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Insecurity

E.W x reader, hurt/comfort, jealousy, fluff

Ellie, just out of curiosity, went through your following list one day. She found something that ignited jealousy and... a feeling of unworthiness inside of her.

Divider by @/cursed-carmine

It all started with her innocently checking your profile. Sometimes, she liked to look at your posts and old photos, admiring you while she missed your presence, like the obsessed girlfriend that she is.

Not that she didn't have a whole album in her gallery dedicated to photos of you that you'd be too embarrassed to show anyone; ranging from funny angles to photos of your half-naked sleeping form, and if you ever caught the latter in her phone she'd just say you looked so cute she couldn't resist.

While she was mindlessly scrolling through your "perfectly curated and aesthetically pleasing" profile (it's what you always told her you tried to achieve, yet she'd argue that you're very anesthetically pleasing even in sweatpants and a messy bun), she checked your following list, skimming over it without even reading all the usernames properly.

Ellie has never intended to come off as the controlling and jealous type. She didn't want to scare you off like that. Besides, your relationship was healthy, so she'd easily shut down the mere idea of doubting the trust built between you.

However, something caught her eye. A typical mirror selfie profile picture, with someone standing in the middle and flexing their muscles. After getting a better look, it she realized it's a woman in the photo.

That's when her mind began racing with so many possibilities. You two hadn't ever explicitly discussed what counted as cheating online because it never really rose as an issue.

She tapped the icon with her thumb, bracing herself for what was to come. Most of the creator's videos consisted of her flexing her muscles in nothing but a sports bra and sweatpants that had her boxers peeking out. There were also a few thirst traps here and there. Why the hell would you follow such an account that regularly posts content like that?

Her mind couldn't rest for the rest of the day. She had a plethora of questions she wanted to ask you. But she also needed to ask herself questions. Was she... jealous? Maybe hurt? Or... insecure? She turned the focus back onto you to avoid dwelling on whichever vulnerable emotion had her triggered at the moment.

The next few days, something definitely changed. You were sure of it. The thing is, Ellie didn't want to express her feelings to you yet, so you didn't have a real reason to confront her. Yet you couldn't shake away the feeling that lingered.

The signs grew more obvious as the days passed. Less affectionate touches, checking her body every single time she walked in front of a mirror, just staring with an expression you couldn't quite understand. Almost like a look of... dissatisfaction. She had a tendency to distance herself when she felt down.

To you, all of this came unannounced, which made it harder to pinpoint what she was feeling. Truth be told, she was feeling inadequate and afraid of losing you. Though, the lack of communication on both your ends wasn't helping at all. Because when there's no clear explanations from either of you, your minds get clouded with doubts.

Your last straw was when she clearly avoided most of your physical affection, very much unlike her usual clingy self, and you could swear you started hearing sniffling coming from the bathroom some nights.

What the hell is she doing to herself, and why the hell is she acting so different? That night, you were finally going to get your answers. Subsequently, she'll be doing the same.

"Baby..." Your voice barely above a whisper, though you knew that she still hasn't slept. You waited for her to shift around and face you, but that didn't happen. You'll be patient with her, though.

"Ellie, I need you to tell me what's wrong." As you spoke, your hand came up to her jaw to grab it, soft but firm enough to turn her head.

"Nothing. Just go to sleep."

You didn't like how she was avoiding you. She was barely making eye contact, her eyes glued to the ceiling instead.

Normally, you wouldn't push her, but you had to find out what made her change.

"Talk to me, please. I know something's bothering you, and you've been distant lately..."

She took a deep breath in, her eyes hesitantly meeting yours.

"I don't want you to stay with me out of pity. I'm sure you have options..."

You didn't know how to react. You cocked an eyebrow at her strange response. It was so unexpected and unlike her.

"Ellie, what's that supposed to mean?"

"I'm sure your type is someone who looks... better than me. Maybe taller, stronger..." her eyes began to tear up, which worried you even more.

"Babe, where the hell is all of this coming from?"

Your expression of worry evoked more emotions out of her. It quickly turned into a skeptical one, urging her to explain herself.

"I... I noticed you were following this girl and... I don't know it just... made me feel insecure, I guess."

She finally admitted it. The room fell silent. She began to regret her awkward response, though it did lift a heavy weight off of her chest nonetheless.

