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#blackouttuesday https://www.instagram.com/p/CA8qs2bB6zF/?igshid=r83i2f4dwrga

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Just look at these cute little guys!! Lookit them!! The other 4 should be here tomorrow!! Yippie! #imnotobsessedyouare #babyyoda #thebountycollection #funkopop #happy https://www.instagram.com/p/CAdySEwBXcZ/?igshid=zzral76mzd4k

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I miss you, momma. #mom #momma #love #endalz #imissyou https://www.instagram.com/p/CATRvyehqoB/?igshid=gmrh8dwuenos

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The family is growing! #babyyoda https://www.instagram.com/p/CAOMaqbhBD0/?igshid=i4gkvca0p5om

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I MAY or may not have gotten my Bebeh Yods some new clothes...and he may or may not have been petting Aggie... #babyyoda #babyclothes #imayormaynotbealittlecrazy https://www.instagram.com/p/B__Pze3hWKM/?igshid=1pvdbwmmks1ej

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I cannot fathom the terror Ahmaud Arbery felt on February 23, 2020. Today, on what would have been his 26th birthday, #irunwithmaud 2.23 miles. https://www.instagram.com/p/B_8Pmbxh-A1/?igshid=1friortiriab8

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Is there a tequila fairy?! #babyyoda #babyyodamemes #tequila #cincodemayo #fairy #whywasntitoldaboutthis #missedit #hadthelemonandsalt #justneededthetequila #dammit https://www.instagram.com/p/B_3dBySpIAO/?igshid=70pno7ibw4ad

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#captainslog #dayeleventybillion #babyyoda #babyyodamemes #tiktok https://www.instagram.com/p/B_prOjmB3HR/?igshid=4j1i4p8q6jfb

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I grew up pretty poor so I never actually had a Magic 8 Ball. But every time we went to Walmart, I would go to the toy section just to find one and ask the question. I’ve now been with @debbiegibson for nearly 23 years. So...since I was 2. 😜 #babyyoda #debbiegibson #magic8ball #goals #dreamcometrue #wasntoutoftheblue https://www.instagram.com/p/B_akNk3hLuY/?igshid=1bfqlk7hs116a

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Lookit!!! He’s so dang cute!! I luff hims so much. A welcome little green jelly bean on this day. 💜💜💜 #babyyoda #imissmymommy #love #endalz https://www.instagram.com/p/B_YcOzkBRDY/?igshid=1r17ef15a5r57

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My novel, Becoming (An LA Lovers Book), is now available on audiobook! Read by the amazing Tessa Stavers @avenshore who read The Truth About Eve. Be sure to check it out! https://www.audible.com/pd/Becoming-Audiobook/B086GBBMKH Link in bio (for Instagram). I’ll be having a giveaway for promo codes soon! Stay tuned! #Becoming #RebeccaandCass #lesbian #romance #writer #author #lgbtq #lgbt https://www.instagram.com/p/B_BJhD9BQbm/?igshid=195147ovgg5st

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Don’t be fooled by the smile on my face. Inside, my heart still breaks. #endalz #imissyou #ilovemymommy #mom #rip https://www.instagram.com/p/B-8ra5mBQwU/?igshid=v7ejye46iuh6

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@daisylee2002 may be happy I’m home so she doesn’t have to eat pizza anymore. @hellofresh BBQ Pork & Apple Meatloaves with garlic mashed tadies & roasted green beans. #hellofreshpics #pork #mashedtadies #greenbeans #dinner #yummy #imfull #porkkeepsgettingautocorrectedtoporn https://www.instagram.com/p/B-8HklXBh5B/?igshid=118typvztga75

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Dear Momma, It’s been a week now since you left us. I still can’t get that through my head. Or my heart. I felt your last breath beneath my hand. I saw you before they took you away. I have your ashes next to me. And, yet, I can’t believe you’re not here anymore. I wake up in the morning thinking I need to get dressed and go visit you. Then I remember to do that, all I need to do now is take a walk down to the pond. I’m going to need a little bit of help from you, momma, to find my way through this. I’m going home soon which means I’ll be further away from all you built. How will I cope? People tell me you’ll always be in my heart. But my heart is broken. I miss you so much. I tried to prepare myself for this day since you were diagnosed. But how could I possibly prepare to lose the person that made me who I am? How do I say goodbye to the woman who taught me empathy, compassion, respect, hard work, compromise, and most importantly, how to love. I suppose that’s how you stay with me. By me utilizing everything you’ve taught me. I’ll just have to learn to be less selfish in wanting you here with me. And be grateful that you’re no longer in pain. I will carry this pain for as long as I have to knowing you don’t have to carry it any longer. I still miss you, though. And will for the rest of my life. I love you always. Love, Your baby girl. #momma #endalz #love #rip #imissyou #yourbabygirl https://www.instagram.com/p/B-kQVHpBrKM/?igshid=2goi9cqy08vg

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Move over Farrah Fawcett! My momma in the early 80s making sure everyone knew who the boss was. #mom #endalz #love #stylin #restinpeacemom #mommy https://www.instagram.com/p/B-awYvqBQ6H/?igshid=1o4d1o826xsjt

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I don’t even know how to say this. I can’t imagine a world without my momma in it. Unfortunately, I must now live it. I was beyond blessed to be able to be here with her, tell her I love her, and hold her as she passed. I thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. Continue them for my dad and family as we try to navigate a world without our anchor. Thank you to my extended family for being there for me. Thank you to the wonderful people here at Atkins Nursing Home for taking such wonderful care of mom. And thank you to Deborah Gibson for making the video of mom and dad’s song. It was the last thing they watched together. Mom and dad met 38 years ago today. Dad walked into the place mom worked and called out “Calgon, take me away!” Mom walked up to him, hand extended, “Hi, I’m Miss Calgon.” And so began the love of a lifetime. #endalz #love #mom #momma #goodbye https://www.instagram.com/p/B-SEPMGB_IY/?igshid=5hfkqb1b0kde

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#laundry #babyyoda #babyyodamemes #socialdistancing #wheredoesitcomefrom #nekkidness https://www.instagram.com/p/B-M2rHxBJ8o/?igshid=19iu1bxin86xv