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warnings - 18+ smut, thigh riding, reader has anxiety and nightmares, soft! joel, fluff, season 1 joel, no ellie, emotional, age gap (reader in mid 20s), pre established relationship,

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while trying to sleep, nightmares have been plaguing your dreams. trying to calm yourself down, you find yourself going to joel for help.

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Trying to get yourself to sleep has become an absolute impossible task. It has gotten to the point in which you don't even want to sleep at all. Finding yourself tossing and turning in your sleeping bag almost every night with little to no sleep. Since the world has changed, you've changed and it hasn't helped. Living in constant fear of endangerment has made your nervous system maxed out. Anxiety gripping and straining your lungs, making your words feel unsure and hesitant. You've always had bad anxiety and now with the way the world was, it wasn't helping. However one person has helped you unintentionally, it was Joel.

Joel found you a while back when things first started to get bad. He found you screaming for your life before saving you. Now both of you have been trying to navigate this world together as Joel tries to find his brother. You've always been so thankful for Joel, he practically saved you. He's made you feel more safe and secure in this new unsteady world, which has helped you immensely. Even with him being with you, it didn't help that your feelings felt strongly for Joel. You would get mad at yourself at times for finding him attractive, hell he was handsome for his age. But it made you feel torn, he was much older than you and it felt impossible. Sometimes you would hold his gaze for a little longer, or even wanting to feel the touch of his hands. But those things felt impossible and out of reach for you. You didn't want to ruin something that you already had with him. Plus, you also didn't want to worsen your anxiety if you did loose him.

The night air was cool and bitter, stinging at your skin. Joel had found a spot just beyond a forest to setup camp for the night. You already dreaded the anticipation of trying to sleep as you knew you wouldn't be able to. While walking over to the small area, Joel settles his pack down. You do the same and start to retrieve some of the items from your bag, including your sleeping bag.

"M' grab some wood over there." Joel says with his southern drawl.

You nod as you continue to unpack your things from your bag.

Joel comes back and starts to set up the fire, trying to keep you both warm for the night. You sit on a small log right beside him as he finally gets the fire going.

"There we go. M'uch better than sitting here freezing our asses off." Joel retorts

You exhale with a sigh and shake your head slightly, resting your head on the palms of your hands. Joel notices your contempt's and tries to look into your eyes, as you stare into the fire.

"Is everything okay darlin'?"

You look back over at Joel to see him trying to hold your gaze. Nodding lightly, you look back into the fire.

"Yeah.. just sleeps been a big issue lately." you retort

"Hell, I know how that feels." Joel snickers

Joel looks at you once again seeing that there's something much more than just the issue of sleep on your mind. You look back at him and look into his dark brown eyes, seeing a hint of warmth in his lingering gaze. Joel's facial expressions soften at the way you where looking back at him. He turns back quickly to look into the hearth of the fire.

"Is there somethin' else" Joel asks

Looking back into the fire along with Joel, you sigh for a moment before speaking about your troubling dreams.

"Well yeah, I've been having more frequent nightmares than beforehand and I'm not sure why.." you state while still looking into the burning fire.

Joel looks back at you once again trying to find your eyes. His face worried with concern. Some days Joel could see the tiredness in your gaze, but you never mentioned it until now. Your eyes would appear more dark and sunken at times, along with frequent yawns. He could see how tired you would get at times which is why he would always try to take first watch if possible to let you sleep. But this time was different, he could see the pure sleepiness on your face and it wasn't hiding. Joel began to fiddle with his fingers thinking of something or someway to help you calm your sleep terrors. He turns away back at the fire once more.

"M'aybe if we put our sleeping bags closer together. I know I usually put mine far away but, we can put them closer if ya wish" Joel retorts

You look back at him for a second a bit taken aback by his statement. You felt surprised by his offer of moving his sleeping bag closer to yours. Joel would always keep his things farther away from yours making sure to give you space. You had no idea how much Joel did deeply care about you especially after saving your life. Joel would always try to do small things for you but never wanted to invade your space as he didn't want to cross any lines with you because of his emotions. But deep down, Joel really did care and love you. It was hard for him to express this as he was unsure of your feelings for him. But sometimes you would notice him staring at you for a little longer or the way you two would walk besides each other.

You smiled softly at Joel's offer and nod at his question.

"That's fine by me Joel."

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The air had finally gotten cooler as night time finally was here. Joel had moved his sleeping bag much more closer to yours, very close in fact. Joel started to get into his sleeping bag as you tried to settle yourself down and get comfortable for the night. Rolling over you look at him as he was looking back at you, his eyes looked hazy and sleepy.

"G'night darlin" Joel's southern drawl hangs before falling asleep

"Goodnight Joel" you say sleepily

You do admit, it feels much more safer having Joel sleeping much more closely by your side. With his safety you finally found yourself falling asleep.

Running through the main streets of your old city, you felt your breath leaving your body. Unsure of where to hide and go, feeling yourself trapped in a box. You run into one of the small gas stations near your former house closing the door behind you just before a clicker got inside. Racing to the back of the store, you where halted by the clicker slamming your body to the floor. Trying to fight off the clicker your body starts to tremble as you cry and scream for your life.

You wake up with a sudden jolt as your breath became very erratic. Putting your hand over your heart you tried to calm yourself down from the nightmare you just experience. Even just trying to get one night's rest has been an absolute problem and you just didn't want to deal with it anymore. Feeling yourself becoming a bit more steady, you start to well up with tears. Joel hears your tears and breathing as he wakes up suddenly and hears your cries. He get's up and out of his sleeping bag and goes over to yours.

"Hey hey.. darlin' what's wrong?" Joel coos

You take a second to calm yourself down trying to catch your shaky breaths.

"Another nightmare..." you replied back shaky

Joel looks at you with a tender expression, trying to think of something to help. He thinks of an idea but is unsure of your response.

"Do you want me to stay in the sleeping bag with you?" Joel asks his expression still soft and tender.

At this point, you just needed something to take your mind off of your dreams and help you sleep. You nod at Joel's response as you move over to let him get into your sleeping bag. Joel get's in and immediately settles you down by taking you into his arms. Both of you lying down in the sleeping bag together. Joel wraps his arms around you holding you close to his chest. You embrace his warmness, the sent of pine and oak radiating from him. Joel rubs his arms up and down your back holding you closely to him trying to ease the fever dream.

"S' gonna be alright" Joel says softly.

In that moment, you felt so safe and so sound underneath his arms. You didn't want to admit but you really liked Joel holding you like this. You began to feel your heart racing, that nervous feeling coming back to you. Joel looks down at you, trying to find your eyes. Joel was trying so hard not wanting to do more for you in that moment. He could feel your nervousness and tense feelings after having that dream, he wanted to do so much more for you. Looking up at him, you finally catch his gaze as you two both stared intensely into eachothers eyes. Joel was still holding you close, moving his hands down to your hips tenderly. You unconsciously moved your head a little bit closer to his almost as if you where grazing his lips. Joel noticed this and moved his head closer to yours. In this moment, you two where just inches from each other's lips. There was so much hesitation found in Joel, he didn't know what to do in that moment. Your breath was starting to hitch, feeling his hands over your hips tenderly grazing over them. Joel moved one hand to gently cup your cheek, as he reaches in to kiss you gently.

After so much hesitation, Joel finally kissed you in that moment. You felt a bit surprised but leaned into his lips embracing the tender touch. Joel continued to kiss you gently as you moved your hands to his chest. Joels grib became a bit tighter on your hips moving you even closer to him. At this point you where practically straddling his right thigh while you wrapped your left leg around his waist. Joel pulls away from the kiss for a brief moment.

"Darlin.. what do you need from me right now..?" Joel asks softly.

You where already straddling his right thigh while both of you where entangled in the tight sleeping bag. The space starting to become a bit claustrophobic for you. Staring at him gently, there was a little hint of darkness in his eyes. But tenderness still resided in his gaze towards you. You look away for a moment before being pulled back into his gaze. You've always had some fantasies about being with Joel like this, although nothing really super intimate as this.