Instead of further interrogating her, you let go of her face to grab your phone. You unlocked it and gave it to her.

"Show me." A simple command in a gentle tone. She quickly pulled up your following list and pointed to the profile.

"Ohh, her."

Now she was curious to know your explanation.

"I barely know her, a friend of a friend. One of mine made us exchange socials on a night out. In fact," you quickly moved your finger on the screen, "I've had her posts muted because I'm not interested."

Her expression quickly changed. Relief, finally. But... this left her feeling stupid. She was insecure and doubtful of your trust. She felt like a fool through and through. Which is why unlike what you'd expected, she began sobbing.

"What... Baby, what's wrong? I promise you that's the truth," you urgently spoke while pulling her head to your chest. Even if you didn't understand her reactions, you still wanted to comfort your girlfriend and let her take her time.

"N-no, it's not that i dont believe you..." she quietly spoke between muffled sobs. She anxiously raised her head, and the glossy-eyed look she gave you broke your heart. It hurt seeing the person you cared about the most feeling sad.

So many scenarios played out in her mind, and she felt a wave of guilt wash over her.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry for overreacting. I just feel so stupid for not trusting you and making this a big deal. I don't know what's wrong with me." She buried her face in the crook of your neck, trying to hide her shame as she cried. You almost cried, too.

"Ellie... darling, look at me, please. " You waited for her to gather courage to do so, then you continued,

"You don't need to apologize for anything. Nothing's wrong with you, please don't talk like that about yourself. I only want you to be sure from now on that you're the only woman I see and love, okay?"

The way you tenderly reassured her and began stroking her hair brought her comfort. She was glad to know that you weren't repelled by her emotional reactions.

She wiped her tears as you continued to brush your fingers through her hair, and then she lay beside you again, this time getting spooned by you.

"You're so beautiful, Ellie. Everything about you is breathtaking. It's not just the way you look, I could name a hundred more things that make you so interesting and special. You're my beautiful and special girl. I mean it."

At that moment, she was on cloud nine. You always managed to make her life better and help her deal with any wounds that would resurface from her past.

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Gf!Caitlyn Headcanons

Caitlyn Kiramman x reader, dating hcs & explicit content. [mdni]

A/N: She isn't strictly older here, but imagine her as you will. The fic is pretty short unfortunately.

SFW

- Gf!Caitlyn who had her eye on you before you two started dating. She'd even get jealous anytime she saw a girl touching you or heard you laugh a little too hard at someone's joke. They can't be better than her.

- Gf!Caitlyn who compliments you any chance she gets. Whether it's your face, body, hair, smell, clothes, or a skill you showed her.

- Gf!Caitlyn who loves showing you off to everyone in Piltover. Whether it's a casual outing or a formal event she has to attend because of her family and position, she always wants you close and openly shows her affection.

-Gf!Caitlyn who plans dates sometimes weeks ahead. She's been a perfectionist for so long in all areas of her life, so why wouldn't your relationship be included? She makes sure every single detail is according to your liking.

-Gf!Caitlyn who loves hearing you say her name. Sometimes she'd ignore -no, she'd never ignore her baby- just pretend to not hear you when you call her just to hear you say her name over and over again.

"Caitlyn? Caitlyynn... baby? Baby where have you gone? Oh, there you are." You often find her somewhere in your large house, pretending she was too busy to hear you, knowing you'd snake your arms around her waist from behind her and peek at what she's doing from above her shoulder. And she'd answer in the most oblivious and innocent manner.

- Gf!Caitlyn who'd never raise her voice at you, even if you're doing so during an argument. So she'd definitely never let anyone yell at you. She's ready to break necks and jaws for you.

-Gf!Caitlyn who does her skincare the same time you do at night. She likes when you take turns applying each other's products on your faces. And of course she lets her soft touches linger a little too long, like keeping a hand on your cheek while you nuzzle into it. She gets so flustered when you tease her back though.

NSFW

- Gf!Caitlyn who starts off slow and gentle when she's pushing her strap into you, but her thrusts get faster and rougher until all you can mutter is incoherent blabber and lewd moans.

- Gf!Caitlyn who sometimes edges you or controls your orgasms to punish you.

