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what does happiness feel like? As a ice cream on a hot sunny day? Or when you sneak bites from a freshly baked cake before tea? Or maybe it means hugging someone and feeling at home in their arms. Who know?

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I yearn for you... yet i don't. But sometimes i wonder if you knew... on lonely rainy days i wish it wasn't so cold. Loving you was a scary dream. I pushed you away somehow. I let you go knowing that happiness you need isn't with me. It wasn't painful it wasn't sad either. It was like being free. But sometimes i wish i had held on hope that maybe one day i could have loved you too the way you deserved to be. Now you're happy and I'm happier. But if being happy makes you feel lonely sometimes does that makes you happy for real? Someone once told me... that when you love someone you'll know but I'm scared that I'll never know.

~sad poet~

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What hurts the most is when people who you talked daily can leave you within seconds making you wonder for days and weeks of what you have done wrong to receive this treatment

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It hurts doesn't it...

When you realise that one person whom you prioritised, whom you defended and stood by against everything doesn't care the same way you did. It hurts when you noticed even small changes of them while they don't even notice you've gone...

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I'm still hoping...

Hoping that you will tell me this is a joke. Hoping that we can laugh it off and pretend that never happened. It would really be a cruel joke to be played on, because i gave you every piece of me for you to throw it away with a second glance. The worst part is i knew all this time and still hope that in the end everything will be same when it never have been...

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Sometimes you have to hide your feelings from the world not because you don't wanna share them but because if you do you will lose the most precious people around you. Sometimes you have to sacrifice what you love and who you love because no matter how much you want they are not meant to be yours. As much as selfish you wanna be to keep holding on because if you let go you know they'll never be back, just let go because at the end what is meant to be will happen. No matter how much it hurts...

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What if the person you're meant to be with is someone you've already met, but you just haven't realized it yet? Maybe it's a childhood friend, a coworker, or even a stranger you briefly spoke to on the street. The universe has a way of bringing people together at just the right moment, and sometimes it takes a little while for us to recognize that person as the one we're meant to be with.

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It's not very good but i was bored soo... here it is :)

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I can't help but love you...

... Eventhough i try not to

Imagine being in love with someone who would never love you back or loving someone so much that it hurts...

You wanna give up but... you can't help but love eventhough you try not to...

You're at a war of hearts when you see those blue grey eyes... you can't help but want him... because you know that you'll die without him...

Even if it's not gonna happen ever or it's not real you still get butterflies, blush when u think of them... you can't let go because you're left in the dark without them

This is what happens when you get absorbed into a book where you fall for the character who would never be real... us readers know this pain

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Why does it hurt so much when you realise that no matter how much you want it the real life is never gonna be the magical adventure you always wanted it to be.

Does it pains when you realise that you fell for the books you've read the characters you truly wish were real.

Does it make you feel empty when you think about how you'll never find true happiness that you always wished for.

How much do you long to be taken away in a magical adventure or into your imaginary worlds.

How much would it cost to escape the reality.

Will it be possible to find a sanctuary where your deepest desires come true and you'll never have to wake up.

  Because it did hurt me, broke my heart into pieces when i realized that my life would never be an adventure.

~Unknown~