"I think.. I want to sit up for a moment.." you say

Joel looks a bit confused as he readjusts himself to sit up in the tight setting. You sit yourself up as well as you find his gaze once again. Readjusting yourself, you climb ontop of his lap straddling his right thigh once again. Joel looked down briefly then realized what it was that you wanted. He moved his hands towards your waist, pulling you more towards his embrace. Looking up at the way you where straddling him, he started to feel hard. He didn't want to cross any lines with you previously, but you clearly felt a certain way about him that he couldn't help. Joel got closer to your face and whispered very softly and tenderly.

"You wanna' ride my thigh?" Joel asked his gaze darker than before

You felt yourself heat up even more than before as you didn't know what to say to his words. Not saying a word you nod as you began to slowly grind into his right thigh. You had to readjust yourself, trying to find that right spot that felt good. Joel held you closer to him, his right hand holding your back. His left hand holding onto your hip helping you steadily. You began to grind into his tigh, feeling a wave of pleasure surge though you. Feeling the pleasure you began to moan and mumble under his touch. Joel was holding you so tightly and closely that it turned you on even more. Joel never left your gaze, still looking into your eyes as he began to groan himself. Joel started to place gentle kisses down your neck, as he assisted with your grinding. Joel readjusted his thigh helping you to grind even deeper into him and his touch. You held onto his shoulders trying to steady yourself from the pleasure. Your moans began to get a little bit louder with each grind hitting that spot that sends waves of pleasure through your system. In that moment, the world didn't exist besides Joel and you together. Joel started to whisper sweet nothings into your ear, sending more feelings into your heart.

"Your doing so well darlin', keeping grinding into me just like that" Joel groans into your ear

Your pace became a bit faster as your breath hitched more and more. Joels embrace still making you feel safe and secure in his arms. Joel helped you a little more as he readjusted his thigh again helping you to deepen the pleasure. Joels moans became louder along with your's. You feel your high coming to a climax as you knew you where going to cum. Joel looks deeply into your eyes again as he kisses you once again, this time more passionately.

"Cum for me sweetheart'" Joel said breathy

You finally came as you felt yourself pooling in pleasure. Resting your head on his shoulder as he held onto you and let you settle down from your high. He pulled back to look at your face as you looked back into his eyes.

"Thank you Joel.. for always keeping me safe.." you say softly to him

"I just wanna be gentle with you.. take care of you.. love you.." Joel confesses to you.

Joel brings you back down into the sleeping bag as he wraps his arms around you. Keeping you close to his embrace, you felt his security and warmness become a fabric of your being. Finally after having that horrible dream, you fell gently into the arms of someone who wanted to keep you safe. That man was Joel Miller.

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With Love and Care ❤️‍🩹

Joel Miller x F!Reader

a/n - i haven't written for joel's character before but i thought id give it a shot and write something emotional

warnings - angst, fluff, joel caring about you and worrying a lot, (no ellie in the story), some sexual tension but not much more fluff than anything, age gap (but not a huge one)

Summary - Joel rescued you a while ago just before almost getting bit. You two are now finally traveling to Jackson however, things stir up a bit when you almost get hurt and Joel worries a lot for your safety and his feelings for you.

The weather hasn't been helping at at lately. Between the mix of subtle snow along with an eerie ambiance of fog, the weather has been groggy. Every step of the way you feel yourself getting more tired and exhausted by outrunning everything. You felt so tired, just waiting for that moment to get some rest after the events of today however, Joel's attitude wasn't helping at all in your favor.

Joel has always been rough around the edges since he found you outside of that grocery store just waiting to be bitten alive. You've noticed his sensitivity to you getting hurt or bit by anything or anyone. He wasn't one to show his emotions well, however you could notice when he was upset or something bothered him. Today was one of those days, you knew he was upset. Yesterday you wanted to help Joel out by standing guard before him after all of those times he's protected you. It didn't go so well, you almost got hurt by a clicker and clearly he was worried after this incident happened. After you almost got yourself bit, Joel hasn't said that much to you besides 'let's go' and nothing more. You knew that Joel had some sweetness to him, something there that he wasn't showing and it was kind. He protected you and even made you feel safe and secure at times in small moments. This is where some of your feelings staring growing for Joel. Even though he was much older than you, he still made you feel safe in a world that was already complex enough.

Joel and you continued to walk in silence for a bit before reaching a small little gas station as night soon dawned. Joel put his hand out to stop you from walking as he looked back at you.

"I want you to stay put, s'is not safe" Joel said cautiously

You nod in agreement as Joel steps more forward holding onto the pistol on his side. He reaches the steps of the small gas station and looks inside to see if anyone is there. Joel is cautious in his steps, making sure every move is silent and unheard. He finally reaches inside the small building, using a small flashlight on his side to see if he sees or hears anything. Meanwhile, you stay outside looking around at the open world and all of its grey hues. It didn't feel very comforting as the fog opened up for an eerieness in the atmosphere that made you feel a bit uneasy. You hear footsteps coming back out from the very small gas station.

"Is all clear inside." Joel nods for you to come in.

You step closer to going inside the gas station as Joel gives his hand out to you. Finding yourself a bit surprised by this gesture you take his hand in yours as he helped you step into the gas station. His calloused hands felt a bit warm with a hint of coldness to it. He lifts you into the gas station as he closes the door behind you. Joel finds an old empty shelf and baracades the door behind you. After checking both doors to make sure they are sealed, Joel finds a small area in the corner of the gas station that has two sets of old blankets filled with dust. Joel unpacks some of the things in his bag along with yours as he sets them in this corner along with some other things.

A little bit of time passed as you were sitting a little far in the corner away from Joel. You still felt some tension from him from the incident eariler and could see him looking a bit fazed in the corner. Unsure of what to say to him you look over at him and decide to speak to him.

"Joel.. are you okay..?" You say with a sincerity in your voice

Joel stops for a second as he seemed a bit surprised by your question. Of course Joel wasn't okay, he was worried sick about you all the time. He always wanted to make sure that you where okay and safe. Joel put a hand over his mouth for a second, pausing briefly before saying something. Joel was tourn with his emotions for you, he felt a deep need to protect you at all costs from harm. But another part of him also didn't know, if you had felt the same way about him.

"I just.. it's just you darling..." Joel hesitates

Unconsciously you start to move closer to Joel after he said this to you. Butterflies entangled in your stomach making you feel a certain way. Joel looks down once more looking a bit upset before looking back over at you, into your eyes.

"It's you y/n.. I don't wanna see you getting hurt.. Everyday I get mad at myself knowing I should be doing more to keep you safe but.. when you put yourself in harms way... I worry so very much.. for you."

You find yourself shocked by his statement as your heart began to beat faster. Joel's confession made you feel cared for, safe, and loved. Joel looked down in shame after he said this to you, he wanted to keep this private as he didn't know if you felt the same way he did. Slowly moving closer towards Joel, you move your hand towards his cheek to lift up his face. Small tears where weeping down his face from the shame he was feeling. He knew he could do better for you but always felt like he wasn't doing enough.

"Joel.. you do so much for me you have no idea.. how much you make me feel safe and.. loved..." you admit to him

You finally press your lips gently onto his. His lips where soft and warm making you feel even more safe being in his touch. Joel was shocked by your move but embraced your lips onto his. The kiss was very soft, gentle, and delicate as it showcased the very need for wanting to protect you and care for you deeply. Joel brings you closer to him as he wraps his arms around your waist pulling you onto his lap. He continued to kiss you as he began to become more passionate with his lips onto yours. Joel parted away for a moment as he began to place kisses down your neck. You look at Joel noticing he still had some tears coming down his face. As you notice this, you take thumb and gently rub away the tears. He looks up at you as if you where some goddess in his eyes and places another long kiss onto your lips.

"Ive.. wanted to show you this for so long, you have no idea.." Joel says during the passionate kiss.

Joel pulls you closer to him, still straddling his lap as he continues to kiss you on your lips and down your neck. He pulls back for a brief moment still tightly holding onto you as he looks up at you, his eyes still bloodshot from the tears. Joel starts to well up again as he looks up at you staring at your features.

