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I just want to impregnant him now

Just saw The Big Short and I feel like I'm the dumbest person in the world

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Just saw The Big Short and I feel like I'm the dumbest person in the world

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I just wanna see Henri something..(i don't know if the movie told the family name of Henri or not. I don't remember anyway) becoming Henri Lerman. Do you get what I mean? Just that simple thing.

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So.. i have so many things to write. First, what i want to write and second, what i have to write (actually there is no difference between them for me)

But since life is being cruel to me i have absolutely no time for both! How amazing

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So.. I think I want to see an happy AU of the wounded man

Jean and Henri meet in a normal way, or at least in an understandable way and date like a normal couple. Live together in a shared house, eat meals with the money they earned legally

Or I would have loved to see them meeting like they did in the movie, but you know.. date in a less dangerous and unsettling way. Not in a way like sending someone who apparently has crush on you to the hotel to get raped by some old pervert...

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The exact summary of my life

fuck i need to study

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Gods i just want to see Charles and Anjou's boring and peaceful daily life in a short volume but since i am the founder of this shipping i need to write it myself

FUCK FUCK FUCK

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wtf? I just can't stop thinking about the wounded man

I am sure that I disliked it I really did not liked it at all except for Jean Hugues Anglade's innocent sad and beautiful face but still I can't stop reflecting over that movie what did you do to me Patrice Chereau

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Just saw the wounded man and I don't have much to say.

First of all Jean Hugues Anglade was so fucking gorgeous. Just, you know. Gorgeous

Secondly, I couldn't understand a single thing in this movie. Now I feel like I'm the dumbest person in the world. I think there is more deep story than just the depiction of an obsessive toxic horny homosexual relationship but don't know.. don't want to dig deeper into this film. It drained my energy

Lastly it made me horny and devastated at the same time, like la reine margot did.. never felt like this except for when I watch La Reine Margot

I cried almost an hour after watching the ending even though I couldn't understand the ending too.

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tbh giving a title to a fanfic is much harder than writing fanfic to me

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PSA

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To fanfiction writers have you ever cried during the writing because the context of the fic was so sad even though you were the one who came up with the idea in the first place?

Before now I thought that was not possible but I just found myself crying so hard while writing because the fic I'm writing now is so devastatingly sad

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Sometimes I just can't believe that I am the founder of the shipping I like. Means that I won't have any, any fic unless I write it. Also it means that I should create the tag on ao3 because nobody did before me..

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After watching La Reine Margot (1994) more than seven times I finally saw Coligny's response to Henri's line.. I thought Coligny was sincere with Charles. Maybe I was too naive

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I just looked up the English translation of Rouquine's masculine on Google and i just got more confused

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sometimes you need dialogue tags and don't want to use the same four

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When I see La Reine Margot, I always think Coconnas and La Mole's friendship is very homoerotic.. more than Nancay and Anjou's relationship