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when you’re done recycling, don’t forget to put the trash in a plastic bag 

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#trump for the win

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The truth is that God is real. and that is the truth that for some reason or other history, society, people whatever you wanna call it, has tried to either hide corrupt or lie to you about. you don’t have to believe me and you can think I’m crazy that’s fine. but that doesn’t change the truth from being the truth. and maybe the question is not whether or not God is real maybe the question is why does the notion of GOD and his teachings bother some people so much?

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Happy Birthday Diddy?

so I have been knee-deep in this whole P. Diddy investigation for months now. I'll skip some of the details behind my obsession over evil Hollywood elites, but I thought it'd be interesting to share pics from a post from the ENews! website, put up after P. Diddy's 50th birthday bash which is now being questioned due to allegations against diddy... honestly I hate all of Hollywood but I thought I'd share the photos... are these good people or are these monsters just like Diddy? Also, can someone take a deep dive into Kobe O'Brien's death now that we see he attended P. Diddy's party #diddydoit #enews #fakenews #hollywood #evil #elites

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lit's been a long time. I should'nt have left you. Without a dope beat to step to...."

what can I say I'm a single mother of two I have a seven-year-old with a Autism and three year old full of might. i've been working on and off over the last seven years as an early educator, and have had my hands full to say the least. 

I won't get into details about my final and terrible split from my ex-husband but I will say that I'm glad that he is now engaged to someone else with the new baby.  it takes some of the heat off my back if you catch my drift. 

anyways, well, in my pursuit of happiness, I found myself reflecting on my younger days when I was much more productive and happier.  I remember the days when I used to draw my comic book every single day from the time I was in third grade to the time I was in high school about to graduate.  I didn't have a gun to my head or any other motivation for dedicating myself to my art other than the pure fact that I felt like I needed to get the story out because it was something that had to get done.  As an adult, I wonder how could such passion and perseverance dissolve over the years and I remembered a special moment that I had when I was very young... the adults in my life. Let me know early on that i would choose between my art or being mother with a family.  For some reason that always stuck in the back of my mind throughout my life and even throughout college when I was in art school. I kept questioning whether or not I should keep going to art school when I knew that my place in life is to be a mother and a wife... that's what I wanted in my heart more than anything else in the world and that's what I chose.

 I decided to put my dreams aside and devote myself to my partner, who then turned into my husband, who we've had three amazing children with one of which we've lost.  In my mind, I saw myself living in a beautiful house with a wonderful man, raising children in a safe space.  but upon reflecting that I looked around me, and I realized that I gave everything up and I didn't get my dream in return.  I have my children who I love more than anything in the world, and I am so grateful that I am able to have that as a treasure for all of the ups and downs, I've been endured over the last couple of years. in that moment it hit me I can scratch family life off the list and go back to focusing on the art.  Literally from that moment forward I picked up a pen and started drawing and writing past the art block that I've had over the last 10 years and since I've lost my son.

it was like I returned back to myself, and it wasn't even a question of what I need to do or how to do it. I simply picked up the pen and it started pouring out of me just like it used to when I was a child.  I smile and delight in the miracle that I experience whenever I get to work on my art now and I can't believe the 360 that I found myself in life...

 I don't know what will become of my art, but I know that if I keep following this path of true joy and happiness, only wonderful things will come out for me and for my sons.

 I hope I remember to keep you guys posted for the journey. 😉

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Underwater Pixie #jacknessmonster #art #artlife #artwork #drawing #underwater #mermaid #mermaids #digitalart #digital #samsunggalaxypro12 #medibang #creative #creativity #original #unique (at Town of Walpole)

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Magic Dreamland #jacknessmonster #art #artlife #artwork #drawing #unicorn #rainbow #rainbow #unicorns #magic #glitter #stardust #digitalart #creative #creativity #love #peace The things I see, when I close my eyes. (at Boston, Massachusetts)

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We can do this. We can learn to not get caught up in other people's hatred. To not let situations or decisions of others, influence our impact on the planet. It doesn't matter if your black, and they're white. Or you're white and they're black. Or Asian, Hispanic, Or Arab. What matters is how we treat each other. We need to learn how to love those we hate. Its a big world, and we're never going to agree. So learn to love all, cuz sometimes the corrupt and evil ones, need it the most. So send prayers, and love and light. And stop being a hater already. Stop letting social media dictate your own mind. We're grown. This is not middle school, we don't need to prove ourselves constantly. Life is good. Life is beautiful. Amen #getoveryourself (at South Boston)