"I told you to keep your eyes on mine, but you disobeyed," she'd say while moving her hips agonizingly slow, yet tantalizingly deep into your cunt.

"Maybe if you beg for it I'll give you what you want. But I need to hear you say it, love."

- Gf!Caitlyn who adores seeing your skin littered with marks she left. Everyone should know that you belong to her. But the sounds you make while she marks you are only for her, of course.

- Gf!Caitlyn who instinctively grabs a fistful of your hair when you go down on her, guiding your tongue closer to her sensitive hole.

"G-go harder, come on, I know you can," she'd say, panting heavily while she tries to stifle the loudest scream when you hit the spot that makes her see stars.

- Gf!Caitlyn who stretches out your pussy with her long fingers to prep you for her thick strap.

"If you can't take these fingers, how can you take my strap, hmm?" Her lips curling into a smirk as your hole clenches harder and gushes around her digits. And she gets you so wet that your obscene squelching sounds fill the room, their echo growing louder than your moans even. The sight spreads heat throughout her body and makes her mouth water.

- Gf!Caitlyn who sometimes degrades you, especially if she's been pissed off the whole day.

"Such a slut for this cock, aren't you? Come on, take it like a good girl. You've been talking like a whore to tease me earlier so why don't you use your words now?" Her tone harsh as her nails dig into the flesh of your thighs, earning a whimper from you.

But if she's in a good mood she'd praise you while you cream cum around her strap.

- Gf!Caitlyn who pulls you close to her after you come down from your orgasm, legs still trembling lightly as she softly kisses your lips -swollen from her prior hungry kisses- a few last times

"You're okay, darling? Did I hurt you?"

She sounds so worried, such a stark difference to her demeanor just minutes ago. Her hands and lips are all over you, soothing the spots she'd harshly grabbed earlier with kisses and caresses while cooing praises about you being her good girl.

- Gf!Caitlyn who lets you choose what to do for aftercare if you still have some energy, otherwise she'd clean you up with a warm damp cloth, then place one of her expensive sleeping gowns over your body, and pull you into an embrace as you fall asleep with your face against her chest.

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Morning treat

Vi waking you up with head after your first night since moving in together. Can't a girl have breakfast in bed?

Vi x reader smut oneshot (cunnilingus r!recieving), modern au

A/N: If she was real, I'd be so downbad. Divider by @/uzmacchiato.

This was your first time moving in with a partner. While it was very exciting, some anxiety came with it. But you didn't want to overthink, and you reassured yourself that with your girlfriend by your side, everything will work out. All the stress of moving in together was finally gone once you had almost everything complete and got rid of your old house's keys. Your first night in your shared bedroom was the cliché lovey-dovey, cuddling and playfully arguing about who loves who more until you fell asleep.

The warm sun rays seeped through the thin curtains, casting a pretty light on your sleeping bodies. That's when Vi woke up. She still wasn't used to waking up with you by her side, precisely with your leg draped over hers and an arm on her torso. It was a pleasant sight that warmed her heart, to the point where she felt bad if she got up and left you. So, that's when she decided on the best way to wake you up. She didn't want to cross a boundary or anything, but she still wanted to test the waters. And now that she kept thinking about it, the heat pooling between her legs is making her too horny to step back.

She slowly lifted your limbs off of her and turned over so that she was facing you. "Such a pretty face," she whispered, cradling your jaw in her hand. With that, her lips kissed along your jawline, slow and soft at first, but as patient as she is, she couldn't keep up that pace, and the kisses got more hungry and raw as she trailed down your neck and collarbone. Vi's eyes caught a glimpse of what was hiding beneath the low neckline of your top, making her mouth water as she lifted it and her lips latched onto your skin again. Surprisingly you hadn't woken up, but it seems like she touched a sensitive spot because as soon as she began marking the valley of your breasts, a low whimper escaped your throat while your chest heaved. She needed to hear that again. To be honest, it turned her on, but she also wanted to make sure that you were enjoying this in your sleep. And as she brought her mouth closer to one of your nipples, with her thumb flicking the other. A low moan left your lips and echoed in her ears. Your lips were left parted as your thighs gently squeezed together, and that's the reaction she needed to scatter a few more licks and kisses on your stomach and finally reach between your legs.

