#ed struggles

[support]

Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 

For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 

If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.

[lellsonajourney]

no relapse honeymoon phase don’t slip out of my fingers please i need you

[houseofstarvingghosts]

[marshmellowtwigxxx]

Balancing social life with an 3d is just impossible omfg. Why do people keep asking me to go eat out when I want to fasttt 😭

[fionna-cookie]

So... I got invited to a weeding in July which is amazing and I'm so freaking happy for both.

It's my father in law and his girlfriend.

So I decided I need a fitting dress. I love gothic and renaissance stuff... So I decided on something special but this time I ordered it in navy blue and not black:

I was like: "Freaking hell... You look so fat after recovering from your ed..."

I was mad. Seriously. But you know what. Screw my thoughts and my bodydismorphia. I gonna wear this bc I want to and I think it's gorgeous!

I got curvy after recovery but I was before.

So why the hell should I hate myself for this. I had no life on eating nothing and purging. Now I got a new home,a job and love.

Sometimes I really need to remember to accept what my body is now. It's hard and I don't know if it will eber get better... but that is the same thought I had underweight until I recovered. So maybe... maybe also this will change.

[obsessedwkcals]

winter thinspo <3

[wannabethin-47kg]

Scrolling some of my old posts from when I was younger and ngl this is triggering asl (in a good way). I could fast for 50+ hours but now I can barely fast for 16h. Low restriction is actually so hard for me now too. It's not because I grew up, it's because I've been binging sm that my stomach expanded a lot. It's also because of the fact that I allow to eat way more than b4 because "I can just purge after". It makes me less disciplined. I'll use this page as motivation

[etherealvirgo0]

me having and eating disorder:

my family: you’re killing yourself

me: that’s kinda the point silly

[x-lowcalmonster-x]

i don’t think i have a specific fear food. i just fear calories

[pinkfairyprince]

[marshmellowtwigxxx]

I feel worthless (I ate)

[fionna-cookie]

Me, watching a movie with an bulimic woman who tries to purge 1 bite of cake: "Ok. First thing darling... One bite of cake?! Second... You are not gonna get this easily out darling. Just freaking stop it!"

And at this time I realized I have way too much experience.

[pinkavalentine]

cucumbers need more recognition they are so good and low cal 😭

[pleaseeatbabygirl]

It hurts to sleep. Stop acting like this is a healthy goal, it HURTS.

THIS IS MY IMAGE OF MY BODY PLS DONT BE WEIRD

82 pounds / 37 kilograms

[head-and-stomach-empty]

I really feel like I’m the ugly friend

[ilosch16]

Having an eating disorder and not being skinny is honestly one of the worst feelings, no one is going to take it serious unless you become skinny