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remembering the time I lucid dreamed twice and in one of them I deadass heard a radio say that there was a portal opening in the next 10 minutes and I had to get on a train to get there but I was too scared to go find the portal 💔💔

I WAS DEADASS ABT TO SHIFT BRO AND I FUCKING BACKED OUT CAUSE I WAS BEING A PUSSY 😭😭😭

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i fear anti shifters are the same ppl who dont do shit w their lives ☠️☠️ like theyre so involved in what other ppl are doing they get a rise out of bullying them for minding their BUSINESS.

like omg pls pick up a hobby youre embarrassing yourself 😭

“I want someone to prove shifting or I prove it’s all fake” or you can go and do something else with your time, loser. nobody owes you anything 😭

like what are we on about? and then you are under the shifting tags??? You want us to explain things and you don’t even have the decency to respect us and our beliefs.

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when I first got into shifting i saw someone draw a self insert w my s/o from mha and I genuinely crashed out bc the art was so good 😭😭

I had to unfollow them and was crying like crazy cause it was so bad. but dw I grew out of this habit a long ass time ago and am now secure w the fact that my s/o is not the same as anyone else's 🧘🏾‍♀️

I’m not THAT possessive with my Dr s/o!!

My ass anytime I see him getting shipped with someone else - 🎀

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what’s the void state is not😐😐💀😹

what the void state is 😻😋🫶🔥

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no cause this is so real. I been needing to take a break from tiktok recently and revamp my sleep schedule cause it stresses me out so much.

but then I remembered that this is just another reality which im not attached to and not obligated to stay here since there are numerous other realities which contain my existence and where id be welcome into. and tbh that's what keeps me in tune with shifting and my overall journey bc I feel like i definitely would've given up a long time ago if I didnt feel like it was worth it

when i stop doomscrolling and suddenly feel the weight of the reality of this world again with all the shitty state of global politics and i want to curl up into a ball and cry because this reality sucks so much and i just want to shift already

i just want to shift somewhere where there isn’t so much hate, against lgbtqia+, against people of other races, of WOMEN, where books aren’t banned and information isn’t censored and where basic human rights aren’t absolutely demolished, where the impending doom of global warming and the threat of a third world war isn’t lurking around every corner.

in this reality i’ll continue to fight by spreading awareness through an instagram account of mine, remys_voice, where i repost reels to highlights that i keep on my profile.

but i feel so guilty. is it so bad to want to escape?

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"the reason why u havent shifted-" "heres 5 things to help you shift-" "shifting method (47642)" "shiting affs to help shift-"

do yall ever rest? abeg.

if you are awareness then you already are in your DR. this is literal. there is no final destination. believing in the thoughts, the idea that you need to reach shifting, that there is something wrong you are doing, that you need to do a method, an affirmation, comes from thoughts of being a person. of not being in your dr.

let that idea go.

ask yourself this. "if i was in my dr would i really do this method/gaf?"

99% of the time the answer is fuck no. treat thoughts of doing anything as simply intrusive thoughts.

to put the logic more in perspective, do you try your hardest to be in this reality? or are you being?

if the answer is no, simply stop and move on.

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tbh I already have a hard time paying attention when im excited or smth so if I had tengen be my teacher I wouldn't be able to lock in

especially if its in my dr like 😭😭

rewatching demon slayer strictly for tengen uzui bc I read a rlly entertaining fanfic abt him and I plan on shifting to it 🚶🏾‍♀️🚶🏾‍♀️

shiftblr rlly is a safe place cause I couldn't say that no where else ☠️

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had to change my user name btw cause I didnt want ppl who know me personally to look me up on Google and they see all my shifting posts and start judging me 🚶🏾‍♀️

I keep my cr life and my dr life separated for a reason. gotta protect my energy fr cause ppl out here are mean 🤌🏾

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My routine as someone who shifts almost every week. 

There doesn't have to be any pressure on shifting, you don’t have to do it at a specific moment. My routine takes either a moment, a day, or a week. I do specific things in preparation to shift, it isn’t a method, more so a ritual, something to help me align myself with where I want to be.   

I. Bask in who you want to be, spend mornings doing this practice, do it before a nap, before you go to bed, while you eat, etc. Settle in your mind, take this time to be in your desired selfs mind. Think about slow moments, your morning routine, the view outside your window, basking in the sun, anything of the sort; let yourself live in moments from your dr. I've noticed I shift more when I have practiced this throughout the day. 

II. Tell yourself that you are there, that you are indeed experiencing these things. Affirm how many times you feel, you are where you are. Don’t put any pressure on yourself to believe anything, just affirm. Sweep away intrusive thoughts, let them pass and focus on who and where you are. 

III. Each reality has its own soul, familiarize yourself with how your chosen reality feels. Whenever you want to go there invoke this feeling, remember the slow moments, relax and live in your dr. 

IV. I lie in bed and when I'm getting sleepy I visualize myself where I want to be and I’m there, I focus on what I am doing at that moment in that reality. 

V. After I come back I take a couple days to step away from shifting, I don’t think about going anywhere else. I try to live in this reality and when I feel I want to leave again, I begin at step one. 

