leabeesworld

[leabeesworld]

ETERNAL SUNSHINE; JK.

#JEANKIRSTEINXFEMREADER

trope; childhood best friends to strangers to lovers!

2. first day

January 16th.

Yesterday, I arrived at the university and got to know the place a little, but not completely. I'm counting on Sasha, my new roommate, to give me a detailed tour after our classes. In fact, she came home around 2 a.m. She kind of woke me up because she fell while trying to lie down. I think she had one too many drinks before leaving, lol. I haven't even known her for 24 hours, but something tells me we're going to get along well and have a lot of fun together. Our room is super cute; Sasha made it really relaxing, a quiet little corner. I'm also hoping to make some friends; the loneliness is starting to wear me out, to be honest.

"Are you awake already...?" She gets up slightly and sits on her bed, her hair in a mess. "Yeah, I'm quite a morning person." You close your journal and hide it in your desk. She tries to get up and holds her head, wincing slightly. "Damn, my head hurts so bad..." You take a small pouch out of your bag and give her some medicine. "Here, take this, drink some water, and put some cold on your forehead before you leave for class." She looks at you like you're her savior, she takes the medicine, swallows it, and drinks some water. "Thank you so much, if you hadn't given me this, I think I would have skipped class and stayed in bed lol." You smile slightly and get up to get ready.

While you rummage through your things to find an outfit, Sasha tells you about last night, which was supposed to be just a quick drink with friends, but other people joined them and stayed at the bar for most of the night.

"Connie literally twerked on the bar counter because he was so drunk. I wonder if he'll be able to get up, especially since he has a basketball game today." You laugh lightly.

Basket? There's a basketball team here?

"There's a basketball team here? I didn't know." You finally find an outfit and lay it on your bed. "Yes, of course, I have three friends who are on the basketball team, and that's not all, honey, there are plenty of other sports." You're interested; a little sport in addition to your classes could be beneficial; it'll help you relax and have fun. "After our classes, I'll show you all the sports available."

You thank her and go to the bathroom to get ready, you put on a short black dress with long sleeves with sheer black tights and a pair of black heeled boots, to accessorize everything you put a big belt also black on your hips, some rings and a small pair of earrings.

You brush your teeth and hair, then start putting on your makeup. You decide to keep your makeup simple for your first day: a nude lip combo and mascara.

Once ready, you leave the bathroom, sit on your bed, and look at your schedule. You feel someone watching you, and it can only be Sasha, so you look up.

"You look so hot, love your outfit. Be careful, I might accidentally steal your clothes." You smile. "Thanks, but no, they're mine, you little thief."

She pretends to make a sad face and finally decides to get up. She opts for low-rise baggy jeans with a white tank top and a tight zip-up hoodie, white sneakers, and hoop earrings. For her makeup, she puts on mascara and lip gloss.

In the meantime, you keep a close eye on your schedule: you only have classes in the morning, it's a pretty quiet day, and that suits you. You hope the teachers are nice and that you'll be able to keep up since you're arriving after everyone else.

"What time do you finish?" You put your things in your purse and grab your laptop. "12pm, why?" She also packs her bag and slips a bag of candy into it. "Shall we take the afternoon to visit the university and grab a milkshake in town afterward?"

Wait, with me...?

For anyone, it would be normal to do this, but you, who have hardly ever had any friends, it makes you happy that she tries to integrate you like this, that she wants to spend time with you.

You give her a big smile and nod. "Great, meet me outside the main doors right after our classes?" She smiles. "Perfect."

She's so sweet and kind with me.

You've only known this girl for a short time, but she knows how to put people at ease and has a knack for making you smile so easily. You sincerely hope she'll become your friend and like you as much as you do. You both stand up and leave the room. Sasha quickly checks your schedule and tells you exactly where your room is for your first class. You thank her and go your separate ways.

You're finally in your room, you sit down in front of it, you take out your computer and your water bottle. When class starts, you try to keep up with everything, but it's not always easy. You're still three months behind and you're just starting university. It's not like high school; it's completely different. It'll just take a little time to get used to it.

Today you mainly studied films and how a scene can change its content, but also how colors can convey the emotions of the film. It was really very interesting, you realize that you did well to choose this certificate, it's really exciting. When your morning is finally over, you pack all your things in your bag and leave the room to join your roommate as planned.

"Hi! So, how was it? Did you manage to keep up?" You tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. "I loved it, it was super interesting, but I won't hide from you that I had a hard time at first because I arrived a little after everyone else."