"I just want to keep you safe... I love you so much y/n..." Joel whispers softly

You look back at him in the eyes as you start to well up yourself as some tears briefly gloss over your face. Smiling softly to him, you kiss him once more holding onto him tightly as well this time.

"Joel.. you have no idea how much I've wanted this as well from you.. I love you as well.." you respond so vulnerable

You rest your head ontop of Joels as he still held onto tightly. He rubbed your back a little bit while you closed your eyes. In that moment, the whole outside world didn't matter. It was just Joel and you in that small little gas station, sharing deep emotions that would leave a mark on you for a while. Joel cared for you deep down so much, and so did you and you loved him for that.

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𝘙𝘦𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 ❤️‍🩹

marc spector x female reader

a/n - i was in my feels writing this one, marc was one of the first characters that came to mind for this. sorry if it's also messy, i wrote this on a whim

warnings - some angst, emotional, fluff, pre-established relationship

Summary - Marc and you haven't seen each other for about over a year, both of you have had strong feelings for each other but never expressed them. One day while out and about, you two finally run into each other once again.

It's been about over a year already, and you still miss him. Marc and you met about two years ago, while you where out at once of the local museums in your town. He was one of the workers there who would constantly show you around and take you through the different exhibits. Marc was kind with you, his gentle demeanor always pulling you in closer to him. After a while, you both got to know each other better. You visiting the museum more often and him stirring another conversation with you, it was always so lovely. Marc and you started to spend some time together even though it was never much, you two always kept it casual and nothing more. You didn't think he felt the same way that you did about him, which was strong infact very strong. One day, you tried to meet up with him in your usual meet up spot but he never showed up. Since that day, you haven't seen him at the museum nor anywhere else. In that time of you two spending time together, your feelings grew so strong for Marc and it tore you apart knowing that he just was gone like that. You didn't know where he could have went, he just disappeared. Struggling with your feelings, you've slowly tried to get over your feelings for Marc even though it was hard for how strongly you felt for him in those moments. He was always there for you in any emotional moment and you where there for him when he was dealing with things. Although you two never formed a romantic connection, it still made you grief even a year later at his absence. Now presently, you where just trying to go about your life without seeing him.

You decided to go out with yourself today. Treating yourself every once in a while never hurts anyone right? Brushing yourself off, you head over to the mirror just before your apartment door to check yourself. Fixing part of your hair and then grabbing your bag before heading out the door. Not knowing where excatly to go, you kind of just walked around the city for a bit. Walking relaxed you so much, putting you at ease from your worries and keeping you present. Seeing all of the different lights, colors, and different shops and buildings around really peaked your interest a lot. The city always had so much to offer and it was always something you've enjoyed so much. Deciding to walk a different way, you take a quick left around the corner on a little tiny street that wasn't to far from the museum. While walking down the little side street, you almost make it to the maim part of the street until you heard small footsteps. Deciding to ignore it, you kept on walking forward until.

"y/n..?"

You stopped dead in your tracks while loosening the grip on your bag. Turning around slowly you look towards the voice to see a very familiar face finally seeing you again.

"Marc..?" you questioned him

Marc looked at you with a soft smile as he started to walk faster in your direction. You doing the same in return, you finally reach him and hug him in a tight embrace. The small street you met him on was quiet, the alley a bit dark with some of the sunlight barely reflecting on the walls of the buildings. Hugging Marc felt a bit unreal, you took him in so much and practically forgot about your plans for the day as all you could do in that moment was embrace him. You two pulled away for a brief moment both taking eachothers features in. You noticed how Marc looked a little bit different but not in a bad way. It was in a way of longing and missing someone, that feeling of not seeing someone for so long that once you see them again they look a bit different. Marc placed his hand on the right side of your cheek, cupping the side of your face.

"Y/n, I'm... so sorry, so sorry I never said anything and just left.. I had so many things happen and it just.. was all so fast at once.." Marc replied with a sad softness in his voice

You tilted your head a bit with sincerity, all of those pent up emotions felt unreal in that moment. Some of those emotions started to pool from your eyes as you felt tears fall down your cheek. Marc noticed this and looked a bit concerned, he didn't know why you where upset but understood why you could be with him. He wiped away the tears from your face as you looked down to the ground holding your hand on the side of your face, pulling away from him.

"Y/N..? What's the matter? Are you okay..?" Marc asked hesitantly putting his arms out for reassurance

You stepped back away for a moment feeling the emotions continue to pour out. Your heart was a sensitive one, always feeling very deeply about things. Since he was something sensitive to you, your heart felt very deeply about him. Regaining yourself for a brief moment, you breath in and out to calm your nervous system. Looking down at the ground before speaking once more to him.

"Marc.. it's you, I've.. missed you so..so much you have no idea.." you say this while still looking at the ground

Deciding to look back up at him once again, your eyes widen at his face. Marc's eyes sadden with tears of his own. He comes close to you once again this time gently grabbing your hand in his. You continue to look at him in the eyes as both of you where now bloodshot red with tears pooling down your cheeks.

"You.. have no idea.. how much I missed you. I didn't mean to leave you at all.. I didn't know I would be gone for this long.."

Marc gently with his other hand, started stroking some of your hair and gently moved some out of your face.

"The way.. You've made me feel seen, heard, and valued.. I could never forget you for that.." Marc said, his voice crumbling in-between

You look up at him once again as you moved closer to his face, you gently pressed your lips onto his. Marc embraced your warmness and tenderness of the kiss. It was gentle and sweet, but one that was filled with many complex emotions. Marc deepened the kiss a little more, his complex emotions feeding into the passion of the kiss. You returned the favor and also added to the depthness of the kiss by letting your emotions take the show. The immense mess of emotions, agnst, and feelings in that moment took over in this passionate kiss you both where sharing in the moment. You both part momentarily from the kiss to look up at each other. Marc gently smiled a sad and soft smile your way as you did the same to him.

"Marc.. you make me feel the same way.. even in those short moments, we both understood and saw each other.." you reply softly

Marc smiled in your direction as he placed a soft kiss on your forehead and pulled you close to him in the alleyway. He laid his head ontop of yours holding you so close to him. In that moment, everything else was forgotten about as you where held safely in each other's arms. Both calming each other's emotions down by hugging each other and self-soothing. That moment with Marc, made all of those complex emotions feel seen and heard by both you and him together. You missed him, and he also missed you even after a year of seeing each other. You both where final reunited once again in a beautiful way.

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My Angel 🕊

Marc Spector x Female Reader

a/n - this is an alternative universe fic where marc is your guardian angel, ive been really drawn to angel statues recently which inspired the idea

warnings - 18+, romantic smut, fluff, emotional and as always romantic, marc being soft af with the reader, aftercare

Summary - You have been feeling really bad about yourself as of lately, the idea of not feeling good enough or loved. While sobbing to yourself one night, your fellow guardian angel hears your cries and wants to comfort you.

Your mind is always active at this hour of the night, however this time it was the heart taking its turn. Lately you've been feeling not the best about yourself, and it has been making you weep. Insecure feelings about your body, character, and other aspects about yourself has been making your heart churn and mourn at the grief of these feelings. Snuggling up in your bed, you hold your legs together as you curl up into a ball resting your head ontop of your legs. Hugging yourself tightly as you let the sea salt tears run down your leggings, trying to comfort and self-soothe in the moment of grief. While comforting yourself in the moment, you hear a small tap at the corner of your window. Looking up for a moment, you wipe your tears and nose to rid of the mess as you go towards the window with curiosity. As you look outside, you see a very familiar figure looking inward as the moon barley grazed his face. You see him, your guardian angel Marc at your window.

You didn't believe yourself at first and thought you where crazy when a full blown man with angel wings was telling you he was your guardian angel. You couldn't fathom the information he was telling you which made you go a bit crazy until he started to protect you from things. Marc is soft for being a guardian angel, while most of the stories he's recounted of other angels being bruting he was the complete opposite in a way. In more of a emotional consensus, he was great at helping people with their emotions and he was great at helping you. You figured as much that he probably sensed your emotional vulnerability at the time and knew you probably needed comfort, he was great at easing and soothing. Marc looks at you peering through your window, the moon reflecting the small smile on his face as you open the window to let him in. He was able to fit though the window, however his wings made this impossible at times. You still couldn't understand how his wings could fit through that small window for his stature but he was able to manage it. He's finally standing with you as he gives you a soft smile in return.

