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Save my soul.

Marco × GN reader

GN reader.

Mention of war.

Mention of death

Spoilers.

The reader is depressed.

Hurt/Comfort

Possibly PTSD.

Difference in age

For the last few weeks, all you've done is lie in your bed. You've been devastated, that's for sure. An unexplainable longing lodged somewhere deep in your soul. She curled up under the covers. The memories were unbearably painful, shuddering over and over again. The horrific war had taken the lives of your father and the Nakama you truly thought of as brothers. Every night you fell into nightmarish dreams and prayed to wake up. Tears flow down your cheeks again. You're alone. Tutch, Ace, your father, they're all dead. The gnawing feeling gripped your throat again. Each time, you were too weak and useless. You couldn't help anyone. The thought, nasty to the point of nausea and piercing through you. Marco gently runs the back of his hand over his cheek.

- Love...- the bed creaks and sags under his weight. - You're still not hungry?

He didn't blame you for that. Marco knew it was hard for you, as hard as it was for him. She came to Moby Dick as a child and lived on it most of her life. You ran to Esau and Tutch and Marco with all your problems. Then Ace came along. He became a brother in spirit to you and a partner in all the chaos that could be made. You were the one who encouraged Ace to get a full-body tattoo. The Whitebeard Pirates were your only family, but now most of them are gone.

The bed creaked again. You felt the ring of arms around your waist, which made you flinch and turn toward the man.

- Marco..." Your lips quivered. - Why?

For the first time he didn't have a single answer. Marco was used to answering your eternal "Why?" but now. There weren't many of those "Why?" now, but they were all painful. Why did this war happen? Why couldn't my father survive? Why was Ace executed? Why was he to blame for Roger's sins? Why did you stay alive? Marco didn't know. All he could do was hold you closer to his chest and stroke your head, gently shushing you. It was Marco who brought you to Sphinx Island, after countless attacks in Belous territory. Marco found a home for the two of you, became a doctor, and they began to live again. He saw how hard you worked to make things a little easier for him and knew that one day you would break. Marco prepared for that and wasn't surprised when you couldn't get out of bed.

- Do you want some food? There's rice, meat. I can make you some fresh tea. If you don't want some, that's okay. You don't have to eat. I don't want to force you.

- Marco.

- Hmm?

- Why are you hugging me?

- What are you talking about? Do I need a reason to hug you, angel?

- No. No. Marco! No! I'm disgusting. I smell disgusting. I look disgusting. Why are you hugging me? You're disgusted right now, but you're taking care of me.

- You're doing great.

He kisses you on the top of your head, mooing a tune that sounds familiar.

- We'll get through this, I promise you. I know it's painful and hard for you, but we can move on. You and me, like a real family. I mean, you said the first time we met that we'd get married. I remember that. You were ten, I was sixteen or seventeen. I thought it was kind of funny at the time. Do you remember?

He outlines the line of your hair and cheekbones with his fingers. The pale shadow of your smile eases his heart. Marco covers his eyes, letting himself fall asleep. He has something to live for now, too, even after such a devastating war.

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SPOILERS!

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hi.. sorry if I boring you! I’m just thinking about shanks, zoro, mihawk and koby who have a huge crush and the reader offers to help them declare their love by saying: “I really love you, you know?” And like they tell to the reader exactly the same sentence that she recommended and she just answers dumbly: “ah, I know, NOW go telling that to your crush” not understanding that they have a crush on her! You know what I mean..?

SORRY IF ITS A SUCK REQUEST!!

a/n - HAHAHHAA POOR BOYS 😭😭😭 omg anon this is an amazing request don’t ever say otherwise >:)

Warnings ⚠️ - g/n reader, mihawk questioning his life

I really love you, you know?

- ok if it wasn’t made clear to you already, this man has a big fat crush on you and he is horrible and hiding it

- but luckily and unluckily for him- you’re super dense and still hasn’t found out yet >:)

- He ended up trying to outwardly ask for your help, hoping you’d get the hint. but knowing you, he wasn’t so sure if you’d get it

- “Hey y/n! I got a secret for ya- so uh… I have a big crush on someone in the crew and I kinda need your help. What do I say to them??”

- you thought he had a crush on benny 😭 so you got super excited, giving him a hug and agreeing to help him the moment he asked for help

- he was shocked, did you get the hint? Do you like him back?! Was this gonna be the best day of his life?!

- “OKOK- so this is what I’d say.. ‘I really like you…’ and you HAVE to put emotion into it ok?” You instructed him, sitting down as if you were an acting coach (you had a clipboard and everything)

- He cleared his throat and tried to stop gripping the sides of his coat out of nervousness.

- “Y/n… I really like you.”

- …I really don’t want to do this to poor shanks

- “WHOA! THAT WAS GREAT!!! Now go say that to ben!” You said excitedly, clapping for him with a smile

- shanks’ heart literally just broke in two- and he saw benn standing behind you, crossing his arms and shaking his head in disappointment

- why were you so dense?? He even added your name in the beginning?! And you thought he was in love with his best friend?!