You continue to talk for a while about your classes, Sasha is really passionate about journalism, she loves what she does we can tell, she also tells you some gossip but as you don't know anyone here you don't understand much but it's still very funny.

You finally start exploring, and it's even bigger than you thought. Two kilometers from the university, you'll find all the sports facilities, parks, and a huge, absolutely magnificent library, never before seen. The ceiling is wooden, with large windows, numerous study tables, and a multitude of books: a true paradise on earth. After touring the immense library, Sasha suggests you check out the sports facilities. Once there, she introduces you the teams.

"We have a very famous basketball team, some of our players even make it to the NBA, I have three friends who play on the team, I'll introduce them to you."

I used to love basketball, but now thinking about it, it just hurts my heart, he loved it so much...

"Oh? That's really cool." She smiles and continues talking about the other sports. "We also have a soccer team and a swimming team with our own pools. But we also do track and field."

After finally introducing you to all the teams and establishments, you enter a building with several rooms.

"And what's here?" you ask. "This is the dance building. There's a lot of choice here: hip-hop, commercial dance, ballet, breakdancing—everything you can imagine in dance, we have it here."

It's so cool... Maybe I should sign up for a dance?

As you walk in, you suddenly hear some pretty loud hip-hop music and notice Sasha wince slightly.

"What the hell is this? There are no dance classes during the day, only late afternoon."

She walks over to the door where the music is playing and opens it. You both walk in and stop. The same guy you passed yesterday is dancing to "Come Baby Come of K7." You and Sasha look at each other, then back at him. He's dancing really well, his moves are fluid, he's really focused, he's so into it that he hasn't even noticed we're there.

Sasha walks over and turns off the music. Finally, his friend notices you and turns to look at you. "Why did you turn it off?" Sasha frowns. "And may I ask what you're doing here? You normally have class at this time?" He looks at you and widens his eyes slightly. "Tell me, do I know you? Did I run into you by chance yesterday?" You cross your arms. "Yes, exactly."

Dumbass.

"Wait, do you know each other?" She looks at the two of you. "No, he's just an idiot who doesn't pay attention to others when he's late." You roll your eyes and he raises an eyebrow.

"Anyway, Connie, this is my roommate." He picks up his phone and unplugs it. "Nice to meet you, Y/N, and sorry again about yesterday." You smile slightly. "Don't worry, I was just kidding. I'm not mad at you anymore."

He smiles and puts on his cap. "You're new here?" You nod.

The three of you chat for a while, introduce yourselves in more detail, and finally learn that yesterday, Connie was in a hurry because he had a basketball game. You also learn that he's very athletic, so much so that it's his degree, he's really cool and funny, and he's Sasha's best friend, they're like brother and sister.

You spent all afternoon with Sasha, it's amazing how quickly things are moving between you. You get along so well, it's so good to have a real girl friend, it warms the heart. To be honest, your personal life hasn't been easy lately, so having someone to spend time with is really cool. Connie didn't stay with you because he had basketball practice with his team, but he suggested you go out for coffee together tonight.

Sasha and you are already there, and you are drinking a vanilla milkshake, in view of last night, she avoids drinking and she is right. After 30 minutes of waiting, Connie finally arrives. "Well, aren't you ashamed to make us wait like this?" He walks at our table. "Sorry but I was with the grumpy guy, I wanted to bring him over so he could meet your new friend"

Grumpy guy? They're a trio?

"And he said yes?" He nods. "After five minutes of negotiating, yes." You drink your milkshake and wait to see who it is, that famous grumpy guy.

Hope he's nice just like Connie and Sasha.

play; [GHOSTIN - ARIANA GRANDE INSTRUMENTAL]

Someone opens the door and walks in, you look up and feel your lungs quicken, it's like you've seen a ghost.

It's him?

He's right there.

Oh my God he's right there.

You stare at him and don't know what to do or say. You're so nervous, feeling so many emotions at once.

Sasha notices you're breathing faster and asks if you're okay, but you can't hear anything because your childhood best friend is there. After nine years without seeing or speaking to him, everything is spinning in your head and stomach.

What should I do? What should I say? Fuck, I don't know if I want to cry or run to him and hug him.

The last time you spoke to him he was so angry because you left, left him alone to face all his problems while you promised yourself to never abandon each other, no matter what. But you were only children, maybe he doesn't remember you anymore? Or he's just going to talk to you as if he had seen an old acquaintance. Damn you're worrying so much that you're almost starting to have a panic attack, you weren't prepared for this, not tonight. You've been waiting for this day for years and yet now you don't know what to do, you're completely lost.

