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HAPPY NEW UPCOMING YEAR!! 🎈

I really want to say thank uu to everyone just for being you, remember you're the best and don't you forget it!!! keep it up for a new 2025 year too!!🎉🎉

(and lmaoo that's actually my self-insert.... me as a kid to be exact!! im telling some stories about Qiu and myself and they're trying not to laugh)

p.s. my art skills r getting better ig???

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hii! love your writing! Can i request a step 2 Qiu/Tam x Popular MC? about them feeling jealous of other students constantly grabbing the MC’s attention away

step 2 jealous Qiu & Tamarack with a popular!gn!MC

Qiu

We all know that Qiu is and was kinda popular amongst Golden Grove people, so they understand how hard it can be to pay attention for all people around you, just for because of your popularity. You're not guilty for being so cool, yeah.

So, they were okay with you being around less and less, they were okay with some people distracting you from talking to them when they were out and about with you... At least that what they firstly thought.

They didn't mind you being popular at all, but what about you and them? Your time together?

They were staring at you through their window in their bedroom, you were talking with a group of people around you. You were so happy without them around... They had to agree, you were radiant and sparkling with beauty, but they want your company too, y'know?

Autumn didn't quite get when they started to feel overwhelmed with it. Or they were... jealous? They wanted to come over where you were with others and just take you to their bedroom or their hideout and make sure you stay here for a while. Nowhere else and with noone else besides you two. Just being with them for more then half of an hour works.

But of course they wouldn't do that. Nuh-uh. You have your own freedom and they can't just cross its boundaries. So what about a small, a bit of a sulky talk with Qiu when you finally come to visit them? Maybe, if you wouldn't come for quite a time they'll make a favor and come to you instead in a not-threatening-way-possible. They just have to hope it'll solve the issue.

Tamarack

Mainly at the start of your popularity, Tamarack was not against some people coming to you when you where hanging out with her, to say hi to you. It's what a relationship with other people means. That you acknowledge a person whenever you can.

But it was starting to get ridiculous at some point. She didn't know how you dealt with all these people around.

Tama surely didn't mind those who were around you, but they weren't quite sincere all along!

They didn't recognize her as "Tamarack Baumann", but rather as "MC's friend" and it wasn't nice at all.

So, only after a few failed attempts to interrupt them when she was clearly spending time you, Tamarack started to feel even more insecure about herself and started being more quiet. When she was spending time only with you, she was feeling way better, but those... people, kept messing around.

She preferred spending time with you calmly and cozy, without so many different people she wasn't so interested in. But these ones were too clingy and too rude sometimes! She felt like they put her down more and more in your eyes. She was a bit scared about you forgetting about her presence, but she still trusted you.

Tamarack thought through about this and decided to take matters into one's own hands. She'll come to you herself, tagging you along with her somewhere nearby the forest, and ask about spending more time with her and a bit less with others. She just prays it'll be okay with you... Give her a lot of big hearty hugs later!!!

A/N: lmaoo this pumpkins r so silly i love it

soo if this piece of something has mistakes please lemme know!!! im writing this at 2 am hehe...

trying to write as canon as possible and i hope i do that... the advises are highly welcomed btwww

OH AND HAII TYSMM I'M SO GLAD YOU LOVE MY WRITING!! have a nice day anon!!!

[janecea8]

Hey-hi ray-ray!! If i may be so bold to request, Qiu and Tama christmas headcanons? Since its around the time for it :3

Tamarack + Qiu Christmas headcanonsꔛ

step 1!

Qiu

— I feel like he's a big fan of this kind of holidays - everyone's happy and smiling and enjoying themselves. and he's not an exception.

— He'll also make sure that he's house is decorated properly. Tinsel, a Christmas tree, all hung with multi-colored lights, mistletoes here and there, nice garlands in the house and outside of it... Isn't his house looks the best for upcoming Christmas?

— Qiu will surely come to your porch and be like "hey, how're you feeling about building snowmans in front of our houses?"

