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Holy shit that's me

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I wake up and exist. That's about it.

Is studying really something? I mean, it doesn't feel like something. My body is not mine, my mind is a lead weight, heavier than any chain I've ever dragged. And maybe that's exactly what I'm doing—dragging my own dead corpse, waiting for it to finally decompose so I can stop pretending it's still alive.

And sure, I guess I feel things. Maybe. If exhaustion counts. But I'm not here to weave some beautiful, tragic, breathtaking poetic nonsense. I'm just tired.

I can't reach my goals. I can't even hold onto them. They slip right through me because, frankly, I don't care about them. They aren't mine. I've been patronizing them for my entire life like a bad role in a play I never auditioned for but that is the best one they got and now I'm stuck, lying to myself every day.

But I have to reach those goals. Right? Right? That's what I was told. That's what I have to do. Drag myself through a life I don't want, just to prove something to—who, exactly? If it's even a who (tbh)

Do I even want to be alive? It's not like I want to die. I just want to drift, aimless, weightless, like a jellyfish lost in the open ocean. No conscience, no expectations, no time. Just the currents, moving me wherever they please.

But no, I'm not at the point of no return. Not yet. I'd know if I was. For now, I just keep moving, working harder than a corporate animator on a never-ending abusive cycle. Sure. Yea. Sure.

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Bro there was no need to be this aggressive....

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*Wip*! °•CAITVI | Sesbian Lex Session ☆~`

No warnings just fluff and smut (explict but more a subtle) actually its my first smut so if ya have advices, go ahead♡

Caitlyn's fingers traced gently through Vi's fiery red hair, cradling her head tenderly as Vi was eating her out, her movements slow and sloppy messy against Caitlyn's core.

There's gaze flickered upward, catching sight of her *Cupcake's* expression- a perfect portrait of ecstasy.

Caitlyn's flushed face was framed by the bite of her lower lip, her body trembling with each surge of pleasure. Soft, breathy moans spilled from her lips, resonating through the room, a symphony of desire that fueled Vi's every motion.

Caitlyn's soft, British-accented voice spilled out in tender whispers of her lover's name, each syllable carrying an intimate warmth that drew a genuine grin from the redhead.

Their eyes met, locking in a gaze that seemed to reflect their very souls back into one another. Caitlyn's nails pressed into Vi's tattooed back, leaving faint trails of passion as she clung to her lover, their bare bodies entwined in perfect harmony. In that moment, they became one-two hearts beating as a single entity, overwhelmed by a whirlwind of emotions. But above all, the love they shared unbreakable even from all the agony that came from the recent events.

Whispering sweet nothings close to her ear as the feeling of the teeths biting the helix, leaving a hickey with that responsive gasp from the bluehead

Her scarred lips began their ascent from Caitlyn's pelvis, planting a trail of tender, lingering kisses along her soft skin. Each touch was deliberate, worshipful, gliding from the toned curve of her abs to the delicate line of her collarbone, leaving no spot behind.

However the lips hovered near Cait's ear, her voice dipped into a husky whisper, spilling sweet nothings that sent shivers down her partner's spine. The sensation of Vi's teeth grazing her helix, followed by the soft sting of a love bite, drew a sharp, breathy gasp from the blue-haired woman-a sound of both surprise and delight.

"Fuck" Vi muttered under her breath with a smirk, she was clearly very fond of this so activity, but not only just the intimate physical glee but also for the deeper meaning it carried it was a proof of their trust.

This wasn't merely an act; it was a testament to their bond, a proof of the unwavering trust they shared.

How two people could trust eachother so much to offer their body and the raw and vulnerabilty of such to another human being, and they had that, in abundance. It wasn't just about passion; it was about the rare and precious connection they nurtured, where trust and love mixed, making every moment between them sacred.

"I fucking need you," Caitlyn breathed, her voice trembling with a mix of urgency and hesitation. For just a heartbeat, she faltered-before closing the gap, crushing her lips against Vi's with fiery desperation. Their mouths collided, tongues entwining in a heated battle for dominance, a dance of passion that left them both breathless.

Their hands tangled in each other's hair, pulling one another closer as if the distance between them was unbearable. Legs chained to eachother, thighs brushing and pressing as they stumbled backward, crashing into the cold, unyielding wall. But neither cared about the chill-it only heightened the feverish intensity of their lust and proclivity.

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Happy birthday to me.. The best gift for me on this day will be a repost.. ^^

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Happy halloween.

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SUA X MIZI SPOILER!!!

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IVANTILL☆°`

>_<

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From my insta luni.xdraw

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I know the new Hunger Games book announcement is exciting. But in what world are we hearing more about a book announcement than we are about the bombing of 40 children in a UN school-turned-refugee shelter? These two events occurred on the same day. Only one is being widely spoken about in the media.

Let’s not forget why Suzanne Collins wrote the series in the first place. One night, she was watching TV, flipping back and forth between coverage of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan and a reality-TV show. That's when she had the idea that would ultimately turn into The Hunger Games.

Please don’t let pop culture distract you from a genocide.

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This isn’t something I’ve been very vocal about on this platform because I know it is an escape of sorts for so many and I want this blog to remain a safe place. Most importantly, I want you to know that I am not anti anyone and I do not believe that anyone on this earth should be suffering like this.

Update: we’re welcoming a new family as we have helped Rana & Salam almost half way to their goal! 💕

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I wanted to post my Katniss fan art but tumblr wont let me :')

Any ideas why?

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Silly ass drawing

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it is dangerous to promote unverified fundraisers! marryum-aljabill/Murryum Al Jabill/Marryum Al Jabill is a scammer. they previously linked to the same paypal account that @/nashonimudaki and @/certainblizzardvoid (both documented scammers running an insulin scam) use

what's more, the only pictures posted on their gogetfunding link are taken from these three articles

https://www.timesofisrael.com/uk-charities-urge-government-to-welcome-gazans-with-family-ties-in-britain/ https://www.channelnewsasia.com/world/israel-hamas-war-gaza-talks-truce-ramadan-mossad-netanyahu-4184131 https://dppa.un.org/en/un-chief-calls-israel-to-spare-civilians-more-suffering-gaza

would you mind deleting their scam from your blog, or clearly labeling it as a scam so it doesn't spread to others?

please familiarize yourself with the pinned posts of some current scammers while they are still under these usernames: taheeeramohamed, stevmwita, thoughtfulfestivallove, keenladysussymerrriine, lucymkiraa, swagprincessfire, nashonimudaki, marryum-aljabill, quoradigestere, atomiclovedestiny, choppedphilosopherwitch, nako700

i really recommend looking at their pinned posts in order to better recognize scams, not just using this list as a blocklist, because once they are terminated they each will immediately remake their scams under a new username

Thanks for telling me i will inform myself first :')