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Real

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I would rather die skinny than live FAT

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Needing someone to make me feel bad so I have more reasons to ⭐️ve myself. I need to feel guilt and shame

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⭐️VE

Because no one will ever love you if you’re fat

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I need someone to slap me and tell me that being too tired isn’t an excuse to work out more 😮‍💨😮‍💨

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I just want the dream body, dream husband, dream house, dream life. But it all starts with a dream body and there’s only one way to get there

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Ugh. On a alcohol cleanse because even when I didn’t eat I would drink an entire 12 pack 🤪

Now the hard part is how freaking boring life is when you aren’t completely plastered by 8pm

I stepped on the scale though and we are down 3 lbs while on my period 😏😮‍💨 feeling real nice about it

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Watching super size vs super skinny and I’m getting so jealous 😩😩😩

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"but i'm so hvngry"

no you're not, youre just f4t and need to drink more water.

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The guy I like just subtly called me ugly. Like of course you think that. I’m disgusting. Maybe when I get to my gw he will finally see me

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Ugh even the thought of a single calorie makes me want to throw up

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you’re not hungry. you’re bored. you keep opening the fridge hoping something new will appear but nothing. you deserve nothing.

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I actually feel disgusted with myself. I was pressured into eating a cheeseburger today for a work party because everyone was staring at me not eating. Ughh I didn’t even know they were getting food so I already had my food for the day for breakfast. So much for a low c4l day. I feel like a p1g

😕😣

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I just ate too much. Now I have an overwhelming thought in my brain to go puke it all up

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Are there any SC GCs? I feel super lonely and lowkey need some friends

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Imagine going into a store and you can pick out whatever you want because your body is goals.

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ed Tv shows and movie recommendations

yt:

- starving secretes

- what’s eating you?

- it’s your fault i’m fat

- super sized vs super skinny

- red band society

movies:

- starving in suburbia

- sharing the secret

- to the bone

- my skinny sister

- when friendship kills

- feed