maybe in our next life, we can be together, but you're right. I chose and you chose. We took different paths. I wish you luck on your married life and here, this is my wedding gift for you..."

He grabbed your hand and gave you a portrait of Jumin when he was a child. 

"Thank you, Jumin didn't let me see his old photos!" You smiled with an special shine. 

Jihyun could only see how bright you looked when you saw the portrait of the man of your life. Lastly, with regret and sadness in his heart, he leaned toward you and gave you a kiss on your forehead. 

"I love you, have a good life. Good bye." 

And with that, Jihyun turned his back and left the room. Jumin was outside of the room, he felt insecure, but at the same time he had his trust in you, and he was right when he saw Jihyun leaving the room with some tears in his eyes. He felt bad for his friend but also relief. Jumin rushed where Jihyun was. 

"V... I mean Jihyun..."

"Make her happy, Jumin..."

"Yes, I will...where are you going?"

"I'm going back  to Jeju island and take Rika with me to Alaska."

"Wait, today?! I thought you will take the flight in a few days..."

"Yes, I don't have the strenght to bear with all of this. It's better if I go"

"Jyhyun...I...I'm sorry..." Jumin said in a apologetic voice. 

"Jumin, we are going to be fine. Now go with her, she's waiting for you"

"Yes...go to the back gate, that way the other members won't see you."

"Yeah, thank you, Jumin"

They hugged like brothers who would never see each other again and parted ways.

Finally, after all the drama on the back, the ceremony was taking place. 

You were in the entrance of the church holding Jumin's arm walkig slowly but firm to the altar. 

Once in front of the altar, Jumin and you gave your wedding vows, exchange rings and sign your marriage with a kiss. 

The reception was fun and chaotic. Yoosung took the opportunity to proposed to Ali in the middle of the dance floor. Ali rejected him, but only because Yoosung had to travel to Ali's country and ask her hand to her dad, after that she plans to say yes. 

Saeran and Jaehee plan to have a trip together and asked Jumin permission on the wedding, he didn't had any other option than agreed. That was Saeran's plan. 

And to end your night, MC entered in labour when Zen was in the middle of his performance. 

All of you had to rush the the nearest hospital. So Jumin came out with the idea of taking MC in the wedding limo he prepared for the wedding. 

"Come on, Saeyoung! Get in the car! Driver Kim, take us to the hospital!" Jumin yelled.

"OH GOD, PLEASE KILL ME!" MC screamed in pain.

"MC please bear with the pain, we are taking you to the hospital!" Saeyoung spoke with fear.

"Yes...You're going to be a dad, Saeyoung..." 

"YES! I'M GOING TO BE A DAD AND MY BROTHER AN UNCLE!"

"Yes, I heard you, stupid brother. Now take my sis to the hospital" Saeran answered annoyed.

"Saeran!" Jaehee screamed to Saeran.

"Eve wenny, my performance was ruined!"Zen spoke with dissapoinment.

"Don't worry Zenny, it worth since we are going to be uncle and aunt!" Eve tried to cheer him up.

"MC, Do you want sugar?" Yoosung asked innocently.

"YOOSUNG! I'M NOT A COW"

"Yoosy, don't worry. We cacth the on the hospital. Let's go" Ali encouraged Yoosung.

MC, Saeyoung and you get inside the limo and driver Kim drove all the way to the hospital. 

The doctors and nurses recived MC and take her to the labour ward. 

The other members were on their way to the hospital, while Saeyoung was inside with MC.

You and Jumin were on the waiting room, helding hands. Your head on his shoulder. 

"Happy wedding day, wife!"

"Hahaha. Happy wedding day, husband.From here on, what do you think is awaiting to us?"

"I don't know...but anything is fine, if you are with me..."

Both of you shared a kiss and from here on, the hapiness was your only path.

                                                          The End

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The regret in the path... (Extra chapter)

Hello, nurses! This chapter is complementary to the other ones. I plan to post two more extra chapters for this story. 

Enjoy!

 He picked up the phone because he knew it was rare that his best friend called him a time like this. But now he regretted it. He shoudn’t have answered the call. The last thing he remembered was a “Sorry, Jihyun. I didn’t plan it.” After that the only thing he could answer was “It’s fine. It’s nobody fault” But he lied, it was his fault. After hung up with Jumin. He feel something on his throat, the air with much difficulty go through his lungs. At that time his guilt felt bigger than the love he felt for you, but now he hates himself, he lose you but not like that time on the cafe when the opportunity to held you back and never let go. No, this time is much worst, you fell in love with his best friend and he can’t do anything.