Fuck, he's looking at me, he doesn't move. He looks so lost too.

Sasha and Connie both look at you, puzzled, as if wondering what's going on. He looks away and finally steps forward. You look like you're going to have a panic attack, you need air, it's too much.

"Jean? You know, Y/N?"

Fuck, yes, it's him...

"We're old friends." You answer before him and look at your milkshake.

Old friends? Not just friends, literally best friends, but you're afraid of rejection, so you answer before him and you answer coldly. But deep down, he's not just a friend, you know that.

"Yeah..." he replies, sitting down next to Connie, in front of you. "No way!" Connie shouts. "It's crazy how small the world is."

You finally raise your head and look at him, but he's not looking at you.

Are you still mad at me? Or maybe you still hate me.

He looks a little uncomfortable, just like you; he doesn't know what to do.

"Why are you so nervous, Jean?" Sasha asks, sensing something is up. "Not at all, I was just thinking about our basketball game yesterday..."

You look at him and even though he's now a grown man, you still look at him the same way you did before, like when he was just a little boy, he changed of course but you still recognize him.

I missed you so fucking much Jeanie.

Sasha and Connie start talking about random things but you can't look away, you can't take your eyes off him. He ends up looking at you too, and his gaze locks on yours. The world has stopped, you're not paying attention to anything else anymore. No need for words, your eyes say enough, and so do his. He looks at you like when you were a child, you feel like something inside you has changed, it's as if that part of you that was empty has been filled, not completely, but a good part.

Please say something, please.

I'm too scared and nervous to talk, I need you to talk first.

He doesn't say anything, but his eyes don't leave yours. You can notice he's breathing fast and his jaw is slightly clenched.

Is he nervous?

Jeanie please, talk to me.

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2486 words.

El.

[leabeesworld]

ETERNAL SUNSHINE; JK.

#JEANKIRSTEINXFEMREADER

trope; childhood best friends to strangers to lovers!

modern au in university.

1. new beginning

You're finally here, Los Angeles, a sprawling city in Southern California, the heart of the film and television industry. You worked so hard to get here, it's pretty complicated to be accepted into this university, you're really happy to be here and especially far from home, you need to be independent more than ever it can't go on like this, luckily you managed to get a room in the dormitory, but quite honestly you don't know how you would have managed to find accommodation given the housing prices here... Your room and your tuition fees are already enough to take a good part of your savings, you have to find a job quickly before you run out of money.

When you arrive in front of the UCLA university, reality shakes you a little, it's so big, there are so many people, the diversity of studies in this university is so varied that it attracts all profiles from all countries, artists, those who want to be in finance, future actors, future great film scriptwriters, great athletes, future directors of giant companies, those who are starting in medicine or even great computer scientists. It feels like a different world, a change from your small town of Avalon. The size and the number of young people in this university... it's a bit scary.

When you're finally about to start climbing the stairs someone bumps into you from behind and you drop your phone and purse. "Hey!" You shout, just catching your phone at time, you look at the person who just bumped into you and it's a guy, he's... bald? "Fuck... im so sorry i'm in a hurry" he grabs quickly your purse and gives it to you. "Connie get your ass back and quick we're late!" you look up and it's another dude, his hair tied in a ponytail, some of his hair is falling on the back of his neck and he has green eyes. "Shuddup im coming!" the bald guy looks quickly at the other and looks at you again "Once again excuse me" he leaves quickly and he joins the one with emerald eyes, they both starts running fast.

I don't know why they're in such a hurry, but it seems very urgent lol.

Not gonna lie you would have dreamed of a better first interaction with one of the people here but it's still kinda funny, it could have been worse.

You climb the long steps and finally arrive at the main door, you push it and it's breathtaking. You look around you and it's full of people everywhere, there isn't a place where there is no one. The interior is so beautiful, the charm of this university is incredible, it's both modern and old.

Damn I've never been so happy in 20 years of existence to enter in a school but this one is something else, it makes me really want to work hard.

It's all well and good to look around but it's time to go see your room, but you still need to know where the boarding school is. You approach a map hanging on the wall but it only explains where the corridors lead, you don't see a section with boarding school written on it anywhere.

You know you should ask someone but you don't dare, you really don't know anyone here, especially since you're arriving almost halfway through the year so obviously a lot of people know each other and have already formed groups. You take a deep breath in and try to ask someone who passes by you but without success, they ignore you and continue on their way. You don't lose hope and start again with a girl, but this time she's on her phone and ignoring you too.

