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Harry was Never a Victim

Harry is not a victim. When he was living with the Dursleys. He was bullied and looked down upon, but he was kinda sassy. He stood up for himself.

He also tried to beat his uncle in opening the letters from hogwarts. No victim would do that, to be a victim means to be passive and not doing things.

Something came whizzing down the kitchen chimney as he spoke and caught him sharply on the back of the head. Next moment, thirty or forty letters came pelting out of the fireplace like bullets. The Dursleys fucked, but Harry leapt into the air trying to catch one -

And he also seems to talk back to Dudley. He's brave.

'No thanks,' said Harry. "The poor toilet's never had anything as horrible as your head down it - it might be sick.' Then he ran, before Dudley could work out what he'd said.

He even resorted to some violence to get his letter.

WIth a strangled cry, Uncle Vernon leapt from his seat and ran down the hall, Harry right behind him. Uncle Vernon had to wrestle Dudley to the ground to get the letter from him, which was made difficult by the fact that Harry had grabbed Uncle Vernon around the neck from behind.

Just saw many fanfics on Ff.net who like to make Harry a Shy boy because he was bullied by Dudley and mistreated badly by the Dursleys, but he seems to have Hope and courage instead. Yes he was bullied but he did stood up for himself.

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Rei analysis (Behind his 'Wagahai')

I like Rei bottom. I feel he Worked too hard all his life...anyway I wanna write Something about Rei.

About Rei's 'Wagahai', it might seem Charming and Rei-like, but when you think of the story behind it, it's actually a little dark.

Rei constantly refers to himself as an old man, and says the others are children...

Ritsu said he Knew someone who did too many things for Others until they Collapsed.

Presumably saying it's Rei, changing from "Ore' like Everyone else to 'Wagahai'.

Rei is not Only saying he's an Old man, because he's different from others. It's because he felt his Life has already been lived.

Think about it. While other children were playing with other kids, Rei was the one kid who liked to wander into cemeteries, that alone is unusual enough, but for some reason adults worshipped him and asked him to solve their problems.

A kid solving adults' problems? He's no longer a kid.

It was like Rei was some kind of adult.

Not only that, he had no childhood support, Keito his childhood friend constantly challenged him.

He was also very pretty, this was said, so this may have made him feel like he was some kind of display. Like as an idol...

Then he grows up and he becomes Student council president and rockstar Sakuma Rei whom everyone worships.

He's this High figure before becoming a proper idol attached to an Agency.

Rei told Keito the High sky where he is Flying, is Lonely.

He said, "What about what I want to do?"

And even Keito couldn't keep him company, when Rei Asked him to. So his childhood friend failed...Rei didn't say anything, but it must have made him more depressed. More convinced he's meant to be alone.

Ok the point is, Rei distanced himself from others because of his past.

Rei can't get over his past. And I think he is the only character who can't do so. The other characters, like Hokuto, talk about their past like with his dad, Subaru got traumatized with his dad, Eichi was the villain, I heard even Anzu was part of some kidnapping (she was the one doing it, to a kid) and was depressed before Yumenosaki. Kaoru has his stuff with his mother, Hiro had his brother troubles...but they all get over it.

Ok maybe they don't get over it, but they Move on. They know what they want to do, and they do it, their idol activities, whatever they like. They're just Normal, human.

And they Talk about it.

Rei doesn't Talk about it.

Rei doesn't Act Human. He Thinks He Isn't Human. Because Rei is a God, the Only one who has Experienced all those Sorts of things. No other kid in the world had adults following him and taking his advice when he was like 5-8 years old. And worshipping him. So he can't share his trouble with anyone else. Other characters will be like 'Yeah, this is just part of being human'. But Rei can't be human.

He's a vampire. He even has this disease in his family which turns him even more abnormal, into a vampire. Although he partly traveled overseas (how could I forget this part) because he wanted to search a cure for Ritsu (not for himself). He can only be awake in Evening, so he doesn't get to experience normal daytime activities. He's weak to Heat...so he doesn't get to have fun under the sun.

