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It's cold , come inside ....

Hi loves !

It's ages I wrote something in the last month I am so obssed with Yellow jackets

So there is my story with Shauna x Jackie

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Shauna watched as Jackie left the room, and deep panic settled in her gut. The words still echoed in her mind.

The others were watching her. Shauna felt tears well up—tears she shouldn’t have felt. Not after the way Jackie had yelled at her.

“Fuck,” she mumbled, pushing herself toward the door.

“Shauna? Where are you going?” Tai’s voice was quiet, but the others seemed frozen when they realized what she was about to do.

She couldn’t stop. She had to find Jackie. It couldn’t end like this.

Throwing on her hoodie, she stepped outside. The night air bit into her skin, sharp and unforgiving. She was sure the first deep freeze would come tonight. Maybe even snow.

For a moment, she just stood on the porch, anxiety twisting in her stomach. Then she spotted Jackie, struggling to make a fire.

Slowly, carefully, she moved toward her.

“Jackie…?” she spoke softly. “Come inside, or you’ll freeze to death.”

Jackie didn’t look at her. “Like it wouldn’t make you all happier,” she muttered, her voice trembling. She was curled up, hugging her knees.

“No, it wouldn’t,” Shauna said quietly, sinking to her knees in front of her.

Jackie let out a shaky breath, her whole body trembling. “Everyone here hates me. So maybe I’ll just stay. Fall asleep and never wake up.”

Shauna felt her heart shatter. “No. No, Jackie.” She reached out, trying to touch her hands, but Jackie pulled away.

“Please…” Shauna’s voice broke. She had to tell her the truth.

“You asked me why I did it. Why I slept with Jeff. It wasn’t because I wanted to steal him from you, or because I was jealous of you—not the way you think.” Her voice trembled. The first snowflakes started to fall, but neither of them noticed.

“Jackie, I don’t care about Jeff. Yes, I did something a friend shouldn’t do. But it was because…I was sure I couldn’t have you.”

Jackie’s head snapped up, her eyes finally meeting Shauna’s. They were both shivering, the cold seeping deep into their bones.

“Have me?” Jackie murmured.

“Yes. It probably sounds stupid to you, but I wanted to be closer to him because I thought he was close to you. I didn’t imagine I was you, Jackie. I imagined he was you.”

Shauna swallowed hard, blinking away tears. “I wished I could be with you. That you could love me. But I was too afraid to say it.”

The silence that followed was terrifying.

Jackie just stared at her, her expression unreadable. But in that moment, memories flickered through her mind—moments with Jeff. How forced it had felt. How weird it had been when he tried to touch her, how wrong it felt deep inside, a feeling she had tried to suppress. She had told him she wanted to wait until marriage, but maybe she had only been trying to protect herself from the truth.

Because when Shauna held her hand, or when they hugged, it felt different. It felt right. It made her feel safe. It made her want to hold on forever.

“Why didn’t you tell me sooner, Shauna?” Jackie asked softly, shifting so that they were kneeling in front of each other. Shauna couldn’t even look at her now.

“People… people say girls can’t love each other. My parents are so conservative they’d kick me out if they ever found out how I feel about you.”

Jackie reached out, taking Shauna’s hands in hers, warming them between her palms.

“And I wasn’t even sure if you felt anything for me. I was so scared of losing you. And now I have, haven’t I?” Shauna’s voice broke again.

Jackie squeezed her hands. “No, you haven’t, you idiot.”

Shauna let out a breath she didn’t realize she was holding. Jackie’s voice was softer now.

“I was so hurt because I thought you just wanted him. But if you…” Jackie hesitated. “If you want me?”

Shauna let out a small, breathless laugh. “Who’s the silly one now?” she whispered. “Of course I want you. Not Jeff. Never Jeff.”

That was all Jackie needed.

She wrapped her arms around Shauna, pulling her close. Their bodies melted together, even as the freezing air made them both shiver.

“I want you too,” Jackie whispered against her ear. “I know I was being a bitch.”