— and if you agree, it may end up with a little snowball fight. why? well, it's just entertaining to be all covered with snow, as if you're real snowmans here. and plus because he just adores the thought of spending as much cool and funny time as he can with you!

— I think he'll be into going snow sledding, whether on sleds or snow tubes! he might also take you, Boy's club and Tamarack for a ride on them with him.

— Qiu can also give you a small sleigh ride if you want! He'd be so-o-o smug about it.

— Autumn will also prepare a small gift for you, his favourite neighbour, you absolutely deserving it. Guessing it'll be a small drawing of you, according with a fairytale book and some candies like candy cane.

— ...don't know why, but i can imagine him wearing a Santa's hat while gifting you his present and he saying things like "you witnessed a real Santa Clause, now that's our shared secret. don't tell anyone!"

Tamarack

— Oh! Tamarack is the most excited one beyond anything in Golden Groove about Christmas!

— I'm sure she'll make a plenty hundred of snow angels on the ground, - be careful not to step on them! - and will invite you to come here to her house and do that with her! if you want to, you can do that in your house yard too! Tammy bets you'll have so much fun!

— If you get cold, Tamarack will offer you to drink tea with her and share her gingerbread cookies with you. She will give you some cookies to bring them to your home to eat them later too, if they're to your liking that is!

— her favourite element of this special day is a Christmas tree. like, "a piece of nature we can bring in our house and decorate it? yay!"

— wishes to Santa Clause for everyone who she cares about to feel nice and safe and sound all the new year. this is important!

— Tama loves to ask Omi and Opa to turn on some cheerful Christmas music, to the point that she knows the lyrics of all songs.

— she will sing a couple of her favorite songs to you too and ask if you like them. and if you answer her question positively, she will be so-so giggly and later show you other songs from her Christmas songs collection!

— Tamarack would prepare a gift for you too. Feeling like she'll give it straight in the morning of the Christmas celebration day, and it'll be a small Santa Claus and a Christmas tree figurines that you can hang on your own tree at home or let it stand in your room! both ways are working with her, Tammy's just happy to celebrate this day with you.

A/N: OMGG HEY HII REGULUS!! I'M SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU! i absolutely LOVE the idea of this request sincerely thank uu!! <33

though the headcanons r kinda small, I put a little bit of my heart into this, ahaha^^ that was fun!:33

[janecea8]

pspsps are u still taking requests? <3

psstt hello there! yea, I'm still taking requests!

but since i was kind of absent here and there (I still have three requests that I haven't done yet but I'm planning on doing them this week, ahaha...) it can take some time from now if you don't mind!! ^^

[janecea8]

IM GONNA PIN THIS SMILE OF THEIRS ON MY FOREHEAD OMG??????

THEY'RE SOOO SOSOSOSO....

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Mid-Autumn Festival 🌕

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Sick rainy morning.

Tamarack × gn! Reader sketch.

it was heavily raining outside, raindrops falling on windows of the room where you are make a dull sound. yesterday was exactly the same stormy day, and you had the misfortune of getting caught in the rain and soaking wet, so this way you got ill.

you were trying to fall sleep, the TV was quietly making some noise in the background while you were lying on the couch. your tired eyes were looking somewhere at the ceiling.

you think that this morning wasn't quite pleasant for you.

already half asleep, you heard a knock on the door. you were groggy, and someone is distracting you from sleeping... expecting that it was most likely your mother, you waited for a couple more minutes.

the rhythmic knock on the door is repeated one more time, and now you have a feeling that you need to get up and open the door. instead of finding your mom on the porch of the house, you see your friendly neighbour shooting a shy wave at you. Tamarack was holding a plastic bag in her hand, and with the other hand adjusting an unruly strand of her pretty hair.

you froze, looking at her in pure shock. you don't know why, but you didn't expect at all that Tama would want to visit you.