He calls himself an old man, because he's separate from others, everything people experience in teenage lives or adult lives? He's experienced it all already. What's there to look forward in adulthood even as idols when you've already experienced what adults are like already? When you've been practically worshipped by adults? Aren't you higher than everyone else? Different from everyone else

So to Rei, he's already lived life, so he calls himself an old man. He feels old, as someone who has experienced everything. That which Rei experienced as a child, adults asking him for advice, treating him like a god, a Normal person would experience at perhaps 35-45 years old. Or even Old age like 55-65, when someone has gained so much life experience, that others ask them for advice...Rei has already experienced. So Technically, having experienced what old men could experience, he calls himself an old man.

So his Wagahai, while putting him Above others in a 'I'm just better than you' Way while still being polite somehow (it's Rei), is just a sad story of how he didn't get to experience being a normal person.

And it's sad Rei feels like he's already lived life! Yes he's lived his life, but his life was unusual and shouldn't have happened to anyone, the price of helping others was too much. He couldn't Help himself. He couldn't do things for himself. He got Confused what was for others, and what was for himself... He couldn't even Go out, just for Fun.

But because of his life and always being linked to others and helping others, Rei thinks he's Lived life already.

But he hasn't. He hasn't smiled and grinned with the other idols like someone having fun, he hasn't asked people to hang out with him just for fun, he hasn't been himself on stage. But the image vampire everyone wants to see. Depraved, immoral, when the truth is Rei is probably the Kindest person. He has so many normal things he has not done, he has not talked honestly to Keito about their strange past, thanked the Five Eccentrics for not leaving him alone, gotten over his past with Eichi, hasn't just relaxed and lived life as it naturally is.

But Rei can't do all this, because he still holds his Past in his mind. Lonely, alone, calling himself an old man. He thinks he's still separate from others. And while that makes him attractive as a character we like, in real life it is kind of Sad.

And he has this image of himself, for example he knows everyone expects Sakuma Rei to be like this, and for example...this is why he can't talk to Keito about their past normally, (maybe they both made mistakes and should have just had fun like Normal kids, so they both grew to be too Serious) because he knows Sakuma Rei...wouldn't do that.

And he thinks it's Forever. Normal people know that people change......nothing lasts forever. People changing is normal. People changing suddenly is normal. We don't question it, it just happens. Life just happens. People just happen to Change.

But Rei? He's Unchanging, always helping others, always Kind........always paying a price. So Rei Doesn't know, that People can Change. Things can Change. That it wouldn't be as surprising as he thinks, if he changes as a Person. If he isn't 'Sakuma Rei'. If he acts like himself, however he feels, and isn't 'Sakuma Rei'.

So I found his Wagahai charming, but when I found out the reason behind it, it just made me sad.

[kaoreilove]

Hi, Once again promoting my fic! I rambled on the last Fic post, but basically I have an Adventure AU Fantasy Ensemble stars Fic! Pairing is KaoRei, but it's more like an Adventure Fantasy World AU for Ensemble stars characters.

If you like the Ensemble stars characters in an adventure Fantasy world setting with Magic and stuff, maybe you'd like to Check it out!

I might use this Blog to blog about my Fic...

Here's the link!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64920019/chapters/166874413

This is not just an Adventure, oh, fight monsters, find holy grail, finish. It's a big Adventure where the Heroes will be meeting many people. There are plot points, etc. Different organizations. It's like an Anime

To summarize, What this Fic has: Magic, Fantasy World, Mystery, monsters to fight, history of the world, Ensemble stars guys with their own Magic! Anime characters in crossovers. Honkai star rail, Genshin impact. M/M pairings of Anime characters I love. Being like an Anime. Everyone Loves Rei

The ensemble stars guys are so dynamic I'm surprised no one has Done this idea yet, a Fantasy AU with the Ensemble stars guys. So I did my own, with my favourite Pairing.

