that moment when you go from “please God, give me health” to “please God, don’t let me wake up tomorrow “
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maybe if my emotions were off, I wouldn’t be hurt again
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i don’t think that’s fair that people after suicide are meant to go to hell
i mean, how cruel you have to be to put person in hell twice?
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p l e a s e
I just need a break
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i’m used to being disappointed by myself
but when person who you trust the most in the world let you down
it’s different level of disappointment
it’s feeling that you can’t trust anybody at this point
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please God
not again
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well i guess i’ve reached the point when death seems better option than living this torture every fuckin day
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weekend is coming
im so fckin scared that I’ll lose my progress within these two days
please help me how do I survive
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Im thinking about omad diet, could’ve share results here
what do you think?
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guess I did good today
did you?
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it is really hard to fight the battles life throws at you, when you have outgoing war in your mind
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I hate weekends.
like, seriously, why is it sooooo hard to control myself for this two fucking days?
I feel so fat right now.
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the breakfast of champions
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i hate this fear before stepping on the scale
i mean, i’m terrified as fvck - the number i’ll see will determine my whole day, whether I’ll be proud of myself and happy or full of guilt and self-loathing thoughts
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being depressed and having an 3ating disorders sure is a rollercoaster ride
will I starve myself today or binge until I’m disgusted with myself ?
that’s risky and I like it
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