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Is it weird that this stranger is like an angel to me? 😂

To the stranger who talked to me, I really wanted to say thank you because even when I get thoughts of self-hate, I still remember this conversation and these harsh feelings disappear

I used to be a private person and I was very shy with sharing my thoughts

But I did this and I was able to meet awesome people through this platform.

I felt insecure for a while that I was not recognized by other people

but now my mindset has changed and I’d rather feel thankful towards people who support me

so, if you are reading this I’d like to say thank you and that you’re a wonderful person <3 

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Since we’re all quarantined right now, Please take the time to get plenty of rest!

Authors Note: Remember you are forever awesome to me and I appreciate you for taking the time to read this 💕

Feel free to watch me draw live by following me at Twitch: twitch.tv/KC_Jams

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Authors Note: Remember you are forever awesome to me and I appreciate you for taking the time to read this 💕

Feel free to watch me draw live by following me at Twitch: twitch.tv/KC_Jams

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Purple Love 💜

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Slice of Billy: part 2

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Slice of Billy: Part 1

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Hey

Hey, I had fun when we hungout last friday

Hey, why havent you been answering back to my messages?

Did I do something wrong why arent you speaking to me?

Is it something I did? I’m sorry.

You called me your friend but it didn’t feel like it

I just felt like i was being used and you took the best of it

All those times we hungout and talked was it even worth it?

I felt like my value didnt matter to you because of what you did

Our friendship was toxic thats why i ghosted

I started appearing less and I even stopped posting

I cherished All those talks we had, when you expressed your feelings

But did you ever think of me? i started contemplating

Yeah you do care about me but everytime I spoke you butted in saying “me me me”

I realized was this friendship even worth it

When the person I loved didn’t even think about how i was mentally affected

I noticed my journal started pilling up

Pages and pages, All my emotions just balled up

August, june, july

my summer came by and guess what? it got worse but you never asked why

Back to university, All the workload distracted me but now my time is free

My overthinking made me constantly feel like i was sinking

Like a ship that was broken into pieces

I wished you understood and that you would listen to me But you didnt

We met up again and I mentioned the bad memories that happened

Yet again you butted in saying you had better news

What was it? Oh you have a girlfriend

After one year of friendship I slowly realized

Were better off slightly distant to make amends

You still ask me why im constantly busy

But dont you get it? You’ve hurt me

I cant easily let you go so, I’ll just let it be

A lovely quote that I learnt from the ladies toilet of my university 😂

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I’m ugly

The words that define me

The words that I said to me

When I didn’t like myself the other day

You’re ugly

The words that you told urself

But I think you’re pretty

So, I questioned my identity

If you’re ugly then am I ugly?

I’m ugly

Did I ever think of my personality

Looking in the mirror

I only saw a monster

Who hated herself like no other

Now if you tell me I’m ugly

No I wont get mad

But do you think I’d be glad?

Because society spoke first about that

See social media said I was ugly

Comparing myself, I looked kinda funny

My eyes, my nose, my mouth exists

But all I cared about was “did I fit in?”

To the standards of this society

Our perception of beauty

Is looked upon externally

My brain, my heart, my soul

Did it matter?

They spoke to me

Like a mad hatter

Now tell me

Am i ugly?

say Yes or no?

It will based on you personally

Now ask me

Am i ugly?

No, because my worth

Is not based on you

if you ask me

I am not ugly.

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Cozy Nights Lofi (Make your tough day brighter)

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Meet Teony! He’s the bestfriend of Billy ❤️ He was inspired by a goodlooking guy I saw in ig and his name was also Teony...... I’m really bad at picking names okay! 🥴🌚 I’ll do my best to continue this mini comic! Spreading positive energy to anyone who sees this!!

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KC Jams - Dreamliner (A Lofi that cures sleep paralysis) 

Hope you like this Lofi I made! I’m still tryna find a good software but for now I just used garage band. Feel free to use it for edits!

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A cosplay photo that perfectly matches my feed 💟 the art work is called “Would you take that call?”

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#CONTEST!

It’s December already and the Holiday season is nearly here! To make it more festive (and have an excuse to give away some presents…), we have a small contest for you!

We want to see your Cyberpunk-inspired Christmas cards – and don’t worry if you’re not an artist! We’ll be choosing the winners based on creativity and originality – which means that cards created in Paint are also welcome. ;)

To enter our contest, post your creation on Tumblr with #CyberpunkChristmasCard and #Cyberpunk2077 until December 22nd, 23.59 CET (14:59 PT). 

Here’s the full ruleset: https://cp2077.ly/TumblrChristmasCards

Have fun! We can’t wait to see your creations already. :)

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Billy’s pizza was horrified! By what though?

Hope you like this short animation clip I made! I’ll do my best to make more in the future 🤞

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drawn for my girlfriend for our anniversary