"Is something troubling you y/n? I felt the grievances coming from here.." Marc expresses

You still look at him as your eyes where still coded in red as you gently wiped your face once more. You couldn't hide your emotions from him as he could see the faint redness that pierced your eyes.

"Well... not so much I would say.." you exclaimed to Marc.

Marc looked at you with curiosity and support as he gives you a soft and gentle smile. He reaches his hand out to you and guides you to sit down next to him on your bed. You take his hand as you sit down next to him, his wings fluttering lightly. He turns to look at you as he keeps your hand in his and looks at you softly.

"What seems to be troubling you y/n?"

You hesitate for a moment before you see the genuineness in Marc's eyes. He always showed you reassurance and kindness in these moments when you needed it the most. You look down briefly as you felt some of the salty tears begin to arise back up. Marc notices the tears and holds onto your hand a bit more tightly this time.

"I.. I've been feeling really badly about myself Marc... I just feel like... I'm not a good person at times.. and that I don't look physically good either. Sometimes I get so hard on myself.. and constantly criticize myself for the littlest things.. this makes me feel just.. really badly about myself.." you exclaim to Marc.

Marc listens to every word and detail that you just explained to him. He could feel the emotions, the rawness, the depths of this rejection feeling that you harbored at yourself. He listens to your grievances, your cries, and sees your tears that gently gloss your eyes turning them into watercolors.

"I hear you y/n.., have you been feeling this way for a while now or just recently?" Marc asks.

"Just.. more recently than usual.." you say with tear still coming down your face

Marc nods as he still holds onto your hand. He takes his hand and lifts your cheek to face him, gently wiping away the wetness from the tears you had just expressed. He cups your cheek gently and looks at you with a soft smile while still holding onto your hand.

"It's okay y/n, I'm here for you right now in this moment with you. What do you need from me right now? Do you want to talk about how your feeling? Or do you want to calm yourself down? I'm here for you and you only in this moment." Marc exclaims.

"I think.. maybe talking a little more about how I'm feeling might help.." you reply.

Marc nods and adjust himself on the bed. You move back towards your pillow curled up into a mountain like pose, as Marc sits criss-cross a little bit away from you. He leans a bit forward as his wings adjust, one of the feathers falling lightly on the bed sheets.

"Now y/n, I want you to try and think about three positive things about yourself. If you cannot think about anything positive, I can always help you out." Marc replies

You take Marc's suggestion and try to think of three positive things about yourself in the moment. As you try, you feel yourself getting stuck as if felt a bit difficult to come up with three good things about yourself.

"I.. I can't think of anything right now.." you reply hesitantly

"That's okay, I can help you out" Marc replies softly

Marc moves a little bit closer to you as he smiles lightly while looking at your face.

"Well, I see someone right infront of me.. who exudes gentleness, a gentleness that graces the earth. I also see intelligence.., an intelligence that showcases the strength and knowledge one has obtained from time. I also see.., love.. a love that radiates so strongly through you that you feel as thought you have no one to give it you. But.. you do have someone to give it to.. yourself.." Marc speaks softly.

Your eyes widen a bit after hearing the poetic words that Marc just spoke. It made your heart skip a beat and started to make you feel better a lot. You gently smile as you wipe some of the tears away from your face as you look into his eyes.

"Those words.. where so beautiful.." you exclaim to Marc

"I'm only stating what I can see that radiates through you y/n. You have so much love, compassion, knowledge, understanding, and kindness that pours through your veins that I see in you. You may not see some of this yet in you.. but I see it"

Those words touched your heart, you've never heard someone speak of you like this before. You felt some tears prick back up again as it made you feel good hearing these words being said about you. Getting up, you crawl over to Marc and embrace him in a hug as you felt a lot much more better in ways you couldn't explain for yourself. Marc was a bit shocked but embraced your presence and enveloped in the hug he felt from you.

As you continued to hug Marc, he held onto you tighter enveloping you with his soft wings and hands that gently held onto you in his embrace. You felt safe and seen in his arms and you've never felt any better than in this moment of calming your emotions down. Marc gently placed a small kiss ontop of your forehead which took you a little bit by surprise. You pull your head back gently to meet with his eyes, those deep and longing eyes filled with something more. You look at him more closely not breaking eye contact as he moves more closer towards you. Marc gently places his lips onto yours in a small moment as you reciprocated the kiss back. The kiss was soft and gentle, a showcasing of love that he's been wanting to give to you for a while now. You pull back from the kiss still locking eyes with him as he looks at you with a longing.

"Y/n.. do you need something right now.. I feel something within you that you want or need..?"

You move closer and get into Marc's lap as his wings where still surrounding your embrace.

"I.. think.. I- I need you..." you say to him.

Marc looks up at you as you stare down at him into to eyes. He cups your cheek as you feel your emotions starting to arise a bit again, this time the emotions feeling a bit different. Marc could feel your need in that moment, you could feel that love that he was giving you in that moment which made you feel good. In that moment, you knew you wanted Marc. Marc could sense what you needed from him in that moment without you even saying anything to him, he gave into your need for love and worship.

Marc adjust himself and carries you to the top of your bed where your pillow was letting your head rest against the comforter. After placing you down, he starts placing small kisses ontop of your forehead and slowly starts to place them down your body. His hands running through your hair, down your arms, curving around your waist and hips, down to your thighs and legs. He wanted to make sure that you felt loved, worshiped, and adored, he never wanted you to feel every so badly about yourself for he saw you for being to beautiful in his eyes. Marc continued to kiss down your body as you slowly removed your shirt and your pants down. He reached back up to kiss you again, more passionately than beforehand.

"I want to show you my love, for you deserve every ounce being graced upon your essence. Lean back my dearest, let me show you how truly loved you are." Marc replied softly to you

You nod and let Marc show you how much he truly loved you. Marc kissed your lips once more and proceeded to press soft kisses up and down your body while whispering nothing but soft words of affirmation about yourself. You found yourself quietly moaning as his touch made you quiver and feel good.

"May I?" Marc asks wanting to take your bra off.

You nod softly and let him expose your chest. Marc starts to place gentle kisses from your collarbone down to your breasts which made you moan a little more. Marc continued to whisper nothing but gentle and kind words about you through each kiss which made you fly away everytime he would whisper these sweet nothings. Marc moved more down your body still worshiping and placing kisses on your body. He finally reaches your soft spot and holds onto your thighs gently.

"My love, may you let me show you more of my love that I have to offer?"

You smile and nod once again letting him as you let him show you how much he cares about you. Marc reaches for the hem of your panties and pulls them down revealing the pool of wetness from how much he was making you feel good. Marc lowers himself down and looks back up at you never breaking eye-contact with you. He slowly presses soft kisses on your cunt before he starts to work his tongue on your clit. You felt yourself moaning like you've never had before, never having felt as much pleasure as he was bringing towards you now. You wrap your hands in Marc's hair as he continued to eat you out making you feel pleasure as you've never felt. You felt your high coming along fast and before you could fully feel it Marc stopped suddenly. He climbs up towards you his wings ruffling in the process and holds you with him.

"I want to really show you now.. how much love you deserve. Hold on tight to me my love, and I will show you how much.." Marc softly whisper to you

You held onto his neck as he took part of his white cloth robe down revealing himself to you. Getting closer towards you he aligns himself with you as he teases your folds. Marc finally enters inside of you as you felt a huge wave of high takeover yourself. Marc kisses you as you continue to hold onto his neck while also touching his chest and some of his feathers lightly. Marc was taking it slowly with you, while still whispering delicate words in your ear, telling you how beautiful and gorgeous you are and how you are so worthy of love. Marc's pace sped up as you continued to hold onto him, running your hands through his hair as he moaned along with you.

