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Today i didn't get out of bed until 5pm. I watched YouTube videos even though my house is currently a huge mess, I haven't showered or even brushed my teeth. Then I went to the store for cigarettes which took about an hr to do b/c the thought of going outside gave me anxiety. I waited until night because somehow it's not as overwhelming. Is this kinda pathetic and gross? Some may say so. But at this point I have learned otherwise. This is why it irks me that depression is used so casually, it is so much more than sadness. It is debilitating. But... I survived the day. I managed to eat, and I went outside for a little, even though it wasn't maybe for the best intentions. I didn't hurt myself although I thought about it, and I'm still alive. So in my books... Depression 0 - Tani 1 ☺️

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⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ Part 2.

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⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ Part 1. Thoughts after being discharged from the Barbados Psychiatric hospital.

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do you ever just want to scream because the people who mistreated you are out there living perfectly fine lives and probably don’t even think twice about you or what they did to you?? does that make anyone else just so god damn angry??

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school is like if you do not have a mental illness one will be provided for you

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If I’m moaning you moaning too.. only duets in the bedroom

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Last post of the year, I guess! Thanks to all my new followers for joining.  Have you tried the site yet? www.swordscomic.com If you’re not following me on Instagram, now is a great time!  We’re getting super duper close to 100k followers! https://www.instagram.com/swordscomic/

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goin home to be ugly in peace is one of my fav things to do

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Psychology Daily - Quotes

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Psychology Daily - Quotes

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