Tammy sighed quietly, smiling kindly. "hey." she's now talking in a more gentle tone as she notice your messy appearance. "I heard you were sick, so I thought I'd pop by and get you some stuff to help." She paused for a few seconds, looking away awkwardly. "...if you don't mind me, of course."

you exhaled, smiling weakly. you still felt sick from the weakness that seemed to have consumed your entire body but Tamarack presence definitely made it easier. Tamarack made your life much easier overall. how could you mind her? "It's okay, I'm happy to see you here. come on in." your voice was a little hoarse so you had to cough a little. this, surprisingly, caused a quiet, melodious laugh from Tammy while she was walking in. this giggle of hers made you blush slightly, while panicking a little. "why laughing?" you asked her, feeling slightly confused. "um, sorry, it's nothing, just..." she already take off her top layer of clothing, now slightly nervously fidgeting with the hem of her sweater. "nice to see you so homey for the first time in a long while. i think you look really nice." now you were both chuckling. now you were united but the same, soothing feeling. the feeling of peace between you and her.

now it seems like this rainy sick morning could still be fixed.

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an important message! ! !

I was not sure I can manage social media properly because of my frequent disappearances. I took it too seriously and demandingly, so I think I got burnout because of my writing here.

so i decided, from now on i will most likely mix my writing with off-topic and my other hobbies.

thank you for understanding! ,')

ps I would love to get some piece of an advice on how I can start writing better!

[janecea8]

A lot of people are being awfully mean and vile towards Kab and Rose in an extent that is gross regardless of your opinion on the issue as bad as it can be in your eyes.

that a shame doing so to creators who build safe spaces fo queers.

[janecea8]

step 3 mc not taking care of themself, what do qiu and tama do?

Tamarack & Qiu x gn!MC not taking care of themself headcanons.

step 3.

Qiu Lin.

— It’s immediately clear that Qiu will be so worried. So worried about you that every day they will ask how you are doing and just smile sadly, looking at all the mess on your head.

— They are unlikely to try to know why are you so uncaring about yourself because they don’t want to violate your personal boundaries.

— But, nevertheless, Qiu came to the conclusion that then they will take care of you as best they can, if you can't do it yourself.

— Depending on why you don't take care of yourself, they may compliment you frequently, support you, or do some things instead of you. Or maybe even all together. They just want you to feel better about it.

— They will carry snacks in their pockets that you might like, just in case you are hungry and offering them when there is a sign that you want to eat. If you refuse a snack then it's alright, but they'll still carry it with them.

— If they ever come over to your place for a sleepover several times, these nights Autumn will try to do something with your hair if you let them. They will comb it carefully, distracting you with conversations.

— They will also make sure you ate well and that you were hydrated, but they do not force you in any way. And despite all the fun you had there, Qiu will also make sure you go sleep first before falling asleep too.

— They'll make extra sure that if anything happens, you know that at any moment you can come to them and ask for help or support. Qiu will always be here, looking out for you.

— In general, they will do everything they can while trying not to cross your comfort in hope that your inattention to yourself will soon end. And not because they will get tired of caring, but because the best care is caring for yourself...

— ...and their dear neighbor deserves only the best.

Tamarack Baumann.

— From my impressions, she won’t be as sad about it as Qiu does, it's just that still you and your trait. But she will be worried too about your attitude towards yourself.

— Tama won't think for long, she will immediately move on to small, but caring actions.

— Tamarack will gently dust your clothes with her hand if you have any, while you are not looking, will also treat you to food, and probably not only snacks (I think she will be an excellent cook, I don't know why).

— And Tammy will simply be a shoulder on which you can fall asleep or which you can confide in.

— If you ever go with her to the forest and maybe even have a picnic there, Tama will definitely take everything that might be useful - more food, drinks, the softest and warmest blanket she has and even possibly small pillows, if any of you want to lie down comfortably. Because... Why not? But be prepared to walk with her a lot at first!

— After such a day with Tamarack you probably will be the most rested from all the hustle and bustle, or at least she will try to make it so! These walks will also repeat often, as she invites you anytime she can.

— Also based on my headcanon that Tamarack cooks greatly, I think that she will often pass ready-made meals to you, and not necessarily when you are at home. She will definitely try to make this food your favourite! So yeah, you'll be the most well-fed person thanks to the chef Tama.

