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Eurydice is Dead (2-9-2024)

Eurydice is dead.

I imagine she writhes in her grave.

Claws at the coffin lid

In her mind

But her hands don't move when asked.

Her mind doesn't wonder why.

Her stomach doesn't growl.

Her arms don't ache.

Eurydice is dead.

Orpheus is wandering.

Alone, afraid.

I know he will die soon.

Ah, there it is.

Torn apart, ripped limb for limb.

Orpheus is dead, too.

But Eurydice is dead.

She remains painlessly unaware.

Eurydice is dead.

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oh dear god do i want to cry

someone should just love me and hold me and treat me good idk what to say anymore

can i like be enough???? for anyone????

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back in action over here for vents and shit bc my irl friends are on my main and im not gonna plague them with that xoxox

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if anyone from here is still interested in my writing, this is my main ^^^^^

side blog

okay so ive been using a side blog (@im-here-im-there-im-everywhere) for a few months now, bc i had some irls follow me on here and i wanted to post my poetry and mushy stuff

recently, those irls cant see my page anymore (if you can, please get off the archive. let me use my tumblr in peace. kindly. yk who you are) so im going to be using this page to post my poetry!!

i have added all of my old poetry posts and two reblogs from my old side blog to my queue, ready for the move to here!!! theyre all tagged #side blog move

be expecting an absolute onslaught of poetry posts xoxo

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parasite pt 2

stay.

were you not my partner in crime

back in the good old days?

was i not yours?

smile again

smile at me again.

oh partner smile.

if you would stay i would too.

on this suffocating island.

id drown in my wasted

potential for you.

drown

in my own spilling blood.

you ripped your linen from

my gaping wounds

removed every careful stitch

let the forces that prevail

overcome.

please god dont succumb

to hell.

i follow in your trail like

a shadow, dont

lead me to hell.

dont leave.

dont go somewhere

that you cant take me

with you.

let me find my lace again.

i know its here somewhere.

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my eurydice

i know my eurydice. i know her very well.

i worry that they dont know how i know her. how i know her curves and edges, her flaws and quirks.

her blood and bone.

i know how her blood seeps through the cracks in her ribs

and the scrapes on her skin

and the tears.

i know where she has washed the blood from her clothes

and her skin

oh how she has scrubbed at her skin.

and how she has wrapped her bone in lace,

to hold it all together. dainty, darling lace, stained crimson.

i am afraid they think i dont know

i do know

i know what they do not

i know that they do not

oh eurydice, with her dried up eyes ans crackled porcelain skin.

oh eurydice, with her wide, frightened eyes, and weak, pinkish lips.

oh eurydice, the unknown tragic.

i know you better than i know myself

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sometimes i think "hey this poem i wrote was pretty good" and then i go and read a poem thats actually good and then i think "i should never write again"

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parasite

we are two broken souls

clinging to each other

like the parasites we never meant to be

though maybe its just me.

my symbiotic limbs implanted in your flesh

and force you to bring me with you

through every feeling you've felt.

i see the blood leak through

your carefully covered cracks.

small, speckling drops you prayed to go unnoticed

but when i am gripping your heart

in my hands, tenderly given

and unwillingly returned

i can't miss the flaws.

though i am blinded by blood

i believe i recognise your struggle.

it reminds me of mine

.perhaps the blood blinds you too,

shielding you

from seeing my thinning veins.

in another life i know

exactly what cuts you

but in this one i can only

think.

in another life you open

your eyes and see me

forever wrapping my bones in

lace.

empty and wrong in a

strange partnership

which exists in this other life.

a partnership of mutual respect

for the others suffering.

you would stare at the pooling

crimson at my feet

and ask why it drips.

i would

say I'm fine.

still, our blood stained souls

are indisputably tied.

knotted and tangled, the strings

stained red.

tied and tried, i love you.

the host i latch to.

the unknowing host i cling to.

in another life i could say this all.

you would wrap my breaks in

linen and promise it'll be okay.

i would

jam my limbs deeper.

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"still, our blood stained souls

are indisputably tied.

knotted and tangled, the strings

stained red."

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i know how this is going to end. so do you. let’s linger on the precipice of this happiness, let's enjoy this fleeting sunset. we’ll worry about the dusk when it arrives, okay?

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I need your hands on me so fucking bad.

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Reblogs are appreciated!

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sometimes I wanna reply “bitch me too” to my mutuals posts but I’ve never talked 2 them so they might not see it as friendly joking so i just dont

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somehow I got 95/20 on an assignment

I hope they never fix it and leave it this way forever

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stay with me for a bit.

wander the underworld for just a small while longer songbird.

i dont want you to leave.

and thats cruel and unkind and yes i want you to live and heal and love.

but im desperate for touch and love and you.

and i know that once you leave you wont come back.

please, darling, wander.

linger.

stay.

yours, eurydice

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call me “pretty girl” and i will combust. don’t play with my life like that