"My love.. I want you to cum with me.. be one with me my love.." Marc huskly says

You continued to moan between his kisses as he continued to speed up his pace. Both of you moaning together, you could finally feel yourself about ready to climax as Marc never broke eye-contact with you.

"Yes my love.. hold onto me tight now.."

Marc's pace began becoming more sloppy as you finally reached and felt your climax. Pumping a few more times Marc finally came along with you as he wings fluttered while moaning in pleasure along with you. Continuing to hold onto his neck, Marc rolled over next to you never letting you go. He held you closely and tightly as he continued to look into your eyes as he gently rubbed his hand up and down your arm while holding you.

"You are truly loved y/n, no matter what you might think of yourself at times, you are always loved by me."

You both lied there together in your bed as you felt yourself starting to get tired. Marc gently places kisses on your forehead as you started to fall fast asleep in his angel wing embrace. You felt comforted, you felt safe, you felt wanted, you overall felt loved.

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Unsure, but sure of you

Jorah Mormont x Reader

a/n - i honestly haven't written in a while and im kinda on a writing spree right now, but enjoy some more jorah content lol

Warnings: angst, jealousy, fluff, (no nsfw)

Summary: You've longed for the handsome knight Ser. Jorah for a while, however you see him constantly with Daenerys which makes you question if he feels the same way about you.

You and Ser Jorah have become quite quaint with each other. Since the beginning of Daenerys time with the Dorthraki, you've stayed by her side helping and assisting her along with the fellow knight.

You've grown quite close with Ser Jorah and have slowly developed feelings for him, he was always so kind, caring, and even considerate of you and others which made you fall for him even more. He truly was a knight even if he didn't feel like it at times, however if anything has been bothering you it's been his closeness with Daenerys. You noticed the way he treats her which such loyalty and it makes you question if the knight even reciprocates the same feelings as you do for him. You know you shouldn't be feeling this way as he treats everyone with the same respect but there was a difference in the way he treated Daenerys, thus making you jealous and starting to ignore him out of spite. You didn't want to ignore Jorah however with your building feelings you decided to do so to protect yourself.

You walk through the halls of the Great Pyramid awaiting the big meeting of Daenerys plan for conquering the iron throne. Trying your best to ignore the feeling in your stomach You enter the room seeing everyone around you as you take your place in one of the near-by chairs. You see Jorah out of the corner of your eye but decide not to look at him. Daenerys starts to discuss her plans with everyone about her ideas and strategies for claiming the Iron Throne. The whole time while you where distracted and in your own head trying to stay focused on the plans, Jorah kept looking at you wondering why you where acting stoic towards him. Jorah always knew your demeanor was jovial even during rough times, you where always happy and extremely kind with everyone however your behavior made him wonder what was going on. Jorah already had feelings for you, he knew it in his heart how he felt about you but also didn't know if you felt the same way about him. Both of you where in the same dilemma about each other which made things even a bit more difficult.

Daenerys had to dismiss the meeting early to discuss somethings with Grey Worm, you decided to walk out as quickly as you could trying to head back into your chambers as you didn't realize Ser Jorah following quickly behind you. As you reach for you chambers you hear the footsteps of someone behind you until hearing a soft voice speak

"Lady Y/N."

You already knew who it was by the voice as you turn around slowly trying your best to avoid feeling strange in that moment. You gain the confidence to speak up,

"Ser. Jorah" You try to speak in a confident way

"I.. wanted to ask you about something" Jorah speaks while clenching the sword handle on the side of his belt

"What seems to be the issue?" you speak again

"Could we perhaps, talk somewhere more quiet? Maybe in the small garden outside." Jorah suggests

Hesitating for a moment at his proposal before you speak once more towards him.

"That's fine, shall we head there now?" speaking to Jorah is a semi-cold voice

Jorah notices the way you've been speaking to him, the way you've become more distant, more avoidant of him. It killed him inside why you where behaving this way towards him, he knew it's because you where not happy. There was something else there that was making you act this way towards him from your usually cheery and kind demeanor.

Both of you started your way to the garden both walking side by side in silence, Jorah had the urge to say anything to you in that moment but kept his composure calm. He didn't know why you where acting this way towards him, it drove him mad and even a bit upset at times. You both finally reach the gardens heading inside, the smell of the fragrant Meereen petals dancing in your nose. You both find the more secluded part of the gardens where Jorah seems a bit distressed from his calmer demeanor beforehand, Jorah drops the formalities finally.

"Y/N, why.. why have you been acting so cold towards me. Have I done something that has insulted you or.. hurt you..?" Jorah asks his tone quite upsetting but not loud

You feel bad and guilty as Jorah starts speaking to you, feeling the jealously creep up a bit again in you. Not knowing how to respond to his comment you turn around and face him as small but subtle tears where pricking the corners of your eyes.

"I just.." trying to contain your voice

"It's just.. you and dany..-" you respond back to him

Jorah notices the small tears from you eyes as you speak these words to him, Dany and him..? He felt confused by your statement

"Daenerys and me..? what do you mean by that..?" Jorah started to pick up the signs, that you probably felt the same way he did about you.

You held your hand on the side of your face looking down on the ground as tears started to form from your eyes. Jorah sees this and looks concerned as he rushes over to your side holding your shoulders as you continued to weep while looking at the ground. Your hand trying to block your face from the tears you where sheading. You felt embarrassed and ashamed about how you where feeling in that moment. Jorah takes his hand and removes your hand from your face. Your eyes where red and bloodshot, eyelashes appearing longer than before as you still sobbed looking at the grounds of the gardens trying not to look at him. Jorah lifts your head to face him as he sees the way your feeling expressed like a watercolor painting on your face.

"Y/n.. there's no me and Daenerys, I serve her to help and protect her but I don't love her in the way you might think." Jorah confesses to you

Your eyes widen a bit at his statement as your tears feel a bit relieved from his words of reassurance. He places his hand on the side of your face and pulls you closer to him as he leans in and kisses the remaining tears away from your cheeks, reaching back up to look into your eyes before kissing your lips softly and tenderly. In that moment of angst and emotions, Jorah couldn't help any longer how he felt about you and his feelings for you. He couldn't help reaching in and kissing your tears away for he's longed to kiss you for a while. You also longed for his kiss, the tenderness of the moment relieved you of the intense emotions of guilt and jealously as you felt that all melt away. You briefly break the kiss to look back up at him still wiping some of your tears away.

"I just.. didn't know if you felt the same way I did.. you where always around Daenerys and I just.. couldn't tell.. it made me feel.. upset.." you confess to Jorah.

Jorah looks at you still holding the side of your face as he softly smiles while placing a small kiss on your forehead.

"I've been sure of you for a while Y/N, I didn't know how to approach you on the matter since your always very friendly with everyone and didn't know if you felt the same way.." Jorah confesses

This made you smile and laugh a bit while some tears still laid on your cheeks, this made Jorah smile back at you. One thing was for certain you two where both sure of each other in that moment, even with the feelings of angst and emotions, you both showed affections for each other, you both wanted love from each other. Jorah wraps his arms around your waist pulling you closer as he sits you both down on a nearby bench, he continues to hold you close resting his head on top of yours. In that moment, you felt calm and safe even after the intensities of your complex emotions, it was a beautiful moment of endearment and tenderness.

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All in the Eyes

Graham Simpkins x F! Reader

a/n - i just watched the holiday and oh my goodness, i just had to write for jude laws character

Summary: Graham decides to finally ask you out after months of tension

Warnings: fluff, romance (lol), light nsfw (nothing extreme)

You've always enjoyed the aspects of writing, from being able to just pick up a pen and write whatever you wanted brought so much joy and light to your heart. After months of working you finally decided to go and publish your first book but not without making sure it was properly edited, this is where you first met Graham. You always thought he was very attractive when you first met but as you continued to know him more, you started to slowly develop feelings for him. You always felt scared and nervous as you've never been in an actual relationship with someone before, mainly just short flings that never worked out but the tension between you two felt immensely intense. Sometimes you'd just make excuses coming up with different papers just to see him and talk to him, the eye contact was always something that drove you crazy. However you didn't know if he was interested in you like that, Graham was always friendly with everyone but you just couldn't tell at times with him.

