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random ass mfs on the internet when saying "stop cvtting . . . for me? 🥺" doesn't immediately cure an addiction

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I got a fuck ass story time (TW SH)

like it’s was the 13 July at the fireworks (France btw) and I was with my super boyfriend when I talking I wasn’t facing the road since I was looking at him, he look behind me and said « Awwh poor thing.. » when I turn around I see a girl with a mini short and a shirt covered with deep scars when I look at her face I recognize my ex girlfriend, she looked at me so fucking bad and I explain the situation of what happened between me and her and after 10 minutes she came by another way and she looked at me literally glaring saying « Orel can I talk to you? » when I said yes I walk over her super embarrassed looking at my boyfriend literally pleading for help and when I turn to her she told me « what the fuck is your problem ?! » and she hugged me not crying on my shoulder literally SCREAMING people around was looking at us so bad and she told out loud « I love you so much » I just said « yeah I love hello kitty by the way » and when pull away she pointed her scars and she told me « look what the fuck you’ve done » like hell you’re cuvtting because of me it’s been 5 MONTHS BABE… after her dad called her she leaves for like 20/30 minutes I just looked at my boyfriend crying like hell did I do? And he tried to comfort me by kissing and hugging me when she came back she didn’t stop following us and when she finally find out I was with my boyfriend she became so cold she even game me a gift that I already had so back at him I give it to my sister, worst of all I gave her my number I don’t know why so my boyfriend did too, and when me and my boyfriend walk her home, he had to do the way to my house with me and she send me a text. The 2 first sentence saying « please. Read it alone » I looked at my boyfriend and we both read it, I told her that my boyfriends mom pick him up so I was alone which that never happened, so she asked me if i still loved her and stuff I said « it’s like super weird to ask me that when you know that I have a boyfriend. And no I don’t love you, move on please » and after that I answered her super coldly ITS LONG I KNOW BUT CRAZY STORY

Ps: my boyfriend broke up with me because of this I still don’t get why…

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the three sides of cvtblr/shblr

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Found some old-school datamoshing/glitch art in my archive — one of my earlier pieces. Happy to share it here.

If you haven't heard before; I share this kind of databending-style art on my sub-blog Compact Drive, where I focus on abstract glitch art. Mostly PNGs.

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DNI BELLOW 16!!

I’m still a minor so no hate/ judgement

BLOCK DONT REPORT

INTRO!

Kieran

they/he

14 (15 the 3/7)

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Diagnosed ADHD/autistic/schizophrenia/bipolar ⋆˚꩜｡ prob bdp (my therapist told me that I had it but officially I can’t be diagnosed due my age but she told me that it’s still counted)

I WONT AHOW ANY IF MY $H, I WILL SHOW A LOT OF G0RE CONTENT BC I LOVE THAT? I WILL POST ON X, REDIT, TIKTOK AND INSTAGRAM, I would love to be friends with yall btw

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TW: A LOT?? BUT I GUESS $H/$UICIDE, IS SCHIZOPHRENIA EVEN A TW? IDK BUT TW ON THAT TOO IG??

I wanted to make this account for talking about my schizophrenia, it’s been worse and worse, this past 3 years, I’m soon 15 and really want to talk about it, i have the kind that I see/ heard people or that I have bad hallucinations, the one that I have the most are seeing creatures or person standing in front of me, and no it’s not sleep paralysis, I’m always wide awake or outside, it’s most some tall black creature or just arms or body part passing by, I know it’s only in my head but I can’t help thinking it’s real and that everyone seeing it too, but no it’s only in my head, I tried to draw one of the creatures I see from time to time. I really hate seeing it it’s all tall thin and scary sometimes when I’m going to school or that I’m in break at 10 am I freeze when I’m walking, I always got bad glances, or when I’m talking to my friends so I really want this to stop, knowing that I’m not under medication And the first big hallucinations I got, a years or two ago, it’s was a car in front of me, I remember seeing a BMW black, but once I blinked its was here I even looked at the road nothing, and when I asked the person that was walking behind me if he saw it, they said no, and I got one not long ago, a car driving to me, like it’s was going to crash, a blue car. But that all I remember and it’s goes worst when I got to the hospital for 3 weeks because of a attempt, I had to many things a days I don’t remember anything, but the only things that was calming me down was the rain in the night, and since I leave this place it’s goes worst, I tried to talk about this to my psychiatrist she didn’t believe me. That all for today I will update yall soon or in few days if anything goes better by writing down!

I want kms so fcking bad I can’t take anything anymore it’s been to many years I’m supporting that, please help me.