I'm that invisible?

"Can i help you?" You may not be as you thought after all, you turn around and see a tall and big blonde boy, you're kinda intimidated but you can tell he seems like a nice person. "Hum yeah..." you say while giving him a small smile. "I can't find the boarding school" He smiles slightly "I see, you're in the wrong building, the boarding school is at the back of this building" you raise your eyebrows slightly and thank him, honestly you thought you were going to sleep outside tonight. "excuse me but, are you a new student?" You nod and smile.

"That's what I thought, I'm Reiner and you?"

"I'm Y/N, nice to meet you Reiner." you both smiles. "Do you think it will be okay to find boarding school now?"

He's pretty cool and nice...

"Now yes, thank you very much, I'll quickly go see my room" He smiles slightly at you, says goodbye to you and leaves. You don't waste any more time, you leave the building and head to the back of it.

You finally enter in the right building and you go to reception and kindly ask for the key of your room, after giving all the information requested you take your key and look at the plan of the floors and rooms.

3rd floor.

Climbing three floors with a huge and heavy suitcase, makes you want to kill yourself a little bit. But the receptionist interrupts your depressed episode and tells you that there is an elevator at the end of the corridor.

Thank god.

You get in the elevator and press the button for your floor, so far so good, maybe it's actually going to be a great year. You arrive at your floor and get out of the elevator, you take out your keys and head towards your room, but just as you are about to put the key in the lock you hear strange noises. You put your ear against the door but the noises have stopped so you end up opening it. You start to look into the room and you want to disappear right now, your roommate is having sex with her boyfriend or her sex friend, who knows.

"Oh my god im sorry!" You quickly cover your eyes and close the door slightly, in the end, this day was too beautiful, you had to end up traumatized... You hear them stop immediately and get dressed.

"Sasha, you could have told me your roommate was arriving today!" You open your eyes and he puts on his shoes.

I swear I just wanna disappear right now...

"But I didn't know! The receptionist just told me it would be this week, they didn't tell me the day or time" She sits on her bed and looks at him. "I'm really sorry" he said while looking at you and you just give him a small smile, you don't know what else to do right now... "Bye babe" He leaves the room and you get in.

"Im so sorry I swear I didn't know you were coming today, it's your first day and I probably just traumatized you" She takes away the things that are on the side of my room. "At least it spiced up my day a bit, which was going too calmly..." You smile and put your suitcase on your bed, she chuckles in response. She tells you she's going to wash her hands and that she'll be back soon.

Meanwhile you observe the room more closely, it's quite spacious, your beds are each against the walls and there is a window between both of you with a desk for each at the end of the bed, with a large closet at the back of the room next to the door, you even have a bathroom in your room, you couldn't dream of anything better. It has garlands on the ceiling with a large red carpet on the floor, it's pretty cozy here.

Just as you were about to lean out the window to look at the view, Sasha comes back and closes the door behind her. "Now that my hands are clean, how about we just pretend like nothing happened and this is the first time we've seen each other?" You chuckle and nod. "Hi, I'm Y/N, entertainment studies and I'm your new roommate." She holds out her hand to you and you take it.

I hope she really washed her hands though...

"Hi Y/N, I'm Sasha, journalism, your roommate. Nice to meet you." She smiles and I let go of her hand. "So Y/N where are you from?" She sits back on her bed and you do the same on yours. "I'm from Avalon" She looks at you in silence because she had absolutely no fucking idea this city existed until you told her. "It's a small town on an island in California, but I was born in Texas."

"Oh! I know a close friend who's from Texas too! but from the bit he told me about it, he didn't really like the place, he said he didn't really like the climate there"

I'm willing to believe it, this place stinks of shit, and I'm not talking about the climate.

She looks at her watch and gets up quickly."Is everything okay?" You ask. "Not really, I'm late, I have to go out for a drink with friends" She puts quickly her shoes and grabs her bag. "I'm sorry Y/N I have to go as you understood, but I'll see you tonight, if I haven't drunk too much and I can find my way back to my door..." You roll your eyes and smirk slightly. "Don't bother waiting for me, you can leave the door open, there's never a problem here, and that way I'm sure I won't sleep on the doormat because I wouldn't have managed to open the door."

I feel like I'll never get bored with her lmao.