Vi carefully spread your thighs, keeping her hands on them and slowly giving one a squeeze, earning another slightly louder whimper from you. She pulled your panties down to your ankles and was met with your glistening folds and puffy clit, begging for any stimulation. She could further feel the heat and arousal radiating from your core as she lowered her head. And that's when she practically dove in, barely an ounce of restraint left in her body. Her senses were only full of you. Your taste, your smell, and how your soft thighs were trembling under her strong hands. Of course this wasn't the first time she ate you out, but you never ceased to turn her on and make her crave you so much.

She had a full course meal in front of her, little licks wouldn't suffice. Her tongue darted between your hole and your clit, messy and desperate. But then she let her lips linger on your clit, making you moan loudly, further encouraging her. With all this attention on your clit, your neglected hole was clenching around nothing so she brought a hand that was on your thigh and inserted a finger. And one thing about Vi, she's insanely good with her fingers. They were long enough to reach the right spots and and she knew how to move them well. She could feel your leaking hole begging for a second, so she thrusted two digits at a fast pace, curling them in as they entered. At this point, you can't stay asleep. Your eyes fluttered open to see the source of the pleasure that was consuming your senses and overwhelming them. The sight that greeted you could make you cum right them and there. Vi, looking up at you with lust-filled eyes and licking your clit and juices like she was thirsty while her fingers stretched your pussy. Your first instinct was to reach down and thread your fingers in her hair while pushing her face deeper into your folds.

"V-vi... ngh-fuck, fuck, keep going..."

And instead of talking, her tongue moved faster, and she groaned into your heat. You felt the knot that formed in your stomach get tighter and tighter, so close to snapping, and the more her hot breath fanned against your cunt and her groans vibrated against your clit, the closer you were. She could feel her fingers beginning to ache, but she couldn't stop now, so she gave a few last thrust with more speed, making you scream while cumming around her fingers. She wasted no time licking it all up, until she started overestimating you, and you had to push her away while she was pussy-drunk. What you didn't expect was for her to start moaning loudly. Well, what you hadn't noticed was that she'd been rutting into the edge of the mattress while eating you out. She licked her fingers clean before lifting her head and dropping it beside you with a thud, hiding her face in the crook of your neck, clearly tired, her breath heavy and legs still shaking. All she could do was coo praises in your ear as she stroked your hair with her clean hand while she caught her breath.

"Hold on a little for me, pretty girl, and I'll be back," she said as she got up. You watched her curiously but didn't protest. Even if you wanted to, you were too tired after that mind-blowing head.

Soon enough, she was back with a tray of food that smelled great. Not only does she make you feel good in bed, but she always makes you feel good with her sweet gestures.

"What about you?"

"I already had mine, right there" she chuckled, pointing at your legs that were still spread, then sitting beside you and resting her head on your shoulder.

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Dating Ellie pt.2

sub!E.W x reader, nsfw hcs [mdni]

A/N:Not really proofread. Divider by @/hyuneskkami.

Pt.1

Ellie wasn't purely dominant nor submissive, though on a spectrum, she'd lean more to the submissive side. She just can't help practically worshipping your body and wanting you to lead her.

She'd let you lead her anywhere, and she'd more than definitely want you to lead in sex, be it giving her the pleasure she (needs) wants, or showing her how you like to recieve, until it becomes almost an addiction to her.

Yeah, she's the type to beg for pussy. "Baby, please, I just want a taste, pretty please," soft whiny please while she looks up at you with eyes you can't resist.

She gives at any occasion. On your birthday, when you're stressed, when you treat her well, when you had a bad day or when you two are horny and just need some relief. She's surprisingly good with her fingers too (for someone who looks like a loser), but she always watches your expression carefully, usually one of pure pleasure, and it's encouragement for her to keep going.

Oh, but when she's receiving from you, whether it's head or the strap, she feels even weaker and it makes her moan and whimper. You're not trying to break her, but that's how she feels. Even if you're going slow or too tired to give your 100 percent, her sensitive clit can't help but twitch in pleasure from any soft touch or lick.

Sometimes she's in the mood for some good head, sometimes she wants you to fill her up with the strap till she can't even think anymore. In any position and any dynamic, she practically gives you her body for you to use either for your own pleasure or to push all her right buttons and make her crumble and shake as she orgasms.

