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man i aint ate nothing in 3 days n i keep passin out ts annoyin asf

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TW - B0DYCH3CK

this is me today im weighing in at 114.8lbs

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im 115 again and the only way to go is down.

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finally actually losing some weight ik ima b skinny asf by the end of the month.

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i just ate but purged does that count as eating?

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this is my only form of social media now so ima be posting on here alot more even tho i alr posted alot. but man i swear im starting to actually fcking hate kids. my little siblings are such spoiled entitled little fucking brats and my parents expect me to take care of them feed them give them baths and all that but then act like im in the wrong for getting pissed off when they dont want to listen to anything i say. like just now theyre trying to make me give my sister a bath and she never listens so im getting more n more pissed off bc she keeps running away from me laughing screaming n refusing to get in the bath so i got mad n grabbed her n physically brought her in there myself n shes kicking and screaming n hits her leg well thats literally her fault she should have just listened when i was being nice about it hut then my parents gon go say “you really think shes going to listen when ur being mean to her” okay bit h first of all i tried to be nice to the little bitch n she thought it was a big ole game second of all i told u mfs i didnt want to do it bc she doesnt listen to me n yall kept pressin me to “please do it blah blah blah” then act surprised when ts happens like wtf

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yall go follow my tiktok i need friends😭

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i used to do clr ALL DAY every single day and i miss it so much bc it makes u drop weight like flies and the time goes by within what seems like a matter of seconds like fr one minute ur gettin high the next its 5 months later and u dont even know wtf just happened but ur deathly skinny n everyone is worried abt u. i miss it. so much. for those of u who dont know “clr” is m3th. also i am NOT promoting drg use AT ALL. Cuz lemme tell u what i said seems great, but thats the thing. the weight loss is bout the only good thing about it. thats why i havent went back to that alr to lose the weight.

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DONT FORGET TO DRINK YOUR WATER

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my fiances baby mama is so gorg and skinny she is enough motivation for me to keep going. gotta get smaller n prettier to ensure he dont go back to her. she is genuinely beautiful so when i want to eat i just go look at her.

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Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs

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i love my fiance so so much but im genuinely thinking abt breaking it off so i can focus on losing weight bc that really is my main priority rn. is that dumb? yeah. ofc. absolutely. do i care? maybe. anyways hes in jail so alot of my money goes towards him but i want to focus like really focus on losing weight. i want to buy laxatives, weight-loss pills, clothes for when im skinny, things to make myself prettier like acrylic nail kit, lashes, hair dye, jewelry but i cant afford it because i want to make sure hes got money on his books. i wouldn’t ever actually leave him ofc i love him but this blog is my public ana diary so.

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my dad wasnt gna give me my cigs earlier until i ate so i got the cigs n food then held off until he asked if i ate it n told me if i wasnt going to that he would so i gave the food to him. its all about controlling yourself and you will come out with what u want in the end. i wanted my cigs but no food so i took both and just didnt eat it. i thought about just flushing it but decided not to because i refuse to waste food when ik there is others who would be forever grateful for that food. work smarter not harder.

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if someone ever told me that I “look like I give great hugs” I would kill myself in front of them

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u never realize what u had till its gone. i was so skinny n everyone was always worried abt me. i miss this body.