"Okay, have fun and either see you later or tomorrow babe." She smirks and looks at you. "Are you flirting with me...?" You shrug your shoulders. "I already like you, we'll get along well girl."

She says goodbye to you and quickly leaves the room. As for you, you empty your suitcase and put all your things in your part of the closet and listen to music with your headphones to relax. But your conversation with Sasha about Texas inevitably brings back some memories and you don't like that. Of course you can't erase that part of your life from your mind, but you would like it to be possible, because you don't have any good memories of your childhood, only a few, and they have one thing in common.

You shared them all with the same person.

You always try not to think about him but it's impossible, he has affected you and helped you so much that it's not possible to forget him and deep down do you really wanna forget him? You will always be grateful to this person for showing you that in this world even when everything is going wrong, there's always a glimmer of hope and people who will love you no matter what. But you don't like to think about it because it makes you sad, because this person is no longer in your life, you often wonder if he is okay, if he too managed to escape this place filled with demons and wickedness.

Deep down you can't deny the fact that by losing him you lost a part of yourself, your happiest part. You often hope to see him again but the chance is so low, you no longer have any contact and you no longer know what he looks like, it was more than nine years ago, now he's a man and not a little boy anymore.

But you know that if one day you see him again you will recognize him immediately, certainly it was a long time ago and he has grown up, but your instinct and heart will recognize him immediately.

I could never forget you my Jeanie... How could I forget a person like you, a soul like yours?

You try to think about something else even if it's complicated, you take your things and go take a shower in your bathroom to unwind and relax after this day filled with emotions.

A few hours passed, you ate at the cafeteria alone while watching an episode of Breaking Bad on your phone. You changed yourself when you came back to your place, you tidied the corner of your room a little more, put your things everywhere. You put on your sheets and get into your bed, it feels so good to finally be able to relax.

You quickly look at your schedule and set an alarm for 7:30 am, you start at 8:30 am but you like to take your time and not rush. Anyway you're so tired that you will quickly fall asleep for sure, you put your phone down and put it on charge.

You finally close your eyes and quickly fall asleep, without thinking for a single second that the person you've been thinking about for years is at the same university as you and is friends with your roommate. But he's not the little boy you knew anymore, he's still there but deep down to protect himself.

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2209 words.

El.

[leabeesworld]

ETERNAL SUNSHINE; JK.

#JEANKIRSTEINXFEMREADER

𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙪𝙚

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When I met you, I had no one there for me. I felt so alone. No one really cared about me, how i felt inside me. I think that even if I had disappeared, no one would have noticed, except you. You were always there for me, always, even when you too were at your lowest with a lot of problems. But one day you left, you abandoned me. I was so angry at you, you have no idea, i cried every fucking night, begging God to make you come back to me but you never came, so i wiped my tears by myself and i slowly started to see life so much different. With you, my life was horrible, but you were here. You were literally my ray of sunshine that chased away the rain and lightning that was unleashed on me and on my life. When I was alone with you, I forgot everything else, how shitty my life was, how shitty the person I was. But when you left, life has become so dark, so dull. That's when I realized that nothing will ever be the same again, life will never be the same, I will never have the same smile I had with you.

I hope deep down you haven't forgotten me, because I haven't, not a day goes by without thinking about you. I miss you so much sometimes I can barely stand it, it's like someone is stabbing me all the time.

It's like a part of me was ripped away, I felt so empty. And it's still the case you know, I miss you so much... please come back to me my sunshine, no matter how. Every breath is torture without you by my side. I can't live without you, life has no meaning without you. I don't want to survive anymore, I want to live, live by your side. I fucking hate myself, I've changed a lot, I'm not the little boy I was when I was with you anymore, you'd hate the person I've become if you would see me right now. I dont know what to do without you, I don't know where to put my hands... I'm begging you to come back.

I'll miss you until the day I see you again...

El.

[leabeesworld]

ETERNAL SUNSHINE; JK.

#JEANKIRSTEINXFEMREADER.

trope: CHILDHOOD BEST FRIENDS TO STRANGERS TO LOVERS.

𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴: alcohol, violence, substances, death, weapons, family issues, traumas etc...

SYNOPSIS;

SOULMATE

noun [ C ]

A soulmate is generally considered a person with whom one shares a deep and meaningful connection, which can be romantic or platonic.

According to a greek myth, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing the power, Zeus split them into two separate beings, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves. These people were called soulmates.