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When I lost my son, I kept having fantastical dreams about dragons. I used to draw dragons as a kid, but never once dreamt of one, so I know this was Logan trying to tell me he's still with me. Logan this is you and me, in the world of my dreams mommy loves you so much. #dreams #death #motherlosesson #spiritual #insights #fantastic #escape #inspired #myart #digital #dragon #color #fantasy #doyouboo @jakobowens you inspired me because my art school said they don't support my kind of art. After reading one of your post about your old teacher, I felt inspired to do what I love, without judgements. :) (at Moms House)

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My baby's first project at daycare! Love him so much ❤️ #baby #mother #mothersday #kindercare #daycare #knowledgebeginnings #walpole #westwood #proudmama (at KinderCare, Westwood - Westwood, MA)

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Starting my mornings with this nugget is all love ❤️ 💕👶🏻#love #baby #cute #mommasboy #morning #bliss #cutebabyboy (at Town of Walpole)

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Feeling Love

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to view the life of a person from the perspective of the higher self. To know the trials and tribulations that lay before them. I think about all the times I've asked the heavens for guidance or for help, and when I look back, they always give me what I ask, just not in any way that I would have perceived. Sure, some might argue that it's my own actions that grant me the reality that I seek. But sometimes, and often as a stay at home mother, we are powerless to change. We can only rely on others, asking can only get us so far. Even trying everything we can to move in the direction we seek won't guarantee we will be able to nudge forward. But always, after asking, and praying to God, and after offering my faithful devotion despite the differences or disappointments I may feel toward the divine, I am always granted what I seek. It may not be in the how, the who or the when, but it's always in the now. When you stop, and realize, everything you've always wanted, you have. And everything you think you want, you're getting. And it just reminds me to keep my faith, despite what anyone else believes or doesn't believe. Despite the ridicule, or the loneliness. Those none believers could never understand the overwhelming feeling of power and satisfaction one feels when they know or realize God is real. And God does listen and does aid us. We are only born with 5 senses, and God is so much more than that. So if you're an atheist, or a none believer, try opening your heart to the possibility of there being an infinite source of all encompassing love, that radiates its energy toward helping you achieve the things you want, at a time and place that suits you best; despite the fact that it may not be what you think you need it to be. And with that mind set, look back at your life, and realize, that even though you don't believe, God is still there for you. Loving you every step of the way. Feel his power, feel his love, and feel his presence in the everlasting beauty of nature. It's ok if you keep it a secret. It's better that way. And remember to treat all creations, alive or idle, with the utmost respect, because they are all gifts from our wonderful creator. Amen

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#sharethisprayer #pray #love #compassion #peace #prosperity #god #faith #middleeast. I wrote this on my blackberry: Midnight Prayer 2/24/17 Prayer for our country and it's leaders I pray for a transcendent leader for America that will bring peace and prosperity and that will heal pain and blockages both from our historical past, our dividing present state and our fruitful future. I pray our country comes together to become a leader to the world who is based on love and respect for all life. I pray for the prosperity of those suffering in this country both human and animals. I pray for conservation of sacred beliefs and ideologies that are based in love in God's name. I pray that our government is for empowering the people and for aiding in the spiritual growth of the country. I pray that our government and economy work toward sustaining a peaceful country that will work with the rest of the world to put to rest, pain, suffering, war, slavery, abuse, and cruelty. That our foundation as a country makes a peaceful transition to ascending to a higher state of being, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. I pray that our leader from today onward is working with the country's best interest in mind as God sees fit, where all colors of humans can live in harmony, peace, and prosperity. I'm grateful, thankful, and blessed to be born in one of the best countries of all time. Thank you God and God bless the American people. Amen.

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Oh yea, and this 🐰🍭💕#handsome #baby #Easter #happyeaster #love #jesus #cutebaby #cutebabyboy #outfit #ootd #childrenswear #dapper #hat #gqbaby (at Readville, Boston)

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The Woman Squad features a cast of characters from a galaxy far away, that find themselves powerless on planet Earth. They must start from the end in order to get to the beginning, and save their beloved Kingdom. Featuring a cast of heroines, the Woman Squad is a coming of age story starring comedic super villains, and tales of strength and self growth. The Woman Squad is a smart series that has a little something for any reader. Reading this will make your day better. #The Woman Squad #webcomic #LINEWEBTOON

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"The Smith's Son" #jacknessmonster #art #artlife #story #imagination #imaginationarts