Shauna wasn’t sure how long they knelt there in the snow, holding each other, their bodies trembling from cold and emotions too big to name.

But they couldn’t stay out here.

“Come inside with me,” Shauna whispered. “Please.”

Jackie hesitated only for a second before taking Shauna’s hand, their stiff, frozen fingers entwining.

When they stepped back inside, the others were still awake, their faces filled with relief, but no one said a word. The warmth inside was almost painful, their skin stinging from the sudden change. But Shauna never let go of Jackie’s hand.

Jackie sat down first, and Shauna followed without thinking. She pulled the blankets over them, wrapping them in a cocoon of warmth. Jackie was still shivering, so Shauna did the only thing that felt right. She pulled her close, holding her tight.

Jackie didn’t resist. Instead, she curled into her, hiding her face in Shauna’s shoulder. A shaky breath escaped her lips.

“Shauna?” she whispered.

“Yeah?”

“Don’t let me go.”

Shauna’s arms tightened around her. “I won’t. I promise.”

Outside, the storm raged. But inside, beneath the blankets, they were warm. They were safe.

They were together.

And for now, that was enough.

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sometimes i forget that yellowjackets isn’t a cute little show about gay teenage girls but it’s actually about LITERAL CANNIBALISM.

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Wands up for the Witch who gave us ginger newts and taught us to dance for a ball. Your legacy lives on in all of us who refuse to be intimidated. You will be missed Professor.

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I am gonna try and participate!

This event runs from the 3rd - 9th of September 2024.

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i've had francesca x michaela for one episode but if something happens to them i will kill everyone in the room and then myself

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Russian culture is bloody terror

I just can't...

I fucked up my sleep schedule once again. Fuck Russia. Fuck russians. All russians are guilty. I must remind the world about it every bloody time.

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Women in suit....gods

Star Trek: Voyager I "The Killing Game Part 1"

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The Master, meeting the Doctor again after being trapped in the Toymaker's tooth: Oh, so do you use that "Let's travel the stars together" speech on every guy who tries to kill you? Whore.

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ALEX KINGSTON AS RIVER SONG IN DOCTOR WHO

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Sorry I can’t get over the fact that we know for sure that fifteen will meet the master (and like that’s not exactly shocking because only nine and eleven didn’t but still) and fifteen is so!!! He calls people “love” and “honey” and the master Will die on the spot if they get called a pet name by the doctor! Imagine koschei getting called “sweetheart” (can be sincere or condescending dealers choice) they will faint like a victorian maiden!

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Can we just appreciate for a moment how beautiful Alecto is?

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Unfortunately I’m terminally unwell about River Song so my first thought upon seeing a mysterious woman in a sick coat was ‘River? Ruby doctorriver baby? Had to be abandoned for convoluted reasons that probably have to do with the silence?’ Like I know they won’t go there but! The doctor travelling with his daughter like they traveled with their granddaughter?

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Hello,

The story content alot of Christmas fluff, and its about Kate Stewart and Osgood. Cause they deserve it.

The rain behind the window makes her put on music. She moved around the office to the rhythm of the song. One would not guess the woman in the dark blue suit with short blond hair is head of UNIT.

She was so lost in work and music that she missed knocking on the door. She keeps singing to herself with music and her eyes seem to be clues on papers on her table.

“How do you do... do you do,

the things that you do.

No one I know could ever keep up with you.How do you do!”

Kate's eyes widened when she heard the voice of her best scientists join her and sing along with her.

She slowly looked up from work and her expression softened like most of the time lately when she had seen her. Osgood was there with a smile on lips.

“I always thought your voice was just so brilliant “ Kate spoke when the music ended and she turned it off with control which was still on her table.

The blush spreading on her face was making her even more beautiful in Kate's eyes even when she knew it's inappropriate.

“What's the matter?” She asked like she didn't just compliment her.

“I wanted to pull you out for lunch, you always forget to eat ma'am, “ Osgood admitted as she approached the table.

