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Because being skinny will always be the ultimate and timeless fashion, a mesmerizing figure and a delicate piece of art, drawing eyes with its effortless grace and subtle beauty, the confidence and inner strength that the gentles curves and slender lines embody are far more powerful than any fuller figure.

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When you’re skinny, your body will always be in fashion. It’s why kpop idols go on extreme diets, it’s why tumblr was so popular in 2014, it’s why low rise jeans were ever a trend, its why Victoria’s Secret angels exist, it’s why d3@thsp0 is a thing, it’s why even when the kardashians made being thick the “beauty standard” that runway models never got bbls. Because skinny will always come back into fashion and will always be seen as beautiful, serene, divine, and feminine. And fat will always be seen as dirty, sloppy, ugly, and disgusting.

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Are you not embarrassed?!

Nicocado avocado got skinny before you.

Gag.

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someone your exact same height, vv31ght & bm1 will probably lose more than you by next month if you don’t lock in

how embarrassing

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MEAL INSPO 🤍❕

Low in calorie 🫶

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𝐓𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐲’𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭

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I hate when mfs say “you don’t want a fast metabolism, it’s the worst.” As though I’m not literally slowly killing myself just to look half as skinny and pretty as anyone with a fast metabolism does.

“They called me a stick/skeleton!” I’m sorry that happened to you but I’m sure that’s not as bad as having sex for the first time with your first boyfriend and then he breaks up with you and proceeds to tell all of his friends, your friends, and people who you don’t even know that your body was so fat and disgusting that it made him want to vomit. The words that came out of his mouth were verbatim “Do you know how disgusting it is to have sex with someone and see their whole body jiggle?”

Yeah I’d rather be told to eat a burger than be humiliated like that again just because I’m overweight.

When you’re skinny, your body will always be in fashion. It’s why kpop idols go on extreme diets, it’s why tumblr was so popular in 2014, it’s why low rise jeans were ever a trend, its why Victoria’s Secret angels exist, it’s why d3@thsp0 is a thing, it’s why even when the kardashians made being thick the “beauty standard” that runway models never got bbls. Because skinny will always come back into fashion and will always be seen as beautiful, serene, divine, and feminine. And fat will always be seen as dirty, sloppy, ugly, and disgusting.

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God Please!!

I want to look pale

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the only thing that keeps me going

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Oh to be like Snejana.....

I want to be Eastern European 2000s model type of sk!nny

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so people can worry about me....

my reasons for losing weight that aren’t just ‘i wanna be skinny’:

i have adhd so i get overstimulated easily and being fat does NOT help there’s nothing worse than being hot and tired and everything’s loud and i can feel my fat rolls. nope.

so i can take photos with my friends :(

so i can go back to confidently buying clothes

CUTE LINGERIE

bc i feel like im going to be stuck in a lonely life if i don’t start looking pretty

bc i want to be cute and girly but im just too fucking FAT.

less body wash.. need i say more

SHORTS

i’ve always wanted to make cute vlogs without my face but what if someone sees my hand and they’re like.. yep that’s a fat bitch right there

cute pyjama sets

so i can pull my knees to my chest in the car

i feel like i could be pretty if i lose my face fat

and everywhere else actually

i’ll take up less space so the lingering feeling of being nothing but a waste of space can ease

cute side profile

i’m getting a gaming chair and i wanna curl up in it with a blanket that sounds so comfy

cute outfits!!

the whole messy vibe i have going on would be so cute if i wasn’t a ball of grease

so people can worry about me again :)

dainty jewellery!!

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Guyyyss!!! I'm on my period and my cravings went sooo crazy the late two days and I binged like someone who hasn't tasted food in a century, my throat hurt so bad from the amount of vomit that went through, my teeth cut my hands so bad and i just feel so disgusting +I could not even purge everything, I feel bloated as fuck and the number on the scale is going up and i just might end my life if i didn't lose back that weight in the next two days. Idk about writing this but it just seemed right and reminds me that I am not alone . please if you guys could help with anything, how to deal with period bloating, I am drinking tons of water and i can't pee tf ????????

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i work with models and the ugly truth is - they don’t eat.

Literally. They have one, maybe two light meals a day, but the rest of the time they just survive on black unsweetened coffee.

The story which social media sells us, that models can regularly eat three full healthy meals a day and indulge in fast food while maintaining that body?? Big fat lie.

It’s almost an unspoken agreement that all of them have eating disorders. Yeah they might eat on camera. But the thing is if they have fast food or high cal meals, they have a very small portion or only one bite. Most models don’t even eat or drink water before shoots/ runways to eliminate the chance of bloating. Yeah, SOME models can afford private chefs, but most of them are broke as hell. The business is brutal and standing in front of a hot light while being poked and prodded for 2-7 hours per shoot is literal torture. THIS, on top of not eating.

If you want to look like a model, starving is the only answer. Even if you’re genetically blessed.

Eat 1200 cals MAX, mainly between 500-900 per day. Walk a ton. Do OMAD or intermittent fasting. Survive on coffee. And if you can’t handle that, then you b/p which is horrible for you either way.

Wake up. Ugh.

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Motivation maybe ?!

My Dad used always to tell "We eat to live, and not live to eat" and that is the most realist talk (He is dead Now). We only live once, that's exactly why you need to stop stuffing food into ur face to have the slim figure that you've always dreamed to have!!!! or you can eat what you want becuz u live once but u'll live as a fatty disgusting pig😬 you are. You have the choice⭐ !

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Body cheeeck

To remind myself where I started and that though there were many ups and downs does not mean that it's not working, I'll just keep going and trying harder to reach my gw, It would be nice if you can share some tips, xoxo💋 Sw : 155lbs Cw : 138 lbs Gw (for august) : 122 lbs Gw 2 : 110 lbs Ugw : 88 lbs Also my waist measurments went from 90 cm to 81 cm