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Two young children who met at the right time and did everything to bring each other out of the darkness of their lives, growing up together without really understanding their strong bond. Unfortunately, life separates them and pushes them apart, but those who must find each other will find each other again. Now grown up, they will try to resume this relationship that suddenly ended, but the children they were no longer exist, how can you resume this relationship when the person you knew better than anyone is no longer here?

This fanfiction contains characters from Shingeki No Kiojin belonging to Hajime Isayama

EL.

[leabeesworld]

ETERNAL SUNSHINE. JK.

details.

Childhood; You grew up in east Texas (Newton, same for Jean), you don't have a sister or brother, you're an only child. Your parents are divorced and you live with your mother and your father has custody 2 weekends a month. You didn't have many friends tbh, your only real friend was Jean.

University; You were accepted to UCLA, You are in boarding school for the moment because rent for an external apartment is too expensive, you’re in cinematography, you have a small job alongside your studies to pay your tuition fees, the job in question is in a cinema, you are in charge of reception and a little cleaning etc.. (the works of the other characters will be explained during the story) You do hip hop dancing, you like reading and photography, you also like to write in notebooks about anything.

Now, informations about the other characters and their studies plus sports/hobbies.

Sasha Braus;

your roommate (fav girl idc)

20 years old and in 'journalism' (snores like a grown ass man good luck💖) does commercial dancing and loves to eat (who's surprised?)

Connie Springer;

20 years old and Eren roommate with Armin, in 'fitness instruction', also does hip hop dancing plus is on the basketball team.

Jean Kirstein;

2o years old and Marco's roommate, in 'cinematography and art' (😏😏😏) (idk if you can actually do both but idc it's my ff i do whatever i want) is on the university basketball team, goes to the gym and plays electric guitar plus piano.

Eren Jaeger;

20 years old, Connie and Armin roommate, in 'music business' is also on the university basketball team, goes to the gym and plays electric guitar.

Armin Arlert;

20 years old, roommate of Eren and Connie, in 'data science', is in the swimming club.

Mikasa Ackerman;

20 years old and Pieck's roommate, in 'paralegal studies', is in athletics, specializing in the 200m.

Marco Bolt;

20 years old and Jean's roommate, in 'pre-medical and general science studies', doesn't do sports but sometimes plays basketball with Jean for fun.

Pieck Finger;

21 years old and Mikasa's roommate, in 'journalism', also does commercial dancing and smokes weed (sorry not sorry)

Reiner Braun;

21 years old, Bertholt's roommate, in 'finance', is on the American football team and goes to the gym.

Porco Gaillard;

20 years old, lives alone in his own loft, in 'marketing', is in the football club.

Annie Leohnart;

20 years old, has no roommate, in 'personal financial planning', does Thai boxing but outside of the university.

Bertholt Hoover;

21 years old, Reiner's roommate, in 'business fundamentals', doesn't do sports but takes piano lessons.

Ymir;

21 years old, lives with Historia in a appartement in Los Angeles (LET'S GO LESBIANS) in 'marketing', does kick boxing, plays drums. (hear me out)

Historia Reiss;

20 years old, lives with Ymir, in 'accounting', does classical dance and commercial dance.

El.

[leabeesworld]

ETERNAL SUNSHINE; J.K

author’s note.

Hi everyone! I'm giving a quick update on this fanfiction and myself. First of all, English is NOT my native language, so excuse me if my spelling or grammar is bullshit. I never write in English, but I felt like doing it, so why not and btw you guys can call me El.

This fanfiction is about a childhood best friends to lovers trope, it will also deal with some pretty sensitive topics (family issues, violence, substances etc...) because life isn't always fun 💖💖💖💖 (at the beginning of the chapters I will put trigger warnings of course) I do NOT know what I'm getting into tbh. I already have a fanfiction that is NOT finished but shh we're not going to say anything and act like nothing happened...

If you expect a jerk Jean, who fucks everything that moves, well... you are NOT in the right place because here we like guys who yearns, like YEARNS as if their life depended on it (a man who yearn is a man who earn🤓) who try to do the best they can despite all their traumas just for you. That doesn't mean that Jean will be perfect because no one is, bro doesn't have an easy life (just like y/n..) so be nice to him pls + it will be a slow burn with angst.

I hesitated for a long time over the destination where this fanfiction would take place but I finally chose Texas and California.

I'm not always going to follow the characters exactly like in AOT, but as much as possible, it may be that characters who die in AOT don't die in my ff or vice versa.

Of course, the other characters from AOT will be present, the bond you will have with them will be explained.

Enjoy your reading!

El.