- oh god he was about to pass out and drink his sorrows away until next week

- you gave him a reassuring hug, giving him a positive pep talk for when he’d confess his love to benn.

- “If he doesn’t like you- well then- uh… I’ll try to help you! I’ll buy a barrel of alcohol- it seems to help.” You said, patting the top of his head with a grin

- your smile always cheered him up. The way you were so supportive, always willing to lend a hand whenever it was needed. God he loved you.. So much.

- “thanks y/n… I appreciate your help.” He said with a faint smile, his eyes having a twinge of sadness behind them

- later, benn found him with four empty bottles of alcohol around him while he sobbed on the table

- “I- I thought i made it clear that I liked y/n!” He said between muffled sobs as he grabbed another bottle of booze

- “You did, they just didn’t get it.”

- “stop drinking, you’re gonna pass out.”

- “Stop telling me what to do benn-“ *passes out*

- “You’re both so stupid.”

- Mihawk is so subtle about everything, and it’s come to the point where he has to make it painfully obvious that he loves you

- “Y/n… How do I say to someone that I love them?” He asked you softly, cringing inside at his blatant question

- perona helped him with this, so she was in the background floating around with a thumbs up

- you gasped excitedly, mihawk liked someone?! This was amazing! You didn’t think he was capable of it!

- “Oh my gosh! Ok- so here’s what I’d say.. ‘I really love you… You know that?’ And you gotta put some feelings into it! Don’t do that blank face you always do.” You explained, trying to force him to smile with your soft fingers

- He was about to throw up- why would he ask this? Would you even get the hint? If you didn’t he wouldn’t know what to do- he loves you so much that he’s afraid that you won’t love him the same way. What if you don’t reciprocate his feelings?

- he cleared his throat and sighed, staring straight into your eyes with his deep golden gaze

- “Y/n… I love you, you know that?” he said softly

- his emotions were so deep, and it made you blush slightly as if he were referring to you.. But no, this was for his crush! You had to focus!

- “That was great!! Now go say that to them, you’ve got this.” You said with a thumbs up and a smile

- Perona was screaming into a pillow from your obliviousness, banging her head against the walls as she passed through them

- Mihawk was absolutely shocked yet heartbroken at the same time, all of his courage to say those words had left him

- How could you not see that he was referring to you??? He might as well go crawl into a hole and stay there forever now- at least that’s what his heart wanted to do.

- “Thank you, y/n.” He said quietly, his face returning to the usual emotionless expression it was paralyzed to

- “Of course! I bet they’ll love you the same way, so don’t worry!”!

- ‘I don’t think you will’ is what he thought inside his mind. Perona was trying to cheer him up the best she could- she felt horrible for him! She knew how much he loved you, and she thought it must’ve been horrible to drop so many obvious hints, only for you to blow past them without batting an eye

- he would kind of stare out the window for a couple days, lost in his thoughts. He thought maybe after a while, this crush of his would go away. But it didn’t, it never left him

- you were all he thought about, not a moment passed where he didn’t think of you

- I think he’s gonna go suffocate himself now- jk

- Zoro has had his eye on you ever since you joined the crew

- it was little things he did. Always protecting you first, sitting closer to you, always choosing to be your partner when exploring new islands

- he wasn’t outwardly confessing his feelings, but if you looked at it closely, it was pretty obvious hehe

- everyone in the crew (except for Luffy) knew about his crush- I mean who wouldn’t know (again except Luffy bec he’s Luffy)

- “Zoro- you should just tell y/n! You have to tell them sometime soon or else it’ll be too late!” -nami

- he kept trying to deny his feelings for you, because he was too afraid of you not sharing the same feelings for him

- “Stupid mosshead’s too scared! What a wimp.” Sanji said with a smirk

- he’s gonna go ask you now 😭

- Nami came up with the plan that maybe he could ask for your help with confessing to someone else on the crew. And then he could turn it into a confession to you! Yes! That’d totally work! Everyone was spying on him from different angles, they even hid Luffy away so he wouldn’t ruin it!

- Sanji had to make him a whole buffet of meat to keep him occupied lol

- Zoro walked up to you, fidgeting with the hilts of his swords before he finally asked

- “Y/n- I uh… I have a crush on someone in the crew. What do I say to ‘em?” He asked, visibly shaking from both cringing at his words, but also nervousness

- you smiled at him, making his cheeks flush red, “Oh my gosh! You do??? OKOK- so here’s what you say. ‘I really like you.. you know that?’ Ok go ahead and say it to me so you can practice!” You instructed, sitting down on the top of the barrel

- he was about to break his own finger from how tight he was holding it to calm himself down

- He cleared his throat, the rest of the crew anxiously waiting for the words to come out of his mouth

- “Y/n. I really like you… You know that?”

- the crew smiled, gasping in anticipation, you were gonna say you liked him back right?!

- “That was great! Now go say that to your crush- let me know what they say.” You said with a grin, patting the top of his head as you walked below the deck

- Zoro just stood there, his heart being snapped in two right then and there

- the crew fell to the floor, stunned by your obliviousness to his confession. How could you not get that he was saying those things to you?!

