innercreationyouth

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I'm a low-maintenance writer. I write three pages once a year to shove a stone off of my soul. Then I don't have any words for another year.

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Lmao

A customer asked for pickles on their sub and I (dumbass) reached for the cucumbers. They quickly went “oh, no, I want pickles!” and I immediately said “they could’ve been pickles. in another life” ????? Why did I get hired????????

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Do you ever read a fic and then you're kind of depressed for a couple of days because the characters have a happy life and you're single, broke student with mild or not so mental health issues, who doesn't go out?

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And then you close the damn notebook because the words are not wording

Funny how a lot of writers spend HOURS staring at a blank page on their notebook thinking about the story hoping it projects itself on the paper

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I'm in my 20s making a core memory for myself, by sitting at a computer, listening to pop-punk and reminiscing about my teenage years.

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"Should I get back into drawing or is the spark gone?"

Me for the last few weeks.

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I wasn't but I actually imagined a giant tiger looking at me from the dark corner of the room. And my mum - because I adored bathing and playing in the bathroom - used to tell me that if I sit in a bath long enough, a crocodile will grab me from the drain. Hehe... And then I got obsessed with nature documentaries.

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There's also a guy named Richard Koch, who wrote a book "The 80/20 Principle". It states that 20% of your effort gives 80% of the result. I recommend this book to anyone who is interested. It's genius and impacted my life quite a bit.

This makes so much sense

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Me to my dad today.

distressing things to say to your friends

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Luke's photoshoot as Hans irks me because the photos are just... Ugh. (I saw only those that Luke posted on YouTube for now, I'll go look at some more)

My dad's a photographer, I picked up some things from him and those photos... Why do modern photographers have to make such harsh lighting, why?

The one where Luke's captured with the horse looks honest to god like CGI. There're heavy grey clouds in the distance and the man looks like he's being shot by a ray of sunshine from somewhere two or three meters away. And the light is very harsh and white, and there's no light dispenser on the other side, so the shadows are razor sharp.

It doesn't look authentic. He's dressed in medieval clothes and the photos look like they're for a fashion magazine. Why. Just why would you do a medieval looking photoshoot and use fashion magazine techniques. Why. It clashes.

But well... Sorry for my rant, I'll stop now. Feel free to hate on me for this post.

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My ao3 today:

Oh, it works!

...aaand it's down.

It works!

Aand it's down again.

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Does anyone have any fic recs for Hobbit, where Bilbo sings? I love those instances so much and am happy each time to read the scenes. So do you know any fics where this happens?

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Continuing my crash out about his armour. This thing you see on his crotch area? That's a karking shirt, it's not armour... The picture on the left? There's clearly no protection there and the two layers of fabric were just my artistic way of saying "what is happening here?"

Ignore his right leg, something surely went wrong there at the early stages of line-art.

What about his arms? He only has like two articles of armour on each: a vambrace and a pouldron. The clones were better equipped. They at least had - yes, crappy - but elbow and shoulder coverings.

.... And yes, a thing that covers the south area. No idea what it's called, but whatever.

Was bored and sick and decided to try to draw Jaster Mereel. I haven't done anything of the sort ever, only ever drawing from my imagination but I took two pictures from the internet. Din's because pose references and Jaster's from some comic frame I found. And holy hell, why is Jaster is so badly equipped. Din has far more armour and the plates cover more body than Jaster's do. What the?

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Here is... The Nerd.

Was bored and sick and decided to try to draw Jaster Mereel. I haven't done anything of the sort ever, only ever drawing from my imagination but I took two pictures from the internet. Din's because pose references and Jaster's from some comic frame I found. And holy hell, why is Jaster is so badly equipped. Din has far more armour and the plates cover more body than Jaster's do. What the?

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You know what? Fuck hands

Was bored and sick and decided to try to draw Jaster Mereel. I haven't done anything of the sort ever, only ever drawing from my imagination but I took two pictures from the internet. Din's because pose references and Jaster's from some comic frame I found. And holy hell, why is Jaster is so badly equipped. Din has far more armour and the plates cover more body than Jaster's do. What the?

[innercreationyouth]

Was bored and sick and decided to try to draw Jaster Mereel. I haven't done anything of the sort ever, only ever drawing from my imagination but I took two pictures from the internet. Din's because pose references and Jaster's from some comic frame I found. And holy hell, why is Jaster is so badly equipped. Din has far more armour and the plates cover more body than Jaster's do. What the?

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He's the ultimate booktok boy and I wouldn't have it any other way

I like how every time Jaster Mereel is written in fics it's always mentions in some form that he's trying to get in the Jedi Archives.