The door open and the pretty blond girl steps inside and tell him that the dinner is ready. He flinches when she put her hand on his shoulder and look at him to know if he is fine. But he has the look lost in some other place, she knows it and the only thing she can do is bring the dinner to his studio. She gets back to the kitchen thinking about how is now with her, how he came back to her, but deeply in her heart knows that the man that is inside of that studio has his heart in another part, but she prefers fool herself, because even if he does have it, he’s with her.

Now is the night. He’s on his bed with his beautiful wife at his side, although he can’t sleep. 

The thoughts of you share the same bed with Jumin, kiss him, hug him and be intimate are haunting his sleep. 

He misses your touch, your warm, your kisses, all the crazy stuff you always do or happen to you. He loves you and he screwed it. He gets up from his bed, goes to his closet and puts a coat and a pair of boots to get a walk. It’s frezzing outside, but he can’t feel the cold. He starts walking with no direction. Then suddenly when he puts  his hand inside the pocket of the coat he found a necklace, but no any necklace, it was yours necklace. The one he took off when you were on the airport  going on a business trip, the one he gave you for your birthday, the one you used every day. Now his chicks feel wet and his view is blurry. He wasn’t yours and you weren’t his anymore. The howl and the scream of pain couldn’t compare with the strongest pain he has ever felt in his life. Not even when Rika let him blind or when he was shot by Saeran. He loves you, but you don’t love him anymore.

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Paths (Jumin X reader) Part#23

A few weeks have passed since the incident in Saeyoung's bunker and the party is in a few days. 

Since that day, you wanted to sleep with Jumin, in his room. But he refused everytime, and everytime,  he  gave you a lecture about how couples have to wait to their wedding day to share  the bed. But that no sense made being insistent, because you've already shared the bed.

Your days became more hectic, because the job and the organization of the party were demandant.

The days passed and finally the RFA party was taking place. You compromised to invite the bets of the best, and thanks to your work you did. 

There were chefs, designers, actors and actresses, musicians and more. 

All were happy with your work. MC's leg was better and Saeyoung was showing off the ultrasound of his twins with all the members of the  RFA and the guests. But the last battle for you it has not finished, Mr. Han, Jumin's dad was at the party with his girlfriend. 

Even if Jumin has been annoying with you when you request sharing the bed, beside that everything was fine whinch made you confussed but you let it passed since you were more bussy than ever.

So, you went to the restroom, checked your make up, your hair, your teeth and breath. You were stunning. 

Once you were out the restroom. Jumin went where you were and brought you near his father.  Your hands were sweating and the mouth got suddenly dry, but it's late, you were in front of him. 

"Good evening, Mr. Han. I'm Jumin's girlfriend. I hope you have a lovely evening"

He ignored you and directed his gaze to Jumin.

"Jumin, are you sure about this?"

"Yes, I am, father."

"But this...lady wasn't engaged with V!"

"Excusme?!"

"Oh, please! You only came near to my son because you wanted to get revenge against V, child!"

Yes, you had ulterior motives to be near Jumin, but it wasn't to take revenge against anyone, you felt offended but at the same time you couldn't talk back.  

"Father! I'm the one who approached her in first place and I love her!"

 "Whatever was the case! I'm against this relationship!"

"Father!"

"Jumin, it's for your own good!"

You began to feel bad. Jumin was having an argument with his father and you were the reason. You wanted to break the argument but someone else voice intervened.

"I approve this relationship" The sweet voice of Mr. Han's was the one you heard.

"But you don't have opinion in this!" Jumin asseverated with cold voice.

"Honey bee! I know you want that Jumin accept you, but this is not the way!"

"Mon cher, who do you think I am?"

"But my angel..."

"No but! I did the background check because you asked me, but I know she's a good child"

"But amore..."

The old couple was having a disccusion infront of both of you. Jumin and you were only watching the scene as outsiders.  All of sudden, a delicate hand grabbed your arm, it was Eve and beside her was Zen. 

"Sorry, I should be here before. Mom, please present you!"

"Oh, yes! Sorry, honey for the late introduction. I'm May, Eve's mom and the CEO of  Daffodil, the most famous and beauty company. Nice to meet you." 

You were shocked, the woman who directed the company where you buy all your skincare products and medicine was in front of you. 

"But mon amour! She's gonna be atttacked by the media sooner or later and she will be the number one gold digger!"}

"Amore, you shouldn't worry abou it, doesn't it, Jumin?" 

"Yes, that's right"

What you didn't know, it's that Jumin talked with Eve's mom. They arranged that the media coulnd't talked about you or your past. 

