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[holydean]

i have a top surgery consultation in 4 days!! and i am terrified !!!

[holydean]

nothing quite like the stark realization that you don't actually mean anything to your friends!

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all the mice I'v drawn over the years are now available as prints in my InPrnt, now 15% off! link in my pinned,

reblogs appreaciated!

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I'm sorry you're having a hard time. I hope thing improve for you soon ❤

thank you kindly my sweet ❤️

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Hey, saw you are not doing well. I dunno how to help you, but i can send you this. Have a cute sleeping dog.

thank you very much ❤️ this is an adorable dog, thank you for being kind and reaching out. i appreciate you ❤️

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just feels like i've done absolutely everything i could to cope and im still in the same place. still the same person, still zero achievements, zero accomplishments. feels like i am wasting away.

i have tried for so many years to be optimistic, but im circling the drain now. in the end of it all i come back to the haunting realization that maybe none of this ever gets any better.

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guess who got MARRIED

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tumblr refuses to let me upload this lmao but my fiance bought me this sweater and i am obsessed and ready for fall

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my fiancé and i made a prototype for our reception centerpieces and i cant stop looking at the pictures. i'm so excited and it really sets in that in less than 2 months we're getting married

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give them sweaters and make them kiss as i always say. happy pride!

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everything in my life has been crumbling lately. everything is so hard, just so hard. i have nowhere else to put these feelings but here. it's like im a shell of my former self and i dont know how to crawl out of this

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got engaged today to the sweetest boy i know ❤

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babes

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okay unrelated but what was the funniest red flag in ur worst relationship

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Check your ko-fi, my friend.

i literally cannot even begin to thank you so much for your donation. ❤ you have genuinely saved me ❤ please let me know how i can ever begin to repay you. thank you so, so much.

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just broke my cintiq tablet that was my only means of work and supporting myself. it feels like my whole life is over and i am crushed.

if you're waiting on art from me, it'll be a hot minute until i can get it to you. i appreciate your patience and understanding.

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valentine’s day asks!

do you have a crush on anyone?

what’s your favorite candy?

favorite love song?

what was your first kiss like?

what was your last kiss like?

sexual/romantic orientation?

do you prefer poems or love letters?

favorite fanfic trope?

have you ever been in love?

favorite milkshake flavor?

dinner dates or brunch dates?

favorite flowers?

favorite perfume/cologne?

favorite candle scent?

what’s your ideal first date?

favorite love story?

what’s the most attractive thing a person could wear?

chocolate, vanilla, or red velvet?

snow, rain, or sun?

sweetest romantic memory?

favorite dating sim (and favorite character)?

fictional crushes?

what’s your dream wedding like?

what makes you blush?

do you believe in love at first sight?

do you believe in soulmates?

denim jackets, leather jackets, or bomber jackets?

what’s your sign?

are you single?

do you prefer to charm, or be charmed?

guitar or piano?

favorite romcom (or any romantic movie)?

do you fall in love easily?

valentine’s decorations: yay or nay?

would you prefer to propose or be proposed to? what’s your dream proposal?

cloud gazing or star gazing?

do you like to dance?

what’s your OTP?

kittens or puppies?

coffee, hot chocolate, or tea?

favorite soda?

do you prefer gazing wistfully out the window or lying dramatically over the sofa?

favorite ABBA song?

fuck/marry/kill? (anons name 3 people of your choice)

favorite pajamas?

favorite liquor?

do you think about love a lot?

a walk in the park or a walk on the beach?

hand kisses or nose kisses?

what’s your dreamhouse?