Today you needed to retrieve your papers back from Graham as your book deadline was coming soon. You look in the mirror quickly before you leave the house making sure you had everything you needed. Graham scheduled the meet up at his office on a Saturday, you didn't know why he scheduled the meeting for a Saturday when Monday would have been perfectly fine. Pulling up to the parking lot you felt yourself getting nervous over seeing him, the tension that has been happening between both of you has felt overwhelming at it's best. You finally get out of the car and head over to the building as you buzz in, the door opens for you. Taking the elevator up to the 4th floor, it opens to a room full of darkness besides one small office with the lights on. You slowly walk over to the office to see Graham at his desk reading over your papers for the book you where writing. He looks up at you and greets you with a smile as he places the papers down on his desk and gets up to greet you.

"Y/N! Good to see you again," Graham greets you with that smile you've adored from him

"It's good to see you again as well.." Shaking his hand

Your palms where incredibly clammy from your nerves which you believed Graham noticed. He looked at you a bit concerned and then asked you

"Y/N are you okay? Your palms are a bit clammy?" He asks concered

"Oh Yeah..! I just want to make sure the book comes out alright..!" You say to him

Graham offers you to have a seat as he decides to sit right next to you grabbing the papers off of his desk.

"So, I managed to correct the last remaining pages of your book. A few little small mistakes but nothing much of it." Graham replies while looking up at you

You looked back at him still a bit nervous and tense feeling as he shows you the rest of the edited pages of your book, Graham continues to notice the tension in you as you look a bit uneasy looking at him.

"Y/N, is something the matter? You just look a bit uneasy." Graham says looking concerned

You where about to say something when you paused as Graham decides to grab your hand. Your body instantly starts to feel more calm and relaxed with the presence with his hand on yours instantly soothing your nerves.

"Y/N, there has been something... that I've been wanting to discuss with you actually.." Graham speaks sounding a bit hesitant but soft

Looking up at him again he removes his hand from yours as he gets up and closes the office door, he turns back around and looks at you never breaking eye contact with you. Seeing the way he was looking at you made your stomach feel butterflies as he sits back down with his hand in yours once again.

"Graham..?" you speak softly to him

"Y/N.. I know this might seem silly maybe a bit unprofessional on my end but.. do you maybe want to go out sometime somewhere with me..? It doesn't have to be fancy but just something." Graham confesses

Your heart starts to race as he asks you this question, this is all you've been wanting to hear from him for a while now even if it was in a quick way. You continue to lock eyes with Graham as you inch a bit closer to him still holding his hand in yours.

You confess "I'd love that, a lot actually"

Graham smiles softly at you as he looks down briefly at your lips then back up looking into your eyes, he gently touches your lips and decides to pull you into a kiss. You felt shocked by this sudden gesture but it's what you've been wanting for a while so you gave into his affections.

The kiss was soft and tender, nothing extreme or rough and not coated with lust. A kiss that was planted with pure love and tenderness by someone who you've wanted for a while. Graham deepens the kiss by pulling you closer to him as you grab his tie to pull him in even more to you, the kiss started to become a bit more passionate. Graham places his hand on the side of your face and puts another hand around your waist pulling you up and into his lap, you wrapped your arms around his shoulders to keep you supported.

You briefly break the kiss to look at him as you both lock eyes with each other, you started to feel a bit lustful in that moment while kissing him making you crave him even more. Graham get's the signal from the way your looking at him as you start to feel a hard-on form within his pants. Graham softly touches your lips again as he looks down at your lips then back to your eyes.

"As much as I want to do this now.. we can't do this here, I'd be in big trouble if that's the case." Graham speaks laughing a bit

You look back at him nodding in agreement with what he said, as badly as you wanted him in that moment to feel his love and kisses' embrace you, now wasn't the time for it.

"We could always go back to my place sometime.." you confess

Graham brushes some of the hair out of your face while still holding you in his lap

"I think I'd like to set up something even better before we get to that.., after all it's all in the eyes." Graham confesses

You look at him again smiling joyfully as he does the same as well, you've never been more happier in a small moment in that time as you notice your book papers on the table.

"Hey, I might just have to add you as a character in my story." You laugh making a joke at him

He laughs back at this while still holding you in his lap.

"Maybe I will.. maybe I just will..."

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In Time of Need

Jorah Mormont x F!Reader

a/n - i decided to write this on a whim because we all have our moments and times and i just needed mine, hope you guys enjoy

Summary: After finding out your brother has passed, Jorah comforts you in a time of need.

Warnings: fluff content, emotions (literally), romance, a bit of angst

You've been working alongside Daenerys for a while now, helping and attending to her every need during her time of trying to take back the iron throne. However, when you decided to attend alongside Dany your brother was well off-away somewhere. Before you decided to serve Daenerys you had always been with your family in some way, tending and taking care of everyone else's needs but your own. Your brother and you ended up getting separated as he feared the idea of the iron throne and the corruption of the seven kingdoms. Both of you having polar opposite opinions, he took off a while back ago sending you letters whenever he could. Recently, he hasn't sent anymore letters too you which has made you worried and tiresome, until today.

You hear a faint knock on the door to your chambers, you opened the door to see one of the fellow guards out-front. He hands you a sealed letter that was marked with light green penmanship addressed to you personally.

"My Lady, please forgive the intrusion but this letter is for you"

the guard hands you the letter.

You take the letter from his hands and nod him a farewell before you turn around to close your chamber doors. Standing behind the door your hands started to feel clammy as you noticed the familiar writing. You slowly open the letter revealing it's contents as you read. Your body becomes shaky and uneasy, the letter revealing to you that your brother had been killed out near the Doarthraki Sea. Clenching your arms you drop the letter to the floor along with yourself as tears began to weep from your eyes. You where always so close with your brother and it brought you immense grief, knowing he was no longer out there. While letting yourself grief amongst the cold cobblestone, you hear a faint knock on the door. Picking yourself up quickly you wiped the tears and redness away from your face, afraid you where summoned for a meeting. You opened the door to see Ser Jorah standing there before your quarters.

You and Jorah have had a weird type of relationship, you couldn't understand how he felt about you mainly because his behaviors confused you at times. Daenerys would constantly tease you about noticing how Jorah looks over and stares at you at times, but tending to shrug it off because you didn't know how to feel. However, feelings started to arise for him after he handed you a small wildflower and said that it reminded him of you. This started the feelings which continued to grow and grow even more, he tugged on your heart-strings so many times with every small encounter and interaction you had with the knight.

"Ser Jorah..!" You exclaim still wiping your face a bit from the tears

"My Lady, may I come in if that's alright?" Jorah seems to ask hesitantly

"Why yes of course," You open the door for him a little more while covering your face with your arm to try and hide the redness in your eyes

You close the door as Jorah faces you and notices your eyes seeming red and irritated. Removing your arm from your face you sniffle a bit and fix the bottom of your trousers

"What may I do for you Ser. Jorah?" You ask

Jorah felt a bit hesitant to even ask you, he knew exactly why he came into your chambers in the first place. Overhearing your sobbing taking place as he was walking by, he quietly listened hearing every tear-drop on the cold cobblestone floor. Jorah ultimately wanted to make sure that you where okay and that nothing was wrong, but going about asking you was much harder than anticipated. Jorah cleared his throat and decided to ask you the question.

"My Lad- well.. Y/n, are you alright?" Jorah asks you trying not to break eye-contact

Your face becomes a bit numb as you feel yourself starting to well up with tears again as you unexpectedly started crying once more about your brother. Jorah's face becomes concerned as you walk towards him out of emotion, you start to fall down to the floor one more as Jorah reaches your level to ground you. He gently takes your hand in his and lifts you up and guides you over to the bed in your chambers. He sits down with you on the bed still his hand in yours as you wipe away your tears with your arm.