Maybe it's too Hard to write them all in one World, and it is hard and challenging to write this fic lol, I also include Honkai star rail characters because I love them, but I'll find a Spot for each and every guy, whether I like them or not. I warn I'm biased against some guys, don't like them too much, but I do give every Ensemble stars guy Magic.

If you want to Know deeply about the fic and my conditions while writing, you can take a look at the Post on my blog. I just wrote everything there. It's too much information, but better than not enough!

Thanks for listening! I hope to see you there.

[kaoreilove]

Ensemble Stars All Characters Fantasy Alternate Universe with Magic Fic (Anime)

Hi, I just want to promote my Ensemble stars Fic, and let people know there is an Ensemble stars Fantasy AU fic! I wanted to see my favourite Ensemble stars characters be in an Anime fantasy World, so I wrote it.

The pairing is KaoRei (not ReiKao! Meaning Rei is bottom), but if you don't like it you can just read it like some Isekai anime, there's a pairing, male female, but people mostly watch Isekai anime for the adventure and fantasy and Magic elements. Not to see the Girls liking the guy in a harem... or the main character be crazy over a girl.

Right, so I love Sakuma Rei. Rei in this fic is the World's Highest Advisor, means he's the most powerful in the World. He advises the World, and he plans for the World...along with his governmental body the 7 Knights, and High Magicians. He creates the world.

I have thought out the history of the world with friends, so the first chapter will have quite a bit of historical lore. I promise you, it's worth it though.

600 years ago or so, Rei was a Hero, and his governmental body 7 Knights then, they were not politicians or public figures, they were also heroes, people more powerful than most other people, following Rei. In recent times, back then Rei and the 7 Knights Faced down the evil organization, the Withered hearts, along with monsters. Oogami Kouga is the leader.

When they discovered Rei was a King in his past life, they tried to make him a King, but Rei only accepted being an Advisor. Hence the World's people Named him World's Highest Advisor. This is after the Fighting the monsters and evil organization by Sakuma Rei the Hero and his 7 Knights. Rei's 7 Knights became the governmental body with him, and became well-known figures and politicians, building and fixing the world.

Basically in this World, Energy is very important. Too much energy can unbalance the world and bring in monsters. So they put everyone as their Past lives, those low in past lives in low positions, those high in past lives in high positions. For suitable Energy balance of the world.

Kaoru is the main character and Rei is his love interest. (SemexUke) Kaoru is a peasant. In his past life. In present, he's a Grocery store owner. However, for some reason the God announces Kaoru as one of the Heroes to go find the Holy Grail, to achieve peace for the world for a whole millenia. The other candidates are Rei, Eichi, Madara, Natsume. They're all in high positions, except Kaoru. They also have to defeat the evil organization...that they didn't defeat 600 years ago, the Withered hearts.

There's Magic, of course! That's the whole point of writing Ensemble stars characters in this fic, after all.

Everyone doubts Kaoru, because he's a peasant. Except Rei

But Kaoru has skills not from his peasant life, and no one knows why. Another strange thing about Kaoru, Rei can't Sense his presence. No one can. Not even the enemy. Rei can't Sense his Energy at all, like he can for others. Rei is curious. Rei takes interest in Kaoru. Kaoru already has a 'useless' crush on Rei. Kaoru has Secrets, he keeps to himself.

All the Ensemble stars characters will eventually be in this Fic, but for the 7 Knights, and various other, I am including Honkai star rail characters, since I play Honkai star rail and love Honkai star rail. Genshin Impact characters will also be in.