Kate quickly looked at the clock on her laptop. “Oh …I would love to go!” She hesitates just for a brief moment and just only to avoid Osgood “speech “ about her needing to care for herself.

“I will take it like admitting that you didn't eat anything from morning coffee. Yes?” She asked and cross arms. Few years back she would not glare like this on Kate but now she was so worried for her.

“I run Unit …I have work to do “ Kate try to defend herself as she makes a few steps to Osgood.

“Yes but to work you need to be alive ma'am “ Osgood gave her a little grin because she felt like she just won the argument.

“Indeed.”Kate agreed and nodded “Where are we going to eat?”

“Let's go. Before you ask Ma'am I cleaned the rest of your time table for today “ She said with a little grin which still had lingerie on her lips.

“But I had an important meeting!” Kate eyes widened.

“It's nearly Christmas. We all know that alien invasion might come any day. You need a bit of rest. “Osgood spoke seriously. She was worried about Kate obviously, maybe too obviously.

Kate bites her lips “one afternoon?”

Osgood smiled “Yes “

××××

It didn't take them long time to leave the Unit headquarters because Osgood indeed cleaned all meetings Kate was supposed to have that afternoon. Soon both women wrapped up in their coats walked outside.

“Where are we going?” Kate asked as they walked next to each other. Osgood smiled “Just a moment and you will see “ She said, pulling her to the next street where there was a small square with a beautiful Christmas tree and Christmas market.

“There is the best place to eat “Osgood said, pulling Kate hand in hers cause there had been so many people and they could get lost in the crowd and she didn't want it to happen. Their eyes met for a moment but neither of them said anything about it. Their hands fit together like they both had been part of a bigger puzzle.

Osgood smiled and kept showing her way. Then they stand before one of the small places where people could buy Christmas cookies and mulled wine. Also special meat and bread with vegetables.

“I will buy it for us.” Kate said and chuckled it wasn't so long she mentioned Osgood she missed time when she was able to be on Christmas market and have something good.

Little bit older man behind the desk smiled “Hello what would you like ? And what would your girlfriend like?”

Kate felt her cheek get so warm but she didn't even blink. “Two cups of wine and cookies and also bread for both of us, “ Kate said and squeezed Osgood's hand.

When the man gave them what Kate ordered, Osgood had to help her to take it. They find place with one of small tables aside and when they eat foe moment there was quiet till Kate didn't speak.

“I really appreciate that you took me here Os, “She said with a smile on lips. “I didn't have time for this for ages. “ She said as they could hear a new song start to play and they both burst out laughing. The song on the radio close by was How do you do they both sing just before leaving UNIT.

“I love to see you are enjoying yourself “ Osgood spoke truly. She and Kate went through alot and sometimes she wonders how her boss and long time friend still keep up and maybe hint of alcohol in Christmas wine make her saying it aloud. “It's so rare and beautiful “

Kate, who was drinking her wine, looked curiously at her and tilted her head aside. She then made a little step closer that their bodies were nearly touching. “Wrong Os , I am always enjoying myself when we are together even if it involves alien invasion “ She spoke quietly right to her cause she didn't want to scare people around them in case someone would hear them. Their eyes meet.

“Even when in that time I am worried if we make it I always enjoy it “ She added and realized how close they are standing to each other even though their breaths are nearly mingling.

She watched how Osgood's eyes moved up and the back to her eyes and lips of her own moved quickly up.

“We are standing under mistletoe “ She spoke up in surprise but her eyes moved back to Osgood's face.

“I know. “

“Do you also know the tradition ?”

“Even children know it” Osgod spoke back she was blushing yet she couldn't help herself.

“Yeah,” Kate licked her lips. “Do you ?” She still even when she know the tradition herself and even when she always liked Osgood company hesitated. She didn't want to ruin it. Or force her to anything.

“I do.” That answer was enough to make her smile and make their lips connect in the first and very soft kiss.

This will indeed be a Christmas miracle.