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was just scrolling through twitter threads and planning how i can restrict and lose loads of weight ffs

why did this ever start i miss the person i used to be when i was free

totally got triggered last night by my friends thighs - she was hospitalised years ago for her ed but like she's still relatively skinny now (and i feel awful saying this)

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I've reached the point of not even being able to put into words how miserable I am

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how am i mean to focus on uni work when i want to cut all the fat off my body but i’m meant to be recovering but all i do is think about restriction and all my friends are smaller than me but i have to eat but i just can’t can’t can’t

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someone should invent a healing that is linear

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acting like im fully recovered so i can do exercise

(im not and this is dangerous lol)

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friends is so triggering wow😀

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my god i am eating so much im so scared

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Slow progress can feel non-existent, but it’s there! When you zoom out, you’ve come such a long way! 🐌

Chibird store | Positive pin club | Webtoon

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life is tough, but you are tougher. you will get through this

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fucking fuck fuck

actually recovering i don't care what i said. i need to do this.

i deserve recovery and so do you.

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nothing has been okay since david bowie died

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If you support gay marriage reblog this. If you're on the homophobic side, keep scrolling.

As a bisexual, it sickens me that some people WILL keep scrolling.

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on todays episode of am i bloated bc my period has started or bc i binged all weekend??

surprise to no one - its both!

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i think i need go exercise a bit less bc it’s making my net really really low and i’m scared it’s halting my weight loss.

but then i feel like i’m not burning enough and i’m scared bc i always have done exercise.

is this a good idea??