letmeinsideyourmind

[letmeinsideyourmind]

Music can't be loud enough rn. I need some hard loud music that vibrates in my brain so I can't hear my own fucking thoughts anymore

[letmeinsideyourmind]

I wanna feel someone being by my side

Nothing sexual or anything

Just the presence of someone who can make me feel safe

[letmeinsideyourmind]

Do you ever wish you had something really bad, like cancer, just to finally know you'll be gone soon, and wouldn't have to think about the future anymore?

I wouldn't have to think about what to do after I finish university.

I wouldn't have to think about the fact that I'll probably never meet someone, get married, have kids etc.

I wouldn't have to feel all the stress and pressure I have now.

I wouldn't have to hear my mother and everyone else compare me to other people who are doing much better in life, than I am.

And I wouldn't have to kill myself directly, which would make it easier for my parents to understand that I'm gone and to let me go.

[letmeinsideyourmind]

Has anyone else had their first bi panic experience while watching this movie?

[letmeinsideyourmind]

Drunk me is thinking about you

Make it stop

[letmeinsideyourmind]

Yeah, lately it's been hard

They're selling me for parts

And I don't wanna be modern art

But I only got half a heart

To give to you

[letmeinsideyourmind]

How can you love your life. Please tell me.

[letmeinsideyourmind]

Thinking bout hanging myself with my fairy lights?

[letmeinsideyourmind]

- nobody cares anyway...

[letmeinsideyourmind]

Gib mir etwas, an dem ich mich festhalten kann. Ich breche auseinander und kann damit nicht mehr umgehen. Nur irgendetwas, das mich besser fühlen lässt. Ich weiß einfach nicht weiter.

[letmeinsideyourmind]

Ich will doch nur mal wieder glücklich sein, verdammte Scheisse

[letmeinsideyourmind]

I miss being able to be happy

I miss being able to laugh without faking it

I miss being able to be in love

I miss being able to wake up without wanting to die

[letmeinsideyourmind]

Sick and tired of being sick and tired

[letmeinsideyourmind]

I've lost touch with reality

[letmeinsideyourmind]

Fuck, why do I miss the feeling of cutting my skin and flesh to see my blood gushing out. Trying to convince myself I'm still alive.

[letmeinsideyourmind]

I think I'm gonna die young

I don't know why, I can't say

I felt it for quite some time

My own prerogative

Hidden deep in my brain

I can't hold your hand

'Cause I don't know how long I'll last

But I think I'm gonna die young

[letmeinsideyourmind]

The Windsor Star, Ontario, March 5, 1929