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Happy new year everyone 🥂🍾✨

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Pov: you are sophomore in college

No sleep. Coffee is body fuel. Barely managing your academics. Almost flunking your tests.

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When you have strict parents so miss out on all the stupid highschool/college experiences…..

All your friends are out there, getting their party on, making memories and you are stuck, feeling like you’re missing out on the time of your life. Those lit Friday night parties? Nope. Those wild Saturday ragers? Forget about it.

It’s like you are trapped in this lane bubble while everyone is out there having a blast. You are trying to act cool, but deep down, you’re feeling hella isolated and left out.

You try to talk to your folks, hoping they’ll ease up a bit, but it’s like talking to a brick wall. They hit you with the classic “focus on your studies” spiel lecture. And yeah, sure, education matters, but so does having a freaking life, right?

You are stuck daydreaming about all the epic memories you could be making, all the laughs and adventures you’re missing. And it’s like,damn, when will these prohibition ever end?

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How was your day?

My semester finally ended so I took a flight to home. I was travelling for the most part of the day. Desperately needed the break. Because the exam days were intense and really brought out the worst in me.

How was your day?

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nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

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Do you ever feel like you miss out on life, because you are not able to socialize the way most people do?

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“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

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I don’t have friends for hangouts or night outs. I don’t have friends for sleepovers or parties. I don’t have friends for bunking classes or group studies. I don’t have friends to play silly drinking games or TikTok reels. I don’t have friends to plan trips with. I don’t have friends for thrift shopping or mirror selfies. I don’t have friends for late night talks or morning coffee. I don’t have friends for juicy gossip or deep sentimental talks. I don’t have friends to laugh or cry with.

Maybe the back corner of the room is actually where I belong. Maybe lonely is what I meant to be.

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I swear I could feel the walls closing in

I….uhh….it’s getting harder to breathe

there isn’t enough oxygen

why does my life suddenly feel so claustrophobic??!!!???

I guess it’s just one of those days……..

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