May and Jumin worked together and threatened all the heart magazines. If they published anything related to you, the patronage of the C&R and and Daffodil was going to be canceled. And there was more. 

Jumin payed Eve to stop anything related to you. 

Even Eve's company was small, the entreteiment company she owns was very important, because she didn't only have Zen , she owns other talents working for her and idols who started to debut on the foreing countries with mayor success and what was more important, she began to have big deals with CEO's from other companies who own pusblising houses and magazines. If they dared to publised anything about you, the journalist and the editor career is over.

"Amore, Eve met her and told me she's a good girl."

"But honey bee! She might be only with my son for the money. She can be like the women who were with me before meeting you"

You kept quite for a while, but this last remark made you really mad.

"Sorry for my insolence, Mr. Han. But I'm not with Jumin because of his money. What kind of woman could be with someone as arrogant, cold and rude as Jumin only for money?!"

"Love...calm down..."

"Sssh! Jumin...Money don't buy mental health, Mr. Han! You can pay for a therapist but the irritation and the bad moments make you lose time and that never comes back! But depite that, I love him, he showed me the real man behind the suit. We have been sharing real moments, anguish moments, lovely and mad moments. I'm with him because he's real and he's with me because... I don't know why he's with me, but I know this, what we have is irreplaceable."

Jumin burts in laughs. His father was with no words, because he couldn't remember when was the last time when his son laughed so hard. Everyone in the room was surprised. 

"hahahahahha...Father, with all the respect you deserve. I'm in love with this woman, depite her bad character, her big mouth and how unpredictable she is. The way she acts of nowhere and she treat me as a normal human being in the world when she tells me what she thinks, those are the things I love the most in the world. We hurted us, however, we heal us too.  We love each other and for that..."

All the room had their eyes on you. You never expected he laughed and declared his feelings at the party, but what you didn't expect, he was kneeling in front of you.

"Love,  I was waiting the moment to be the two of us, but since you did that peculiar confession. I want to the same."

In one of his pockets, a little blue box came out and put it in front of you with a ring in form of a cat.

"Love, will you marry me?"

Immediately, you put your hands on your mouth. You were mute, but you didn't think twice and answer with some tears in your eyes.

"Yes, I will"

Maybe this time you can share the bed.

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Paths (Jumin X reader) Part#22

The last thing you remembered is MC coming where you were sobbing as a baby, and how she brought you to the guest room, you layed your body in the bed, you cried a bit more and finally you fell asleep.

The sound of the clock on the guest room made you wake up at 3:00 a.m. Your eyes were swollen and you could felt the dry tears all over your face. You had your eyes wide open, and saw nothing that the darkness of the room and the only sound on the room was that clock. 

You were more quiet, your chest felt better and even if you made a tantrum in front of some unkown people, your mind felt better and clearer than before. You turned your body facing the roof and since your mind was clear. Your thoughts began to settle down. 

Yes, Jihyun left you, but it wasn't because Jumin told him to do so. It was because his guilt made him chose like that, maybe he didn't love you enough. It hurted, but he made a decision, Jumin didn't forced him. 

Yes, Jumin lied to you, but you  did too. You only signed the contract to know more about Jihyun and then you got what you wanted.  Jumin had to bear with your bad atttitude, your tantrums and your spite. But he didn't complain even once. He helped you with Salem and made you a surprise party with everyone, he presented his friends to you, you were presented to his friends and whatever MC meant about protecting you from the media. You felt dumb. 

The memory of him laughing with you, arguing, chatting, eating together and spending  the night together, made you remind how much you love him and that you weren't precisely a saint. It was time to grow up and face him.

All of sudden, you heard screams which made you flinched. You got afraid until you could recognized the voice. 

You jumped out of the bed, when you were outside of the room, Saeyong was already on the hall and walked to the speaker.

"What is the password?~"

"Saeyoung, please tell me where she is!"

"That's not the password~" 

"...Please! if she is with you, let me in!"

"That's not the password~"

"....*sign* Alright, if you let me in, I allow you to play half an hour with  Elizabeth the 3rd!"

"That's not the password, but that's a deal!"

Saeyoung pressed the botton and a sweaty Jumin without tie and desperate face entered in the room. 

When he saw you, immediately he ran toward you.

He hugged you and sank his face in your arms. 

You hugged  him back, everything was in silence. Until MC went out of her room how she could and called back Saeyong. 

"Honey, come! Let's give them some space"

"But MC this is so sweet! Let me see!" 

"No! We have to get up early in the morning! Now, go to bed!"

"But honey! Awww!"