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I fear we as a society should stop worrying abt what other ppl are doing especially when it comes to smth that we cannot change. if youre uncomfortable by race changing, just avoid those ppl cahse I understand it can be weird asf (shit sometimes it weirds me out too)

but im not finna be so caught up in somebody else's shifting journey that it messes with mine 🤷🏾‍♀️

overall, that question being asked is irrelevant asf like???? ☠️

I don’t want to offend anyone, so I hope you can help me… What’s the consensus on a colored person shifting to be half-white and half their actual race?

ima be real, last time I saw someone used the term “colored person” it was in a derogatory way so this jumpscared me. second, I don’t care. do what you want, i’m done with this race changing shit it’ll never make me any less uncomfortable.

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rewatching demon slayer strictly for tengen uzui bc I read a rlly entertaining fanfic abt him and I plan on shifting to it 🚶🏾‍♀️🚶🏾‍♀️

shiftblr rlly is a safe place cause I couldn't say that no where else ☠️

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remembering the time when my mom took my phone and found the shifting community I was in so I was forced to explain to her what shifting was and she thought it was talking to the devil but when I explained to her it wasn't she was fine with it but would constantly walk in my room at night asking me if I was shifting ☠️☠️☠️

im so glad she forgot abt it and doesnt talk abt it anymore cause that was SOOO embarrassing 🚶🏾‍♀️

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to be free is to shift to your favorite wattpad story 🤌🏾

bouta make a script rn

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ykw the end part you said just reminded me of how when I was trying to shift i would purposely look for signs that I was shifting whether it was my surroundings changing or me feeling smth new

but now I realized that we shouldn't be expecting anything other than to shift. all the stories we read abt other ppl's shifting journey is NOT going to be the same for us. I feel like that's a major thing new shifters have an issue with

they tend to expect to experience the same things others do but that's not how it always is. that was my problem especially bc I was already severely insecure abt myself so my shifting journey was just another thing which made it not fun anymore. but once I realized that im totally different from other ppl it didnt seem to matter so much if I didnt get any symptoms or if I didnt shift on my 1st or 5th try

genuinely its so important for us, not only as shifters but as human beings to be in tune with ourselves to where we're comfortable with not expecting everything and being completely okay with that

some people might disagree with me on this but I believe that the concept of shifting is easy but the journeys vary for everyone. and again, that's TOTALLY okay!! no one's shifting experience is perfect and that's why they call it a journey. its not only teaching us about the numerous realities there are but also about our self

I've learned so much about myself in these past few years of being a shifter and I couldn't be more happier with myself. of course I still struggle and am not always happy but I've grown well enough to acknowledge that and learn to solve those issues

sorry for the yap session I just get rlly intuitive at midnight but moral of the story, dont expecr your journey to be like everyone else's bc youre not them, youre you <33

so…i shifted!

yes. i did it. it sounds fucking insane to even think about because it took me 5 years to do it and i finally did this morning at like 5am. (i actually don’t know the time but that’s my estimate).

i was having a hard time with shifting prior to it and this morning. i had my friend do a tarot reading on me and it said id shift but i needed to let go.

“coincidentally”, i kind of just woke up out of my sleep randomly and was like, “i guess i should shift.” so i got into a comfortable position, no subliminals, just affirmations.

i started counting and affirming, i said “i am” a few times and what i think i said that helped me the most was, “idc about anything, just my dr. i don’t care about how i feel rn, just my dr. i feel my dr self, i am myself.”

my visualization got stronger too though. like i started saying the most personal things to my dr self’s life and was saying other stuff like, “i feel the sheets, i feel the studio soundboard, i feel what it’s like hugging my members, etc”

that really pushed me to getting to my dr. the next thing i know, i feel a tunnel deadass PULLING me. i could see this blueish white tunnel and my eyes kept blinking, and my heart was beating really fast.

i then heard a voice. my brain automatically said, “that’s rosè” and i was like hell nahhh. i just assumed it was my mom or sister later on in the day but my brain said it was her, not them. odd enough itself.

i felt personal to that reality in a way i’ve never felt before too & i started to get memories & emotions from my dr self.

i could feel myself hugging my s/o from a memory, it was all insane.

i felt her—she was me.

overall, i don’t even see anyone from my dr the same anymore. it’s all different. everything is so different.

i’d say this is proof that you dont necessarily have to see your dr in the 3D for you to shift/for it to be real.

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tbh ever since I've been out of school (which was at the end of may) I've been thinking abt my drs a lot and I realize I cant keep daydreaming abt them.

its getting to a point where its repetitive and boring but I've done it for so long that I do it on command

and yes I do plan on shifting or at least trying to soon bc I realized that the lucid dream method was working for me back when I was actively shifting. I just never got around to it cause my sleep schedule is completely fucked and im having a hard time focusing

this is just a little rant and yes I've been gone for quite a bit. I've been meaning to come back but I didnt wanna get homesick and feel guilty for not shifting considering I first started my journey like 4 years ago 🚶🏾‍♀️

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sooo im in that weird manifestation phase where if I don't keep calm or if I'm too excited abt smth, the total opposite happens

its so weird idek why it's like that for me but this isn't even the first time

anyways that's just a random thought i decided to share but I hope all of you are doing well in your shifting, manifestation, or whatever journey you may be on ♡♡

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if you're one of those crystal baddies that believe in the wonderful power of crystals and you get new ones PLEASE cleanse them ☠️☠️

deadass I got some new beads to make jewelry (stay tuned to hear me selling some soon!!) and I lowkey got lightheaded 🚶🏾‍♀️

but dw i am totally okay it's just from me not cleansing them automatically!!