— I can say that she will be so caring as the one who truly accepts you. She won't try to change you, because she believes that everything will come in its own time. As well as self-love and care for yourself.

— Tama will live through this with you. You are her favourite neighbor after all, so it's not difficult for her at all.

a/n: as someone who faces kinda the same problem thank u for a request! it was comforting to write.

also I'm sorry that it took such a time :(

[janecea8]

hehe hii *eats writing*

can i request a step 1 jealous qiu x gn!mc that has an obvious crush on baxter and just follows him around?

I love your writing please don’t die 😔🙏🏼

Jealous Qiu × gn!MC with crush on Baxter.

step 1. enjoy!

— Qiu was used to people liking him. It's just how it is - he had never really questioned it. Usually all people around him want to become his friends. who wouldn't want to hang out with Qiu Lin? That's right, no one!

— You made him feel a bit more interested in you than in anybody else, so he expected this feeling to be mutual. But you were different, so different that it was able to frustrate Qiu by you being not so interested in him, and imagine his surprise when you expressed even more disinterest in his company after meeting Baxter. it made him think about this.

— At first he was thinking it was temporary due to Baxter being a new acquaintance, then thought you were really just busy to hang out with him. When this continued further, Qiu began to not quite understand.

— He didn't even know why he was so fixated on this, but everytime he saw you forgetting about him when Baxter is around, he bites his inner cheek and looks kind of hurt at you for a couple of seconds. or when you constantly walk with Baxter, seeming to look at him with heart-shaped eyes, Qiu only sighs sadly and frowns, even if recovers quickly. Qiu does not really tolerate this feeling in his chest, which makes him seem to shrink inside that his stomach aches.

— He didn't understand where this feeling came from, and he might even talk to his parents about it. Qiu basically experienced this for the first time, and only with you.

— He won't interfere you much though, he still cares enough about you two, so if you enjoy each other's company then be it! But, nevertheless, from time to time he will offer other options for spending time together, those that include Qiu himself. You refuse? Oh, then he'll be kinda sulky. Qiu wants your attention too.

— He can't help but wonder, why did you like Baxter so much? Was it about his looks? Or the fact that he is rich? Qiu can't boast of the latter, but he thinks he looks good too. Or do you like his mystery behaviour? Oh come on, Qiu can be mysterious even better! Just prefer Qiu's company over Baxter, and he'll be the most mysterious person in the history.

— He will try to get your attention in different ways. He will be the very first in the bike races, he will be the best in your favorite subject, he will be just the coolest kid out here, believe me! And Qiu is so unlikely to give up. Maybe he'll learn a few tricks on his bike or how to jump off his "hideout" even more epically.

— He will also try to talk to you on the advice of his parents. Qiu would be worried, not knowing how you would take it and how to tell you properly. He even prepared the speech in his notepad in advance. After all of this, you will solve this misunderstanding, right?

[janecea8]

a post from quite a long period of inactivity, oh yeah... sorry! I felt mentally bad enough to not post anything.

but I'm back, and so are a few requests :)

[janecea8]

hii, hope you’re having a good day or night, whatever timezone you’re in^^

can you do tamarack with an mc who’s more like blunt and closed off, sometimes aggressive with others (aside from tamarack)? if you write for step 2 that’d be great, but step 1 is also fine :) have a lovely day ^^

Blunt and closed off with everyone aside for Tamarack gn!MC × Tamarack Baumann ꔛ

step 2.

amount of symbols: 2253± symbols.

A/N below.

enjoy!

— When Tamarack first noticed this detail about you, there was a slight "disconnect" in her head. It was partly even difficult for her to believe. You're usually so gentle and opened up around her, and seeing you treat others poorly... Didn't fit in her head ?

— She understood that this would hardly affect her, but it was all strange. Here you are smiling at her affectionately, but here you are cold as ice with some classmate. She only had time to blink her eyes a couple of times.

— Thinking that these were problems related to socialization, Tamarack tried a couple of times to make you friends with someone she knows.