MC gave a pierce look to Saeyoung and he went back to the room with his face down. "Come on, dear~Talk with Jumin!" 

"Yes, I will..."

Once, Saeyoung and MC are on their room. You took Jumin's hand and walked to the living room.

"So...were you looking for me?"

"...Yes. Whan I arrived home and didn't see you there. I was afraid...that you left me forever. And the only thought of you leaving my side...I couldn't stand it..."

His hands were trembling, it wasn't because he felt cold, he felt fear. You saw a vulnerable part of him which made you took his head on your hands, tilted your head and gave him a kiss.

"Jumin, I love you" You smiled at him.

He was startled, but immediately, he held you in his arms and whispered on your ears with tembling voice.

"I love you too, my love...Please forgive me..."

" I don't have anything to forgive. You saw the childiest and worst part of me, too. Let's star over, don't you think?" 

"Yes. Hello, my name is Jumin Han. The CEO of C&R, I love cats, whine. I'm a bad driver and I’m the man who loves you."

In the morning, Jumin and you are sleeping next to each other, holding hands. MC and Saeyong got out of the room, they giggled  while seeing how lovely both of you were. Unfortunately for driver Kim had to sleep on the car, you felt bad for him, so you told Saeyoung and MC you had to go back with Jumin. 

The couple who recived you and Jumin and you were outside of the bunker saying good bye. 

"Saeyoung, thank you for taking care of my girlfriend"

"Your welcome, but don't forget you promise!~" 

"...I won't. I'm a man of my word."

"Yay!~ Eli wait for me!"

Jumin was displeased with the deal, but Saeyoung couldn't let him in without anything in exchange.

Finally, MC was sending you off with her crutches under her arms.

"Dear, anytime you need a friend, call me or send me a message!"

"Yes, I will. Thank you for all and I'm sorry for the scene I made last night"

"You know what? I feel we are friends but I know about your secrets and you know barely knew anything about me"

"Yes, that's right....hehehe" You felt a little bit shy.

"Then let me tell you a secret~"

"...yeah...sure, why not?"

"I'm pregnat of twins, but ssshhh, don't tell anyone. Not even my husband~"

She winked you and you swore her not telling a soul about her pregnancy. 

Jumin raised his hand toward you, with a sign of holding hands. You reached his hand and held it. Both of you walked to the car where the poor driver Kim was waiting. 

Both of you were going back home together.

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Paths (Jumin X reader) Part#21

All the way to the Saeyong and MC's house, your mind was saved to overthink about Jumin's confession since they spent all the ride singing the last song of Grease.

"We go togetherLike rama lama lama ka dinga da dinga dong

Remembered forever

As shoo-bop sha wadda wadda yippity boom de boom

Chang chang changitty chang sha-bopThat's the way it should beWah-oooh, yeah!*unisone*"

You lean your head  to rest your head, close your eyes and put your mind in blanck. 

From time to time, you opened an eye and saw how MC and Saeyong held hands, rub their noses and gave little pecks on their lips.

In another time of your life, you might felt a little embarrased, but this time you felt happy for them and nostalgic. Your mind brought back the image of Jumin, you didn't know if you could forgive him for what he did. For an instant you wanted to cry, but you limited to lean your head agan, close your eyes and slept all the way. 

"Honey! Hey, wake up?" A sweet voice sounded between dreams. 

"Visiter, we arrived to the space station!" An annoying voice invaded your dreams. 

"Just a bit more..." You mubled."

Isn't that guy...JIHYUN AND JUMIN?!" Saeyoung screamed next to your ear.

"WHAT?!" You got up and stumbled with Saeyoung's car.

"Hahahaha! You're funnier than Yoosung! hahahaha!" Saeyong was laughing hard, but MC hit his arm."Stop it! She is not fine and your mocking her!" 

"Sorry, honey! I couldn't help it~" Saeyoung made a cute face and winked to MC, while you were on the ground with your knee hurted. Suddenly, your view became blurry and you face wet, the sobbing was inevitable. 

You started criying. "I told you!...Come on, dear! Get up, this bully is not going to hurt you anymore! Come on, Saeyong! Open the bunker!" 

"Oh, yes!" You couldn't understand what Saeyong said to open the door of his house, but you were sure he spoke in arab.

Once inside, MC abligated to Saeyong to gave you a blancket, a cup of tea and tissues. Your mascara was all over your face and you had puffy eyes. You began to wonder since when you became such a crying mess. Maybe since Jihyun left you or maybe since you met Jumin? The answer didn't came and made you wanted to cry more, but MC stoped you. "Dared, dared! You know, dear. You shouldn't cry for a man!~" 

"I wasn't...crying for a man..."