- Zoro was internally wanting to curl up into a ball and cry. He was both shocked and sort of discouraged at the same time. All that courage that built up to be able to confess to you was just gone in a blink of an eye.

- He walked towards the mast of the ship, sitting down and leaning his head against it as he looked down at the ground, an air of depression surrounding him

- the rest of the crew felt bad for him… they’d never seen Zoro look so- defeated and gloomy before

- yet he still thought of you, he pictured what it would’ve been like if you had shared the same feelings for him. That weight to be off his chest..

- would you ever love him the way he loved you?

- I don’t know if this poor boy has any tears left to cry

- he’s had this HUGE crush on you for the longest time. So much so that he even made a matching bandana for you, hoping that one day you two could wear them together :)

- helmeppo was literally dying- all Koby talked about was you and sometimes Luffy. Mostly you

- how beautiful you were- how kind and sweet- how strong you were when you fought alongside him! He went on and on, much to helmeppo’s dismay

- “Koby. Just ASK. It’s not the end of the world if y/n doesn’t like you back.” -helmeppo

- oh but it was the end of his world if you didn’t love him back

- helmeppo ended up trying to create a plan to help him confess to you. He was hoping that maybe if you loved him back, he’d shut up about you (jk jk) he just wants his friend to be happy :)

- “Y/n- um.. I have a question- how would you confess to someone?” Koby asked you, his hands visibly trembling from how nervous he was

- “Oooo! So here’s what you should say.. ‘I really like you- you know that?’ You have to put a lot of feeling into it!” You instructed

- “Y/n.. I- I really like you!” He said with the pinkest cheeks you’d ever seen

- Helmeppo and Garp were hiding behind a wall, waiting for your response

- “That was amazing! Go say that to them, and let me know what they say! You’ve got this so don’t be nervous!” You said with a smile, holding his hands to try and stop them from shaking so much

- When you walked away, he collapsed into a little puddle of depression and sadness

- “Uh… Koby are you alive?” -Garp

- He heard muffled sobs and a small thumbs up from Koby, indicating that he was still alive. Poor Koby’s heart was just ripped in two, he had no self-esteem or confidence anymore..

- he thought that maybe you’d see that he liked you… But- maybe you just didn’t like him. Was that why you didn’t see it?

a/n - I’m going to give them all a hug 🥲

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I tried very hard to convey the atmosphere before the timeskip.

I apologize for the poor English. It's not my first language.

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SPOILERS! FAKE ALL! 😭💔

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Я пересматривала арку Барати и у меня есть небольшой хедканон относительно Луффи. 💗

Все мы знаем, что Луффи проводил много времени в баре Макино. Он не раз замечал, как некоторые жители деревни помогают девушке. Луффи тоже пытался помочь. Он множество раз пытался убрать посуду со столов, из-за чего почти вся она была разбита. Макино терпеливо позволяла Луффи вытирать стаканы сухой тряпкой, но лучше не становилось. В конце концов она сдалась и просила просто присматривать за теми, кто приходит в бар.

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SPOILERS!!!!

It was so hard for me....

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Представьте, что Шанкс помогает вам справиться с приступом аутоагрессии.

Если честно, я всю жизнь страдаю от этого дерьма и не могу избавиться от него. На недавнем уроке, один из моих учеников (ему 10 лет) бил себя ладонью по голове, когда у него что-то не получалось. От этого моё сердце разбилось💔.

Шанкс × женский читатель!

Предупреждение! Нанесение себе вреда!

Шанкс не из тех, кому нравится, когда его возлюбленная наносит себе вред. Изначально, он вообще не знал, что у тебя есть склонность к подобному. Однажды он заметил, на твоей руке укусы. В его рыжей голове не возникла мысль, что ты могла самостоятельно сделать это с собой. Если говорить точнее, он не хотел в это верить. Шанкс рос вместе с вспыльчивым Багги и знает как купировать вспышки агрессии. Однако, рыжий впервые столкнулся с такой проблемой как у тебя. Шанкс аккуратно приподнял рукав твоей кофты и был в шоке. Всё предплечье было в синяках и следах от укусов. Ты смущённо опустила взгляд, чтобы не встречаться с его глазами.

-Любовь моя. Есть что-нибудь, что мне нужно знать? Хочешь рассказать мне, что происходит?

Он обязательно поговорит с Хонго и узнает, что всё это значит.

-Тебе не нужно наказывать себя, моё сокровище. У всех бывают тяжёлые дни и все могут ошибаться. Если тебе будет грустно и плохо, приходи ко мне, хорошо?

Шанкс аккуратно покачивается, не разжимая объятия. Широкая ладонь размеренно поглаживает спину. Он медленно идёт в каюту, заставляя тебя делать ��оже самое. Уже там он заваливается на кровать, отчаянно прижимая тебя к себе. Капитан будет нашёптывать самые нежные слова и будет готов принять каждую твою слезинку.