— Although it was awkward for her, she wanted to try for you. When things didn't work out though, all she could do was a sigh.

— But Tammy didn't blame you, of course! How can she even do this, huh? You were such a great person in her eyes, and not just because you behave good with her, she just sees it and knows.

— Tamma finds you similar to a hedgehog a little sooner. She’s a little flustered and funny about it at the same time, but there’s definitely a certain similarity - prickly with strangers, and soft with her.

— If this kind of behaviour does not change for a long time, she will surely get used to it. In response to your bluntness addressed to others, she will either smile a little as she certainly more used to see it, or defend you if there is strong aggression towards you.

— She may even start to think it's kind of... cute? When it comes to her, not others, of course! Tamarack was even glad you are so open with her. She definitely wouldn’t want to lose your trust, and you too.

— I think 'cause of Tamarack’s some kind of timidity, there were situations where she simply cannot say something for herself. At such moments, she appreciates you especially when you may stand up for her.

— But still, she will try from time to time to offer something to change this attitude of yours towards others, but only with your wish! Though as long as it doesn't bother you, she won't even mention it. Tammy just... Doesn't want to do nothing while something may be bothering you. She's actually kinda scared of it.

— So if anything happens, tell her! She will try to help in any way she can. After all, you are her friend, and she wants to protect and help you too!

A/N: HIII I'M SORRY FOR MY DISAPPEARANCE 😢😢 PRETTY BUSY WITH SUMMER VACATION W MY FAMILY, WE CAME TO THE SEA (and im still there haha.... all crying cause of my failed attempts to improve my writing and english skills)

I’ll write every request now SURELY!!! It will take a few days, of course, but I’m full of strength now yeah! i'll try to write something soon as a fanfic...

thank you so-o much for request! still sorry it took some time 😔 hope you enjoyed this small hc! have a great day/night!

[janecea8]

i just received a few asks about how being called “mulatto” is offensive. I just googled it and this came up. I sincerely apologize for this. I had no idea about that, so thanks for the correction! i indeed don't speak English fluently, so thanks for understanding too.

I can certainly change it! I'm very sorry for my lack of knowledge and incorrect word formation.

Besides I said “most likely” about the father because according to the story, MC’s father is originally unknown, not because i don't care. didn't mean anything bad!

from now on I will use the terms referring to race more carefully.

is it alright if i call them bi-racial instead? :) if it's not, please tell me so I could learn this topic to know it better. Thanks!

[janecea8]

hiii haiii hi ray im waving at you yet again

im not here to request a hc or anything i just wanna say i really like your art AND writing, ur super talented hope you have a good dayy :3

OH BUTTT I WANNA KNOW MORE ABOUT UR MC HE SEEMS SO COOL thank you for the meal

HEYY HII HELLO!!! thank uu so muchhh omg, im so glad u like my works!! that means A LOT TO ME ACTUALLY, have a great day too!!<3

OHH AND IF U DON'T MIND MY TALKING ABOUT MY RAY-RAY...

First of all,I created him completely by accident. but i liked him, and i got him a name because of his hair!! they look like made of gold so he's last name is Golden. and then I just decided to make a play on words - he is literally the Golden Ray, what a sunny kid.

Ray is actually a little bit of a gambling guy! he knows how to play a couple of card games. and it is also easy to force him to do something, saying that he is too weak to do this. Ray will prove otherwise (with one broken leg and finger lol)

so far practically everyone likes Qiu or Tamarack, but Ray really likes Ren already from step 1! his childhood crush will continue as he grows up. but he is so embarrassed in front of Darren in step 1 that his attempts to say something look something like this:

he also loves origami and in his room there is a whole knight's equipment made of paper :3 he's a silly

I’ll say right away that my oc has such hair because he's bi-racial (if u don't mind)

thank you for your interest in my MC!! Someday I’ll definitely write a separate work about him, but I don’t know if I’ll post it...

If you're still reading this, have a nice day!

[janecea8]

Doodles of Qiu as a theater kid‼️🗣️

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What would Tam and Qiu do if MC became sick?