She also relishes in your praise when she's (devouring) eating you out, never leaving a drop of your slick in sight as if she was the thirstiest woman alive. Likewise, she loves praising you during sex and telling you how good you make her feel. Even if her lips don't tell, her gushing juices do.

You don't need to do so much for her to get turned on, though she appreciates when you put on a teasing show for her. Speaking of which, teasing is what gets to her the most. It riles her up till she's frustrated and needy. Like when you wear that thin top that fits your figure just right, or when you're walking around swaying your hips in nothing but one of her hoodies.

She says you're so effortlessly attractive but doesn't know that she is too. When she has that face paired with an innocent look, how can anything she do not be hot?

She also notices how you sometimes zone out while trailing your gaze up and down her arm tattoo. It gives her an ego boost and something to tease you about. But let's face it, Ellie isn't the type to keep up the teasing because as soon as your hands are going up and down her body, her face heats up and she automatically opens her legs for you. It's cute, though.

She can usually keep herself composed, but after being with you for quite a while, anytime you two go out and you wear something that shows off a little too much, you noticed her being a little more handsy. When she has someone like you, how can she not be greedy?

Greedy and selfish, that's how she felt when it came to you. So that also meant she wouldn't ever share you. So if someone was eyeing you too much or trying to flirt with you, she'd pull you closer to subtly deter the other person. It was a little reassuring to her too when you'd further declare that you're with her. And all this would lead to two things, either her making out with you right then in somewhere hidden to mark your neck with dark hickeys, or stretch your pussy out so well on her bed while panting in your ear.

She's also big on aftercare. If you're too tired, she'd take care of everything. Cleaning up, giving you water, cuddling, and even feeding you. In return, she likes it when you prioritize aftercare for her, too. It's usually a nice bath, she has her back pressed to you while you trace lazy patterns on her skin. You love your soft and needy girl.

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Dating Ellie

E.W x reader, fluff & dating hcs

A/N: The main idea was headcanons, but all I could come up with at 4 am was this. Not exactly proofread. Maybe expect a second nsfw part. Dividers by @/hyuneskkami. First time writing on here like this, so I hope you enjoy :p

Ellie was a loser through and through. But she was your loser.

Though behind closed doors she was also the sweetest lover girl, which wasn't something you'd really expected when you two started dating, but as she opened up you unraveled layers of her mind that were only reserved for a special person. The thing about her is, you always know that she holds you dear to her even without her constantly reassuring you. Well, it's partially because that's the way she's been loved, and that's the way she, in turn, shows it, and partially because she spends most of her days playing video games.

Usually, she'd hyperfixate on certain games or comic books and explain them to you for hours. Oh, and that dreaded phrase whenever you'd zone out or almost fall asleep while she's ranting and she catches you, "it's fine, I'll explain it again from the beginning." You always followed up by playfully rolling your eyes, though you can't help the smile forming on your lips as you actually appreciated these moments and considered them heartwarming.

As the sweet and beautiful girl she is, you can't help but compliment her every chance you get. And at first she'd get shy and hide her blushing cheeks from you, but as you two got closer she'd return a compliment or a teasing remark, and it always makes you chuckle at her attempts at making you feel flustered. She wants to get back at you because that's just what your words do to her.

As the days brought you closer, you two could be considered two parts of a heart that perfectly fit together, and one is lost without the other. You couldn't help the slight dependency forming. Sometimes, you think it's too good to be true as you gently stroke her hair while she lays her head on your lap, dozing off to sleep after ranting about her day or her new hyperfixation. Fate brought you two together, and you don't want to lose what you have by overthinking everything. There's no denying that navigating things in the beginning needed time and understanding, but she was giving plenty.

And the little memories count too, like seeing her room for the first time, a true nerd's heaven, going to parks with her at night all alone, her playing her guitar for you while attempting to sing you a song she wrote (a failed attempt, but it was adorable simply because ellie did it)... all these things that further declared you her lover.

Every person has their own love language, and pretty early on, you realized that she needed physical touch the most. Every time your fingers brushed against her hand, she wanted to hold on and keep your hand over hers just a little bit longer. And of course, you can't deny your pretty girl anything, so you'd give her plenty of physical affection.

And that just about sums up what your relationship with ellie is like.