"Y/N, what's the matter? Did something happen?" Jorah asks so softly and reassuring

Clearing your throat once more to try to speak you gather yourself to tell him what had happened

"My.. brother.., I just received word that he has.. died." Speaking while looking down at the floor

Jorah looks at you so sympathetically, he truly felt bad for the way you where currently feeling. He wanted to do something for you, anything. He decided to ask you then in there, what you needed in the moment.

"Do you.. need anything, from me right now..?" Jorah speaks suddenly

You look up at him in shock, you became so surprised by his words and how he seemed to genuinely care about you.

"I guess.. yes.." As you still began to weep your tears

Jorah decides to take you close to him and embraces you into his arms. His hands resting gently on you, as your head rests onto his chest. Jorah's heart-beat was fast and very quick as you could hear his heart pounding in his chest. You enjoy his embrace as he enjoyed yours, he wanted you to feel safe in that moment letting you grieve your sadness and loss. You look up at him for a moment feeling your tears subside as your eyes and cheeks felt flush and red.

"Jorah.." you speak as your voice sounds raspy

"Yes?"

You pause for a moment still looking up at him into his eyes as he looks down back at you, never breaking the eye contact. You get closer to Jorah's face as he looks a bit confused and puzzled by your actions, you place your forehead on his as he looks even more confused along with feeling flushed at the same time. His embrace around you tightens even more as you both where now staring at each other faces just inches apart. Jorah gently places a small kiss on your forehead, he knew in such a vulnerable moment like this that turning it into something else wouldn't be wise. You look up at him as he removes his lips from your forehead and in that very small moment of loss and grief, you felt some love restored in your heart. Still looking at him you smile a soft and somber smile, he felt relieved at this moment as he looks at you and smiles.

"Jorah.." you continue to still look up at him

"Thank you again, for being with me when I need it.." you speak softly

He still looks down at you as he wipes some remaining tears away from your eyes, he knew this moment was to beautiful

"Anything for you.. my love.."

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𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬

Jorah Mormont x F! Reader

Summary: After Jorah returns from being treated with greyscale, he finally get's the courage to tell you how he feels about you.

Warnings: 18+ content, romantic, fluff, oral (receiving),

A/N: this is my first time writing fanfiction for a character, so please bare with me 😭

It's been a few months since you've been at Dragonstone helping Daenerys with her reign of taking back the Iron Throne. With the help of Lord Tyrion you and him have been helping to advise Daenerys with that quest of taking back what's been rightfully hers. Although there is one thing that still worries you immensely, and that was Jorah's absence.

Jorah and you have been known each other for sometime since Daenerys became the queen in Meereen. You became close to him when Daenerys needed the advising the most from anyone, trying to help her rule while also trying to secretly hide your feelings from Jorah. Overtime, the feelings have slowly started to grow over him but it didn't become super deep until the day he planted a kiss on your hand before he left for the Citadel. Your heart raced a thousand miles, face heating up as bright as a cherry until he took off in that boat. That's how you knew the feelings grew so much more stronger than that. However, since Jorah's left for the Citadel he hasn't returned back in months and you wondered if he even was still alive which worried you, a lot.

Back at Dragonstone, you decided to head to your chambers for the rest of the day. Not sure where things where heading with this war against Cersei and the Lannister's. While heading back to your chambers you hear soft footsteps approaching from in back of you "Lady Y/N." the voice speaks so softly, you recognized it immediately. Turning around, you realize that it's Jorah. He steps out into the light from the radiating torch near him, his eyes never breaking loose from yours as you both stare into each other from a distance.

Without hesitation, you walk towards him and hugged him. At that point you didn't care about anything else except being so thankful that he's returned home. Jorah looked a bit puzzled at the fact that you hugged him, tilting his head down slowly at you and returning the hug back. Looking back up at him you reply, "I really thought the greyscale got to you, I thought that you would've died." speaking faintly while looking back into his eyes.

"No, I was luckily able to be treated at the Citadel. It was painful, but it was better than not being able to return back here." he spoke. The embrace he had on you never broke, he held you close while you both continued to look at each other. "Y/N, there's something I've been meaning to talk to you about before I left but, I didn't know if I was going to return or not." Your eyes began to soften at him, your heart knew what was coming the small moment that you've been waiting for a while.

"The depths of my heart have been wanting to speak for a while to you, not sure how to word anything but you've made me feel inclination's of pursuing what my heart has been telling me. I hold very deep affections for you Y/N, most importantly I love you dearly." Your heart nearly dropped hearing those words come out of his mouth, you never knew this man could have such a poetic tone in confessing his feelings for you.

Jorah and you where now just inch's away from each other's lips. You had no words for how much he just poured his heart out to you, never knowing how much a romantic he was. "I guess you never knew that I felt the same way as you." sealing his mouth with your lips as you both embraced each other. You knees became like jelly, as you both passionately felt each other's lips. Jorah gently intertwined his hand in your hair deepening the kiss between you two. Things felt so fast, as you quickly left his lips and took his hand "We should, come in here.." you lead him into your chambers.

Closing the door, you reach back to him as you both kissed each other once again. The kiss was starting to become more frantic and hungry, feeling your body slowly press against his. He breaks the kiss and looks at you, his hands lightly tilting your chin up to him. "Y/N.. are you sure about this? I mean.. if your not ready-" You stop him short and place your lips back onto his silencing him. "Trust me Jorah.. I've wanted this for a while now.." you speak back to him. Jorah responds back to your kiss by wrapping his arms around your waist as he motions you to wrap your legs around his waist.

He takes you over to your bed being so gentle with you, the tenderness of his touch drove you wild. You've always wanted him to be so gentle with you, something about him being so strong and brave while defending you made you feel weak in the knees. Jorah climbs over you and places himself between your knees slowly kissing you again. "My love, what do you want me to do?" he speaks softly between the kiss. You didn't know what to say or even ask for, here he is fully giving himself his service to you out of his love and affections for him. "Show me then... show me how much you adore and care for me..." you speak. Jorah looked at you in such a way you've never seen before, this very intimate side of him. Taking that as a sign he places a kiss on your forehead.

He starts to place kisses' across your head, and moves to your lips. His hands find your shirt "May I?" he asks. You nod as he assists you with removing your shirt, his kisses' trail down your neck and collarbone and eventually reach your chest his eyes look at you and you stare back at him. You place your hand on his head as he continues to kiss and worship each part of you that he loved. He continues down your stomach still placing soft kisses' down each part of you. Reaching your pants he looks at you for his permission once again as you give him the signal, continuing to worship every part of you and your being. The feeling within you was something you never felt before, never thinking that Jorah would be this type of way for you in such an intimate setting. You've though about what it would be like before to be with him in this setting, but you had no idea that your fantasies of this would actually be happening.

Removing your pants just leaving you in your panties, he's still kissing your body. He looks up at you once more as he finally speaks softly "Again are you sure?" he looks a bit hesitant. "Yes Jorah, show me how much you've wanted to express your feelings for me." Jorah then removed your panties as he moved down to your lower regions. As your hand still intertwines with his hair he takes your left leg and places it upon his shoulders. Kissing your inner thighs and moving his hand and placing it upon your hips. Looking back down at him, you saw how he was being so tender with your body and yourself. Placing a few more kisses' on your inner thighs you could now feel his breath on your cunt as you where extremely wet by now. He wastes no more time as he starts to place those kisses' on your wet cunt. Eating you out whole by now, feeling the pleasure and ecstasy running through your body.

Jorah continues to fill you up with pleasure, taking his time to make sure his tongue does the work making you feel amazing and filled with pleasure. You could feel yourself getting ready to cum soon, feeling it almost too quickly with how badly he was making you feel good. Your moans weren't super loud, as you didn't want anyone else in the castle to hear how Ser Jorah Mormont was making your eyes roll in the back of your head from eating you out. "Jorah-, I'm going to-" Jorah takes a brief hold and speaks through "Cum for me, cum on my tongue." his voice sounded raspy. You released all over him, feeling out of breath as you finally come back down from your high. The moans leaving your mouth and feeling amazing with what just happened. Jorah pulls away from you and climbs up next to you, both staring deeply into each others eyes. The love between you two felt so endless, as a thousand stars danced beneath you as the moons glow from the window shined upon you both. Tired from the high, you both slowly start to drift off into each other's arms.