Sick MC × Qiu Lin / Tamarack Baumann headcanons ꔛ

step 1.

amount of symbols: 2418± symbols.

enjoy!

Qiu Lin:

— Due to the fact that he most often looks for others and usually attentive to details, on one of your walks Qiu realized that you were most likely sick but kept silent about it. He just thought he was probably seeing things.

— So he wasn’t entirely surprised by the news from your mom that you were sick when he wanted to go to school with you.

— Autumn decided that since he couldn’t go there with you, then he’ll visit you after.

— Of course, at first your mother didn’t let him into the house, but he was able to assure her that everything would be okay! He's a tough guy!

— But his self-confident behaviour disappeared as soon as Qiu came into your room. When he saw you in bed and really sick, he couldn't help but feel an overwhelming feeling of caring.

— He would definitely talk to you in a quiet and gentle voice (God forbid you have a headache!), still smirking slightly because you weren't expecting to see him today.

— So on the day when Autumn visits you when you have fallen ill, his gentle and caring side will not go away for a second. Only if he's feeling a little playful. But this will in no way disturb your peace!

— If you ask, he can bring some thing from the street or tell you about today's school day. Qiu will tell you anything you want! He will try to be a great storyteller.

— And this will continue until your mother takes him out of the house.

— ...The next morning Qiu will be sick too. You're friends in misfortune now, huh?

Tamarack Baumann:

— She found out about this later, when for some reason you didn’t go to school together.

— She had to go to school by herself or in Qiu’s company. After all she didn't disturb because you were the one who usually the first approached her house, not her. But Tamarack's thoughts were really busy worrying and questioning about you.

— Tamma, who is usually easy to remember by ear, noticed to herself that due to her worries, some things went past her ears. She didn't like it, but she couldn't do anything about it!

— After school she immediately ran to your house. When she found out that you were sick, she relaxed a little, but really just a little.

— Leaving the porch of your house after that, she ran home to grab a couple of sweets from the bowls in her house and to make a small bouquet of autumn leaves for you! And Tammy ran back to the threshold of your house right away and gave it all to your mother.

— She thought you must be sad that you are sick, so let the leaves temporarily replace the great forest of Golden Grove for you. Tamarack hopes you get better soon!

A/N: they're so silly as kids can't not write about step 1 from time to time

partly because it’s even more convenient, the characters are already shown so well in the demo that I don’t need to think too much about what someone would do, yuppp

thanks for the request!

[janecea8]

My yapping about my OLNF OC! Ꮺ

haha, this is my first time posting my sketch, it’s a little awkward but I think I’m making progress on it.

sooo... *drumroll*

there he is! my dear Ray-Ray, or Mr. Ray Golden!

he is a child who simply cannot stand still. everything around him is ablaze with activity, either because he is running here and there, or because he is again curious to do something.

Ray will have fun exploring the entire Golden Grove forest, and the city itself! he has a lot of acquaintances, but not as personal as Qiu has. basically he is known because of all sorts of cases. and actually, these cases are quite... traumatic for him. but he won’t allow others to get even a scratch!

If you are with Ray-Ray, then I am afraid that things will not happen without some adventures. he will take you on certainly interesting, but slightly troublesome adventures! he will pull anyone out of boredom and apathy. but therefore, he simply needs someone who will moderate his heroic ardor.

but don't worry! even though the adventures may be a little dangerous for kids, he will definitely take care of you the best he can. even if he may seem untrustworthy or silly, it's not true. just trust him and your time with him will be (mostly) positively unforgettable!

literally Ray after really accidentally setting his lawn on fire (he stopped the fire after 3 seconds but everyone saw that):

LOLOLOLOL I LOVE MA CHILD SO MUCHHH UGHH i can talk about him LITERALLY FOR HOURS and wouldn't get bored!!! btw sorry that mini-art has a bad quality.....

buuut yeah thanks for reading this!!! if you're still reading this, i suppose ;p

I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED THIS I THOUGHT TO DO THIS IN THE MORNING ......