"You are not deceiving anyone, dear! We know everything!~ " Saeyoung implied with the movement of his eyebrowns.

 "...Do you?....Do you know evething, everything?"

"Of course! The super agent 707 and the cute agent 606 knows  E V E R Y T H I N G!  We know about your relationship with V and the contract with Jumin! We investigated you~"

"So...you know...everyhting about me?!" You were upset and afraid with the people in front of you, which made you got up and looked for the entrance. If they were telling you the truth, they were awared about all your issues.

"Saeyoung! Don't scare our  guest!" MC yelled to Saeyong, turned her head and talked to you.

 "Dear, please! Take a seat!" MC made you sit down again, but her voice was so calming that you didn’t questionate her. 

"Ok....How much do you know?"

"Dear, maybe Jumin already told you about how I became a team member from the RFA, rigth?"

"Yes, he did..." 

"Well, then you know about Saeyoung's  job, right?"

"Yes, I do..."

"Then...yes, Saeyong and I did a background check about you when Jumin did the annoucement  about getting a girlfriend. Don't get us wrong, we did it since we didn't know anything about you and the way that Jumin got himself a girlfriend was weird to us."

"....So...you know about my engagement with Jihyun and the  contract with Jumin, don't you?" You were to direct, but it was because you wanted to know how much they know and didn't beat around the bush. 

They looked to each other and nodded their heads at the same time.

 "...Oh....Don't you hate me...?"

"Of couse not, dear! You didn't know anything! But trust us when we say that Jumin loves you, we never saw him that depressed after you ran to your room! He even had to pay to keep you save from the media...."

"The media?...Wait! Did you see our talk that day?!"

"Hehehe! I just wanted to see how was Eli doing since Salem wasn't with her anymore~" Saeyong scrached his back with an apologectic look in his face. 

However,you were more than upset and finally you exploded.

"None of you know about boundries?! I thought that I could trust in a man again...fall in love and move on from a relationship which was based on lies. I trust in two men who betrayed me. One splitted my relationship and the other one changed me for his ex because he felt guilty?! WHAT KIND OF BULLSHIT IS THAT?! WHAT KIND OF BULLSHIT...is that...?!" Finally, you crumbled in front of those two people you barely knew and look at  you with pitty, but you really didn't care. You felt hurted, they hurted you. 

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Paths (Jumin X reader) Part#20

The words which came from Jumin's mouth confussed you. You fell on the sofa near to you and with a perplexed face you opened you mouth.

"Ho...how?..."

Jumin got near you and grabbed your hands while he began to explain about the RFA and how MC came. 

He explained how MC arrived to Rika's apparment and the RFA, how Saeyong saved her from a bomb, how Rika was the leader of a cult and Saeran shoot Jihyun.  

He told you about how Yoosung and Zen protected Rika and send her to Alaska. How Jumin saved Jihyun's live and how he found where she was and how bad was her mental condition. When Jumin found Rika he couldn't stand see the woman he once loved and his friend so bad. Even if she did many bad deeds he couldn't let her be like that. So, he asked to his friend, Jihyun about Rika condition, Jumin knew about your relationship, but  Jumin never thougth that your relationship was worthy enough.

After the talked they had. Jihyun decided to go back with Rika, even if you were about to get married with him, Jihyun's guilt about Rika was bigger than his love for you. 

At this point of your life, you began to think that get lost on your thoughts was becoming an habit. 

The man you love send to the man you loved, his best friend, to the arms of a woman who let him blind and almost killed him!

You were furious and confused. You were overwhelmed, some tears came from your eyes. Jumin saw them but this time he didn't try to stop them. You got up from your seat and walked to your room. 

Jumin could only was seat in front of the place you were before with his eyes poiting the ground. 

Several days had already passed. Jumin and you hadn't spoken since that day, even if you live under  the same roof. You tried to avoid meeting with him , and he avoided metting you. 

You didn't know anymore if you love him anymore. 

In front of  the entrance of your work, at the end of your working day , you were standing as waiting for someone, but this someone didn't want to face you. Suddenly, a sporty red car parked in front of you, the window got down and two people that you know were inside. 

"Hey! Why the long face, fairlady?! Get on, we can give you a ride!" 

Saeyong with a cheerful voice which made you smirk a bit talked to you.

"Come on! Jump with us, we have chips and soda, little kiddo!" 

MC topped off with that line wiht made you laugh a bit more. 

"Yes, sure!"

You entered in the car. 

"Alright! Next stop, the 606 and 707 space station cave!"