And I will be honest and say, there are some Ensemble star characters I do not like quite so much, I find them Ok, but to me they appear too much in the anime, gacha and even stories...I've gotten quite tired of seeing them, to save your time, they are Makoto, Mao, Arashi, Nazuna, Subaru, Niki, Tomoya, Aira, Hiyori, Tetora, Shinobu, Sora, Mitsuru, a bit of Chiaki (but his personality is tolerable so I gave him a role). I do not really like Rabbits! I think Ryuseitai could have been Formed into a better Unit instead of a Superhero unit...They will be included in the fic and have their own Magic even though I like them less, but their Magic is weak and laughable. I kind of made them into comedy characters and treat the rest of the characters seriously. To me, these characters appear too much, so there needs to be a balance! So in this AU Fantasy fic...they will not have good enough magic. If you like any of these chars, this fic may not be for you, just a fair warning! If you still want to read for Ensemble stars characters Fantasy world, go ahead but I won't change my mind! Please don't ask me why.

The Ensemble stars Characters will all appear, yes like all 50 + of them, with their own Magic, (only idols, no teachers or whatever + Male Anzu) but this Story is going to be long, and because there are 50 + Ensemble stars guys, I cannot like fit 10 in one setting, so they will be spread out in this adventure. If your fav character doesn't appear, I don't know when they're going to appear, sorry. If you really want to know, you can Message me. Like, I'm saying, there's 50 + Ensemble stars guys! I'm used to writing like....er for another idol anime Tsukiuta for example, 12 people max. For an anime Durarara, I once wrote all the characters in...one fic, it ended up being 160 000 + words, there were 20 + characters. So 50 + characters guys is Crazy! I will need time to write all of them in...I like Most of them, there are those I do dislike like I said, but on a whole, I do Love the Ensemble stars guys. If I didn't like them enough, I would just make them with no magic and one cameo for the whole fic for no reason. But yeah they're part of Ensemble stars, so I like them enough, to give them some magic...

I have to give a Warning though, in the end this Fic is going to be a huge Crossover. Last time, I liked anime and yaoi pairings. And characters. Not enough to write fanfiction for them. Now, so many years later, I finally have a fic where I can put all of them in, and it feels like experience. This fic will have all the Ensemble stars characters in different roles, but also many Anime characters you might be familiar with. Characters from Kuroko no basuke, Hunter x Hunter, etc. With my favourite not so popular pairings (I tend to like unusual pairings)

After talking for so long, here is the Fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/64920019/chapters/166874413

Genres: Fantasy, Adventure, Romance, Mystery...

So this fic will contain:

All Ensemble stars guys (eventually), main character Kaoru, love interest Rei (second main character), main characters Eichi, Madara, Natsume. Villain Oogami Kouga. + 1 Ensemble Star character.

Honkai star rail characters, first, Argenti. PhainonMydei pairing later on, Phaidei. Ones I have already Thought of, Blade, Jiaoqiu...

Genshin Impact characters, Kaveh and Alhaitham in Plan so far.

Genderbent Females to Males. E.g. Anzu, Clorinde (Genshin Impact) and many others...(in this world, women are discriminated against)

Many Males, not enough Females.

My Favourite pairings from childhood (when I was shipping like everyone else and there was still Fanfiction.net...)

Many Anime characters from many different anime, that you may or may not have watched.

My OCs for when it Feels Right.

People Commentating (People of the World)

Last thing, the Historical lore may seem complicated in the first chapter, but it was written with the intention that you would need to read it like 3 times, again and again, to understand. So don't worry if you don't understand all of it at first! I'm open to questions about the historical lore. It will be important later on in the story, but this is history, so like in anime, it will be important only later on in the story,

first, let's set out on an adventure! With the Ensemble stars characters.

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Is there anyone who likes bottom Rei?

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I created this account just to advertise my fics for KaoRei!

I know it's practically not popular compared to ReiKao, so I'm just advertising here.

https://archiveofourown.org/users/FantasyAUDetriment/works

If you've been looking for KaoRei fics but unable to find them, look no further! I have been writing for a while, for KaoRei. I have close to 20 + fics

Thank you and hope you enjoy my Writing!