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If nobody else will say it to you...

No, no. Your deities aren't trying to abandon you, sweetheart. They're still there. They still love you. They still care and watch over you. Going through feelings of loneliness is normal, it's an inescapable thing with deity work most of the time, as unfortunate as it is, bee.

But, it's temporary.

It'll go away, just you wait.

Your deities will be so happy to see you overcome what you're going through. Your deities didn't forget you. How could they? Love isn't a forgettable feeling. Immortal, or mortal.

It's okay to cry, it's alright to feel weak without your deities at times. It's okay to feel so vulnerable to those you care so much about - like deities. No matter what happens, your tears are valid, the fear of being left behind or less-favored is valid. It happens. A lot more than you think.

You aren't alone, sweet friend. You're too loved to be alone. Even if you cannot hear them, feel them, or anything else, that doesn't mean they've suddenly began to hate you. That they've suddenly deemed you unworthy of their attention.

Breathe. Relax your muscles.

Ups and downs are apart of a strong, fulfilling journey.

Figure out how you feel about this situation when you're ready, do what you feel is best when you're ready, feel what you feel for now. That's enough. That's okay.

Everything will make sense one day. Everything will get into place. Everything will calm down eventually. You'll be okay.

A bad situation, a lonely situation, a sad moment, is never forever. It is not your entire life.

Happiness, is not forever either. But, that's why it's important to savor your moments with it. To do what brings happiness to you. Believe what feels best in your soul and heart. Cry and bawl to your deities, if that helps.

You're wanted. You're needed. You're loved and cared for. So much.

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Isn't it actually so beautiful that deities take the time to try and guide and teach us? How wonderful is it that they care for us so deeply that they'd share their wisdom, knowledge, and insight so freely? I think a deity's love is something to be cherished, and I cherish this. 🧡✨

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Lady Aphrodite Devotional Post

Offerings

Doves/Swans/Sparrows

Roses

Chocolate

Myrrh

Apples/golden apples

Seashells

Mermaids

Pearls

Jewelry

Gold/Silver/Diamond

Cherries

Dolphins

Perfumes

Cologne

Makeup

Combs

Mirrors

Affirmations/Affirmation Cards

Beach Sand

Sea imagery

Water

Love poems

Oyster shells

Pink Salt

Driftwood

Sea glass

Rose quartz

Amenome/Roses/Carnations

Other flowers

Valentine's Day gifts

Teddy bears

Rose water

Wine

Eros/Cupid imagery

Cakes

(Dress up) Dolls

Chapstick/lipstick

Fishnets

Honey cakes

Undergarments

Hearts

Handheld fans

Pictures of loved ones

Devotional Acts

Dress up and selfies

Keep menstrual products on you, even if you don't bleed

Advocate for pro-choice

Give/accept compliments

Advocate for SA victims

Implement a self-care routine

Go on a date

Take yourself on a date

Do something nice for your partner

Manicure/pedicure

Flirt

Affirmations in the mirror

Drink wine

Advocate for proper sex ed. (Including queer sex ed)

Love yourself/Become more confident

Experiment with your style

Mirror scrying

Listen to sleep affirmations

Love letter to self/her/partner

Take a bath/shower

Go to the ocean/water

This part is about sexual stuff so fair warning

Offerings

Condoms/lube

Lingerie

Undergarments

Sex toys

NSFW magazines/books/movie

Devotional Acts

Finally give into that one kink. You know the one.

Masturbation

Practice safe sex

Educate yourself on the porn industry

Support sex workers (tip them y'all)

Have sex

Get educated on consent/safe sex

Take nude/lewds

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and venus said;

"i love you. because you are love. i hold you. because you are mine. you are beautiful, you are handsome, you are divine and loved."

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(this is upg ‼️ & contains adult themes)

aspects & epithets of venus 🫀🕊️💐

aspects

protectress of women ≻ venus was predominantly known for her aspect of womanhood and being the protectress of women (all women) and forms of love, which can extend to our modern day and age as well -- venus the protectress of women (trans women, poc women, lgbtq women, sex workers, etc) and venus the protectress of the love and sex of women (chasity, having sex, sapphic love, straight love, poly women, aro and ace women, the list goes on).

victorious lady ≻ venus was also warlike, and known for bringing victory in both war but also other aspects (the arts, athletics, etc). she reaps victory wherever she sows and bears prosperity.

our lady of the land ≻ venus is a mother, a warrior, a wife, sexually open/reserved, a working woman, a healer, and so much more. she is the lady of the land in all aspects, she provides flourishing vegetation and growth as well as flourishing population and households.

epithets

"Good Mother"

"Protectress"

"Humanity's Lover"

"Love's Eye"

"Sprouting Garden"

"Free Tongue"

"Evermore Beauty"

"the Changer of Hearts"

"Bearing Good Fortune"

"Lover's Muse"

"Graceful"

"Favorable Eternally"

"of the Myrtle"

"Dove Winged"

"Ever-Changing"

"Warlike"

"Who Brings Victory"

"Who Fawns/Dotes"

"the Whore/Harlot"

"Affirming Love"

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He’s so cute

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When the world makes me sad I like to cast this spell

Watercolor + gouache on paper

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“I can’t do glamour magick. I don’t have the tools!”

Tools?

Shampoo- cleanses your hair of negative energy

Conditioner- restores/adds positive energy

Body wash- restores/adds positive energy

Scrubs- cleanses and removes negative energy

Face wash/cleanser- removes negative energy

Moisturizer- protection, restores positive energy

Sunscreen- protection

Lotion- depending on scent, it can help with plenty of things

Rose- love, confidence, self-love, beauty

Lavender- calmness, peace/self-peace, self-worth, comfort, soothing

Vanilla- self-love, confidence, attracting good energies

Coconut- protection, purification, chastity

Contacts/eye drops- insight, wisdom, to see what others can’t

Hairbrush- negativity remover

Mascara- to see what others don’t tell you

Lipgloss/lipstick/lip stain/chapstick- to speak smoothly and clearly, to have a way with words, to improve your voice

Toothpaste and toothbrush- cleansing, to help watch your words

Tongue scraper- to get rid of past regrets from past words, to stop gossiping

Concealer- to conceal what others should not know/what you do not want them to know

Foundation- protection

Setting spray- calmness, peace, good luck

Nail Polish- match them to your intentions!

Purple- intuitive needs, spiritual needs, imagination, creativity, third eye, wisdom, peace

Pink- love, harmony, kindness, self-love

Red- love, lust, seduction, confidence, courage, sex, motivation, ambition, passion, strength, action

Silver-moon energy, emotional needs, reflection

Green-healing, wealth, growth, money, luck, fertility

Brown- grounding, friendship, security, material needs,

Blue- clarity, creativity, faith, forgiveness, communication, calmness

Orange- joy, energy, success, optimism, excitement,

Yellow- happiness, clarity, creativity, manifestation, strength, positive thoughts, sun energy, good health

Black- protection, stability, banishing, releasing

White- purification, peace, purity, truth, hope, cleansing

Cuticle oil/hair oil- growth, improvement, new beginnings, letting go

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⛤ Protection Oil ⛤

Protection Oil is simply great for protecting yourself or other things around you. This Oil can be used for anointing objects, wards, and even can be placed on the skin for daily protection.

Ingredients

Olive Oil Base

Rosemary

Sage

Nettle Leaf

St Johns Wort

Wormwood

Angelica

Jar

Within each herb that is placed into the jar set specific intentions within each protective herb for the herb to do it's job. Personally I like to thank the herbs for helping me with protecting and shielding me. Once you've filled the jar with the herbs fill the jar to the tipy top with the olive oil then store in a cool dark place for about 2-3 days. Once done you may either strain the herbs out of the jar or you can keep them in whatever you'd like to do.

For some extra added potency to the oil I like to make a sigil and either draw it on the jar or place it underneath the jar while stored in a cool and dark place.